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the sea has pulled me down too deepthe chances of buoying are slim to noneso i might as well drink in the high tide and feel the water flood my throatyou've tethered me to an anchor and thrown me off the side of the boatand when i wash up on the shore they'll recognise the culpritbecause this is the fate of any girl who lays her eyes upon youlove me, abby

I'm afraid of timeI'm afraid of the pastmy old crimeI'm afraid of the future my newest rhyme“what if,” I wonder“this isn't me”who or whatam I supposed to be?what if I don't end up doing this?too, will I be happy?will I wonder what I missed?or just be one of them?

Editing.

is anyone else here just for all the emo kids? like i have no other emo friends so i'm pretty much left out from everything but here there's like a surplus?

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? no2. Slept in a different bed? yes3. Made out in a movie theatre? no4. made out with 2 different people in one night? no5. Thought your cousin was hot? no6. Been in love? no7. Slept? yes?8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? no9. Gone over the speed limit? no10. Painted your room? yes11. Drove a car? no12. Danced in front of your mirror? yes13. Gotten a hickey? no14. Been dumped? no15. Stole money from a friend? no16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes17. Been in a fist fight? no18. Snuck out of your house? yes19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Y E S 20. Been arrested? no21. Made out with a stranger? no22. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes23. Had a crush on your neighbor? yes24. Ditched school to do something more fun? no25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex ? no26. Seen someone die? no27. Been on a plane? yes28. Kissed a picture? yes29. Slept in until 3? yes30. Love someone or miss someone right now?  yes31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes32. Made a snow angel? no33. Played dress up? yes34. Cheated while playing a game? yes35. Been lonely? yes36. Fallen asleep at work/school yes37. Been to a club? no38. Felt an earthquake? no 39. Touched a snake? yes40. Ran a red light? no41. Been suspended from school? no 42. Had detention.. yes43. Been in a car? yes44. hated the way you look? yes 45. Witnessed a crime? yes46. Been lost? yes47. Been to the opposite side of the country? no 48. Felt like dying from embarrassment? yes49. Cried yourself to sleep? yes50. Sang karaoke? no 51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? yes 52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? yes 53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no54. Kissed in the rain? no55. Sung in the shower? yes56. Had a dream that you married someone? yes 57. played getting married? yes58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no 59. Ever gone to school partially nude? no??60. Been a ? w h a t61. Sat on a roof top? yes 62. Didn't take a shower for a week? yes (it's called depression, kiddos) 63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? no64. Played chicken? no65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? no67. Broken a bone? no68. Been easily amused ? yes69. Laugh so hard you cry? yes70. Cheated on a test? yes71. Forgotten someone's name? yes 72. Blacked out from drinking? no73. Played a prank on someone? yes74. Gone to a late night movie? yes75. Made love to anything not human? WTF NO 76. Failed a class? no77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat ? no78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? yes79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend? no80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? yes81. Thrown strange objects? yes82. Felt like someone? yes83. Thought about running away? yes 84. Ran away? yes85. Had detention and not attend it? yes 86. Made parents cry? yes87. Cried over someone? yes88. Owned more than 5 sharpies? yes 89. Dated someone more than once? no90. Have a dog? yes91. Own an instrument? yes 92. Been in a band? yes93. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no 94. Broken a cd? yes95. Shot a gun? yes96. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours? not five hours straight but i'm pretty sure collectively i have. 98. Have a major crush on someone right now? YES99. Have a religion?  no100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral? yesBLANK COPY1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? 2. Slept in a different bed? 3. Made out in a movie theatre? 4. made out with 2 different people in one night? 5. Thought your cousin was hot? 6. Been in love? 7. Slept? 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? 9. Gone over the speed limit? 10. Painted your room? 11. Drove a car? 12. Danced in front of your mirror? 13. Gotten a hickey? 14. Been dumped? 15. Stole money from a friend? 16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? 17. Been in a fist fight? 18. Snuck out of your house? 19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? 20. Been arrested? 21. Made out with a stranger? 22. Left your house with out telling your parents? 23. Had a crush on your neighbor? 24. Ditched school to do something more fun? 25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex ? 26. Seen someone die? 27. Been on a plane? 28. Kissed a picture? 29. Slept in until 3? 30. Love someone or miss someone right now? 31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? 32. Made a snow angel? 33. Played dress up? 34. Cheated while playing a game? 35. Been lonely? 36. Fallen asleep at work/school 37. Been to a club? 38. Felt an earthquake? 39. Touched a snake? 40. Ran a red light? 41. Been suspended from school? 42. Had detention.. 43. Been in a car? 44. hated the way you look? 45. Witnessed a crime? 46. Been lost? 47. Been to the opposite side of the country? 48. Felt like dying from embarrassment? 49. Cried yourself to sleep? 50. Sang karaoke? 51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? 52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? 53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? 54. Kissed in the rain? 55. Sung in the shower? 56. Had a dream that you married someone? 57. played getting married? 58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? 59. Ever gone to school partially nude? 60. Been a ? 61. Sat on a roof top? 62. Didn't take a shower for a week? 63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? 64. Played chicken? 65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? 66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? 67. Broken a bone? 68. Been easily amused? 69. Laugh so hard you cry? 70. Cheated on a test? 71. Forgotten someone's name? 72. Blacked out from drinking? 73. Played a prank on someone? 74. Gone to a late night movie? 75. Made love to anything not human? 76. Failed a class? 77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? 78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? 79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend? 80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? 81. Thrown strange objects? 82. Felt like someone? 83. Thought about running away? 84. Ran away? 85. Had detention and not attend it? 

