Journal # 95

           I think I am going to go see Tayla and Jadrique one of these days because I am so bored. Don't get me wrong, I like being able to relax all the time, but the bordom is so real. I have been playing games with Nick a lot. I am not usually really big into playing games that are not some form of techknowledgey based games. It's definatley a good change thats for sure. I find myself playing them more and more every day. I would like to expand my games and get more for the house. They are good for parties and social gatherings so why not get some more.
          Everyone on FaceBook has been trying to talk to me lately. If I had known controlling my anger better would cause people to be more drawn to me, I would have done that  a long time ago. It's nice being well liked and respected. I am in a happier time in my life right now. I live on my own and I like it that way. No bullsh*t rules. I can do whatever the f*** I want without getting bitched at.
           I am super excited because I was able to order the last three necklaces that I wanted online. I am super stoked to get them all in the mail. I don't normally wear necklaces, but I am now because I just found a bunch that I really like! They are all blinged out and they say things. I have one that says "Barbie" that is all blinged out, a blinged out necklace that says "Thug", one that says "Rich Bitch" that one is all blinged out as well, I have a blinged out "Boss" necklace, and then the last one is a pink necklace that says "Trust No Bitch" in black writing. I am super siked! They are all super f***ing pretty! I can't wait to wear them!  They make me look really classy and rich. I mean, I am classy and I grew up with very rich parents, so it's not a lie. I don't know when I am going to get them, but I hope that they don't take TOO long to come. I want to wear them to work when I go back. Ok, I just looked online and they should be here in the next week or so! Sweet! I ended up grabbing my necklace holder that my grandma gave me because I can just hang them on it. It kinda looks like a mini coat hanger. I really like it. I'm glad that I kept it all of these years. I never thought I would actually use the thing!
          I think I might take a nap today. I didn't sleep very good last night. I had a hard time falling asleep for some reason. So, with that being said, I am rather tired today. I didn't really sleep in or anything either. I hope that tonight goes better for me. I really want to get that other lighter too but I cant afford it at the moment. Next pay day though! Then after I buy that last lighter, I will have everything that I have wanted! I'm still waiting on all my gauges to arrive. A few pairs have come already, but I got some more that I comming too. I ordered a lot of them because I had only one pair for the longest time. I needed new ones and I need more options to choose from. I am super f***ing happy about it. I can't wait till everything arrives.