I tried to kill myself yesterday
Category: Real Life

It was the third time. I missed my train and instead of getting the next one, I sat there for 2 hours watching peoples' lives go on and feeling numb to it all. Unconsciously I think I had planned my day so no-one knew I was there. I eventually got up and stood at the edge of the platform, ready to jump as soon as the next train came. But before I knew it I had been pulled back by an older man that was waiting nearby, I told him I just wasn't paying attention and to get on his train. So, he did and I broke down and cried in silence next to the ticket machine, before walking home.