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       You know someone isn't your real friend, when they never take the time to hit you up. Friendships are not a one way street. You both have to put effort I to contacting each other. I had a friend who did this. At the time I was going through a lot and she wasn't there for me. I don't plan on ever reaching out to her. I always did all the work when we were friends. I strongly believe that is why her other friends stopped coming around. She never hit them up. I always had to do all of the work. In what universe do you need to be the only one that reaches out? It's bullsh*t! The worst part is, this person probably thinks that she didn't do anything wrong. I have new friends now that don't do that sort of sh*t to me. I'm a grown ass women. I do not have time for petty people like that in my life.       Another topic I have been wanting to talk about for a while is how funny it is looking at your old high school friends that stabbed you in the back now, compared to when you were friends with them. Oh my lord! I creeped on these bitches profiles and they all had babies and are now fat and ugly. HAHA in your face! I'm still pretty and skinny. Looks like karma came back and bit you in the ass finally. It's nice to know that I have still got it and my old sh*tty ass friends don't. I still haven't had a kid yet. I got all these pretty ass piercings and I still look good. I guess the bad personality finally caught up with them and started to show through on the outside as well.        I have angel bites now. I pierced the other side of my top lip. I wasn't sure how it would look on me but, yet again, I can pull off anything. It's really hurting right now though. I just pierced it yesterday and had to change the bar to a longer one this morning so that it would be able to move around still with the swelling. It's a little annoying right now because my new one is leaking that stuff that your body makes to close up a scab and I am constantly having to rub it off with a cotton ball dipped in salt water. It makes the bar stick to the outside of my skin and become kinda hard to twist and move around. If I rest my face long enough, when I go to move my lips to smoke my vape or talk, I can feel that it's harder to move because that sh*t comes out and drys on my skin and the bar in my skin. The good thing about that is though, is I am constantly cleaning it, which means it won't get infected any time soon. I love piercings. Isn't it funny how we pay lots of money to injure ourselves? You get a tattoo or a piercing, you are injuring yourself. Isn't that a funny thought? I just randomly thought that one day.       My hair is getting long. I stopped trying to cut my hair every so often so that it grows out. I will eventually go get it cut professionally, but I want it to grow out more before I do that. I just really want long hair. I'm no longer damaging it a lot anymore. I shower every single day and use Mane N Tail every time I shower so that makes it grow quicker. I love the way my hair is feeling again. It's so f***ing healthy now you have no idea. My hair loves me. When my hair was ash blonde, it was really hard to keep in my hair so I was coloring it a lot. I wanted the ash blonde color to stay in, but it never did. I don't know why, but unless your hair is naturally that color and it isn't dyed, it won't stay. Now that my hair is black, I am not coloring it as much because it is such a dark color, it takes a lot longer for the color to wash out of your hair. I try to only dye my hair once a month or once every two months because I don't want damaged hair anymore. I just want healthy hair again. That is all I care about. I love my hair black. I will probably keep it black for a long ass time like I did when I had platinum blonde hair. I had it that color for a whole year! For me, being so crazy with hair dye all throughout high school, that is a pretty big deal lol. 

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So... obligatory first post?Hai, I’m Ash. I’m not super new to the scene, but then again I kinda am. I’m really into the emo/scenecore revival stuffs, so users beware, imma just keep rawring into the void lol.- Ash ♥

i have never been more envious of someone in my whole life nor have i ever been so incensed she had the chance to stroke your hair, touch your cheeks, and kiss your hands but she took what was golden and pulled it to pieces humans are such wasteful creatures.   maybe i’m wishing i could break the heart that broke mine no, i would never because that would be a crime against humanity i could never hurt you but i’ll gladly let you hurt me

