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05/08/2022 06:33 PM 

Current mood:  adventurous

           Sunday, May 8, 2022 - slad bloggg hi every1!! :p sooo it's been legit the entire school yr since i posted.. nd i officially done w high school classes + also officially 18 yrs old !  ngl it feels kiiinda crazy to know i'm done w that hellhole of a school -.- but it's finally ovah !! toward the end of the school yr , alot of issues started coming up w my mental health , nd i realized how poopy my friends are. i also got put on medication which kinda made me feelll weird abt myself for some reason.. i have a bunch of internalized problems lolll. but on the bright side ,, i know now where i'm going to college !!!  nd the fact that i AM indeed GOING to college hahah.. i was worried i wouldnt be able to bc of money , but i got a good scholarship nd everything ^.^ soo i'm beginning to look forward to whats coming up in tha future :3one problem i've been dealing w/ alot recently is [TRIGGER WARNING :( ] food stuff n body image. my eating disorder habits r kinda coming back , and i'm trying to combat them but .. intrusive thoughts r kinda winning rn. anyway , back 2 the good. tmr for this thing my school calls 'senior experience' , i get to make an album!!! which means i get to start making music again  !!!  im soooo excited . lots of good things ahead, i just gotta stay on track.. nyway , ik no one 's gonna read this but much love to all!!! ♥ cya in the next post ^^  


05/08/2022 01:18 PM 

Telemedicine Natural Pediatrician - Alternative Medicine

How Can a Holistic Pediatrician Help Your Family? Nowadays, there are a lot of ways to approach health. If you have a child, you want to be certain that you do everything possible to ensure that they are getting the care that they need. But, how do you know that you can connect with a pediatrician that has your child’s best in mind? A holistic pediatrician may be the best option for you and your family. Here are some of the things that you and your child will benefit from when you decide to work with a telemedicine natural pediatrician. They Understand Children and Their Growth Natural pediatricians know that there is a lot going on with children as they grow up. They studied the human body and development in school, and they know how to work with children and look for the signs related to different diseases and disorders. This extensive knowledge of children and their development allows them to give advice and help you to do what’s best for your child as they grow. This can give you peace of mind and allows your child to get the best care no matter what. They Listen to Your Concerns Pediatricians do a lot of listening. Parents are the ones who see their kids day in and day out. So, many times, they are the ones who are going to be able to fill in the blanks for things that doctors can’t know from a 60-minute appointment. With holistic pediatricians, you get that and more – many times, they will ask questions to make sure that they completely understand what your child has been experiencing. This allows them to listen even more, instead of jumping to conclusions about your child’s health. They Can Provide You with Alternative Medicine Solutions One of the big reasons that parents choose to go with a natural pediatrician is so that they have every single treatment and care option available to them. The fact is many traditional pediatricians will often recommend medication and other things that some parents may not be comfortable with. Holistic pediatricians, on the other hand, will do what they can to provide alternative medicine options that work just as well (and sometimes, better) than what you would find in traditional medicine. It’s not for every family, but some families do feel that this is the best choice for their kids. They’ll Help You to Look at the Whole Self Holistic medicine involves looking at the whole self – mental health, emotional health, and physical health. Their focus on the entire mind and body connection means that they look at behaviors and illnesses from every angle. This can help them to get even more information and make a more accurate assessment of what your child is going to need in terms of care and treatment. Nowadays, there are more natural pediatricians than ever. Plus, with the addition of telemedicine natural pediatricians, it’s a lot easier to connect with someone. For many parents, it’s worth the time investment to find a holistic pediatrician that meets their needs.

Natural Pediatrician, Breastfeeding Pediatrician, Holistic Pediatrician, Alternative Medicine,


05/07/2022 08:33 PM 

Current mood:  amused

I've learned that music is changing but still staying the same throughout the years. 



