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Eds and recovery
I know you all seen the title! But before we start tw for eating disorders disordered eating talk of self recovery and weight so I have always been a small kid. I've always been short developing an ed didnt help that. The funny thing is.. ive always been really skinny naturally and it just shows how it can effect anyone you know. now that thats out of the way my disordered eating actually started really young. It started when I was 10 ish and I know crazy being ten with an eating disorder wild. But it started with thoughts and things like that. I felt fat even if I wasn't. but let me tell you having an eating disorder is hell. I missed out on so many opertunities and lost so many friends because of this. And I've been recovering for almost a year now on my own.. and let me tell you all its hard but its still VERY worth it. If you are thinking of recovery please do it. It makes everything feel real again. Sometimes the thoughts of starving are hard to ignore but once you power through and ignore it well You can recover it sounds so much easier written down then it really is. I've had nights where I was sobbing looking at myself in the mirror but more and more as I started eating more and stopped counting calories I realized how much happier I am even if I have lows now and again.. everyone can recover it takes lots of willpower but you can do it. if anyone wants help with Ed recovery in itself im not a therapist but my dms are always open.. maybe I could help
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