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Sometimes at home, i feel free to do things when my parents are not at home, to have fun, rock out to music and f*** some sh*t up that relieves me of stress

sometimes i stay up at night with dread and hopelessness and it's hard to deal with it all but i just need that sleep. yet yknow... the thoughts won't stop or shut up...

Haiii every1!! I iz new 2 dis so hmu & b my friendo ^○^ this site seemz coo & stuffs I used 2 use sceneteens.com (aka ginpop) and that shii was poppin!! \•0•/ but it hella died off so I hope dis site takes over hehehe >:D anywayyzz that's it! Buiiii I luvv u 

I don't really know what to write right now, but I feel like writing anyway, so eh.I guess this is my first official blog post on FriendProject?? Damn. I keep wanting to call it FriendSocial, no idea why. It just sounds nice in my head, I guess? Who knows why my mind does the things it does, I've lived with it for 20 years and I don't even know, lol. It's kinda quiet right now, considering it's almost 11pm. It's like, too quiet, so I'm listening to some music because i cannot handle that kind of quiet. Which, it's really weird, how quiet it is. I live right in the middle of the city. Shouldn't there be, like, noise outside? There is, but there are weird times where there's just, complete silence. Living out in a rural-ish neighborhood was louder than it is here. Who even knows what goes on out here, I probably shouldn't question it, lol.I know that I should probably be in bed right now, but I have nowhere to be tomorrow, and I'm a grown adult anyway, so like, who cares. Well, anyway, this seems like a nice little community here. I hope I can become a positive part of it. It's nice to meet all of y'all. :D

no its not a real opera. im too sleepy for that.but anyways i have been MEDICALLY EXAMINED so i have some...things. Occurring. tomorrow i gotta hustle on down to get my knee zapped with an xray and see what the hell is wrong with it. also i have 2 go to the Harmacy to get the dinky low dose zoloft my doctor prescribed. im not expecting much from it but...we shall see.ALSO i have to uhh go get my sleep study done so i can Then get me very own cpap (its a fun thing that makes u breathe while u sleep!! bc my body sure isnt doing it itself!) which is gonna b a small scale nightmare. and im supposed to have some sort of blood thing done just 2 make sure i dont have anything Scary in my blood.oh and im like supposed to go on a diet and talk to a counselor which Might suck. bc we get like 5 free visits thanks 2 my moms sweet job but i have. So Much wrong with me and a lot to talk about that idk if i can cram it all in. bc we sure as hell cant afford that sh*t normally.i swear im not usually this Ailed. things just kinda stacked together. but yknow im Hoping the pills will...do something, at least. and i hope i can get that ol cpap bc it must be so refreshing to not wake up feeling out of breath. ITS MAGic.anyways YEAH im hyped but also scared haha my body is a prison and i am chained 2 tha wall!!! Terrifying. 

more plastic than organic,but blame your mother for that.you're no more human than the pinsstuck underneath my shoes -loud, loud, but oh so forgettableill just remove you,patch up my shoes,and do what you couldn't for me,for her,for him.goodbye for now, stupid pins.

Hello XPI’m new to this site, I’m very shy but I hope I can make some friends here!I enjoy a lot of games but KH is one of my favorites and I will talk non-stop about my boys. If you play the thief series I also love talking about that! Either way here’s some edits I made

I wanna do homework but i'm too tired, :( why does school have to be hard!! 

Hi guys!! I'm new here, I hope I could make some friends on here

strict parentz and how dey r actually very very not good and shouldnt be accepted az normalmoneygrubberz and an unnammed unknown certainly totez NOT obvious AT ALLZ president from tha united statez maturity iz hyper outdated and shuld be thrown away frum everythingGHOSTZ, DINOSAURZ, VAMPIREZ!!!! I ♥ DEM!!!frankensteinz monster iz kinda hot in tha original book version...

skool iz getting kindA b0ring i cAn't believe i hAve t0 d0 this f0r An entire YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At leAst we hAve a l0t 0f chAnces to g0 0n 0ur ph0nes becAuse i w0uld've felt DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!

skool iz getting kindA b0ring i cAn't believe i hAve t0 d0 this f0r An entire YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At leAst we hAve a l0t 0f chAnces to g0 0n 0ur ph0nes becAuse i w0uld've felt DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've been sick 4 this whole week and i am so tired  i just wanna sleep 4ever

dis weekend waz reelly gud!!!!! lawl!!!!!!! i saw mah partner on sat then on sun i saw a friend i havnt seen since switchin skoolz!!!!! X) i am very H4PPY rn!!! im also thinkin about rereadin homestuck cuz i havnt in liek...... 3 yrz lawl. i do luv it and i kinda miss it!!!current song: Famous Last Words- My Chemical Romance

Tonight, I'll be dead at 9 o'clockMorning, they'll find a gun by my head at 5 o'clockThey'll be crying and weeping all dayAt the funeral, all they can and will say isWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo you?Where did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo you?While I lay in the casketThey'll all be askinThe same thing to each otherOh hear me now dear motherYelling at meBecause I won't beYour sweet darlin babyI tried to tell you beforeBut my words were nothing moreThan a toy to play withThrown into damnationWhile I lay in that casketThey'll all be askinWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youYou'll all be hitting me downPushing me to the groundAnd always saying the same thingsNow I'm gone forever, alwaysWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhere did we go wrongWhere did weWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhere did we go wrongWhere did weWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did weWhat did we doWhat did weWhat did we doDo, do, doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo you