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63 Annoying Questions Survey1. Song that always makes you sad? headfirst for halos and the light behind your eyes by mcr2. Last thing you bought? a record3. Last person you argued with? my mom :(4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on? no??5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid? Uni6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd? no7. Favorite day of the week? Saturday 8. Favorite Sundae topping? cherries!9. Did you take Piano lessons?nope :((10. Most frequent song played?baby ur a haunted house by Gerard way!!11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?I don’t secretly enjoy any lol12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey? hockey, flying things scare me 13. Date someone older or younger?either14. One place you could travel right now?idk 15. Do you use umbrellas? no16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?no17. Favorite Cheese?none!18. The Smith's or the Cure? the cure19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?yes20. Best job you ever had? I haven’t had a real job yet21. did you go to your high school prom?I haven’t had a high school prom yet >_<22. perfect time to wake up?9 am!23. perfect time to go to bed?whenever I get sleeby24. do you use your queen right away in chess? ..no25. Ever been in a car accident?yes26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?uhhh probably dad27. what age is this exciting life over for you?what28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?90s!!29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?my cool combat boots!30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?Uuuhhh I am not in high school31. Were you in track and field? when I was 932. Were you ever in a school talent show?no33. Have you ever written in a library book?no34. Allergic to? grass and carrots35. Favorite fruit?mango36. Have you watched sex and the city?no37. Baseball hat or toque? baseball hat38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?shampoo39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste? Wet the toothbrush40. Pen or pencil?Pencil41. Have you ever gambled at a casino? no42. Have you thrown up on a plane?no43. Have you thrown up in a car?no44. Have you thrown up at work? no45. Do you scream on roller coasters?yes46. Who was your first prom date?haven’t had one47. Who was your first roommate?haven’t had one48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?I’ve never gotten drunk49. What was your first job? I haven’t had a job50. What was your first car?I’ve never had a car51. When did you go to your first funeral?I think I was 8?52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? I’ve lived in the same town since I was born53. Who was your first grade teacher?idk lol54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride? to florida 55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?I haven’t snuck out of my house56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? her name is alex and we don’t talk much anymore57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?I still live with my parents 58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?my friend who I have not met irl59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen? nobody’s60. What is the first thing you do in the morning? get out of bed61. What was the first concert you attended? p!atd62. First tattoo or piercing? ear piercings63. First celebrity crush? gerard way

Schools you attended, let see if you remember.Preschool: none Kindergarten: Westgate Elementary School 1994-1995Grade 1: Westgate Elementary School 1995-1996Grade 2: Westgate Elementary School 1996-1997Grade 3: Westgate Elementary School 1997-1998Grade 4: Westgate Elementary School 1998-1999Grade 5: Westgate Elementary School 1999-2000Grade 6: Westgate Middle School 2000-2001Grade 7: Westgate Middle School 2001-2002Grade 8: Westgate Middle School 2002-2003Grade 9: East Liverpool High School 2003-2004Grade 10: East Liverpool High School 2004-2005Grade 11: East Liverpool High School 2005-2006Grade 12: East Liverpool High School 2006-2007How old will you be turning this year? 30😢😨Copy and paste

