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03/27/2019 11:25 PM 

Push Against The Wall (Poem) By, Brandon Immel
Current mood:  confident

Push Against The Wall (Poem)
By, Brandon Immel

Sometimes I feel like,
You're pushing, pushing me.
Till I'm against the wall.
Psych, it's my paranoia.

My life sometimes feels dreamlike.
The curse from the fruit of the poisonous tree.
Sometimes you fall and you have to crawl!

Makes me feel free.
When you're here with me.
Let's run in the rainfall!
I'll push you against the wall.

After all this time,
You're always on my mind.

Let's just get this straight!
Cause the silence was making me sick all the time.
What's my fate?
Maybe I'm just slime; wishing for a dime!
There's those thoughts again.
This is what happens with humility.

Forgive me for lacking an ego.
We are all just human.
Let's dance in a gazebo!
Together, be blooming.

Makes me feel free.
When you're here with me.
Let's run in the rainfall!
I'll push you against the wall.

03/26/2019 02:19 PM 

dont bread on me

come and take it bb ♥

03/24/2019 06:08 PM 

2000's Playlist
Current mood:  headphones

Hey guys ! 
So, I have decide to show you my playlist of 2000's music, it'll be probably shorter than it really is because, I have a lot of songs in. Maybe I'll do a second part, i don't know
It'll not be the order that I prefer, iIwrite them in the order that it come in my mind
So, here we go !

Situations by Escape The Fate
Helena by My Chemical Romance
Until The Day I Die by Story Of The Year
Hit Or Miss by New Found Glory
Misery Business by Paramore
Jamie All Over by Mayday Parade
Miss You by Blink 182
I'm Not Okay by My Chemical romance
This War Is Ours by Escape The Fate
Scars by Papa Roach
Higinia by BlessTheFall
Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings
Keep The Party Alive by Family Force 5
Cute Without The "E" by Taking Back Sunday
Thanks For The Memories by Fall Out Boy
I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan
1985 by Bowling For Soup
American Idiot by Green Day
If It Means A Lot To You by A Day To Remember
Dear Maria Count Me In by All Time Low
Hollywood Whore by Papa Roach
The Anthem by Good Charlotte
Pieces by Sum 41
Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance
Savior by Rise Against
I Was A Teenage Anarchist by Against Me
Last Resort by Papa Roach
I Just Wanna Live by Good Charlotte
Scene Girlz by BrokenCYDE
Pace Yourself by The Higher
I Write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! At The Disco
Rooftops by Lost Prophets
The Final Episode by Asking Alexandria
Dirty Little Secrets by All The American Rejects
Not Good Enough For True Cliche by Escape The Fate
Not The American Average by Asking Alexandria
Yeah Boy And Doll Face by Pierce The Veil
Boulevard Of Broken Hearts by Green Day
The Diary Of Jane by Breaking Benjamin
Never Too Late by Three Days Grace
Monster by Skillet
Waking The Demon by Bullet For My Valentine

Enjoy !
Your Average Emo Kid 🎃

03/24/2019 12:43 PM 

pop punk kids.

it's not like anyone cares what i have to say.
but i feel sorry for the pop punk kids
their bands lyrics just inst something the radio would pay
and all their heart and soul's in it
but for some reason they all hate that
the laughs in their faces
is just something they've learned to combat

03/23/2019 10:59 PM 

Skittlepawz, my main fursona
Current mood:  artistic

my skittlepawz 3 
 
Hello everyone~! This is my main fursona, Skittlepawz!!! She is a scenecore skitty (as chu can see) and heres some infoz about her!!!

Skittlepawz is a kitten and a smaller than average skitty at about 6 inches high at the shoulders (when on all fourz x3). She is made partially of candy, and although I havent completely figured all the deets about her composition out yet, her tail is cotton candy + skittlez and she bleeds mountain dew! Only ppl really close to her are allowed to nom on her tail and as long as she is fed, her candy will grow back!!!

Skittlez doesn't eat regular pokemon food or anything like that to grow her candy parts back, instead, she feeds on happiness, cuddles, laughs, love, and anything pawsitive!!! 