05/08/2022 03:07 AM 

05-08-22, 03:07AM

the cavities in my body are always open. reach into my chest and feel around it like ants swarming around in the back pocket of caramel-stained dark wash denim jeans. there is my heart that rings and pounds... there are keys, and there are keys. keys that take the locksmith a little longer to make, keys that produce a deeper sound when they jingle and shake. a bit thicker than usual and carefully crafted to fit into the grooves of whatever door it was made for. reach into my chest, and feel around for my heart. grab onto it... it is as big as your fist yet it will feel heavier than such... my heart is full. for the first time in a while. it is the memories and firsts that help it sink down into my bloodstream. it is heavy with gratitude and its weight keeps my feet on the ground, bringing me peace of mind. and if you're psychopathic maybe shake it a bit after holding it for a while. it doesn't sound so empty anymore.i like lazy afternoons that melt into fervent evenings. a certain someone's lips that leave me breathless and wanting more. a soul so special i find myself uttering words i never thought would dare enter my mouth. it's not just the dopamine! it's finally having the intention to slow down. relax... stay here for a while. in this pile of tangled limbs and whispered affirmations. no harm, no deadlines, no need to explain yourself. stay. just... stay. nothing but peace crackles through the humid air. and when the last of the setting sun's rays hit my window... when the last of its luster hits the glass, and it shines on their is calm. it is heartwarming. it is everything i could ever ask for.they are the one who can send my heart into overdrive... and also bring me serenity i have never experienced before. is it merely juvenile admiration? is it all the nerves trying to get used to the next few years that i hope for? i have never been more sure of anything in my life. would i really long for someone else's warmth? look for someone else's eyes that are not as unique and captivating as theirs are? we have all the time in the world, i constantly say. but i would not like to imagine a universe where they are not a part of my life, a universe that lacks their wit and affability... a universe where it is not them that i say "i love you" to. and then i put pieces together in my mind, blending together our shared moments and the most obscure details of our own interests. forever is such a long time, yet it cannot come soon enough. is it too early to say they are the ones i would like to spend forever with? is this great admiration something that will die down in a few years' time? is what we have a flame that would be blown away by the faintest of winds? i have no idea. i'd rather not know. i like where we are. i like to think about where we'll be. i like to form pretty pictures in our heads of how we'd exist when we finally seem like we have our lives together. when is the start and end of forever? i desperately want to rush toward it. in the hopes that it is them i would spend it with. "i'll be here as long as you need me," i say. because who knows when they'll tire of my restlessness? but i fear i'll need them for an entire lifetime. and to whom can i even admit that? i can't even say it to myself; since when have i longed for someone so intensely?but forever is just a few decades away, or at least i think so. is it so wrong to want it now? 


05/07/2007 07:19 PM 

Music Lyrics
Current mood:  angsty

Lyrics I wroteCome on can we hae last dance so we can relive all of the memoriesme sneeking in your window late at nightstaring at the starsthose days are over now theyre nothing to depend ontime flys by so fast when youre. having fun

music, punk


05/06/2022 10:10 PM 

d3M0L1t10N L0v3r5
Current mood:  amorous

Currently I feel confused because I really don't know if you mean anything to me. Because I'm always thinking abaout you, every night every day, and it's something that doesn't let me sleep, I feel something connects us mutually but I don't really know what it is.I want to take the first step to get to know you better, but as much as I try I can't, it's very difficult for me to just say "hello", I hope you can understand.Our eyes meet every time I see you in the hallway, but neither of us dared to say what we feel for each other.I hope that if in this life we could not be what we wanted to be, I hope that in the other life, I promise you that if in the other life e meet again I will assure you that our eyes will meet, I prmise forever.I would end my days with you, in the middle of a hail of bullets, I TRY, I SWEAR I TRY, to let you how much you mean to me, while the days fade and the nights are born we grow cold.I hope you understand and have both waht we want most... 


