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skoolz so boringgg ughhhh X_X

you heard me right this is my new blog

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I finally got the Cobra Starship vinyl record I've been trying to find FOREVER. I finally got it and it was only $20. They usually go for a lot more and some are even $200+ and they're really hard to find and I finally found one after searching for a long time for it. 

_____this is not how i feeli feel a lotbulletspow u got medon't touch mebut please dobecause my hips hurtand my arms are redmy arms welp upmy legs twitch its all because of youand i know u knowdon't make me crybecause im smiling all nightdon't touch me nownot as im deadi want you to let me knowhow you do itlet me upon an nothing but handsi guess i'll go nowsince you're asleepbecause i cant see for the life of mewhy you would want me

Yikes why tf do i lose everything ;-; I'm so forgetful it's not funny

🙋‍♂️Brothers: 2🙋🏽‍♀️ Sisters: 0👶🏼 Children: 0👼 Grandkids: 0👩🏼‍⚕️Surgeries: 2✒Tattoos: none yet🌴Been to an Island: no ✈️ Flown on a plane: no🚑 Rode in an ambulance: no⛸ Ice Skating: yes🚢 Been on a Cruise: yes🏍 Rode a Motorcycle: no🏍 Owned a Motorcycle: no🐴 Rode on a horse: yes🏥 Stayed in a Hospital: no🌓Favorite Day: dusk or dawn 🌈 Favorite color: black and purple📱Last phone call: dad☕️ Coffee: I like iced coffee with two cream and two sugar, with either Irish cream creamer, or hazelnut and caramel swirl creamer 🥧 Favorite pie: apple or chocolate cream🐕 Favorite Dog: basset hounds, golden retrievers, beagles or dalmatians ☀️ Favorite season: fall and and late spring early summer📆 Favorite Holiday: Halloween Favorite Sport to watch: I don't like watching sports, but if I had to, it would be hockey How to play!1. Copy: Hold your finger down on this post and select copy.2. Paste: Go into your own status. Someone, please play. I want to see your answers!

guyz drop ur fav song/song lyricz below in da commentz

I finally added songs to my profile and it works now. Finally! 

TELL US ABOUT YOURSELFname: alexandernickname: alex/lexhow old are you: 14zodiac sign: virgocurrent location: my room :)eye color: brownhair color: blackhair type: 3c/4aheight: 5'8"your heritage: mixed!what's your middle name: olivershoe's you wore today: adidasyour weakness: noyour fear: nohave you ever ridden a mechanical bull: ?do you want to: ..?goal you would like to achieve this year: idkfirst thought when you wake up: "i wanna go back to sleep"best physical feature: ummwho is your bestest friend: homosexwhen is your bedtime: hahayour most cherished memory: idkkkpepsi or coke: cokemc donalds or burgerking: neithersingle or group dates: single, like mewhat is the last song you sang: youre at the partydoes playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive: f*** yeah it doeswhat is your biggest pet peeve: people standing in the hallwaydo you drink: ;)ever been drunk: tipsy yes drunk nodo you smoke: nodo you "SMOKE": no ;)do you sing: kindawhat color underwear do you have on: idk and idcdo you want to go to college: i dont carehave you ever been in love: nodo you want to get married: i guessdo you believe in yourself: hahado you believe in others: usuallydo you like thunderstorms: yado you play an instrument: yawhat do you want to be when you grow up: Bold Of You To Assume I Will Grow Upwhat country would you like to visit: canada and japan both seem nicehow many CD's do you own: 2how many DVD's do you own: 1how many tattoo's do you have: 0 :(how many piercings do you have: used to be Three now it is Noneehow many things in the past do you regret: i regret things that havent even happened yetFAVORITESshoes: adidas i guess ?radio station: nonedrink: sparkly water or appee juicecar: i dont careplace: My Roomsong: there's nothing here worth dying for - black dressesmovie: if i staymoment: one of themcolor: pinkmeal: i dont understand the questionIN A GUY/GIRLfavorite eye color: doesnt matterfavorite hair color: doesnt mattershort or long hair: Doesnt Matterheight: around my height i guessbody type: Doesnt Matterdoes ethnicity matter: nopiercings: yestattoos: yesBED SIDE MANORdo you think you are attractive: lmaoare you attracted to someone who does not know it: nowould you like to be someones fantasy: f-fantasy??hunter or hunted: Excuse Medo you kiss with your eyes closed or open: ive never kissed anyone beforea little or a lot of tongue: NONEolder or younger: older but only like 1 year older maximumlights on/lights off or candle light: lights ondo you like to cuddle after: yesdo you like to cuddle in general: YESRIGHT NOWwhat is todays date: 12/06/19what time is it: 20:50who are you thinking of: none of the abovewhat are you listening to: nodo you love someone: platonically! i love lotsa people!do you know where your mechanical bull is: are you okaydoes someone love you: god i f***ign hope sois it raining: nahhow many myspace friends do you have: 0are you happy: pee

