PHONE CALL
Category: Poems

PHONE CALL

I think theres a time in every young woman’s life where she realizes that the only thing she could possibly want more than sex with males is the idea of nurturing a child. Of course, the idea that every woman should have a husband to take care of them is a vestigial one, much like the appendix. Being a man, I think that the importance of femininity in our modern world is more often than not thrown in the gutter.

Jeanette, I miss you so much.

If there’s one thing that women take for granted, it’s smart, upstanding men. Why do women always go for the jocks in movies? Because the stereotype is true, people. Women want guys who can bear strong, muscular children, just like their husbands. xpand

F***. I miss you. Every day I feel like I’m drowning in loneliness. I’m tumbling down a giant cliff into a field made of knives. I hate myself without you. You make me complete and now I am missing. Im broken. I miss you so much Jeanette.

Where’d you go?

I went downstairs last night for the first time in 2 days. It was 8 pm and you were mixing some cough syrup and soda. Making that lean stuff. I wanted to get a knife from the kitchen to kill myself. Suffice to say, this was awkward for both of us. 

I want her to want to hurt me. I think i deserve it. I’ve been a d*ck recently, haven't even showed up to a meal for a couple days. Don’t really talk to her anymore. I feel like I’m a squatter in this house.