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(this is gonna be in normal txt bc I don't have the energy to type how I normally do)Okay so time to make the internet my diaryI turned down my friend's invitation, and I feel really sh*tty.Like really sh*tty.The thing is, they weren't upset and said it was fine. I know they asked as a friend, but it felt kinda weird, y'know? Like if my best friend of 6 years would ask me, I'd say sure. But the thing is, I have major trust issues. I'm only just now, after six years, close to fully trusting my best friend. Someone I've been with from 4th grade to (current) freshmen year. This friend and I have only known each other for around a year. Another reason I declined was because I used to have a major crush on them, but it died down because I realized it would be unhappy due to the age gap. (They're a senior, 18, I'm a freshman, 14.). It just didn't feel right, and I feel like they would enjoy themselves better with someone more so in their age range/maturity level.I feel so bad for declining though. Like sick to your stomach, almost wanna cry, wanting to sleep so I don't wallow in feeling miserable, kinda guilt. I care about this friend a lot and I'm so upset at the possibility that I may have hurt them. I'm just so upset, I don't know what to do. And it doesn't help that everyone is making me feel bad about my decision.. Hell, even my mom has. "This is their last year!" and "When I was a freshman I dated a senior.", "You should have thought about it!!". The way they asked was their friend came over and was like "Go to prom with [name]". Not in a blunt way, just saying what my friend couldn't. I feel so bad, like I've let them and everyone else down.And another thing is that I'm always sad because I don't have a partner. I know they asked me out just as a friend, but I've always had the suspicion they might've had a crush on me, due to their own issues. But here I am, declining because of age/maturity levels. I feel so bad for letting them all down, not just my friend. F***.This sucks.

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i'm supposed to be in 7th grade... but i got held back in 5th grade so i had to repeat so that's how i'm in 6th grade. i love memes as you guys know. 

I have been thinking a lot lately about life and my trajectory throughout it. I have discovered that there are four life lessons I have (finally) learned. They are the most prolific discoveries I have ever made. And, I have begun to put them into practice. A. No response is a response. (Stop chasing/seeking attention/approval) B. Stop worrying about what other people think/say. (No more fretting about people who have no impact on my daily life) C. People are free to make their own choices. However, they are not free of the consequences of those choices. (Make one's own bed and one must lie in it) I am not responsible for their actions or the results of their actions. D. Don't look backwards. You're not going that way. (Stop living in the past. It cannot be changed. Live in the present and look to the future).

***Updated Dec 19 2019 to fix the dead TinyPic screenshots (RIP TinyPic ) and address issues when trying to run it on Windows 10.***Yo, if you don't know what AIM Phoenix is, it's a private AIM server. Works with the original AIM software, you just have to configure it to connect to the private server rather than AOL's dead ones.Check it out, make an account and drop your screen names! I wanna make a FriendProject chatroom! Mine's XxTrashDemonxX.Here's how to connect to the Phoenix server!1. Make an account on the AIM Phoenix website.2. Go to the AIM Phoenix Downloads page and download/install a version of AIM.I personally prefer 5.9 because I've had no issues with it across every OS I've tried (XP, 7 and 10 so far). However, the website says that 5.1 works best with the server. 5.1 seems to cause Windows 10 computers to lock up and crash, though, and 5.9 hasn't done that for me yet, even on Windows 10. So yeah try out different versions and see which one works out best for ya. But I prefer 5.9 for maximum 2000s nostalgia plus Windows 10 seems to like it.3. After install/download is finished, open AIM.  4. At the login screen, click "Setup."5. Go to the "Sign On/Off" category if it's not already selected and click "Connection"5. Change the Host to iwarg.ddns.net and the Port to 5190 (if it's not already that).5. Press "OK", and then "OK" again on the Setup screen.6. Log into your account and you're ready to go! :)**Windows 10 issues!**As you may see in the older comments on this post, running AIM on Windows 10 might cause it to freeze up, lock up, and/or crash. In my original version of this post, I told everyone to download version 5.1 of the AIM client, and that particular version seems to cause these things. The issue seems to come from trying to run old software on a new version of Windows. Running it in compatibility mode *might* fix the issue, but I can't say for certain. The Phoenix site also has an AIM Tamer program that may or may not help, but it didn't help for me.So instead, I'd just recommend getting 5.9. My screenshots were taken on a Windows 10 PC with 5.9 and everything worked smoothly. One of my friends said 5.0 works on Windows 10 too but you'll just have to take my word for it. You can mess around with various versions if you want  to see which work and which don't. But I can guarantee that any crashing/freezing/locking up is NOT caused by viruses or malware. These are official AIM clients that are exactly as AOL offered them back in the day.