Part 1:1.) What is your name?  alexander2.) Emo, Scene, or both? both3.) Post a selfie. nah lmao4.) How old are you? 145.) When did you first become emo/scene? 3rd/4th grade6.) What’s your favorite color? pink, black, red7.) Is it just a phase or a lifestyle? lifestyle8.) Major labels or indie labels? both9.) How old were you when you first starting using the internet? 510.) Are you more into cute stuff or creepy stuff? bothh11.) Do you wear more than one color? ya12.) Do you draw or write on your converse? i used to lmao13.) Do you wear glasses? nope14.) Black dye or multi-color? black15.) Tim Burton or John Hughes? tim burton16.) Do you spike the back of your hair? it's 2 short 4 that17.) Are labels restrictive or helpful? helpful18.) Nothing Feels Good by Andy Greenwald or Everybody Hurts by Leslie Simon and Trevor Kelley? idk19.) Do you have any piercings? Do you want them? i used to have piercings, working on getting a nose and cartilage piercing next20.) Do you have any tattoos? Do you want them? i want tattoos more than anything...21.) Where do you buy your clothes? hot topic, forever 21, jcpenny22.) What’s your favorite outfit? ripped skinny jeans! white t-shirt! my friend's hoodie!23.) What posters do you have up in your room? i have a hamilton poster + astrology posterPart 2: 24.) Are you okay? no (i promise)25.) Do you have a diary? ya26.) Are you an introvert or extrovert? introvert27.) Is it better to sound good and well produced or to sound raw and real? raw n real28.) What lyrics bring you to tears? all the lyrics from two birds by regina spektor29.) Has a band ever saved your life? yep30.) Have you ever been bullied for what you like? nooo31.) What’s your favorite book? missing magic32.) What’s your favorite movie? if i stay34.) Have you ever been broken up with? no35.) Do you write poems? yeah36.) Are you a vegetarian/vegan? no, but i want to be37.) Are you a straight edge? hell no38.) What’s your religion? wicca39.) Where’s your happy place? my room40.) What do you do when you feel anxious? die41.) How often are you on the internet? all the time42.) What’s your guilty pleasure? ummmmPart 3 :3.) Do you read creepypastas? used to44.) Do you have OCs? hell yeah45.) Have you ever made an AMV? no46.) Do You Watch Invader Zim? used to47.) Do you like Hello Kitty? hell yeah48.) What’s your favorite Pokemon? it's a tie between lucario and incineroar49.) What’s your Harry Potter house? ravenclaw50.) What Warriors clan are you? idk51.) What anime do you watch? ensemble stars, bandori, love live, mekakucity actors, idolm@ster52.) Do you drink Monster? yeah!!53.) What your favorite music video? dont have one54.) What’s your MySpace/FriendProject? i dont remember my myspace55.) What’s your DeviantArt? ryleewinterblade56.) Do you make Blingees? no57.) MySpace/FriendProject or Tumblr? tumblr58.) Vampires or Werewolves? vampires are hot ngl59.) Charlie the Unicorn or Llamas With Hats? llamas with hats is iconic60.) What’s your desktop look like? organized :)Part 4:61.) What’s your favorite genre of music? rock/alternative/goth/kpop/industrial metal62.) What’s your favorite album/ep? trench by twenty one pilots63.) What’s your favorite song? there's nothing here worth dying for by black dresses64.) What’s your favorite band/duo/act? mindless self indulgence or twenty one pilots65.) Who’s a musician you want to meet? neil cicierega!66.) What bands do you/did you have in your locker? none lol67.) What’s an obscure band you absolutely love? black dresses and king adora :068.) What’s your favorite lyrics? "laying lies upon lies like a broken machine/remake my image and refine what they see"69.) Guitar solos or breakdowns? breakdownz70.) Rites of Spring or Embrace? whomst71.) Husker Du or Fugazi? whomst72.) Jawbreaker or Lifetime? whomst73.) Indian Summer or Moss Icon? whomst74.) Braid or Hot Water Music? whomst75.) Mineral or Texas Is The Reason? whomst76.) Saetia or Funeral Diner? whomst77.) Dashboard Confessional or Bright Eyes? whomst78.) Taking Back Sunday or Brand New? whomst79.) At The Drive-In or Thursday? whomst80.) Jimmy Eat World or Paramore? paramore81.) Saves The Day or The Get-Up Kids? whomst82.) HIM or Evanescence? evanescence83.) Circa Survive or Coheed & Cambria? whomst84.) Silverstein or Hawthorne Heights? whomst85.) Green Day or Blink 182? both86.) Fall Out Boy or The Academy Is…? fall out boy87.) Alkaline Trio or AFI? whomst88.) Senses Fail or Armor For Sleep? whomst89.) Chiodos or Saosin? whomst90.) My Chemical Romance or The Used? mcrrrr91.) Hellogoodbye or Panic! At The Disco? panic!92.) Aiden or From First To Last? whomst93.) The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus or Underoath? whomst94.) Avenged Sevenfold or Bullet For My Valentine? whomst95.) Dear Whoever or A Vain Attempt? whomst96.) Attack Attack or Enter Shikari? whomst97.) Dot Dot Curve :) or Brokencyde? whomst98.) Jeffree Star or Scotty Vanity? neither99.) Breathe Carolina or 3OH!3? 3OH!3100.) Never Shout Never or The Ready Set? the ready set101.) Escape The Fate or Falling In Reverse? falling in reverse102.) Bring Me The Horizon or Suicide Silence? bring me the horizon103.) Pierce The Veil or Sleeping With Sirens? bothh104.) Black Veil Brides or Asking Alexandria? bvb105.) Everyone Everywhere or Joie De Vivre? whomst106.) Lil Peep or Nothing,Nowhere.? neitherPart 5:107.) Who’s your favorite Emocore/Scenecore blog? i dont have one108.) What do you think of As It Is’s The Wounded World and Patty Walter’s New look? huh109.) Which is better? Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge or The Black Parade? three cheers!!110.) Do you think Emo/Scene will make a comeback? absolutely111.) What’s your favorite B-Side? dunno

