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Feeling frustrated and gay.
Category: Blogging
Current mood:
 cookywacky
The state of the country is so disheartening and saddening rn. I keep trying to be calm and rational about it, but my logic only leads me to one emotional conclusion: Peace has fallen on deaf ears, and the only thing we can do now is be violent. We have to stand up to the injustices that POC are facing in our community, and not just that but we need to talk about the ableisdiscrimination happening all around us, the discrepancies in mental health and risk of harm between cishet and queer individuals. America is a brainwashed cesspool of brutal injustice and it's honestly so sickening to live in and it feels HOPELESS. Hence, distracting myself by designing a really cute CSS page for nostalgic 2000s based site, and remembering that in my dreams, I'm just a cute soft boi pastel prince of a vaporwave nightclub city, where these problems don't exist and where boys like me.
Speaking of which, on a much less serious and sad, but equally affecting my personal mental health RN, what the f*** is happening with my LOVE LIFE! I am the dumbest man on the planet, I swear. WHERE IS THE BOYFRIEND I AM LONGING FOR!!! Being a slutty whore on the internet for boys to make me feel turned on by calling me a dirty slut and boost my ego for 2 seconds to get those pics isn't gonna cut it anymore, its been years and i wanna go on cute donut dates and draw together and listen to music in the car and talk about the house and kids were gonna have in the future :((( WHEW the way I'm a mess at the moment, gay and frustrated.
And Cookywacky. But I prefer the term cockywacky.
(saved from my twitter header cus i dont have the pic on my laptop lol ignore bad formatting and cropping xxxxxxxxxxx)
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