Hello everyone, and those who care! I'm ready to update everyone on my life and everything that has been happening with it. I've been doing guitar since October and I'm getting better and better! In November, I lost both of my childhood friends due to both of them not wanting friends. But in December, my life has been getting so much better! I joined my local schools drama club and reconnected with some old friends. ( I went to homeschool when I was in 6th grade ) I'm so grateful that I went to drama club cause... I met a boy that I liked and now we might date! I can't wait for Christmas and I wish anyone reading this will have a happy holiday  

Henlo frens!!! I feel like such a handsome boyo. :p merp I want some new frens. Also I'd like to say im pansexual but this doesnt have that option XDrawr~Roman~

I feel like im eating a re-heated meal home alone in the dead of night,but that isnt too f**king poetic is it?I cant sell that s**t to anyone for a centmy words are cheap, and everyone else is cheaper.i want my words to bite,to push you into a corner,and make you bleed like nothing else.i want to make the statues feel somethingi want them to hurtlike they hurt melike they made me bleedand cryand screamand fall apart.i want to be able to feel anything but this.i want to be okay.i want to get this s**t off my chesti want to pour my heart onto paperbut i cant.i just cant.to all the poets and murderersim sorry...

My name is photobucket.how are you this fine evening?xoxoYour #1 favorite trans boyo;) msg me

I'd like to be able to just move my blog over from LiveJournal 

So... I'm not sure how to do anything here yet..

After being there for over 12 years it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. It was a little scary pressing that delete button but I chose to permanently delete my account so that I can have a change of scenery on the web. It was getting very stagnant.I guess I just got tired of everybody re-sharing old photos and not speaking to each other anymore. It's like the more lazy Facebook let them be the more lazy they got. Nobody hardly types anything or has any kind of discussions anymore. I was also getting tired of all of the political posts. I don't want to talk politics online anymore. I get enough of that at home on the boob tube.

i am one years old

call me the reflection in mr. ross's mirror 'cause i don't write sins, i write tragedies.i've always thought that your hands grip my heart but now i know they squeeze my neck, controlling my life and death, every inhale and exhale of breath.yes, the moon and i have more than loneliness in common.we've both loved and lost.though maybe i could learn a thing or two from the moon.love (,) me.

hi im lacey 15 n narcoleptic i havent had a good night sleep in 3 years