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04/07/2021 06:49 PM 

i want to disappear


04/07/2021 05:49 PM 


i should start staving again ive been binging for so long i cant even remember i ruined all my progress i wanted to get to 94lbs before my bday but thats not going to f***ing happening stopped exercising because i always feel like sh*t ive stopped counting calories because its hard to keep up with all the food i was shoving in my face i miss only eating 500cals a day i felt so good


04/07/2021 05:41 PM 


seeing all these people struggling with staying clean makes me feel terrible like im not sick enough i can stay clean (from cutting) for ages and it makes me think im not good enough my life isnt hard enough i should cut more maybe people would take me seriously if i have scars all over me or maybe ill just get sent to the mental hospital but that doesnt sound too bad honestly maybe if i was dead my mum would finally feel bad for all the sh*t she did to me i want to throw up idk i neep help


04/07/2021 05:31 PM 

Current mood:  awake

tbh can someone just tell me how hot i am


04/07/2021 05:12 PM 


nobody f***ing likes you stop trying


04/07/2021 01:43 PM 


OH MY I TOTALLY FORGOT, i miss this tbh


04/06/2021 08:45 PM 

Just A Quick Survey

1.My grandma once said: I can do anything I put my mind to2.Never in my life have I: been out of the states3. When I was younger, I: had the time of my life.4.High school was: sooo annoying5.When I'm nervous: I bite my lip6.The last time I really cried was: Idk during a movie I'm sure lmao.7.If I were to get married right now: already am8.My hair is: medium long 9.My feet are: alright I guess10.When I was 5: I don't remember 11.Last Christmas: was ok12.When I turn my head left: I see my husband13.When I turn my head right: I see my drink14.My life is not complete without: my family15.By this time next year: I want to have my own place16.I have a hard time understanding: how to act my age 17.One time at a family gathering: I left18.Take my advice: you can do anything you want19.My ideal breakfast is: bacon sausage and eggs 20.If you visit my hometown: you'll like21.My friends are: amazing22.If you spend the night at my house: watching K-Drama's23.I would stop my wedding if: for nothing 24.The world could do without: hate and judgment 25. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: eww26.The most recent thing I've bought myself is: a book27.And, by the way: I am addicted to books and tik tik ❤️28.The last time I was high: 5 years ago29.In the past I shouldn't have been: so shy 30.Once, at a bar/club: I got smashed31.Last night, I: went to. Bed32.If I didn't have any obligations tomorrow: I'd lay in bed and watch tv33.A better name for me would be: Shelby34.In the last 6 months: I have been living my best life.35.If I ever go back to school: I'll go for something I really wanna do36.I bet you didn't know: I love books37.I am: bored38.I read: all the time39.Every birthday: I have fun with family40.I regret: nothing 


04/06/2021 06:04 PM 

Back home after a 6 and a half hour's drive and feeling drained!
Current mood:  accomplished

I drove back home to Bergen with my dad today and we had to choose a slightly longer route than the usual three hour (give or take) route we drive to Ustaoset and Bergen and the other way around as well, due to strong winds and snow blizzard causing our regular route to be closed so we had to look at other options for getting home. We went with a slightly more eastern route via Hemsedal that stayed open, despite strong winds during parts of this route as well, and the drive would take an additional three hours, which meant we would be home around six in the evening, which wasn't really too bad.  I was excited about going home, since I feel that our cabin tends to be quite small and you kinda have to give up privacy, especially when a lot of family members live together and the noise level is through the roof most of the time. Yet, I had this quite upset stomach and a nose running harder than the Niagra Falls that made for an uncomfortable combo (the upset stomach was most likely due to eating too much cheese from yesterday's raclette dinner....ooopps) but I decided it was not gonna stop me from making the drive down to Bergen with dad.I'm an introvert that finds it hard to talk to someone during long car rides so I was kinda dreading that bit and dad just drives mostly and occasionally throws in a "yeah" and "ah I see" to my comments about whatever we drive by at any given point, just to break the constant awkward silence between us. He'll only get talkative if there's a story about either sports or something related to his past (childhood, youth etc) that gets him talking non-stop but that didn't happen today. Not only did I find the silence uncomfortable (despite having the radio on as our only source of entertainment that we both could listen to, to get our minds onto something actually enjoyable) but my car seat made me uncomfortable as well, as well as adding my upset stomach to the mix. It all drained me out and I couldn't be happier when we finally stopped outside my apartment complex - HOME SWEET HOME!Now I'm ready to enjoy spring here (those last pieces of snow will probably soon be gone) and some warmer weather where I can be outside wearing a t-shirt and shorts again :)


04/06/2021 03:29 PM 

Omori layout!

