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01/11/2023 11:47 PM 

A little about me
Current mood:  calm

Age: 22.Pronouns: she/her.Place: Sweden.Languages I speak: Swedish & EnglishLanguages I'm learning/want to learn: Italian, German & LatinCurrent occupation: university.Aesthetics I like: fairycore/fairygrunge, hippie, diy punk, some alt, some y2k and scene (mostly the clothes and stuff).Favorite band/s right now: Rammstein, Ghost, Bad Religion, Greta Van Fleet.Favorite animals: birds, dogs, chinchillas, ferrets & ratsSense of humor: silly and to some extent offensive.Favorite TV shows: Breaking Bad, South Park, Ash vs. Evil Dead & Stranger ThingsFavorite movies: the first Alien movie, the first two Evil Dead movies, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest and Knives Out.Favorite books: Frankenstein; or, The Modern Prometheus by Mary Shelley and MAUS by Art Spiegelman.Other hobbies: crocheting and sewing (even though I'm not good at it, lol), learning more about politics and history.My goals: practice more self care and be healthy.People who can befriend me: people 18 and older, LGBTQ+ folks and intersectional feminists.People I dislike: fascists, racists, misogynists, homophobes and transphobes.I might update this as time goes on.      

about me, hobbies, aesthetics


01/11/2023 08:16 PM 

Current mood:  amused

big poop sh*tits almost the end of the week


01/10/2023 10:36 PM 

lonely ig

i need friends, but idk where to go or what to do. i have resorted to this site, with little info on it.but, a little about me ig:i go by Mangomy pronouns are he/they/iti am gay, poly, trans, and acemy hyper fixations currently: furries, roblox, FNaF, animal crossing new horizions, and more.i like cats~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~if you wish to talk to me for whatever reason, use my discordMango the messy gay#4528have a good day n stay safe. -Mango


01/10/2023 03:17 PM 


yall im gonna make my new presentation nice n freshaint like i just threw it together 


01/10/2023 10:06 PM 

piss poosh
Current mood:  evil

kinda wanna camp out in the school bathroom til its time to leave.


01/10/2023 07:15 PM 

i thought i loved you, it was just how you looked in the light

better off against worse for wear. i like the illusion; i like the magic that wears off once it's beyond six o' clock. the shadows that elegantly frame your face during dawn, your sincere gaze that follows smog-covered city lights and your hushed whispers that yearn for the present to be extended. the warmth that only lasts for mere moments, the gentle stir in your voice when there's the shyest hint of a fluster in your system. this is the de-facto arrangement to end all de-facto arrangements. lace my feelings with uncertainty and come up with a recipe for some omnipotent, cerebral form of stockholm syndrome. both blissfully aware of the fleeting joys brought by ephemeral intimacy, because it's easier to take a shortcut than cross mountains to get to its benefits. even the jury knows what we have has sent me into a flurry. into a hazardous spiral of a blizzard that makes me take one step back every time i take three forward. maybe it's just the years coming into shape, calling you forward. my clocks lag behind the ones in your world, or so i think.