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a good little catholic boy like youswayed by the temptations of sacrilege?scandalous.you see everything in nothingwhich makes me wonder why you couldn't see something in me.everyone has moved on but meand i am stuck in this empty limbo, a shell of what it used to be.i swim against the current to the green light(icanalmostreachit)while everybody else is climbing out of the water.mr. fitzgerald predicted me seven decades early.xoxoabby

happy post-valentines day my chest is empty because my heart is still in your hands i'd ask for it back but i know you'll leave prints and you're never nice (butineveraskedyoutobe) you're sharp and sarcastic and cynical yet i still want to introduce your hips to mine and press my lips against your neck i'm searching and scanning for you in every picture trying to find the only face without a smile maybe one day i'll see it   xabby

Everything I do is literally so wrong wtf is wrong with me why couldnt I be born to be a smart independent individual that their family could love them. But instead I do things and say that I am doing them wrong and is never corrected just told that everything is my fault. I cant fight back. Cant fight with adults... not allowed. 

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       Me and my old friend Korri reconnected! We hung out yesterday and it was really nice. I haven't seen her in awhile. We weren't friends for the longest time because she did me bogus but I'm a pretty forgiving person. All you gotta do is apologize and try better next time. It's pretty hard to get me to really hate you. You have to do something to me thats pretty f***ing bad for me to not ever talk to you again. I'm glad that I have a drinking buddy now. Most of my friends don't get drunk all the time like I do. I mean, I'm 23 years old. I'm in that party stage of my life and I always want to get drunk and have a good time.        Today me and Korri are going to hang out again. She's coming over tonight to get drunk with me. I'm really looking forward to it because my boyfriend doesn't really drink much either. What's with everyone not drinking much these days? Drinking is fun as hell! Who the f*** doesn't want to feel stupid and good at the same time? I know I do! I love the feeling of being drunk and it helps me with my anxiety. When I'm drunk, I'm much more daring and not really scared of anything.        Korri and I are also going shopping today. I can't wait! If you ever want to go shopping, I'm your girl! I love shopping! I know people say that money doesn't buy you happiness but it totally does. It doesn't bring you happiness in the long term, but it brings you happiness for a little while. I mean, who the f*** doesn't like owning nice cloths and nice makeup and all that good sh*t? I sure as hell do! I love me some nice makeup and cloths! I mean, I don't just magically look pretty as hell. I put a lot of effort into looking this good. I am what you call high maintenance. I always have to straighten or curl my hair, put makeup on, wear cute ass outfits, shower every single day, wash my face every single day, make sure my hair color is always looking good and on point (not that washed out faded bullsh*t), wear cute ass shoes, wash my face really good with two different products every time I shower, and the list goes on. I take good care of myself. I always make the effort to smell good and look pretty. Of course I have my lazy days where I don't do all of those things, but doesn't everyone?       

