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Day 1,234534565 (feels like it) of quarantine ...I have to say though, I can't really complain much. I'm an introverted hermit who was built for this.I'm also fortunate enough to still be employed, and working from home.Still, big adjustments, very stressful... especially with my anxiety.

I always wanted to program, ever since I was a kid. However, I was completely unaware there were many options for me to get my start, even back in the mid-late 2000's. For instance, scratch was a thing, that would've been a great start for me, and would've taught me the basics on how to program. I could've even installed visual studio express 2005, or 2010, and learned that way. However it probably would've been way too difficult for my little brain to understand...To this day, I still have an interest in programming, however I find myself having very little patience for it, and I give up extremely easily. I really want to program, but it's not that I don't know how (I could just use stack overflow like everyone else), it's that, as I said, I give up way too easily. I did make a successful console program one time in python, but I want to make a GUI program using winforms.

Many years ago, while I was still going to the end of my street to board the bus for middle school. I had gotten sick, and threw up twice, once in the morning, once in the night. I felt very weak after that, and had to lay down for a couple of days. After I had seemingly recovered, my stomach was still hurting, it felt like I was going to throw up 24/7. I would carry around a bowl at home, and a plastic bag everywhere else, just incase I did vomit. It still feels like that to this day, but to a lesser degree. It seems my stomach has numbed over time.

I always find myself depressed, yet I have all these video games laying around that I could just play.Nintendo Switch, Atari 7800 (Two of them :/), Atari 2600 Jr., Xbox, Xbox 360, Gamecube, N64, GBA SP, New 3DS, SNESI have like, two video games still in their goddamn shrink wrap, I think that tells you how often I play video games.I also have never watched many movies, I want to watch movies, but I never find myself in the mood, or really give myself the chance to.I don't read that often, I find that boring...I want to do all the things listed here, because I usually do nothing else to pass the time and end up sleeping throughout the day.

This is so not gonna be professional in any way, I'm just blabbering... Bro, get me a boy who wears chain necklaces all the time, so I can grab him by it and yank him towards me, glaring for a moment as he gives me a doofy grin then kisses me Get me a boy who is not afraid of comfortable silences, laying together staring at the ceiling, only once in a while asking deep questions and falling in love more and more Get me a boy who back hugs me while I'm making dinner just so I feed him some of it then remark on how "I can't believe you acted all sweet just to get some food"  Get me a boy with bruised and bloody knuckles I'll kiss over and over as I patch them up, maybe scolding him on being reckless even though I find it hot Get me a boy who has so much passion for one thing that whenever you bring it up, you see his eyes glimmer and the world looks so much brighter, to marvel over how driven he is Get me a boy who understands all my shallow insults and sarcastic remarks have the underlying meaning of "I love you" in every single one, cause he knows it's hard for me to outright say it Get me a boy who will let me quietly lay on his lap, not saying a word, but he understands to pet my hair Get me a boy who will go on reckless adventures to abandoned places, pay our respects to a graveyard everyone deemed super haunted, stalk through the woods for the hell of it, get slushies from the sh*tty 7/11 at 3am then sit on the roof, and will always take my hand and have my back through it all  Get him to me safely, please... I don't know what powers that are out there, how many of you there are, but that doesn't matter. Just ensure his protection and bring him to me the moment he needs it... Even if he doesn't realize it or even know me yet... I know he's out there waiting just like I am.

i've used all of these.pimp-my-profile is a good one, obviously as a lotttt of people here use it, but pimpmaspace has some cool flash widgets you can use too. and images. but mostly the widgets. (haven't tried these, only been to the site, the above text is now a lie >:3 )cursor.cc and/or totallyfreecursors if you want bonus cool kid points, cursor.cc lets you make your own (like i did with mine) and TFC doesn't have the biggest selection but they worked for me so. they're hereglitterphoto.net is how i make my glitters, it's easy to use n i use it a lot. (but you could probably tell already lol )you can comment anything else that works, i might check it out- anything to make my page look epic-er... n even MORE purple...

pros of friday: i can stay up as late as i want cons of friday: i get tired from thiswill i post at 12 am? probably not. will i stay up that late? yes.this blog isn't complete without a glitter, but i don't have any new ones on me. at least i now know how to change the font and color in these. naice

Hey! this is my first blog post here loli dont know what to write tbh, there is not any focus here Sooooo..... i just wanted to say hiiiiii to everyone that might read this ill write ab out life stuff, things i like to show or anything thoill come with an idea later to see what i can writeoh and maybe ill put a song at the end of every post ^^                               Get your own valid XHTML YouTube embed code

Blargh!! I just gotz on dis new thing, I really like it!

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made some, request characters in the comments n i might do em!  (i really like these emoticons)TWIGGYYYYY (my favorite) these are all free to use but please credit me! (kitkat)

gettin used to this site, should I make some glitter images n put em here? that would be cool i think i like how it has emotes, if only i wasnt 3 in 2009 n I could experience this stuff for realheres n example of my glitter images (made the sprite myself), i say images but theres only one! get prankedits gooey (a kirby character) i've also made a clay figure of him, idk how to post that yet thoughye bye!!

st4rted learning guitar!!!!!! n0w i hav v1olin and guitar under my belt!!!!!!!! p1ano coming too!!!!!

Someone message our momma! KiK SendMeBoyLove666 well more importantly us spirit pups our momma is  still angry bitter and not so much zen our momma is severly hurt if someone can message our momma that would be great for us spirit pups

i thought things were gonna ease up after droppin my other classes n zine pieces being submitted but =.= life doesn't always go tha way u expect...ive just been really dysphoric 4 the past week or so n havent been able to get much done :/ i spent all day today in bed just kinda wallowing in it.... not fun. haven't been practicing bass or doin any of tha other stuff i told myself i would, nd ive been rly bad at repsonding 2 messages ._. srry if i left u hanging anyone i had hoped that body dysphoria would be mostly a thing of the past after my medical transition but ?? sum stuff happened and im not on hrt right now so its like. not fun. it might b bc im by myself so much now that i dont have a lot else 2 focus on... i mean im spending my time playing so much video games but its just a distraction. its fun but its not rly helpful yknow. bleh i am rambling now.... i'll leave it at that :/ ~ xoxoxo glitch