I hope you guys like this post! I'm super happy to be finalizing my fursona, and I do still have some more ocs to take care of! Also, I did this draw in MS Paint w/ a mouse, so it isn't my best work 4 sure, I did this for the old furrycore aesthetic!! In the future I will also post sum higher quality arts from meeee 

furry, fursona, kitten, cat, scene, scenecore, furrycore, furries, scene, emo, emocore, rainbowcore, pokemon, skitty, skittlpawz

03/23/2019 07:30 PM 

I sound like a crazy lunatic hippy but hey
Current mood:  stressed

I could really rant about this but i'm not going to bother because i'm exhausted, but i'm f***ing sick of people who just don't give a sh*t about anything that's important. Today we had to vote in our state election, and people I know just didn't vote.. but have the audacity to say things they know will get the nod from everyone else around like 'everyone in politics is f***ed anyway' like cool man, maybe do some research and F***ING VOTE or DO NOT complain about the outcome. 
Saying sh*t like 'smaller parties never get anywhere anyway and I wouldn't vote liberal or labour' is just a god damn cop out, if everyone had that attitude, which many do, then there's no wonder they aren't getting seats or representation. But the most important thing here is they just don't give a sh*t about anything but are happy to retort about how f***ed the system is while being a huge part of the problem to begin with. I just don't have time to f*** with people like this anymore you know, i'm tired of it. 
I know that I wear too much of the disgusting things in the world on my shoulders and stress about it more than is healthy, but I just don't understand how people can just sit idly by and live and potentially bring children up in a world they are choosing not only in their votes but their lifestyles they are essentially destroying. 
People need to look at their lifestyles, we have a huge population issue, and a bad attitude toward resources, we are lazy, ignorant and negligent and we need to be more respectful, resourceful, sustainable and smart. We all need to step up, rethink how we are doing things and start working toward a more hopeful future. F*** I just want to take off to the bush and live in a cottage in a fully self sustained home, where I grow fruits and vegetables, and native vegetation, become a haven for wildlife (and hope they don't steal my food) bake my own breads and sweets and make conserves and uuuugh how wonderful, but even then i'd be stressing that the world around me isn't doing very good and my home would probably destroyed for agriculture anyway (cos that's always been a great move for Australia's environment, going sooo well so far.. (sarcasm) )
I think I need to see a professional about dealing with stress lmaoooo

03/22/2019 03:46 PM 

theres something you should know.

There's a lie on your chest,
underneath all that mess
an omission on your hand and in my heart
and i know you've been waiting for me to say something
but if I do I'd make it undeniable 
then we couldn't be how we are now.
I know this is hurting 
but it's for the best.
trust me.
baby, don't you know
only the good die young,
that's why we couldn't last

lastly, there's something you should know.
though I'm not sure if I can say it...

03/20/2019 08:48 PM 

THE MEGA QUIZ
Current mood:  good

1. Last beverage:
Vanilla Coke

2. Last phone call:
The Post Office looking for a lost package

3. Last song you listened to:
King of Sorrow -Sade

4. Last time you cried:
Last Week

5. Have you dated someone twice:
Yes. And, he is still a Twatwaffle.

6. Have you ever been cheated on:
Yes. By the above mentioned Twatwaffle

7. Kissed someone & regretted it:
Again....The above mentioned Twatwaffle

8. Have you lost someone special:
Yes. Lost a very close friend to suicide last October

9. What are your three favorite colors:
Black, Red, Purple

10. Met someone who changed you in the past month:
Nope

11. Kissed anyone on your friends list:
Nope

12. How many kids do you want:
I have all that I want

13. Do you have/want any pets:
I miss my cats. Couldn't bring them when we moved to new city.

14. Do you want to change your name:
Not again

15. What did you do for your last birthday:
Stayed in. Rough time.

16. What time did you wake up today:
Which time??

17. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
My new phone to FINALLY come in the post....Just text and USPS FINALLY found the bloody thing after 2 weeks of being MIA and is sending it on.

18. Last time you saw your mother:
Last Summer

19. Most visited webpage:
FriendProject/Facebook

20. Nicknames:
Ree

21. Relationship status:
Married

22. Zodiac sign:
Scorpio

23. Male or female:
Should I check? Oooooh!!.....I'm all girl!

24. Height:
5’4”.

25. Do you have a crush on someone:
My husband (but I think it's more than just a crash), Natalie Dormer and Deborah Ann Woll

26. Piercings:
Ears and Tongue

27. Tattoos:
None....yet...S**t's expensive!

28. Strong or Weak:
Strong in all the ways I need to be

FIRSTS

29. First surgery:
Bladder surgery at age 6

30. First best friend:
Niki

31. First sport you joined:
Softball

32. First vacation:
Myrtle Beach, SC 1980-something

33. First school:
Gorden Elementary

34. First pair of trainers:
Keds

WHICH IS BETTER

35. Lips or eyes:
Eyes.

36. Hugs or kisses:
Depends from whom, I suppose

37. Shorter or taller:
Taller

38. Older or younger:
Again, depends.

39. Romantic or spontaneous:
Can't spontaneous be romantic?

40. Sensitive or loud:
Sensitive.

41. Hook-up or relationship:
Relationship.

42. Introvert or Extrovert:
Introvert

HAVE YOU EVER

43. Kissed a stranger:
Jager bombs are the devil!!

44. Gotten a speeding ticket:
1st on was on the Friday 13th just after I got my license.

45. Lost glasses/contacts:
Nope. Never lost glasses. Don't wear contacts.

46. Sex on first date:
In my younger, dumber, drunker days

47. Broken someone's heart:
Yes

48. Been arrested:
Sssssssshhhhhhhhhh!!

49. Have you turned someone down:
MANY times.

50. Fallen for a friend:
Sadly yes.

51. Moved out of town:
Several times

BELIEVE IN

52. Miracles:
Not sure

53. Love at first sight:
No

54. Heaven:
Valhalla

55. Santa Claus:
Krumpus

56. Kiss on the first date:
Depends

57. Angels:
Gods and Goddesses

58. Yourself:
Well.......DUH!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

59. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
Nope

60. Been in love with someone you couldn't be with?:
Sadly, yes.

61. Ever cheated on somebody:
Going back to those younger dumber days

62. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
Go back to being 25 and do what I wanted and not what people told me I should do.

63. Are you afraid of falling in love:
Hell no!

64. Was your last relationship a mistake?
Biggest one EVER!

65. Do you miss your last relationship?
HELL NO!!

66. Who did you last say “i love you” to?
My son

67. Have you ever been depressed?
Yes. Quite often.

68. Are you insecure?
Sometimes

69. How do you want to die?
Quickly and painlessly

70. Do you bite your nails?
EW!!

71. When was your last physical fight?
A bar fight involving a drunk redneck and one of my bands 15 years ago.

72. Do you have an attitude?
Depends if you piss me off or not.

73. Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Twirl!

74. Do you tan a lot?
Nope. That s**t is bad for you.

75. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or you are driving?
Yup!

76. Ever made out in a bathroom?
Nah. Doesn't do it for me.

77. Would you take any of your exes back?
Hell. To. The. No!!

78. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Didn't you ask me this already?

79. What are your plans for this weekend?
Celebrating my daughter's 18th birthday.

80. Do you type fast?
Yes.

81. Can you spell well?
Pretty well.

82: What are you craving right now?
Skittles!

83. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes.

84. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
I have and it rather sucked due to them having commitment issues and stringing me along.

85. What’s irritating you right now?
The Postal Service

86. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Yes. It has happened twice.

87. Does somebody love you?
Absolutely!

88. Have you ever changed clothes in a car?
Oh yeah! Life of a touring musician!

89. Milk chocolate or white chocolate?
BOTH!

90. Do you have trust issues?
Yeah. Been screwed over far too many times.

91. Longest relationship?
5 years

92: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Yes. Texts far too often

93. Have you ever walked outside in your PJs?
Nope.

94. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
At times.

95. Did you have dream last night?
Not that I remember

96. Have you ever been out of state?
Many times.

97. Do you play the Wii?
On occasion

98. Do you like Chinese food?
YAAAZZZZ!!!!

99. Are you afraid of the dark?
Nope

100. Is cheating ever okay?
Nope

101. What year has been your best?
I have decreed that this year will definitely be our best year thus far.

102. Do you believe in true love?
Yes

103. Favorite weather?
Sunny around 75

104. Do you like the snow?
Sometimes

105. Do you like the outside?
Yes

106. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Depends on who it is.

107. Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Oh yeah!!!

108. What makes you happy?
Good music and good friends

109. Ever been to Alaska?
Nope. But, it's on my bucket list

110. Ever been to Hawaii?
Nope

111. Do you watch the news?
Yes

112. Do you love MTV?
Not since it became STV (S**T TV)

113. Do you like subway?
Yes. Italian BMT all the way!

114 Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Nope

115. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
If it was 10 years ago, then maybe.