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       Guys are so annoying. I haven't been single in over a year and they still try. It's so annoying. Why would I leave for your ugly, pathetic, thirsty ass? Sometimes I will go on Facebook messenger and pretend to be him to get them to f*** off. No offense men, but none of you are good enough. None of you will ever measure up to my boyfriend. He takes care of me and besides us getting into arguments and him making mistakes once in awhile, he's a much better man than any of you. I do not want you! It's funny that your trying though when your completely out of my league.        I am that girl that every guy wants but can't have. Ever sense I have gotten with Kenny, I have realized what I want in a relationship and what I expect. I will never settle for a piece of sh*t guy ever again (but hopefully I won't ever have to do that). I used to date these crappy ass guys that only had to offer there looks. For the longest time, I started to think that the only good thing about having a hot guy on your arm was the way they made you look in public, and sex. Now my outlook has changed. I look back and the guys I used to date and the sh*t that I put up with and I think to myself, "Wow! How could I have been so stupid?"        Life is pretty great right now. I have been reading a lot, cleaning, and watching Sabrina The Teenage Witch on Hulu (the original). I love that show! I like it more than the new one that came out on Netflix a few months ago. Call me old fashioned but the new Sabrina Spellmen is ugly as f***. She can't compare to the original Sabrina. Sorry! NOT sorry! Bitch you nasty!       I've been thinking about writing books. I have a very big imagination so I think I could really shine doing something like that. I really enjoy reading and writing/typing. I started writing one of my stories already. It's about 2 young girls that got tricked into picking up a puppy and ended up getting kid napped. The book needs some work, but once I'm finished with it, I might have it published or something. I just absolutely love reading and writing.        I'm getting onto food stamps! I really need it, esp sense I'm currently not working. Were running out of good food to eat here at my apartment. It really sucks because I'm a super picky eater so I can't ever find anything appealing enough for me to eat.      My roommate moved out of the apartment! No offense to her, but I'm glad she left. Now, me and Kenny are living together. Now, instead of one room belonging to someone, we have the whole top floor shared by both of us. He has my old bedroom as his area to mess up and then we share a room. It's kinda nice for when we are fighting. We can both get away from each other and have our own space! When I am angry, I NEED my own space. If I don't have space when I am pissed off, I just end up exploding and when I explode, I'm a very mean person. So with that being said, it all works out!        I don't know if anyone else ever has this problem, but I took some really pretty pictures today and now I am having a hard time choosing which one is the best and that I want to post to Facebook. It's kinda frustrating. I don't want to post all of them though. I mean I could, but I don't want to. I wish it was easy. Its so frustrating trying to pick the right photo. Pretty girl problems man. It sucks!

1. Song that always makes you sad?American Football - This Summer Ends2. Last thing you bought?A sandwich3. Last person you argued with?Some dude on the internet4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?what5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?Spank-bank6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd?I wish7. Favorite day of the week?The F word8. Favorite Sundae topping?Pineapple9. Did you take Piano lessons?Self-taught at the first section but forgetting later at best10. Most frequent song played?I'm guessing some Aphex Twin song11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?Death note, only because I want to avoid spoilers12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?Sitting down13. Date someone older or younger?It will be illegal if I said younger, so younger14. One place you could travel right now?Cuba. Just to try those fresh seafoods15. Do you use umbrellas?I wish I own one16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?No. Why this anthem out of all?17. Favorite Cheese?Pepper Jack18. The Smith's or the Cure?Good question. The Cure are amazing for making uplifting songs sound depressing, but some content can be boring to listen to. The Smiths are amazing for making sad songs sound uplifting, but some content can be boring to listen to19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?I'd sad Brunettes but Blondes are a bit more gayer so there's that20. Best job you ever had?Assuming I had a job21. did you go to your high school prom?Assuming someone was interested in me22. perfect time to wake up?When you're wide awake23. perfect time to go to bed?When you're sleepy24. do you use your queen right away in chess? ..Only when I have to25. Ever been in a car accident?My Mom gave birth to me in a car, does that count?26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?Both uwu27. what age is this exciting life over for you?I don't think life can stop being boring when Deviantart exists28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?I prefer to grow up in the 2000s. But 90s I guess, at least I would get to see Mineral live29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?My favorite shows I EVER!!! own were the ones that felt comfortable to my toes30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?I have a bunch of them31. Were you in track and field?Nope32. Were you ever in a school talent show?I was forced to go into one33. Have you ever written in a library book?I written my homework ON a library book, but otherwise no34. Allergic to?Your mom lmao ecks dee!!!!!!!! (I don't know yet)35. Favorite fruit?Blueberries36. Have you watched sex and the city?Who wrote this survey37. Baseball hat or toque?Toque (insert minnesotan joke)38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?Soap39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?I never knew people who brushes their teeth dry exists40. Pen or pencil?Pen     cil41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?In games yeah42. Have you thrown up on a plane?I went up on a plane43. Have you thrown up in a car?No44. Have you thrown up at work?Read answer to question 2045. Do you scream on roller coasters?I cry at them46. Who was your first prom date?Read answer on question 1947. Who was your first roommate?My cat48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?I think I did this survey too early at an age it seems49. What was your first job?Read the answer to question 4450. What was your first car?Buses cost less51. When did you go to your first funeral?Just last year52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?Still living with my parents for now53. Who was your first grade teacher?Crap I forgot54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?East Coast USA (washington dc)55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?I never snuck out...with someone56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?If I wasn't still friends with them, I wouldn't call them a best friend. Idk, I have too many best furiends57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?Read the answer to question 5258. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?Whoever I choose to, it's random sometimes59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?Never went to one60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?Breath61. What was the first concert you attended?Never had one, but I will be joining a Massive Attack concert soon62. First tattoo or piercing?None. F*** I can't stop imagining the pain when piercing nipples63. First celebrity crush?Some Japanese woman actor