Amazingly new questions, you ready?sure!What is something that is bothering you right now?my houseWill you be in a relationship one month from now?probably. of course ♥Who was the last person to see you cry?Jennifer ReynoldsDo you drink bottled water? SometimesWhat was the last thing you drank?Pepsi Wild CherryDo you hate the last person who called you?NoWhere is your best friend right now?at her house i believeDo you believe in love?yes.Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?having to clean all the timeIf you’re being extremely quiet, what does that mean?deep in thought or zoned out.Last person of the opposite sex you texted single?hes single & hes my brother Teddy WootenTell me about the shirt you’re wearing:blue t-shirtHow long have you lived in your current home?since june 4th 2017You never know what you have until it’s gone. True or false?True.Are you sad when someone says they hate you?depends.Are you scared of losing the person you like to someone else?Yes.Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?i wish lol but no.Do you laugh at inappropriate times?Yes. but i try hard not toWhat time did you wake up today?6:50ish I believe.Would you rather be single all your life or grow old with someone?Grow old with someone.How many bracelets do you have on right now?not sureHow long have you liked the person you like right now?since 2003 Adam BaileyIs there someone of the opposite sex you can talk to?yesDo you like mac n cheese?not reallyDo you get mad when people don’t text back?Not anymore.What does your phone do when it recieves a text?i dont remember lolHow late did you stay up til last night and why?I think I fell asleep around 10;30-11.Are you going out of town soon?noThink back to Februrary, how was your love life?It's only January. lol but great :)Will you regret your next kiss?No because it will be with adamWhat is in your pocket?nothingDid you wake up in the middle of the night last night?no surprisinglyAre you happier now or 5 months ago?Now.Are you usually wide awake when you wake up?no.Can you remember the last person you texted without looking?my brother lolCan you sleep without blankets covering you?NoDo you listen to music everyday?Yep.How long have you known your first phone contact?that would be my moms sister (Aunt Connie) Soo since birth hahaWho are all your texts in your inbox from?door dash, straight talk, brother, aunt connie, kim from church, Cathmay Lipira Tracy Wallace Jim Bailey Kris Bailey Dustin Huff Susan JonesMikelynne Bailey Sean Lisa Lyden-Crutchley Vaneesa Pressley Rick From salvation armyDo you have a hard time making decisions?Sometimes.Are you gonna be home alone tonight?Nope.What are you looking forward to?cooking dinner hahahahaAre you a morning or night person?Night.Are you excited for this weekend?yes lolWhat are you wearing on your feet?socksIf there was a large spider in your room, would you stay in the room?no. id kill itWhat is the last thing you touched, other than your computer?my phoneWhen was the last time you talked to your best friend?one today & the other last nightHave you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?Yeah.Are you a social or anti-social person?anti social. I hate people.but i try to be social. lol Can you recall the last time you liked someone?right now.Where were you last night at 8 PM?At home.What color is your cell phone?black & grey.What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you drank?pepsi Wild cherryYour last received text, would you kiss them? noHave you told anybody you loved them and meant it? yesAre you in a good mood?kind of.What were you doing an hour ago? eating breakfastIs there anyone that could make your day if they showed up at your house? YesDoes your middle name begin with an A, M, or S? NeitherHow old was the last person you rode in a car with? in her 50s shes my mom lolWhat color was the last vehicle you were in? silver i thinkDo you have plans for next weekend? cleaning as ALWAYSWhat was the last movie you saw in theaters and who did you go with?i dont rememberHow old were you in 1999? 10Are you taller than 5'6"? NoWho were the last three people to call you? Vaneesa Pressley my mom & some random number.What were you doing last night at 10pm? watching Ghost AdventuresIf you turn around, what is behind you? the couchWould you dye your hair hot pink for $50? noDo you have any step or half siblings? NoWhat color is your underwear?why?Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? christmasWho was the last person to hug you? my kids.Who is on your mind right now? davyn lol. hoping he stays OUT OF THE BATHROOM HAHIn how many years will you be thirty? this yearWhat are your plans after this?clean my kitchenAre you currently barefoot?Nope, I’m wearing my socksWhat’s the dumbest thing you have ever said?who knows theres alot hahahYou can never drink tea again or soda. Which do you give up?TeaLast time you drank coffee?i dont drink coffe. i believe i was a kid not sureDo you listen to screamo?not really but if its on i'll listenIn what month were you born?juneDo you take vitamins daily?noWho is your 9th contact in your phone?Brittany MaysHow many programs are running on your computer now?idkWhat’s the first icon on your desktop?Recycle Bin.What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?on facebookHow old is the cellphone you have right now?11 monthsDo you get pissed off when your computer freezes?yesWhat’s the last thing you laughed at?my boyfriendWhat’s one thing you hate about your best friend?they're not close to me.Where is your dad right now?either home or working .

the shadows are following againthey never really give upwhen I wake, they'll be home thenin the morning I won't forget because I can't, that's why I don't know about you butit doesn't even feel like it's worth a trywe're stuck in a fantasy landexpect it's not the one we expected far less than what we wished for where only our nightmares are reflected 