05/06/2022 03:18 PM 

seasons greetings
Current mood:  blank

MY senses are assaulted with the scent of summer, as if to spit on the fact that it's my birthday month, and to disregard my preferred weather for the spring season.  I have no idea how long it's been since I've updated my blog on here, but I've been enjoying writing "logs" on my personal website. I won't get too personal, this is the internet after all, but some things have been going on in my household, I suppose, and it's been a lot of heavy stuff to deal with, endlessly, for a few years now, and currently there is "something occurring", I guess you could say. Overall, the atmosphere here is weird.Anyways, I've been practicing driving recently, and that's cool, maybe I really will get my driver's license in this lifetime. I was really into racing and racing games in my childhood, and I guess still now, but I haven't ever been eager to get my license. I really like cool cars, but I'm not in a hurry to get one of my own, gas is super expensive, although it would be useful to be able to drive, since I live in the middle of no where and I'm isolated from people, services, resources, everything, etc. I hope I get to see my friends soon, it's been since the middle of march since I've seen any friends, which is a better rate than what it has been in previous years, but I do feel lonely. It feels like the only thing worth it in life is hanging out with people you love. I feel so good around people who make me feel good, imagine that. A celebration for a friend's birthday, but I haven't had the chance to make a cake, and I'm not sure if I'll have the time to.Now onto consumerism, I hate making wishlists, I simply don't need anymore possessions, but I've been trying to focus on investing in things that will enable me to create. I want an art tablet, camera, and a green screen. I've been working on selling some of my stuff, and deciding whether or not to sell my guitar has been a hard decision. I have no musical talent, but what if I need to spontaneously play the trigun opening theme on my guitar? Then what?

personal, insane, life, blog


05/05/2022 10:23 PM 


i gots a newww hat 2day... its leopard print with a big big bow ^_^ i luvs it so much.... 

m̸A̸g̵g̴ï̸3̵ ̸m̴A̷g̷g̵Ö̸t̶

05/05/2022 07:49 PM 

Current mood:  blank

hello.i spent an hour or so being me. I'm not sure i can live a whole life lying to everyone around me. im not happy, i wont be happy. i just want to be me, forever. summer is coming. saddness is settleing in. the sun makes me suici4l. im almost finished with school, well the semester. im so close to my goal. im surprised too. happy? eh. i think its been settled by now. my brain doesnt like me being happy. i wouldve thought id get permission to soak it in and smile, but no. maybe it the season, im not gaining weight. fast.i dont like it. it makes me want to skin myself. im not even hungry but i eat. i eat and eat and eat. theres no stopping me. i want to wrap myself in a huge blanket. cover my whole body. hide.everything is accumilating. i may break down. its been a while since my last one. i have a cat that does the cutting for me now. she cant breakdown for me tho. the urge to scream into the void is creeping back. doom is near. it whispers in my ear.on monday, a little jingle kept playing. over and over. it reminded me, i was hearing it the day before. i didnt have earphone.i feel distant from everyone. i dont want anyone. i want to be alone and stare off into space. i want to stop time.


05/05/2022 05:39 PM 

Figuring things out

Just seeing how this site works! Not sure what I'll end up using the blog feature for but time will tell

Confused, new blogger, new to the site, what am I doing


05/05/2022 03:41 PM 

My dear poem
Current mood:  artistic

My Dear Poem,my dear, why do you sound sad?my dear, why do you sound angry at the world?my dear, cant you tell me please..Why my dearest dear, can't you see me?Why my dearest dear, can't you see-my love for you, is upmost needed..from the daily food, you almost never touch.from the warm welcoming showers, you always seem to shut down.from the bed, that you lay almost everyday- but never rest every night.I don't understand, why you ignore these things- as much as my love.. If I didn't love you, would you be happy again?would you shine again, like the love i first saw?would it be so wrong, and harsh..for me to love you again?


05/05/2022 01:49 PM 

internet diary<3

May 5th, 2022ack! wazzup? welcome to my little diary. idk hinestly what to write, but if you wanna keep up wit my life, just cmere n read ab it :D 


05/05/2022 09:49 PM 

oh no, a doodle

Everyday, we stray further from god.And to let you know-I am fully aware who this is and their part in a "certain" community.And no, I'm not part of that community nor will I participate in it.


leon ^^

05/04/2022 04:12 PM 


homedog i have no idea what im doing im so confused this website makes no sense oh god help me


05/03/2022 10:57 PM 

Every Arg Ever
Current mood:  amused

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