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Komaeda Love Mail

04/06/2021 12:46 PM 


Mod Ibuki here! Sorry to keep you waiting. ;w; I guess this is as good a place as any to log my thoughts, isn't it? First of all, I'm really excited for NDRV3. I haven't looked at translations much yet lol but I love Kaede and Shuuichi... they're so cute >w<I'm still applying for college... so nervous!! But I think I have a shot at getting into a nice place. And my friend is applying to the same ones so I hope we can get in together!!Um, also... I know I haven't been a very good mod recently. Like I don't log on and stuff and barely ever post. I've been kinda busy, I hope you can understand ;_; The mods said it's ok, cause apparently they didn't even think I would join after reading the terms of service! But I did. So anyway... idk what to put here? I guess I could share what I've added so far cause people seem interested >_> and I'm barely online so it's a short list. Yeah! So here ya go. ^w^ STUFF MOD IBUKI'S MADE SO FAR! I helped one of the mods make /night! I didn't do the art, though. And I'm not really good at coding. ...Uhhh, I guess I only did a bit of work. I made /support! I helped on /organs.Besides that, I mean... ummmmmmmmmmmmmm... Like everyone already knows taht one of the mods was submitting to uncoveringklm, right?I helped them out a bit after I got in as a mod, submitting some things... But I'm not the only one, honestly. I'm not gonna say names though... >_> Anyway... there's lots of cool stuff KLM has made! I just wanted to help people along so they could find it. I hope the mods aren't too mad...... There's other stuff I was helping KLM and UKLM with but that doesn't matter now. I promised not to do it again. Oh, that reminds me! Gromaeda hasn't been here for awhile. I barely got to meet him,m I feel like. He's like the only thing the other mods talk about... Seemed like he was the real leader sort, you know? Anway, I don't know where he's at now... urgh... It's a bit distressing. All the mods are pretty upset about it. ;_; I can only do so mch to talk them through it, though... I'm busy with my own stuff. And I'm not even a full-time mod. Me and Gromaeda... we don't go back like, say, Mod 43 and Gromaeda, or Mod 33 and Gromaeda. I don't know how much me talking about it helps. Ahhhhhhh I feel bad even bringing this up ;~; I wish I got to know him better... ;____; But... I know I can't just solve everything in the blink of an eye. I'll be okay, it's just hard to know he's just... maybe ntot gonna come back this time? I should talk about something else... Oh! Another thing. I've made friends with lots of the mods since I got invited in December. ^_^ They think I'm kinda weird, it's pretty amusing to me. xD They're always talking about how like... they never left the nest and stuff like that lol I guess it's just their way of saying... they spend too much time moderating!!! Even part-time is hard and some of them just work their tails off for too long. Do full-time mods even DO anything else??? D: Well... that's all I gotta say for now. I have more homework waiting on me ahhhhhh ;_; Bye!! ♥ From Mod Ibuki


04/06/2021 01:05 PM 

100 gecs songs!!
Current mood:  headphones

my 5 fav 100 gecs songs ringtone hand crushed by a mallet i need help immediately 800db cloud gec to U

100 gecs, list, music


04/06/2021 12:28 PM 

very sleepyl...
Current mood:  sleepy

i really wanna go to sleep but i know that i'll wake up very late in the day if i do.. ... maybe ill try watching some cartoons or playing some games to keep myself busy... idk! 

tired, sleepy, first post


04/06/2021 12:02 PM 

Current mood:  embarrassed

AAAAAAAAAAAAYUVKGYUGVKJFRDECYUK i keep geeting hot when i think of yesterday omfg omfg omfg MICH IS SO FUKIN CUUUTTTEEE his hands were so big and hot and pretytyty he looked so cute with my bunny hat on. ALSO when we held hands he rubbed my thumb IT WAS SO CUTE and when we went on the roller coasterrr he was tired and he would put his arm around me and rest his head on my shoulder T_T THIS MIGHT SOUND WWEIRD BUT I MISS TOUCHING HIM SO MUCH IDK


04/06/2021 10:49 PM 

Current mood:  cookywacky

i stg does anyone on here wanna play genshin with me i need to ascend my xiao and keqing [cries]

Kai (Pansexual )

04/06/2021 10:02 PM 


I want to f***ing die :D

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