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A gentle breeze.  The night air carried a chill,  but that chill brought Mala joy!    It meant that things were returning to how they used to be. Her clan was returning to her.   The night was calm.    There was hope.  The wind picked up,  bringing a scent to Mala that enthralled her. It was actually a mixture of scents coming from many of her kind;  Many whose scents she had come to memorize on their own,  clashing together into one scent all new,  but yet also so old that it could trigger nostalgia.  The scent of her clan.    A smile came to her lips,  and she glanced at Sala Maria,  who was smirking back at her.   Mahyu stood to their right,  looking confused,  as he hadn't had much experience as a daywalker before his night time self went dormant for all of those years. He hadn't yet memorized the scents.        But he would.        They would teach him all there is to know.  And they would keep him safe.   But right now..  they didn't have to worry about that.   The clan was near,  and the night was calm.                   All was well.     07/23/2018.  Part of my stories I've been writing since Sophomore Year.                                                         

I was tidying up today, And I found something from you. We don't talk anymore, And I didnt realize who this was from. I thought maybe the handwriting belonged to someone who is still in my life now. Or someone I had a falling out with due to lack of communication, but no. I got a pit in my stomach when I realized it was from you. Even though I know it was you, I still read it, it read "Hey, did you know That you are the most loving, caring, and amazing friend anyone could ask for? And did you know That I can always count on you to be there for me when I'm down, and no matter how upset I am, you some how always find a way to make me laugh You have never failed me. Hey, and did you know, One if my favorite things about you is how we can speak through our favorite songs, and look at eachother and read each other's minds, it's freaky, but awesome. I love how well you can understand me like no one else does. I love how you're creative, and hilarious, and you are really something else. There's no one else like you..." There's so much more to that, but I should really just stop, it ends with a thank you, and an I love you. It wasnt much more than a year ago When you had completely changed your mind. But hey, did you know, That I had some of the best times In my life with you? That my first concert was magical with a best friend like you? I couldnt have imagined a better day. And also, did you know That when you come up in conversation, I don't think badly of you? I talked with a friend that the both of us used to be friends with, and he said he doesn't either. Today my mom said she would defend you if she had to, and I would too. Oh yeah, and did you know, That someone told me you wanted to hang out with our old friend until you saw him with me. And I know you get uncomfortable around me, when you told me that we wouldnt want it to be awkward. The funny thing is, I still look at you, and I feel like I can read your mind. It's a freaky feeling, and it doesnt feel awesome. Oh, and one last thing, did you know, That it puzzles me, that apparently such a horrible, selfish person who supposedly doesnt actually care about anyone, Smiles at her old best friend in the hallway,even though she her tore her apart, she wont even look her in the eyes, and wont give her the slightest bit of respect. I have a lot of regrets. Our friendship wasnt one of them. But I feel like if I let you back in, that would be one of my only regrets about you.

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Time away.I hope you're okay.I know you're away,Don't forget me;While you- live on.Types to take it day by day;Always been this way.And I just work on- maybe some time now; I'll be off again.You off yet?Life is a time, stretching issue.We all have life;Ohh be the best we all can be.Hope that's what they see.

tonight is about pretending that they're someone else maybe they have the same eyes but a closer look will tell you that they don't hold the same mirth please melt away my love and affections because even the summer heat couldn't dispose of what was left (whichwaseverythingtherewasbefore) i'm your favourite haunt and you don't even know it i wish you did so you could send your ghost away postcards from new york i hope you send me letters sealed with a kiss but i know you won't write let alone spare me what i've wanted for so long this is for you and him because i can't make up my mind you have the same blood anyway   loveabby

Ok so me and Tom didn't work out, it kinda died and he accused me of being a hoe(?) so yeah I'm not seeing him anymore xDI started talking to a wonderful wonderful guy :3 his name is Charlie and he's at uni in London, we've only been together a few days but I am mega gay xD I really hope that this relationship works because I really really like him..I started college and I have friends! And I'm playing music with people every day! It's so much fun doing what I love every day it makes me so happy :3I made up with an old friend and we've been talking again, which is nice. I'm fed up of beef, I never remember any of the details as to why it's even happening..Yeah I just wanted to tell you guys about Charlie tbh I'm so so happy at the moment he is the most beautiful guy I've ever laid eyes on and I'm so blessed :')

denial.the first stage of greiving.am i greaving?i dont believe it. i wont believe it.