I can't figure out how to use the HTML for music to play on my profile. I can't find the right code for it. It's annoying me 

This is just a reminder that I love Ryan Ross a lot and that he's hot.  

Winter is officially here. It's snowing again here and it's cold, after we just had a ton of snow on Sunday and classes were canceled on Monday. I haven't been in classes all week and I'm afraid of what I missed and catching back up.  Along with winter, I get migraines more often than I do in the fall, spring and summer. I get migraines from stress too, not just lack of sleep and tiredness, and weather. The winter weather, with the pressure dropping and the sun coming out suddenly sometimes, and the snow and rain, cause my migraines. And with it getting darker quicker, it doesn't help my seasonal depression and depression in general. With the sun coming out, it helps my depression somewhat, but at the same time, it causes my migraines to be worse if I have one. I can't win.  I get stress migraines too. It goes from a headache to a full blown migraine within a few hours, and the holidays always cause stress, especially with my family. Family issues and there's a ton of unnecessary drama, plus the high expectations of buying gifts and hoping the person who I got it for likes it, and then the stress of returning it if they don't, and my crazy insane aunt who causes problems for no reason, except out of jealousy and her severe own issues, which she refuses to get help for and says she's fine and doesn't need help and expects people to bow down to her and act as if everything's perfectly fine and it drives me nuts.  My family pretends everything is okay, when it obviously isn't. My extended family expects me to bow down and just pretend to like my aunt and my other brother's wife, but I refuse to pushover and just bow down to them. They both have caused serious problems and have somehow hurt me, either emotionally or not. So I refuse to bow down and pretend that they haven't done anything wrong. This is why the holidays are always stressful. But, the good news is, I've decided now that I'm not expected to buy gifts for certain people. A pro I've realized now is I'm not expected to buy gifts for people in my family I don't know well or don't wish to get gifts for. Which is fine by me. 

I was thinking about 2000s memories, and I was thinking about Warped Tour. It's crazy how it kind of just abruptly ended in 2019. Warped Tour has been around since forever and I remember seeing so many bands play. Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, My Chemical Romance, The Academy Is... Cobra Starship, Gym Class Heros, Thursday, Taking Back Sunday, The Used, Sleeping With Sirens, The Cab, Death Cab For Cutie, just to name a few. It's crazy how the years went by so fast, and we were all looking forward to Warped Tour, and we all got the announcement that Warped Tour was officially over, except three last shows in three major cities. It was sad seeing that announcement. It just means now, summer is going to be a little more boring than usual. It was sad not seeing an email for tickets to Warped Tour, and the setlist going up of who's playing that year, like we're used to seeing every summer. But I'm glad I was able to go to the last, technically official tour around the US. My brother and I went, and it was really fun to go. I miss Warped Tour now, since it's officially over, and I'm reminded of the memories I have, from going with my best friend to see our favorite bands perform, to having monster slushies, to being in huge awesome crowds and moshpits and having fun with bands playing and going with my brothers to Warped Tour. I miss Warped Tour a lot. I miss the 2000s era, it truly was a different time and I miss it now.