116. Why did you decide to do this quiz?
I miss the old MySpace experience.

117. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?
Who hasn't.

118. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yeap!

119. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
My Husband

120. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My husband

121. Ever bought condoms?
Yeap

122. Ever gotten pregnant?
4 times. 2 live births. 2 miscarriages.

123. Have you ever slipped on ice?
Oh yeah!

124 Have you ever missed the bus?
Nope

125. Have you left the house without money?
Oh yeah!

126. Have you ever smoked cigarettes?
In my younger years. Can't anymore.

127. Have you ever smoked a cigar?
Every so often

128. Did you ever drink alcohol?
Every so often. Not like I did in my 20s

129. Did you ever watch “The Breakfast Club”?
About a million times

130. Have you ever been overweight?
Yes. After a couple of kids, most women are and I'm still loved.

131. Ever been to a wedding?
Yeap.

132. Ever been in a wedding?
Yeeees

133. Have you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
We're in the tech industry, soooooo yeah

134. Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight?
Binge watching anyone? DUH!

135. Ever kissed in the rain?
Yes

136. Did you ever shower with someone else?
Yeap

137. Did you ever fail a driver’s test?
Nope

138. Ever been outside your home country?
In international waters. that's about it.

139. Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?
Yeap! the entire eastern sea board

140. Ever been to a professional sports game?
Nope

141. Have you ever broken a bone?
Yeap

142. Did you ever win a trophy in your life?
Nope

143. Ever get engaged?
A few times

144. Have you ever been on a diet?
Yeah

145. Have you ever been on TV?
Nope

146. Ever ridden in a taxi?
Sure have

147. Ever been to prom?
Yeap. 10th, 11th and 12th grades

148. Ever stayed up for 24 hours or more?
Oh yeah! Playing live gigs, after parties....You betchya!

149. Have you ever been to a concert?
Hubby surprised me with tickets to Evanescence/Lindsey Stirling tour last summer. It was awesome!

150. Have you ever had a crush on someone at work?
Nope. Never mix business and pleasure.

151. Have you ever been in a car accident?
Two when I was a teenager. Both times I was hit in the back.

152. Ever had braces?
Yes. I was 14 years old.

153. Did you ever learn another language?
Spanish in high school

154. Do you wear make-up?
Whenever I leave the house

155. Did you ever have your wisdom teeth taken out?
They haven't come in yet.

156. Did you ever kiss someone a different race than yourself?
Yes.

157. Ever dyed your hair?
I've been dying my hair since I was 18. It's been almost every color in the rainbow. Currently, it's black with purple highlights

158. Did you ever wear someone else’s clothes?
Old boyfriend's back in the day

159. Ever ridden in an ambulance?
Three times

160. Ever ridden in a helicopter?
Nope

161. Ever caught the stove on fire?
Nope

162. Ever meet someone famous?
Yeap. Several people. Grew up in the music industry.

163. Ever been on an airplane?
Yeap. Several times.

164. Ever been on a boat?
Yeap. Used to go deep sea fishing every summer during my teens

165. Ever broken something expensive?
Does a smart phone count?

166. Did you ever kiss someone before you were 14?
Yes. My first boyfriend in Junior High.

167. Did you ever find something valuable on the ground?
Found a $20 bill once.

quiz, survey, MySpace

03/17/2019 06:21 PM 

Whispers In The Dark
Current mood:  angsty

Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is
A burning, consuming fire
No
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes, I'll light the night with stars
Hear the whispers in the dark
No
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes, you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay here broken and naked
My love is
Just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses
I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is
burning, consuming fire
No
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes, I'll light the night with stars☆|
Hear the whispers in the dark
No
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes, you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark

09/20/2019 05:19 PM 

First Post!

Pretty excited to start making friends on this site. It's basically Myspace 2. I will probably do some longer more interesting posts later, but I am really busy at the moment. 