Body:1. Song that always makes you sad?A Year From Now - Across Five Aprils2. Last thing you bought?Everything hurts book.3. Last person you argued with?Myself.4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?ew.5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?I didn't have any..6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd?Uhm, no.7. Favorite day of the week?What's the point?8. Favorite Sundae topping?I don't eat icecream.9. Did you take Piano lessons?Never.10. Most frequent song played?idk >_< :P11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?i don't watch tv i just listen to podcasts lololol12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?Basketball.13. Date someone older or younger?I'm dating someone younger rn so there you go :P14. One place you could travel right now?Space.15. Do you use umbrellas?No.16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?Uhm.. no?17. Favorite Cheese?I don't eat cheese.18. The Smith's or the Cure?Ouch propably the Cure, but morrisey was sick in The Smiths.19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?It's just a haircolor i could't care.. but blondes. xd20. Best job you ever had?nope.21. did you go to your high school prom?Yes.22. perfect time to wake up?The next day. 23. perfect time to go to bed?12pm24. do you use your queen right away in chess? ..no.25. Ever been in a car accident?sadly no.26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?They both hate me xs27. what age is this exciting life over for you?Soon, idk when but soon!28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?70's29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?My Vans xd30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?Yes.31. Were you in track and field?I don't run :D32. Were you ever in a school talent show?Nooo.33. Have you ever written in a library book?I don't think I have ever taken from a library34. Allergic to?Nothing.35. Favorite fruit?Apple..?36. Have you watched sex and the city?Nah.37. Baseball hat or toque?Toque my dude xp38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?Soap.39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?Wet.40. Pen or pencil?Pen.41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?Nope.42. Have you thrown up on a plane?Idk >_<43. Have you thrown up in a car?Idk >_<44. Have you thrown up at work?At school but not work.45. Do you scream on roller coasters?Nope.46. Who was your first prom date?Never had one.47. Who was your first roommate?...48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?Secret.49. What was your first job? Street Preforming.50. What was your first car?....51. When did you go to your first funeral?6? 7?52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? 13.53. Who was your first grade teacher?I don't remember.54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?Germany.55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?SHHHHHH56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?i don't have friends..57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?...58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?Nobody.59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?nobodies.60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?Open my eyes.61. What was the first concert you attended?Leeds Festival 201862. First tattoo or piercing?My ears.63. First celebrity crush? Frank Iero uwu

Depeche Mode, The Doors, Led Zeppelin, Glass Animals, The 1975, Echo & The Bunnymen, Creeper, Chelsea Grin, The Black Dahlia Murder, The Smiths, Pearl Jam, Alice in Chains, Against Me!, alt-J, Arctic Monkeys, Lana Del Rey, Avatar, Bad Suns, Badflower, Bathory, Bauhaus, Behemoth, Bear Hands, Bob Moses, Boyfriend, Bryce Fox, BORNS, Christian Death, Clan of Xymox, COIN, Cradle of Filth, The Cure, Dark Tranquility, David Bowie, Dead or Alive, Death, The Decemberists, Deftones, The Devil Makes Three, Dio, Duran Duran, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, Fleet Foxes, Florence and The Machine, The Garden, Ghost, Ghost Bath, Gojira, Gordon Lightfoot, grandson, Greta Van Fleet, The Guess Who, Halsey, Hayley Kiyoko, HIM, Hippo Campus, Hozier, HUNNY, IDK HOW, Ice Nine Kills, In This Moment, Janelle Monae, Japan, The Jesus and Mary Chain, Jinjer, Joy Division, Joywave, Judas Priest, Kaleo, Kesha, King Princess, KONGOS, Lil Peep, Lime Cordiale, Lorde, Lorna Shore, Lund, M.I.A, Marilyn Manson, Martin Gore, Mindless Self Indulgence, Miniature Tigers, Ministry, MISSIO, The Mission, Modern Baseball, The Modern Lovers, Morrissey, Movements, MUNA, The Neighbourhood, Ninja Sex Party, Nothing But Thieves, Oingo Boingo, Pale Waves, Panic! At The Disco, The Paper Kites, Perfume Genius, Placebo, Poppy, Prince, P**syfoot, Queen, Rainbow Kitten Surprise, RHCP, Ricky Montgomery, Rob Zombie, Saint Motel, Sam Smith, Santana, Sawyer Fredericks, Say Lou Lou, The Score, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sisters of Mercy, Soft Cell, Spoon, Studio Killers, Styx, Suicidal Tendencies, SWMRS, System Of A Down, Tears For Fears, Thank You Scientist, Thompson Twins, Thy Art Is Murder, Tonight Alive, Tubeway Army, Twenty One Pilots, Type O Negative, Vargskelethor, Welles, White Lies, Willow, Wolfmother, Years & Years