kid named agent

01/10/2013 11:06 PM 

completely unreadable hacker manifestio
Current mood:  cultured

==Phrack Inc.== Volume One, Issue 7, Phile 3 of 10 =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= The following was written shortly after my arrest... \/\The Conscience of a Hacker/\/ by +++The Mentor+++ Written on January 8, 1986 =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= Another one got caught today, it's all over the papers. "Teenager Arrested in Computer Crime Scandal", "Hacker Arrested after Bank Tampering"... Damn kids. They're all alike. But did you, in your three-piece psychology and 1950's technobrain, ever take a look behind the eyes of the hacker? Did you ever wonder what made him tick, what forces shaped him, what may have molded him? I am a hacker, enter my world... Mine is a world that begins with school... I'm smarter than most of the other kids, this crap they teach us bores me... Damn underachiever. They're all alike. I'm in junior high or high school. I've listened to teachers explain for the fifteenth time how to reduce a fraction. I understand it. "No, Ms. Smith, I didn't show my work. I did it in my head..." Damn kid. Probably copied it. They're all alike. I made a discovery today. I found a computer. Wait a second, this is cool. It does what I want it to. If it makes a mistake, it's because I screwed it up. Not because it doesn't like me... Or feels threatened by me... Or thinks I'm a smart ass... Or doesn't like teaching and shouldn't be here... Damn kid. All he does is play games. They're all alike. And then it happened... a door opened to a world... rushing through the phone line like heroin through an addict's veins, an electronic pulse is sent out, a refuge from the day-to-day incompetencies is sought... a board is found. "This is it... this is where I belong..." I know everyone here... even if I've never met them, never talked to them, may never hear from them again... I know you all... Damn kid. Tying up the phone line again. They're all alike... You bet your ass we're all alike... we've been spoon-fed baby food at school when we hungered for steak... the bits of meat that you did let slip through were pre-chewed and tasteless. We've been dominated by sadists, or ignored by the apathetic. The few that had something to teach found us will- ing pupils, but those few are like drops of water in the desert. This is our world now... the world of the electron and the switch, the beauty of the baud. We make use of a service already existing without paying for what could be dirt-cheap if it wasn't run by profiteering gluttons, and you call us criminals. We explore... and you call us criminals. We seek after knowledge... and you call us criminals. We exist without skin color, without nationality, without religious bias... and you call us criminals. You build atomic bombs, you wage wars, you murder, cheat, and lie to us and try to make us believe it's for our own good, yet we're the criminals. Yes, I am a criminal. My crime is that of curiosity. My crime is that of judging people by what they say and think, not what they look like. My crime is that of outsmarting you, something that you will never forgive me for. I am a hacker, and this is my manifesto. You may stop this individual, but you can't stop us all... after all, we're all alike. +++The Mentor+++


