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I Am So Very, Very Tired... Category: Real Life
Current mood:
drained
The last few days have been absolutely wretched and my soul is extremely f***ing tired and I'm just done. F***ing done. With everything. Between seeing people who I don't want to see and it ripping open old wounds, to one of my favourite f***ing bands having to cancel coming to Australia for the time being, to f***ing losing $464 dollars in Flights because my tickets are non-refundable, and having to f***ing f*** over my friend who may still go to Sydney but ALONE now... We can't refund the Air BnB either, so in total, between Flights and accomodation, I've just lost $684...
And I'm sorry, but I have a history of respiratory issues and I am not risking it for a two day holiday and risking giving my diabetic stepdad the virus if I were unlucky enough to catch it - It was a huge risk me even going in the first place but as everything was already booked I was going to take my chances. Because I thought it may be my only chance to see My Chemical Romance live. Now that's not happening, my health comes first. My family's health comes first. So no. I will stay in Adelaide, until such a time things MAYBE calm the f*** down.
So to recap, Life is really f***ing unfair and I am not doing well right now...
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