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what in god's name is wrong with jasper? (an opera) Category: Real Life
Current mood:
weird
no its not a real opera. im too sleepy for that.
but anyways i have been MEDICALLY EXAMINED so i have some...things. Occurring. tomorrow i gotta hustle on down to get my knee zapped with an xray and see what the hell is wrong with it. also i have 2 go to the Harmacy to get the dinky low dose zoloft my doctor prescribed. im not expecting much from it but...we shall see.
ALSO i have to uhh go get my sleep study done so i can Then get me very own cpap (its a fun thing that makes u breathe while u sleep!! bc my body sure isnt doing it itself!) which is gonna b a small scale nightmare. and im supposed to have some sort of blood thing done just 2 make sure i dont have anything Scary in my blood. oh and im like supposed to go on a diet and talk to a counselor which Might suck. bc we get like 5 free visits thanks 2 my moms sweet job but i have. So Much wrong with me and a lot to talk about that idk if i can cram it all in. bc we sure as hell cant afford that sh*t normally.
i swear im not usually this Ailed. things just kinda stacked together. but yknow im Hoping the pills will...do something, at least. and i hope i can get that ol cpap bc it must be so refreshing to not wake up feeling out of breath. ITS MAGic.
anyways YEAH im hyped but also scared haha my body is a prison and i am chained 2 tha wall!!! Terrifying.
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