01/09/2023 07:02 PM 

catholicism f***ing sucks

I love Nathan, I love who he is as a person, but I'm starting to have doubts that creep up consistently. As we're spending time here with his family, I have to constantly remind myself that his views and his family's views, while similar, are different. They're very orthodox catholic, whereas I'm not entirely sure he should even consider himself such at all anymore. Sure, he has faith and goes to church, but many of the things that make somebody a Catholic vs. just generic christian don't apply to him. He cusses all the time, his family doesn't eat meat on Fridays whereas he doesn't really care about that rule, we sleep together in the same bed and have sex. All of which his family is against. We don't do "night prayers" or attend mass nearly as regularly a week as his family. Now obviously, I understand that there's a difference between being orthodox like his family is and being a regular person like he is, and that that doesn't necessarily dictate whether or not somebody actually is Catholic. There's a lot more that goes into it, sure. But it does beg the question: why are you Catholic? Is it because that's how your family raised you and you don't know anything different? Or maybe not that you don't know any different, but more that you choose to align with the denomination you've known your entire life? I just can't help but wonder and constantly question, if so many of the "Catholic values" go out the window when your family isn't present, why consider yourself Catholic? It's frustrating because a little over a year ago, he broke up with me over our difference in religion. I'm atheist, you could say. More so agnostic in terms of genuine belief that there is or isn't a god, but atheist in that even if there is, it doesn't dictate how I live my life. Catholicism, from what I've seen, is a lot about rigidity, hierarchy of the church and self restraint. He doesn't do many of those things in his day to day life if at all. We obviously did finally get back together because he decided that it wasn't worth the heartache and pain, we still loved each other very much and it was stupid to be apart. I fully accept that he believes what he believes and I simply don't. I believe we can co-exist with each other and honestly, live a fairly happy life together in the same way that we have now. It truly is that simple. Of course, there are struggles, but we are happy.The topic of our wedding, though, has been a big one on my mind lately. And even later than that, the possibility of children. There are many things that are required of us before we actually "get married" (because we are legally married as of July 1st). We have a meeting on Wednesday with his priest from here in Florida to get started on marriage prep/classes and to discuss more of the details surrounding our wedding, but I'm fairly certain there are things we don't want to budge on. The problem is, I'm also even more certain that those things will be thrown out the window because of what is required of him through the Catholic church. Has to be in a church, has to include a mass, etc. I've expressed these grievances to Nathan a million times, that I don't think it's fair that I have to continue to compromise and make myself uncomfortable on a day that's supposed to be about both of us and his response is always "you knew what you were getting into." But actually, that's not fair nor is it entirely true.When we got back together, of course I was concerned. The entire reason that we broke up in the first place was because he was convinced that there would be a problem later on in life. I didn't choose to end it, he did. Of course I always wanted to stay with him, though a part of me did start to ponder on that as we were separated. I wouldn't say I got over it or that it hurt less, my heart was definitely broken, but I did start to come to terms with it. Maybe he was right, maybe we weren't meant to be because of those differences. While ultimately, it was both of our decisions and I'm not trying to throw him under the bus by saying this, I would say that it was his decision to get back together. I never swayed on how I felt and if he had said that we were to remain broken up, that's how we would have remained. He decided that the reason for us breaking up wasn't a good enough reason and we would be able to work it out. He made that choice, I can only assume because he figured there were things he'd be able to get rid of. My stance never changed. I am not religious, I choose not to participate, but I respect his choices and his faith and love that for him. Whatever it is that makes him who he is, I love that for him. It's just not for me. I am who I am because of choices I've made and beliefs that I have. It's not fair to me, in my mind, to have to constantly be the one to compromise and constantly be the one to have to bend and force myself to be a part of things that I do not want to be a part of. However, that's what is expected of me. It's frustrating because I can never get a clear answer out of him in terms of what he wants, what he cares about, etc. On one hand, he'll tell me that there are certain beliefs that he has about how dumb it is that something has to be done a certain way but then also seem irritated at me when he's willing to throw his hands up and accept it whereas I am not. "I want to do things the right way for my faith" is what I get sometimes, but I also know that he doesn't really feel that things need to be done that way. He's said a ton of times that no matter where the ceremony is done or in what exact way, God is with us. But now I have to bend even more and even more. And when I express to him that I don't find it fair that I constantly have to do the bending, his response is "because you don't have a belief system." And sure, I don't. That's kinda the whole point. I live as a free person with no restraints. But that also doesn't mean I have to be uncomfortable simply because I don't put those restraints on myself. Why is that fair, just because I don't believe, that I have to bend and not do things the way I want to do them? Then the topic of kids came up. His mom leaned over to him at some point during the trip and said to him "I hope she knows you guys will have to raise your children Catholic." To which I also have an issue. There are some aspects I've already bent on like having them baptized. I was against it at first, mostly just because I wanted it to be their choice later on in life, but I've also come to accept that it really doesn't matter. If they choose to feel a different way when they're older, then it won't really matter in the grand scheme of things that they were dunked in some water, whatever. If they want to attend church at some point and make the choice on their own that they believe, cool. I'm here to accept whatever decision they make. But and however, I don't enjoy the idea of indoctrinating children who don't exactly have the ability to fully grasp critical thinking and never really letting them sway away from it. I've seen kids fighting going to church, I've seen his own brother (who is about 10-11 years old) not want to participate in the things that his mother seemingly forces on them. None of these kids know any better. Hell, even Nathan himself has said that they lived such a sheltered life here that it wasn't until he got out of their grasp and into another state that he started to really experience life. He's able to live freely, he's able to be his own person and some of those rituals of Catholicism fall away. That's my entire point. I'm just... I'm at a loss and I start to feel so incredibly torn over whether or not this is going to work out. I fear being heartbroken all over again, just now at a larger scale. I love him, I truly f***ing love him. But I want to be respected, I want compromise on both sides. Because it feels like I keep bending and bending and soon, I'll lose my enitre f***ing sense of identity and look back at the last few years of my life and wonder where I went. I don't want that. I want to look back on these events, like my own f***ing wedding, with fondness. I want to remember how lovely it was, I want to remember my vows, I want to remember being happy and joyous. I don't want it to feel like I'm just following an obligation so that we can sleep in the same room without judgment. I'm not sure that I'm gonna that that... I dunno.


01/09/2023 01:34 PM 

no minors please
Current mood:  okay

I am not here to talk to minors if you are a minor please do not try to contact me. I am an adult, I will not accept minors. I will block scammers or anyone that I suspect is a scammer. I hope everyone has a good week, stay safe, warm, and hydrated!


01/09/2023 03:18 PM 


you know i totally forgot this existed for a long while. cool forum concept may i say


01/08/2023 08:45 PM 

A few ways to customize ur outfits!

1. TIE DYE!!!! Get an old white shirt and tie dye it :D u can easily find sum cheap tie dye :) Here’s sum I found on Amazon only $8 *BUT please try seeing if there’s a place near you that’s not problematic to buy from and also doesn't harm animals or anyone and is cheap* 2. Make patches! You could make sum for ur favorite bands or you could make them based on a saying like eat the Rich feed the poor :) 3. Making accessories can make ur outfit look SO kewl x3 I have a chain I made out of beads! (Ur choice of color) take about 20 beads and but them in string then tie it then you’ll make another and tie it to the one u just made! Repeat until it’s as long as u want :) 4. CRUST PANTS!!! I luv these sm! They’re basically pants covered in patches and stuff :) usually it has similar patches as #2 but crust pants patches r usually homemade while battle jackets are often bought *both have homemade patches usually just crust pants are mainly JUST homemade but sum r bought too* 5. Cut up some panty hose! I did this and I was able to make some fingerless gloves!  6. Iron on transfer paper! Usually only no more than $10 and you can copy an image onto the paper then iron it onto a shirt! You can make ur own band merch XD  7. Kandi! It’s looks so cute when u finish no matter if it’s a cup or a single :)   Hopefully u enjoyed!


