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01/18/2021 02:55 PM 

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01/17/2021 02:43 AM 

f*** me
Current mood:  high


01/18/2021 02:05 PM 

I wrote this song about how I feel in life
Current mood:  depressed

ive always been aloneever since i was concievedfrom stardust i was borninto this societyits like im from another worldand im stuck here to beand as the world is going onand im stuck here all aloneas the time is running onand all the people have goneno one is coming my wayand im still here on my owni suddenly see,all these people call my namethey say they are my friendsbut i dont know who they arethey know so much about meand i dont know their faceso i pushed them all awayi suddenly cry,as i realised what ive donenow ill truly have no onethey said that they loved mebut i couldn't feel that wayi am nothing at allbut im everything ill beconstantly aloneand as the world is going onand im stuck here all aloneas the time is running onand all the people have goneno one is coming my wayand im still here on my ownlonely spaceships fly afarand i wonder where they areas the night begins to cleari see a thousands starsas they whisper in my earstelling me that i belongI suddenly smileas i can finally seeall the faces that called meand i know them by their namesthey're my friends that keep me safeand i love them with my heartim no longer all alone

song, lyrics, life, lone, sad, friends, frens, loneliness, sadness, alien


01/18/2021 11:01 PM 

king park
Current mood:  depressed

will i still get into heaven if i kill myself?

depression, drugs, anxiety, blog, emo, sugar baby, scenemo, scene girl, inspo, screamo

F4K3 B100D

01/17/2009 12:40 PM 

Current mood:  depressed

i miss my boyfriend :( so much :((     


01/16/2021 03:56 AM 

Current mood:  creative

𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝗲𝗺 𝗶𝘀 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻𝘀. 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗻𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗲 𝗯𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗮𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗼𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗴𝗴𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗿 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗧𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗺𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗼𝘄𝗻. 𝗙𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗰𝗲𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗽𝗵𝗿𝗮𝘀𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗼𝘄𝗻.An image of sorrow one in itself reflected in a mirror sitting beside it swallowing its soul day and night to no end.To see through its eyes is to see the open woundsseeping with dark red hateredAnd the scars holding the shadow that didn't manage to escape from beneaththe decaying surface.It drinks its bitter poison and absorbs itlike sink sand engulfing what becomes trappedfor eternity to devour itself and its rotting flesh of envy.Flowers will bloom on its grave dark withering roses that shake and crush to dust at the gentle touch of sunlight.𝔗𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔨 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔪𝔢.𝔅𝔩𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔅𝔢 

poem, interpretation, metaphor, art, grunge, mental health


01/17/2021 08:41 PM 

My Fav Artists/Bands

Osquinn The Regrettes Mommy Long Legs Doll Skin S3RL Millionaires Pierce The Veil Voiid All Time Low Falling In Reverse My Spotify|

emo, scene, hyperpop, music, music recommendations,


01/16/2021 08:13 PM 

Current mood:  sad

Otro día de mierda, de mi vacia vidaOtro día de mierda, que sigo con vidaOtro día de mierda, que de pie sigoOjala pronto acabe todo lo que debo aguantarPues pronto mis palabras dejaran de sonarMi ultimo suspiro no será por tiSi no por la vida que no pude vivir.


