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Angel

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Gender: Female
Status: In a relationship
Age: 28
Sign: Sagittarius
Country: United States

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October 16, 2016

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05/03/2020 05:19 PM 

Journal # 94

          I am really bored. I don't really know what to do with myself. I think I might clean my apartment or something. That would keep me entertained for a good while. There are lots of things that need to be done. I just have a hard time finding the motivation to clean and get up and do things. Once I get up though and do things, I'm ok and that motivation slowly starts to hit me. Ever sense this Corona Virus hit the USA, I've been super depressed. My body just hates me right now. I'm sure everyone else is going through the same thing as me right now, so I don't feel so bad. Some people are worse than others because of being laid off for months. We don't really leave the house unless it's to take a walk, or go buy things we need for the house. I miss the days being about to go out and have fun with all of your friends and family. This really sucks! If I could hang out with people and be making the same amount of money with unemployment, then that would be a different story. I would be enjoying life right now! Getting paid not to work and to just have fun? That would be the life right there! I think I am going to take a shower at some point today too. I have hairspray in my hair so its all gross and stuff. I am going to need to redye my hair again too. My roots are showing again. I might do that tomorrow or something. I don't feel like doing it today. I don't really enjoy dying my hair anymore like I used to. I'm happy with my black hair. My hair is super f***ing healthy now! Most days I wear my hair up too and not heat style it. I will some day maybe go back to platnum blonde, but not any time soon. It really damages the crap out of your hair to get it that perfect almost white hair color. It's something to do to pass the time. I am really getting sick of doing the same stuff over and over and over again. 
          I ended up cleaning up my room a little bit. I have to get some other stuff done in my room like vaccuming my room and picking up stuff that needs to be put away. I will probably wait to vaccum till everything is completely picked up all around the apartment. I would like to do it all at once though. I figure I should pick up everything first. That's the most important thing that needs to get done because I will f***ing loose it if my apartment is a mess. It will litterally annoy me. If I feel like I'm surrounded by mess, I get bitchy. I don't like there being junk everywhere. I don't know how I used to be able to live like that. I used to just throw everything on the floor and now I have to pick it up if I do. I really need to get into the habit of cleaning up after myself. I have been struggling with that one lately too. 
          I've been getting back into pop muisc lately. I like to listen to songs that I can sing to sometimes too. You can't always do that with rap. Some songs you can, but not like you can with pop muisc. Plus I am getting sick of listening to the same music over and over again. I'm trying to go through new songs on Youtube of my favorite artists growing up. I need a change. I just am sick of everything. I something new. 
          I had to make a list for me and Nick to follow at my apartment. I am getting sick of him being lazy and me being lazy. No more of that sh*t. I'm going to be on his ass about that stuff too. He can't be leaving trash out all of the time. He says he gets sick of picking up after me but he still leaves sh*t around too. We are both equally messy. It needs to stop. I am getting really sick and tired of having to do a sh*t tone of things every two days. It piles up and gets overwelming. Right now I am in the process of cleaning my apartment. I am cleaning off things and whiping things down. We have been having an ant problem and this just needs to stop. This is not happening anymore. The food needs to be completely sealed off and Nick isn't doing that and it's gross. We both need to change these things. Some of these things are not my fault and some of these things are. My point is, we need to change or else. I think I am going to go now though. There are some more things that I would like to get done tonight before I go to bed. Good night!
          

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