" Depression "
There is only one way I feel when I think about
that awful day.Not a lot of people understand the pain
and sorrow that I'm going through. I don't know why
but, in a way I still feel responsible for what had
happened to you.
Depression has completely taken over my life. Ever
since you passed away, not one day has gone by where
I feel completely and totally one hundred percent
happy. My life is a huge wreck !
Why did this have to happen to me ? You were
so happy and full of energy. No matter how I was
feeling, you always knew what to say and do to make
me feel better.
Depression is a very negative source of energy. My
heart is starting to ache and it's even hard for me
to breathe at times because of the way I feel.
Why must my life be so miserable ?
I don't like to feel like this all of the time
because I feel like I'm pushing everybody
I care about away from me. I want to do
everything that I can to be happy for you Mom~Mom.
Depression is a cruel thing. This is something
that completely detroys you until there is
nothing left at all. Depression is in my opinion another
way of saying " Destroyer of the heart and soul " .
I try to keep myself busy with things that I
love to do but, for some reason even the things that
I love can't get me out of my deep depression.
There has got to be something to make me feel
better.
Depression is nothing but evil that tries to control
who you are and who you become. This is something
that is very difficult to controll. Depression is a
terrible feeling that I want to get rid of.
I feel that you were one out of many people
that I could always talk to about my problems and
you would always understand. My mom and Uncle
Rich are also somebody that I can always go to
and they will always understand how I feel. There
are a lot more people I can talk to about how
I feel and they will always understand.
Depression keeps me away from the things that I love
the most. I 'm really starting to worry because
I feel my spirit dying and it's something that I
must take care of before something very serious
happens to me.
I need you Mom~Mom !After all these years, I
still can't get over the fact that you're gone. To be
perfectly honest, I still don't understand why this
happened. Please help me to understand this before
my depression seriously hurts me.
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