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don't pretend to know me you fraud.
i think you'll find that with a mouth like mine, not even your legs will want to support you.
with your eyes on me i always feel so small even though you're the one who has to look up.
i'm tired of always feeling lesser than you.
i love you but with every breath i take your gaze burns me into nothing.
i always feel like nothing.
the only thing i learned today is that these moments are always sand through our fingers.
and god i sure know how to make them slip faster.
for eight years i've tricked myself into thinking i was someone that mattered.
i'm sorry. i fear every movement i make is constantly under a microscope and with one wrong move i have the world at my throat.
"i’m still playing different pictures in my head that aren’t so pleasant."
the horrible realisation that no one knows me.
without you i have absolutely nothing.
for the first time i feel completely alone. "for god's sake don't talk to me. what do you want? money? here it is. don't ever talk to me again."
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