I think Mr. Sandman has found an enemy in me because he keeps sending me dreams of you. I toss and turn in cotton sheets all night, wondering how he could be so cruel.  But maybe you're the one who's sicced Mr. Sandman on me. You're the father of angels, yet himself a demon. Please prey on me because in my sleep is the only time I get to see you. I'm starting to think you like watching me suffer. Innocent girls in beds praying to be blessed by your presence strokes your ego, huh? The truth is you've probably cleansed me from your mind, and I conjure fantasies to pretend I wasn't just a passing whim.    -abbyabbyquitecontrary

reachingfinger tips barely able to containone foot and then the othercobblestone knee paina laugh, shrill and highdust motes catching your eyeturn the knob, open thereachinga small tickle from a stray hairadrenaline, false panicreachingan understanding

You all probably remember that I just got out of a VERY toxic and abusive household last September. It was certainly the best thing I have ever done for myself and I am extremely grateful to have this new family watch over me and aid me towards my success. So after I got through the initial pain of moving out, and now cut off all contact completely, I've been feeling so much better now. I have more motivation and I am happier now that I finally have some stability in my life. I also got back in touch with a friend of mine who was also abused by this same person, and we've been celebrating and practicing our spiritual growth together. I also have a stable job too now at a gas station. For some weird reason, the past three jobs I've had, I had managers that were gay. It helps a lot as far as non discrimination in the workplace since your boss is a fellow LGBT. I've been saving up money since I've started there. I also got back on some medication I have needed for a while. Insurance was giving me trouble so I got to switch over to a better plan last month and it just kicked in this week. I have the paperwork to legally change my name.I also emailed my dream school for aid on applying and getting grants. It's highly likely I will be moving to New Jersey this summer. My backup plan if this falls through is to go to University of Belleville. Tristan also mailed me some new shirts which helped a lot because I only had two outfits to my name before his help. I now own three bleeding star shirts (a scene/Emo fossil). Forever thankful for his help. What are my new goals for 2019?Get my drivers lisence, change my name, apply for college, get my grants/loans, work on getting my tax returns that I missed since 2014, pay off some of my bills, get a cheap car, meet new friends to connect with, and keep toxic people out of my life.Anyways, I'm wishing everyone a happy 2019. Remember to make some noise! Killjoys never die.