Dominic Anthony

01/08/2023 10:45 PM 

DOnald Trump worship in 2023 it should be?? at an all time low Nuts stay away from Old Joe

Besides trumps vow on cartels which are not that many anymore I have my house going on 40 Have had it 11 years nine 9 Dad doesn't get why in 2023 trump still has supporters remember Abraham Lincoln 13th amendment abolished slavery should the 34th be abolishing modern slavery. That be law 13th amendment... we talk about less peoples in society will some peoples check on companys alleged to not paying peoples if so penaltys on the company. Ulysees simpson hiram Grant!!!! Ruthered b Hayes!!!!! Benjamin HArrison Teddy Rosevelt How about DOminic Homan's of COL beddy wolf bear teddy! great POTUS!!!


01/08/2023 03:15 PM 

The Voice of Energy

I have been rather nervous for the past few days, so I figured it would be nice to talk about one of my biggest interests: the radio ("The Voice of Energy" is the title of a Kraftwerk piece from their album "Radio-Activity", on which half of the songs are about radioactivity and the other half are about the radio. "The Voice of Energy", as a phrase, is a perfect way to describe radio broadcasting so, as the song has no lyrics, I would assume that it is radio-related.)I have been recently thinking a lot about the length of radio broadcasting, as I had found out that previously, many BBC Local Radio shows lasted for ninety minutes instead of one hour. I must say I have never heard a radio show longer than that, with the exception of drivetime shows (and that time two years ago when the second channel of CyBC radios (which broadcasts programmes in minority languages) played an entire compilation of Müzeyyen Senar songs back to back, which took them around two hours. I also once came across a broadcast of a person reading "War and Peace". I wonder how long they went on for!) However, thinking about this brings me to the longest uninterrupted broadcast that I know of, which is from 1982. 1982 is a century away from 1882, on the second of February of which Irish writer James Joyce was born. In order to celebrate Bloomsday (a celebration celebrating his life and work) in 1982, RTÉ Radio 1, the Irish national radio station, decided to broadcast a reading of his 732-page novel Ulysses in one big 30-hour broadcast, which was later released as 20 cassette tapes (oh dearie me) and 32 CDs (oh dearie me). The fact that it is re-broadcasted every year on RTÉ Radio 1 Extra every year since three years ago is greatly unnerving to me too.I have never come across a broadcast any more singular than this and I think that, in modern times, much longer ones exist, but it is very nice to know that such an event happened combining two of my interests. I will try and listen to parts of it in June this year if I can and possibly hear more intriguing things on the airwaves of my own local radio stations (the most interesting I have heard was a broadcast of music played by the Athens Byzantine Orchestra and a radio station going off air. The one frequency that catches 88FM Kan (the music channel of the Israeli national broadcasting corporation) is also to mention -- and AM broadcasting here! I remember switching my radio onto AM and then getting horrified as I thought I had turned it off, went about my day and then randomly heard organ music and a voice speaking!) 

music, radio


01/08/2023 02:01 PM 

Be cautious if you use Adobe Creative Cloud
Current mood:  angry

They've recently added a setting that opts you in for some sort of "Content Analysis" program. While it's totally possible it's not related to AI, even if it's not, I still wouldn't take the risk. Be sure to spread this post around. Direct link to the page: (if you're logged in)

adobe, adobe ai, creative cloud


01/07/2023 02:29 PM 

few weeks too many

junior drama, bachelorette anxieties. twisted spine, brain beaten black-and-blue. an abundance of nonsense for lips that only seal shut when another mouth is on it. affinity in unadulterated teenage filth, shameless and sinful, horrible and hormonally-motivated; just wild wreckages waiting to tear each other apart... static. radio silence. feel around all you want, but the words will never taste adequate on your tongue. so laconically dramatic, a curated portrayal of certainty that keeps me up all night. SO F***ING DUMB! what happened to living in the moment?

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