Xx_Welcome To My Twisted Mind_xXPart 1:1.) What is your name? Chiara2.) Emo, Scene, or both? Emo3.) Post a selfie. Nah, fam, no pics from me.4.) How old are you? 215.) When did you first become emo/scene? Around middle school.6.) What’s your favorite color? Pink, black and purple7.) Is it just a phase or a lifestyle? LIfestyle.8.) Major labels or indie labels? Why not both?9.) How old were you when you first starting using the internet? 13, I think?10.) Are you more into cute stuff or creepy stuff? BOTH11.) Do you wear more than one color? Yas12.) Do you draw or write on your converse? I'd love to, but I can't DX13.) Do you wear glasses? Yep, I'm myopic.14.) Black dye or multi-color? MULTI COLOUR 15.) Tim Burton or John Hughes? Tim Burton16.) Do you spike the back of your hair? Nah, curls don't work well w/ spikes.17.) Are labels restrictive or helpful?18.) Nothing Feels Good by Andy Greenwald or Everybody Hurts by Leslie Simon and Trevor Kelley? BOTH19.) Do you have any piercings? Do you want them? No and... idk, maybe?20.) Do you have any tattoos? Do you want them? No and HELL YES! 21.) Where do you buy your clothes? Internet22.) What’s your favorite outfit? Don't have one, atm23.) What posters do you have up in your room? No, one, but as soon as I have MY own place, I'll fix this problem ;]Part 2: Xx_Cross My Heart With A Knife_xX24.) Are you okay? No (I Promise)25.) Do you have a diary? Yep26.) Are you an introvert or extrovert? Ambivert27.) Is it better to sound good and well produced or to sound raw and real? Raw and real28.) What lyrics bring you to tears? Let Me Die29.) Has a band ever saved your life? Yes30.) Have you ever been bullied for what you like? What I like? Nah. What I am, on the other hand...31.) What’s your favorite book? Too many to count32.) What’s your favorite movie? See above34.) Have you ever been broken up with? No35.) Do you write poems? I'm not intelligent enough36.) Are you a vegetarian/vegan? No37.) Are you a straight edge? No38.) What’s your religion? Atheist39.) Where’s your happy place? My head40.) What do you do when you feel anxious? Bottle up 'till I die :}41.) How often are you on the internet? A lot42.) What’s your guilty pleasure? My Bratz dolls Part 3 :Xx_Rawr Means I Love You In Dinosaur!_xX43.) Do you read creepypastas? Yes44.) Do you have OCs? Yes45.) Have you ever made an AMV? No46.) Do You Watch Invader Zim? Would love to start47.) Do you like Hello Kitty? Yes48.) What’s your favorite Pokemon? Lucario49.) What’s your Harry Potter house? Hufflepuff50.) What Warriors clan are you? Never read Warrior Cats51.) What anime do you watch? MaNY, AS OF NOW, i'M WATCHING bLOOM iNTO yOU52.) Do you drink Monster? No53.) What your favorite music video? *shrugs*54.) What’s your MySpace/FriendProject? XxChiarikoxX55.) What’s your DeviantArt? Chiarikopink56.) Do you make Blingees? No57.) MySpace/FriendProject or Tumblr? BOTH58.) Vampires or Werewolves? Weredoggos :P59.) Charlie the Unicorn or Llamas With Hats? Both60.) What’s your desktop look like? A messPart 4:Xx_Band Trash_xX61.) What’s your favorite genre of music? Rock, punk, emo62.) What’s