03/17/2019 03:18 PM 

Tear You Apart
Current mood:  romantic

Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind
Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her
Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped
But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light
When she walked in, he froze up, believe its the fright
Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days
It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and he just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to f***ing tear you apart
Then he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare
They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
'Cause there's always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last
Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like 
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to f***ing tear you apart

yandere,music,lyrics,she wants revenge,love,obsession,pink

03/16/2019 09:29 PM 

Hypnostuff

This was my hypnospace Desktop UwU

03/14/2019 09:43 PM 

Proj. 3: Water Man
Current mood:  determined

I! dont know where my mouse went today! So I decided to take it easy and settle for a small doodle! He's a little guy in water!

art, cartoons, 3d

03/14/2019 07:41 PM 

Journal # 49

       Omg! So I was cleaning the kitchen today, and I found all of me and Korri's wine bottles. We have like f***ing 30 bottles haha! I am so posting a picture on my profile for everyone to see. We have been drinking a lot together. It's just something we both really like to do. In fact, as I am typing this I am getting drunk lol! I just like the way it makes me feel. I feel no fear, no pain, no nothing. I am completely numb to any feelings. I give no f***s about anything. I like that feeling. I am a very sensitive person so being able to not care about anything feels really good. 
       I got a new wireless mouse for my computer! I am totally obsessed about it. It's cheetah print! The second I saw it I knew that I had to get it. I also got some new books and sh*t too. I plan on getting even more hopefully today. When I find a book that interests me, I tend to fly through it pretty quickly.
       Last night was pretty interesting! Me and my friend got drunk and I went live and peed outside on all fours with my friend laughing her ass off. I totally sat in the pee afterwards too lol! Sh*t was so f***ing funny! 
       My f***ing vape didn't charge last night. That sh*t pisses me off because I mainly just vape. There is something weird going on with the charger and if I don't have my vape sitting a certain way, it won't charge my vape. I f***ing hate that sh*t! Like really? That sh*t is so annoying.
       I am selling my stuff on LetGo. I really want to get rid of all of the sh*t that I don't need or want anymore. I have a crap tone of cloths. I gained weight now too and my ass no longer fits into my favorite shorts or jeans! It really sucks, but they can be replaced. It just really sucks. I want to get more booty shorts from Good Will today with my friend because god knows I need them for summer! I had to get rid of almost all of my shorts! That reminds me too, I need to go down to the basement and find all of my jeans that don't fit me and sell them as well. I will probably have to do some digging though. They shouldn't be too hard to sell sense they are big name brand clothing. I could make decent money off of them. So far people are into the shorts that I had posted, so I am sure they will be just as interested in the jeans I am going to try and sell. 
        I have a tone of batteries now for my camera! I am super happy about that because I have been wanting to get back into taking boss ass pictures on my camera. I used to take amazing photos of myself and edit them to the point that they looked professional. I used to pretend I was a site model back when I used to do that stuff. I have kind of always wanted to be a model. I am hot enough for it! Like, why not? I have people on facebook asking me to model for them all the time. The only reason I don't do it is because I don't trust them. I mean, I am a lot more comfortable just taking pictures on my own. I get weird and not know how to be sexy when someone else is taking the photo that I don't know. I want to appear super hot and I tend to freeze up unless no one else is around. I usually just set my camera on a timer. I have been doing that for a really long time. 
       I am all stocked up on sh*t that I need. I mean, I know that I have said this before, but I am literally stocked up on everything that I need now. I got everything that I can possibly get that I need. I love that feeling of having everything that you need. I don't need to really go anywhere because I have everything. I have tones of face wash, I have tones of batteries, I have tones of hair dye, Shampoo and Conditioners, eos, bras, underwear, colored pencils, deodorant, makeup, razors, makeup wipes, contact solution, the list goes on! I will not need to be running to the store any time soon. I have everything I need. All I am planning on doing now is buying stuff that I want rather than need. I want to get a tone more books and I want to get new short shorts. Hollister short shorts. 

03/14/2019 03:30 PM 

More Music stuff!
Current mood:  amused

So, a long time back, I started a black metal band, and it fell apart. So, I decided to keep it going on my own, but had other things to focus on, so it fell to the wayside. Well, I found the first track!! I got asked by some buddies to write more and finally release Tomb of the Fallen. Well, I am.

The project is called 




And the first track I did is: 

       
       
       
       



Am I still doing the acoustic stuff? Yes. I just want to do some of the stuff I hadn't been able to for one reason or another. I also have sites I'll be releasing music on: (Acoustic stuff: https://www.vincentvanghool.bandcamp.com/ Black Metal stuff: https://www.theplaguebearer.bandcamp.com/releases Rap stuff: https://www.damienx.bandcamp.com/) 
 Keep your eyes open, because I'm gonna be working on more music.



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