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6/23/20
Hi alot hapoened today. Obvi the trent thing but thats kinda boring now so ill skip it. The discord is almost at 200 members so thats fun♥ almost to 200 friends too! That makes me hapoy. I had an audition today that went v bad and i almost cried. Also found ouy i have to move halfway across the country. Because of that my gf might break up w me. And now is refusing to talk about it!!!! Great. despite having lots of friends on here, i literally have no friends. No irl no online. I only talk to my gf but she ignores me. Im so lonely and im scared when i move i wont even KNOW anyone, wont have any internet friends, and wint have my gf. This is probably the most depressed ive been in... years. IM so sad n lonely n anxious all the time.
ive also been havingb reoccurig dreams about my friend from 7th grade. We havnt talked in 4(?) years and i rlly miss him. I literally cant find any trace if him on the internet and no one from middle school has his insta. I sent him a message on ps4 but he hasnt answered. So like, vandan muhler, if u see this, i miss u. And if anyone can help me find hum, hmu.
thats all xoxox
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