Hello, world! My name is Cassie. I don't very often give out my last name, 1. because I enjoy my privacy, and 2. well, I have my father's last name, and it's normally really difficult to always have to explain to people that, NO, I DO NOT know any other people I may be related to with that last name because I've never MET anyone on my father's side of the family, nor have  I really ever seen my father. Anyway, so Cassidilla was  my nickname when I was growing up, so I figured it would be kind of funny  to use it as a nickname on social media. And it actually isn't pronounced like Quesadilla (key-suh-dee-uh). It's like (cas-suh-dil-la). Just sort of wanted to clear that up a bit!Well, now since you have the full story of my name, I guess I'll share some facts about myself with you! Which should be interesting. It always seems like we know so much about ourselves, except for when we ACTUALLY have to tell people about ourselves. Someone asks what your hobbies are, and then suddenly you're like, "Who the hell am  I??" ~Anything horror related is literally my favorite. Horror movies, creepypasta, scary videos, ghost hunting, scary tv shows, whatever, you name it! I love stuff that'll scare the hell out of normal people, but I do not like gore. I can watch stuff that would make a normal person probably piss their pants, but I CANNOT handle blood and torture and stuff and like that. It really messes me up and makes me queasy. ~I think growing up with Bratz dolls really shaped who I am today, considering  the fact that makeup and fashion are literally my life right now. I'm more into makeup than fashion though, it's just, if you're going to have absolutely amazing makeup, you have to have absolutely amazing clothes to go with it! You feel me? Anyway, so my entire plan was to have this huge makeup YouTube channel and Instagram or whatever, but I'm kind of taking my time with my real life right now before I actually try to get too involved into social media. ~Video games are also another one of my passions. I literally grew up  with a bunch of boys, so how was I not supposed to be involved in video games? I think I will forever miss the days of the playing the Nintendo 64, and I also miss my GameCube... or our Playstation.. or anything, really. Now, you can catch me on the PS4, which I actually have a huge dislike for. I mainly use it for Fortnite, or like, streaming Netflix, sadly. But the Xbox One, I play all sorts of stuff, like Ark, State of Decay 2, Skyrim, Left 4 Dead, and all kinds of crap. On the PC, I just play League of Legends, World of Warcraft, Amnesia, because to me it's still fun, and Neverwinter. So. Yeah. ~I dress all emo and goth and stuff sometimes, but honestly, my favorite color is pink. Literally no one ever believes me when I say it, but I SWEAR, it doesn't matter that I wear all black all the time, okay, it's still my favorite color. xD Pink and black, baby! ~I actually take a huge interest in witchcraft, which a lot of people think is creepy, but it's honestly an amazing and whole new world! I mean, I've never practiced anything, but I have been studying a lot of it. To me, it's just fun to learn about all that kind of crap. ~I also take interest in learning about different religions. It's so fascinating to learn about what other people worship, and stuff like that. I took a World Religions class a little while ago, and it literally blew my mind. The way the world and all its cultures work is so amazing. ~I'm a nature FREAK. If I literally see that someone has littered the woods where I go on walks, or even ditches by the road, I'll get a bag and clean that sh*t up. Recycle, ya'll!!!! What're you gonna do when you have kids and you can't even take them swimming because the water is too toxic and dangerous??? ~I have a legitimate fear of stuff underwater. Like, if I can't see through water or anything, I freak the hell out. I won't go in it. What's under there? I think it all seriously started when I was younger, and every time we'd swim in the pond, my cousin's would be like, "Oh, there's like this giant ass turtle that's gonna grab your legs and drag you under and kill you." Like,  oh my gosh, thank you for telling me that!!! And I guess that just scarred me for life. xD I can't really think of much else, honestly. I feel like I've gone too far and too weird now haha. But, I hope maybe you've gotten a good understanding of who I am and stuff now!!! Maybe you can tell me a little bit about yourself, too?? xD 

Relationship length: 5 years 7 months Married: noWho’s older: himAge difference: 1 year & 4 monthsWho was interested first? MeWho’s taller: He isWorst temper: meMost sensitive: MeLoudest: meFunniest: himMost stubborn: himFalls asleep first: HimCooks better: himBetter singer: it's a tie haha jk i believe he is Most adventurous: ehh we're about the same Most organized: I'd say we're about the same. Lol Better morning person: himDresses the nicest: bothMost protective: bothBest Driver: himHas the most clothes: I say him lol

i don't really know what i'll be doing on this blog? probably posting some playlists i made and mebbe some of my doodles idki'm kinda stupid + english is not my mother tongue so i'm sorry if i don't make sense, or if my grammar and spelling is sh*teso yea uh i hope you're having a great day!!♪: Pulled Up - Talking Heads

my friends used to be my outleti plugged in my problems and out came energybut now when i stick in my wiresi can't even manage a spark of electricity -lost of interest

i might go back to using this as a pseudo-diary (like the other 5 i have including my twitter) for more off-the-cuff kind of stuff. if i just really need to RAMBLE. the kind of thing that twitter doesn't let you do. like twitter lets you just stream whatever you are currently thinking but you can't really write out whole paragraphs or a complete thought, just tiny summaries.*hops from that train of thought to a completely different one* my physical therapist says i have been getting stronger which really makes me happy to hear. just sucks that we can't continue because we're worried what the strain of standing could do to my hips and legs and we can't get into a freaking orthopedist because they want my entire medical record from my old doctors. my entire record spanning 16 years, everything. doesn't matter that sometimes i went there every week, they want all those notes, surgery records, everything!! so thats been the only thing holding us back from actually getting in to see one. blehalso i've been getting back into wicca/witchcraft  "new year new me" as the saying goes...

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