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I think of landscapes and castles in Italy. Film like Warhol Frankenstein to gasper noe carne and kanon. I feel happy enough to suffocate til no hope with succeeding towards my goal onto good if resist.. can make it...if not smothered Cloudy sunnyday. My perfect white girl and me only. Tell me "You made it this far take some nap placing your head on my legs. " If you are reading books ...Im closing my eye hiding my ugly face with my hands trying to see the Scape of nostalgic europe sky colored cloudy and sunlight dim to much as summer days.pull my hair and tell me. "GUY. NO ONES AROUND YOU AND ME. HOW DO YOU FEEL? EXPRESS YOURSELF.I answered "I WANT MY CHILD VERY BEAUTIFUL YOUR STYLES AND SKIN NEVER LET ANYBODY" "Right on... Right on... I just want to see you expressing feeling towards me."She says. I answered "Am I enough for you. You are squeezing my ear stop?" She says. "Yuto Hirata be ninja. Its getting dark.. to bungalow! " Sure. Im in bungalow eating dinner together with my perfect white girl. I smile. Its getting storm outside and all we have is dim light from European design light. Finally I can lay my head on her heart and feel body temperature touching her hair and sleep in warmth of her motherly love.. your hand on my backside of neck holding my head strongly to your heart looking sideways. All I can hear is your comfortable heartbeat and sound of storm outside.

I'm gonna die alone. I love self-loathing. kisses and stitches, abby 

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i'm a mess.i can't go on like this.i don't want to.there's nothing left for me in this world,and all i am now is the remanants of a living corpse.where did all my life go?where are my good memories?where is my sanity?i can't recall. 

blahhh... I wanna delete my emotions. Or at least try to forget.  kisses and stitches, abby 

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how the f*** do i add pictures that’s all i want to do

Not to sound like a condescending d*ck, but seeing some of other people's blog posts remind me of what it was like to be fourteen, haha. I know I'm seventeen and still a kid, but it just makes me realise how much my writing style has changed. Don't worry kids, you'll grow out of trying to be the next My Chemical Romance! T̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶m̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶o̶n̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶n̶e̶x̶t̶ ̶F̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶O̶u̶t̶ ̶B̶o̶y̶.̶.̶.̶ ̶wait i can't swear? there goes 60% of my personality... kisses and stitches, abby 

Hey! I managed to create an account on this site! It reminds me of the old MySpace...Well...There's a little bit of info 'bout me on my profile (I guess)....... I don't think I have much to say.........so here is a small doodle!   Heh. I made that doodle with a cheap mouse.Anyway. This is the end of this post!Bye?

I feel so lucky every day ♥

The sun can be quite vicious,Some would even say malicious,Spending many summer days,Beaming cancer causing rays,One cant help but feel defeat,Being stifled by its heat,Feel its burn upon your skin,You can't fight it, you can't win,It was there before our birth,It was there before our earth,Though our species rise and fall,It will still outlive us all,

Trapped within the walls of your mind,the invisible ugly decor you designed,the place you can never escape,for the windows are all covered in tape.Of course you had it all planned,you bought this lonesome block of land,where everyone lives so goddamn far away,but no one will ever want to stay.Wandering the corridors,hoping to find the missing floors,knowing you'll never find an okay rental,slowly realising you're going mental.no matter how much you whine,you're a failure by design.

A warm summer breeze will extinguish the flame I kindled. I wish I could keep it forever. I wish I could keep you forever.  kisses and stitches, abby 

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am i too fragile?or should this hurt?should i feel this way,when it's only something you wouldn't say?maybe I need help.is there anyone I can talk to?i guess it's all my fault.for being in love with you.