Life is full of chaos.The strange world of society.Some false accused, in a prison they lay.Some peaceful men, in cages. This is today. Life goes in stages.Different chapters. Pray.A major issue of anyone.It's not the future.We are able to do the impossible.We as men are not invincible.But with love-We are able to extend the possible!It's more important than, you!Life is a curve ball.We feel it all.Holding ourselves true.How can I inspire?..Let's be the example.Be humble!Live simple.

Taco dreams,Ringing from the bell.Gots me smiling- like it's sunbeams.We could be legendary, like William Tell!Speaking with your grace.Me being nervous, trying to hold my sentences to be structured.Stunned by your beautiful face.My heart flutters, like a butterfly that you captured.Tidying the car.Watching your hair blow in the wind.Helping you, is always answered with "sure".Hoping I'm in her right mind.Your smile and words,Ring so true.It's like turning to the birds.Growing wings, now I can fly.Hoping to not lose you, like Waterloo.Life is the best gift.Giving me the chance to always wish and hope for the best.This life gives me a lift.Just hoping for you to be with me, for the rest.

Its a sad reality. When we are kids we are led to believe that the world is this amazing fun place, and that when we grow up its gonna be great. That we will be able to do what we want, have fun all the time and that our feelings matter.Then we grow up.We learn that our feelings mean less than jack sh*t in the real world. That, yes, there are fun things to do, but they are fleeting, and that the majority of our time is spent 'on the clock' under somebody elses rules, most often doing something we really don't enjoy just to earn the money to keep a roof over our heads.And so, in our free time, we look for our little distractions, some people watch sports, others go hiking, clubbing, etc. In the long run, how we choose to waste our time should make us happy. Very few other things will.

So far this site is great! I just wish it wasn't so dead.....

