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04/03/2022 03:49 PM 

I don't want to go home.
Current mood:  melancholy

I'm at the library right now and I don't want to go home. I feel sad because I realized my life is really sad. For the past 5 minutes, I was just scrolling through people's Ig stories and compare my life to theirs. They all have fun lives and don't have to worry about where they're going to live because their parents hate them. Yesterday I lashed out and pushed my brother aggressively, because he was throwing stuff at me. And now I wish i didn't do that because it backfired on me. The stupid microwave also stopped working. I don't know what happened. It just had to stop while I was in the kitchen washing dishes. I'm scared and worried. What if I go home and the microwave still doesn't work? What will I eat? If my dad buys another one, will he forbid me from ever using it again? God, I hate my life! Every time a weird, unusual event happens, my dad always gives this "I'm not a bad person, I do good things to people that are a good person, someday you will die, my parents don't tolerate with witchness" speech. I always contemplate myself if I'm a witch or not and possibly end up crying about my life. I need to get out of here. It's not healthy for me to stay here. There accusations are getting into my head. I'm not free there. My family treats and looks at me as if I'm Satan. I HATE IT ALL! I feel tears coming through because I'm panicking plus a melancholy feel rap song came on Spotify right now. The library closes at 5 today and it's 4:01 pm. I could go back to Starbucks and just stay there until 7, but I always feel spotted there and uncomfortable. People come in that seem like they have stable lives and they don't look like a homeless person (AKA me). I JUST WANT TO LEAVE! I fear spring break too because I have to deal with them. But I have 2 good things planned so I'm also partly excited about spring break. I'm this close to running away. I'm tired of the bullsh*t. I hate my life. Sometimes I want to kill myself. I hate my life. I hate my life. I hate my life.

ailuro ฅ(• ɪ •)ฅ <3

04/03/2022 04:46 AM 

i am a ptv fanpage at this point

i love ptv so much i found them bc of a moviestarplanet edit when i was like 11 and ive genuienly been obsessed since. i remember the edit so clearly too it was some emo sh*t to a match into water and now i get the urge to vomit when i hear that song like yk when u hear ur alarm during the daytime and ur heart just drops,.. yeah. it's still a good song i just get flashbacks to 2014 and it's not fun. they don't have a single bad song. not ONE. i mean honestly million dollar houses would've been better if noone gave vic access to autotune but it's still so good. i go through a one month phase of just listening to 1 ptv song on repeat. i've managed to do this with every song i think i am on like the 12th rotation. thats why i cant wait for this new f***ing album bc i know every song off by heart and i am terrified of getting bored bc what am i meant to listen to then???????????anyway i cant wait for their tour theyre gonna have a concert rlly close to my city and if i dont get to go noone will hear from me ever again. mark my words. oh yea i think my fav song is either dive in or fast times at clairemont high or today i saw the whole world or the sky under the sea or the first punch or 

pierce the veil, ptv


04/03/2022 04:56 PM 

Gywn I like her maybe i said to her i've had older

Gywn I like her maybe i said to her i've had older

ella misery ✯

04/03/2022 09:08 PM 

my playlist!
Current mood:  rockin

here's my playlist if u r interested:  



04/03/2022 03:03 PM 

Status that i wanted to immortalize

man on April Fools i woke up & my first thought was "Were going to have an earthquake." I dont know if that was like my brains April Fools on myself but goddamn. I had that high-alert lingering fear feeling for like 30 minutes after wtf brain


04/03/2022 02:55 PM 

Higher entities

i remember my mom once told me, "People arent really religious until they need it. People dont believe in god unless they need a miracle or are in trouble." It just dawned on me that, well, shes right. Im not really spiritual, unless I need it. I cant speak for other people, but from my viewpoint, shes right.I take breaks from spirituality for months or even years, until im in trouble & need it. My beliefs have retained, but it just hasnt been practiced heavily, or even entered my mind since.I havent talked to anyone about this, so i wouldnt know if other people are the same but I would really like to know. Does anyone relate to this at all? 