01/16/2021 04:34 PM 

my life story

I grew up as a fairly normal kid. I guess all that mattered back then was if you had a healthy child, and my parents qualified for that. I was the type of kid that used to catch bees inside of water bottles and fill it up with water to see if it’d live. I’d dig trenches in the sandbox and introduce them to my water-hose. I felt like a mythological being, creating beautiful rivers in my own yard. Life was great. After all, I was but a mere child.Early on, I learned what struggles the world was facing, but more importantly, what my own family was. Financial struggles seem to be a re-occurrence in my lifetime. Speaking then, it was of no worries to me. As long as I had my Small Soldiers action figures and my brand new Nintendo 64, I was living a great life. But I soon realized these were small luxuries, only prized to myself in my early years.Now that I’m a bit older, I take a bit more focus on it. I see my parents frustration, and I begin to wonder “What can I do to help?”.Because if I had the choice to make everything run smoothly for my parents, and not for myself, I’d more than be happy to do so.These weren’t the only frustrations of my lifetime though. Another big factor that’s developed me into who I am today is my experience of confusion. I’m almost positive every person that reads this has been “mislead” at least once in their lives and realized they never wanted it to happen again, no matter the amount of pain it was.But that was never enough for those who hurt me.Still today I’m faced with every day challenges that I have to endure myself. But through all of this struggle, I’ve learned a lot. If you know me well, you’d know I’m more of an observer, not a socialist. I am not that big of a social pariah if you will. Sometimes, I sit back and listen to conversation, rather than partake in it. I stand by myself at parties and wonder what makes these diverse people friends.And the more I observed, the more I learned.I learned the foundations to conversation, how to properly treat a woman, how to tell when someone is liying, how and when to use manners, and how to react to most situations.With that being said, even though I may know (or have a pretty positive belief) how to treat a woman, it hasn’t always given me the best luck. This ties into the relationships I’ve been in. There seems to be a rhythm and a similarity in them all though. They either ended way too short, or ended because I was cheated on. Needless to say, I’ve been single since late October of last year, due to fear of getting close to another person.As for my religious views, they used to fluctuate frequently. I grew up a Christian, and had lived the lifestyle for 6 years. However, when I was 14 years old, I gave up hope on this. I ignored my religion and did not attend church for some time. Later on I gave God another chance shortly after turning 16, but that’s not to say I’m a die-hard Christian. I believe any faith in anything is a great thing, and to believe in something higher is something I respect and support of anybody, of any religion.I also do not follow the Christian way as most do today. I believe that if God had placed us on this Earth with instincts, then we are to do what we feel is best, not what our religion says to do.Most of this belief comes from simple logic; If I were to have a son, I would not expect him to be perfect, bow before me, and praise me in everything he does. I would want him to live the best life he could but still acknowledge that I was around, watching and love me the same.I see God the same way. And if I am wrong, I’ll stand corrected on my dying day with an open mind.I do not care if I am wrong, as long as I one day find out what is right. This does not apply to just religion for me, however, but in everything I do…It seems I have taught myself the basics of living, without “proper” guidance. I hold accountable for everything I do, my mind. Go ahead and call me crazy for over-analyzing certain aspects of life, but I figure it is a part of me. The biggest part of who I am today is simply my own mind. And if you’ve given enough consideration to read this far, then I thank you from the bottom of my heart.I have absolutely nothing to hide but what I am not.


01/16/2021 03:53 PM 

Current mood:  tired

hi everyone. so i will most likely be keeping a pretty frequent blog because i do enjoy writing :). so i'm claire i am obsessed with sanrio and anime. i think my favorite anime would be a tie between death note and naruto. at the moment though, i'm still watching so many other animes! my favorite sanrio character would have to be cinnamon roll, she's just so cute. i do love manga, killing stalking and bj alex are my top, i've read them soo many times. my favorite regular tv show is svu, i like criminal minds but svu is more realistic to how the justice system works. i'm interested in true crime as well, i wanted to become a fbi agent but i am not strong enough for the physical part at all. i am in school to become an accountant, i'm not sure if it's really what i want but... idk. this is just an introduction of me, i don't feel comfortable posting my face on here quite yet or my last name but maybe one day! that's all for today! make sure to stay safe and take care of yourself ♥

introduction, anime, sanrio


01/16/2021 01:10 PM 

Current mood:  cranky

I swear, school is so lame. I can't wait to graduate just to do more school. 🙂

#school #gay #goth

RayRay Riot

01/16/2021 03:50 PM 


My dad's seriously such an ass. He's pissed my sister stood up to him bc he wouldn't stop poking her and being annoying and sh*t, and now he's lying and fabricate sh*t now bc he never wants to admit he's wrong


01/16/2021 01:41 PM 

Hai Bye Mama

This korean drama is super sad.. i cry at every episode..  :(


01/16/2021 01:10 PM 

Current mood:  cranky

I swear, school is so lame. I can't wait to graduate just to do more school. 🙂

#school #gay #goth


01/16/2021 06:03 PM 


i ended up being out until like 2:30 cus of the doctor, and then i had my shot, so we didnt hang out for a while yesterday. it was lame :/ maggies neighbors woke them up cus theyre hammering upstairs :/ they shouldnt get woken up like that. the case maggie got me came:) its so pretty! and it looks really nice:) its awesome! thank you so much:)) and since its clear i can put a picture of them under it:) we made hamburgers for dinner:) i think they came out really good! maggie made me eat a bunch of spinach though lol. it means a lot that they care about my health, and are encouraging me to be healthy. its really nice:) after i ate we talked for a sec, and looked at twitter for a little bit. after that we played some cod:) our games went pretty well:) were ranking up pretty fast so thats nice. maggies not feeling well today:/ and their taste is f***ed up. i really hope they dont have covid, and i dont think that they do. i got maggie donuts:) maggie liked em so im really happy:) we watched a bunch of different shows tonight:) we watched freaks and geeks, a couple episodes of one of maggies favorite shows my mad fat diary, which is based on a real person :o its good, and then we watched 2 episodes of daria:) its a really fun show, and maggie got super tired:) im gonna go to sleep as soon as im done writing this:) 

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