THE MYSPACE ABOUT ME SURVEY by l_a_t79TELL US ABOUT YOURSELFname::Georgianickname::Gee, Geo, Geewzrd, GeorgiaGORE(myspace dayz)how old are you::26zodiac sign::Ariescurrent location::Australiaeye color::Bluehair color::Brownhair type::kinda boring now I think about ithieght::5'4your heritage::um Aussie? I dunnowhat's your middle name::Lynetteshoe's you wore today::Etnies (love my vegan skate shoes)your weakness::Good food! also my love Liam and my cat Marcelineyour fear::Abandonment, rejection, all that fun stuffhave you ever ridden a mechanical bull::no do you want to::the thought makes me cringe so I dunnogoal you would like to achieve this year::have some consistency with my interests and projects.. get through my first year of uni, skate morefirst thought when you wake up::uuuuuuuuuuuggggghhhhhhhbest physical feature::eyeswho is your bestest friend:::c Liam and Marcy (don't get me wrong they are great they but they are my boyfriend and cat)when is your bedtime::Whenever I get sleepy, usually a night owlyour most cherished memory::My chemical romance concert, 2007, I ran to their car as they were leaving, no one else went the way I did, Frankie waved at me, ahhhhhhhhhpepsi or coke::I try not to drink the stuff.. but i'm honestly a fan of bothmc dondalds or burgerking::Burger king because they actually have a veggie burgersingle or group dates::Group, if the group is awesome companywhat is the last song you sang::Probably a HIM song in the cardoes playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive::Yeah sure, moreso because it's a pursued creative interest, I like self expressionwhat is your biggest pet peeve::I have so many, I get sensory overload if there's too many noises when i'm trying to concentrate. People who can't communicate properly and try to organise things, people who are wilfully ignorantdo you drink::Not really, very occasionally I may have a few, definitely doesn't work well for meever been drunk:: Yepdo you smoke::Nodo you "SMOKE":: Gave that up years ago, thank globdo you sing::Poorly, in the carwhat color underwear do you have on::Blackdo you want to go to college::Currently am at 'uni' have you ever been in love::Yes, I am rn.do you wnat to get married::Yes.do you believe in yourself::I try to. Mostly yes.do you believe inothers::Yeah.do you like thunderstorms::Love them, being in bed with a book and tea, with no work or uni commitments, just enjoying the storm.. amazingdo you play an instrument::Not anymore, I used to play guitarwhat do you want to be when you grow up::Sadly I am a grown up ~cries~ but i'm studying environmental science, conservation ecology, so basically I want to be captain planetwhat country would you like to visit::I'm visiting Japan in 10 days!how many CD's do you own::Not as many as I wanted, but I still have them all, maybe like 40how many DVD's do you own::not many now days, I kept the favs, and lost a few over the years movinghow many tattoo's do you have::6how many piercings do you have::I have stretched ears and my nose ring and belly button, medusa and nipple bar won't go in anymore and i'm too much of a wuss to get them re-done T-Thow many things in the past do you regeret::I try not to focus on regret and see those things as lessons, I wouldn't change where I am now, but I often wish I could go back in time and change some things.FAVORITESshoes::Vegan Dr Martensradio station::Triple Jdrink::Kombuchacar::literally died yesterday thanks for reminding me T_Tplace::our home by the beachsong::demolition lovers-mcrmovie::Harry Pottermoment::When Liam and I first kissed:3color::Yellow.meal::Vegan Laksa, dumplingsIN A GUY/GIRLfavorite eye color::blue, hazel, but honestly any colourfavorite hair color::depends on the personshort or long hair::depends on the personheight::taller than mebody type::I don't caredoes ethnicity matter::Nope.piercings::Heck yeahtattoos::Heck yeahBED SIDE MANORdo you think you are attractive::I've been having some image issues.. lately noare you attracted to someone who does not know it::No.would you like to be someones fantasy::depends if it's sweet or creepyhunter or hunted::hunteddo you kiss with your eyes closed or open::closeda little or a lot of tongue::A little.older or younger::doesn't really matterlights on/lights off or candle light::Candle lights.do you like to cuddle after::What. After the movie? Of course.do you like to cuddle in general::Sure do, but only with my s/o, I feel uncomfortable being intimate with people generallyRIGHT NOWwhat is todays date::7th Septemberwhat time is it::3.05amwho are you thinking of::Liamwhat are you listening to::Nothing atmdo you love someone::Yes.do you know where your mechanical bull is::what even is this questiondoes someone love you::yepis it raining::yes!how many myspace friends do you have::0 atm!(friend project) myspace though,I cbf checkingare you happy::Yes and No. I'm happy with where I am in life, but i'm very sad and trying to manage it.RIGHT NOW, YOU ARE FINISHED W/ THIS SURVEY

when will god close his eyes, turn his head, and pull the trigger?sometimes even bright minds with dull eyes need to be put out of their misery.if this world wasn't meant for me, i wish that i could be meant for it.i wish for a lot of things, but the shooting stars don't seem to agree.i wonder what i could do to get on their good side.maybe i could start by not hoping for good fortune as they incinerate and disperse into debris.imagine if you saw a man jump from a seven-storey building and thought, "I wish to find true love."seems silly, doesn't it?even cruel, perhaps.but i wish i could be like a shooting star.so when i fall, at least i could make some wishes come true.and i think that's the noblest pursuit of all.loveabby

This place looks great! I'm new here so hi!!I wasn't old enough to be able to make a my space account so I'm glad to be here now.

spendign 5+ hours straight in gaia avi maker resetting and makign half an avi & resetting over and over again without changing tabs or getting up and doing anything else isnt cool or healthy.neither is looking up the person with th inazuma eleven username who hasnt logged on in yearsAnd goingfF*** you. F*** u,f*** u f*** u f*** u f*** u f*** u