your favorite album/ep? Toooooo many63.) What’s your favorite song? Too many64.) What’s your favorite band/duo/act? Queen65.) Who’s a musician you want to meet? Freddy Mercury66.) What bands do you/did you have in your locker? Never had a locker XP67.) What’s an obscure band you absolutely love? Snow White's Poison Bite, they are (were) sh*tty, but i love them!68.) What’s your favorite lyrics? Too many XD69.) Guitar solos or breakdowns? Depends on the song, tbh70.) Rites of Spring or Embrace? Dunno. Will check them out, tho71.) Husker Du or Fugazi? Dunno. Will check them out, tho72.) Jawbreaker or Lifetime? Dunno. Will check them out, tho73.) Indian Summer or Moss Icon? Dunno. Will check them out, tho74.) Braid or Hot Water Music? Dunno. Will check them out, tho75.) Mineral or Texas Is The Reason? Dunno. Will check them out, tho76.) Saetia or Funeral Diner? Dunno. Will check them out, tho77.) Dashboard Confessional or Bright Eyes? Dunno. Will check them out, tho78.) Taking Back Sunday or Brand New? Taking Back Sunday79.) At The Drive-In or Thursday? Dunno. Will check them out, tho80.) Jimmy Eat World or Paramore? Paramore81.) Saves The Day or The Get-Up Kids? Dunno. Will check them out, tho82.) HIM or Evanescence? Evanescence83.) Circa Survive or Coheed & Cambria? Dunno. Will check them out, tho84.) Silverstein or Hawthorne Heights? Dunno. Will check them out, tho85.) Green Day or Blink 182? Green Day86.) Fall Out Boy or The Academy Is…? FOB87.) Alkaline Trio or AFI? Dunno. Will check them out, tho88.) Senses Fail or Armor For Sleep? Dunno. Will check them out, tho89.) Chiodos or Saosin? Dunno. Will check them out, tho90.) My Chemical Romance or The Used? MCR91.) Hellogoodbye or Panic! At The Disco? Panic!92.) Aiden or From First To Last? Dunno. Will check them out, tho93.) The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus or Underoath? Dunno. Will check them out, tho94.) Avenged Sevenfold or Bullet For My Valentine? Both95.) Dear Whoever or A Vain Attempt? Dunno. Will check them out, tho96.) Attack Attack or Enter Shikari? Dunno. Will check them out, tho97.) Dot Dot Curve :) or Brokencyde?98.) Jeffree Star or Scotty Vanity? Jeffree Star99.) Breathe Carolina or 3OH!3? 3OH!3100.) Never Shout Never or The Ready Set? The Ready Set101.) Escape The Fate or Falling In Reverse? Falling in Reverse102.) Bring Me The Horizon or Suicide Silence? Bring me the Horizon103.) Pierce The Veil or Sleeping With Sirens? Pierce the Veil104.) Black Veil Brides or Asking Alexandria? BVB105.) Everyone Everywhere or Joie De Vivre? Dunno. Will check them out, tho106.) Lil Peep or Nothing,Nowhere.? Dunno. Will check them out, thoPart 5:Xx_In The End I Got An Honorable Mention_xX107.) Who’s your favorite Emocore/Scenecore blog? ALL OF THEM108.) What do you think of As It Is’s The Wounded World and Patty Walter’s New look? *shrugs*109.) Which is better? Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge or The Black Parade?110.) Do you think Emo/Scene will make a comeback?111.) What’s your favorite B-Side?

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