spirituality, god, higher beings, higher entities, religion


04/02/2022 01:30 PM 

Current mood:  groggy

Just joined here. I've come from SpaceHey. Honestly, just trynna compare different sites. I suppose this is almost like my introduction.Sup. My name and pronouns today are Kade, she/he/they. I am unlabeled when it comes to gender but if you must label sh*t, you could call me genderfluid. I am obsessed with clowns, skeletons, flowers (especially roses), pirates, and loads more random sh*t. It'd be fun to meet new people here. I have no care for who it is or their age, just someone that's cool.I'll probably be doing blogs about unsolved cases and paranormal sh*t. If you're into that then send me a friend request. I'm a total geek and love talking about this sh*t.Anygays, have a good one. Dunno how to end this xD

goose prince???

04/02/2022 06:57 PM 

Current mood:  ecstatic


monster high, draculaura, clawdeen, frankie, lagoona, cleo


04/02/2022 04:48 PM 

Current mood:  discontent

they say that peace feels like boredom when you're used to chaos. and i am so bored. so what now?i think, by the end of this year, i'll have moved to another country. but where? south korea? slovakia? andorra? who knows? depends on where i'm needed. but i've been in mexico for almost 3 years, and i feel like i've hit a dead end. let's see what falls into my lap over the next few months.

travel, teaching, countries, wanderlust, esl, jobs, resolutions, 2022


04/02/2022 12:51 AM 

The Undertaker
Current mood:  nostalgic

So,The Undertaker aswell as I believe five other individuals got inducted into the WWE Hall Of Fame tonight.Good Job  It is very much deserved.


goose prince???

04/01/2022 11:43 PM 

quizzy stolen from steph >:3
Current mood:  happy

♥A is for age: 17♥B is for beer of choice? nonez♥C is for career right now: i dont have a career im a part tomer♥D is for your dog's name: my dogz name iz Javert and my catz name iz Julien :3♥E is for essential item you use everyday: earbudz♥F is for favorite TV channel: i only really watch youtube♥G is for favorite game to watch: i liek watchinf people play fnaf :0♥H is for Home town: nunya beezwax!!♥I is for instruments you play: bass :3♥J is for favorite juice: grape obvs♥K is for whose butt you'd like to be kicking: most peeps at my skool!!♥L is for last place you ate: work lawl♥M is for marriage: maybe someday but i doubtz it♥N is for your nickname: goose and dumbass♥O is for overnight hospital stay: none yet lawl♥P is for people you were with today: my skool frendz and my cowerkerz♥Q is for a quote: "THATS WIIIIIIILD PATRICK" pete wentz♥R is for Biggest Regret: break up wif my ex♥S is for relationship status: single as a pringle :(♥T is for time you woke up today: 6:15 am♥U is for underwear you have on now: grey :P♥V is for vegetable you love: NONE!!♥W is for worst habits: i get angry very quickly♥X is for x-rays you've had: dental xrayz and broken arm xP♥Y is for something yummy you ate today: pizza :3♥Z is for zodiac sign: capricorn :3

about me, lol, scene

manic pixie nightmare

04/01/2022 05:24 PM 

consume me
Current mood:  melancholy

I’m nothing but a commodity for others, something to be consumed and disposed of. I’ll always be a phase, an era, a summer, a memory you look back on fondly but I’ll never be a real person and sometimes I like it that way.

manic pixie nightmare

04/01/2022 05:20 PM 

i'm not a real person
Current mood:  melancholy

I don’t feel like a real person. I just feel like an embodiment of a persona. First I was a manic pixie dream girl, then I was a whore (even though I never actually slept with anyone), and now I’ve adopted this melancholy, Lana Del Rey, Sylvia Plath kind of persona but I’m not a real person.

goose prince???

04/01/2022 07:37 PM 

Current mood:  bored

work is so boring today sobs so hard its busy but theres so many people working today that j have nothing to do, pray i get sent home earl 😙✌️

bored!!, work


04/01/2022 03:45 PM 

First of many...
Current mood:  tired

Well, just got home from school. Finnaly friday and I'm very exited. Just found ou FP has a blog. So yeah, first of many...

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