who will win? moto moto or big chungus? send me your thoughts about who will win

There are easier methods that other people have pointed out. This method is for making it look and act as closely to the old MySpace music player but it's not the easiest. In fact, it's not really worthwhile anymore. You're better off using the methods in the comments.(edit 6/23/20: Pastebin link was dead, but I fixed it FOR SCIENCE!)I figured out a way to add music to your profile that kinda looks and acts like the music player on the old MySpace, but it's a bit of a pain to set up.    When you go to the edit profile page here and then to the "profile songs" section of that page, it appears blank. I'm pretty sure FriendProject never actually implemented profile songs.   SO, here's my method instead!   Edit your "about me" (or anywhere on your profile) and paste the HTML code from this Pastebin link into it. Yes, it works with layouts made with Pimp-My-Profile (check out mine if you want to see it in action - Requires Flash).   In the code appears this URL twice. Unless you want Everytime We Touch by Cascada playing on your profile (like it does on mine lol), you're gonna have to change both links.   The link must be a direct URL for an MP3 file, and the URL must end in ".mp3".   This is where things get really tedious. Or maybe it seems worse to me because I spent hours trying to find a way to make this work.   Google Drive, OneDrive Dropbox are out of the question. Direct links from them don't work.    So instead, I went to 000webhost.com and created a free website on it, just so I could use the site's file manager to upload the MP3 and create a direct link that works. You can make a site yourself, or you can comment on this bulletin with whatever song you want and I can put an MP3 of it it on mine and give you the link.(EDIT 6/27/2020) - User Colton has found a site called mailboxdrive.com that allows for storing MP3s much more easily. Kudos to them!   So yeah, that's it.   If you have a better solution, please share it with me lol

Hey, so I guess I'm back? Anyways here is a drawing I made. I may turn this into a weird art blog/ life thing :PAnyways have fun :P

bored thot i'd do thisidk where 2 put these!63 Annoying Questions Survey (blank posted by OP)1. Song that always makes you sad?korn- daddypat benatar- hell is for children2. Last thing you bought?apple juice. was thirsty n thot id pay tribute to the urine test i had to take yesterday3. Last person you argued with?not sure4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?what do i put peanut butter on5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?suzy6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd?no7. Favorite day of the week?saturday, or whatever day i get off8. Favorite Sundae topping?hot fudge9. Did you take Piano lessons? no10. Most frequent song played?by me, or on the uhh radio CD player whatever? i'm not sure what song i listen to most often in general v_v i listen to megadeth a lot? song i perform most often is probably "i just want to have something to do" by the ramones. its the first song i actually learned how to play fully and its really simple so sometimes i just kinda subconsciously relay it11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?judge judy or any of those weird religious shows12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?not particularly fond of either but uhh hockey i suppose13. Date someone older or younger?as long as theyre in my general range ill date someone, i dont really like age gaps14. One place you could travel right now?i mean i could go to the convenience store15. Do you use umbrellas?yeah when it rains16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?not canadian, don't know the words to my own country's national anthem LMAO 17. Favorite Cheese?i dont like cheese except for when i cant really taste it. basically i dont like cheese so my favorite cheese is american18. The Smith's or the Cure?havent listened to either19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?oh goddamn are these more bands or is this just a general question? i don't really mind either its just hair and i prefer to dye mine anyway20. Best job you ever had?bold of you21. did you go to your high school prom?im not eligible to go to prom also its like 70 bucks for entry so Unlikely22. perfect time to wake up?whenever you feel rested23. perfect time to go to bed?i like 2 stay up so i usually go to bed late when i have time off24. do you use your queen right away in chess?i dont really play chess25. Ever been in a car accident?no26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?its complicated27. what age is this exciting life over for you?i mean you never know, i could die right now, tomorrow, maybe a few weeks from now, maybe i'll live long enough to start a fight club in the old folks home, you never know28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?probably the 80s or 90s because i'm not huge on systematic oppression 29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?i only really wear black sneakers and boots i dont exactly have a favorite pair because its hard to find anything really my style (on GOD i want platform boots)30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?quite a few actually31. Were you in track and field?nah, considered but never did32. Were you ever in a school talent show?nothing 2 show33. Have you ever written in a library book?probably LOL cant remember34. Allergic to? might have a pollen allergy but thats it35. Favorite fruit?oranges / mango36. Have you watched sex and the city?no37. Baseball hat or toque?whats a toque... i wear caps usually yeah the first38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?depends on my mood39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?wet because im stupde40. Pen or pencil?pen41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?i'm 1542. Have you thrown up on a plane?ive never been on a plane43. Have you thrown up in a car?maybe once out of spite but like, no44. Have you thrown up at work?no45. Do you scream on roller coasters?probably did, i dont really think i just do it46. Who was your first prom date?you'll see47. Who was your first roommate?ghost roomate48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?bro...49. What was your first job?not employed50. What was your first car?not legal51. When did you go to your first funeral?was like 8 or something i think52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?never moved53. Who was your first grade teacher?sort of awkward tall lady with a lot of puppets54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8M8I2SYEiA&feature=youtu.be&t=1855. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?myself, i did it56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?its complicated57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?did i do that already shiiit58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?,:/59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?never happened60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?WAKE UP61. What was the first concert you attended?metallica back in like 2016? 2017? it was in wolfboro or some sh*t idk62. First tattoo or piercing?dont have any yet but GOD i want them63. First celebrity crush?never got one 

autism speaks it a hate group that has systematically silenced the voices of autistic people for decades. they fearmonger towards uneducated parents with autistic children.The "light it up blue" campaign was created by them. don't use it!while the puzzle piece was NOT created by autism speaks, it was popularized by them. it was MEANT to mean "i am unique and i fit into the greater puzzle of life" but a lot of autistic people see it to mean "i am afflicted by a puzzling condition and have no hope of fitting in"a lot of autistic adults also see it as very childish. autistic adults deal with a lot of infantilization due to the autism awareness movement mainly focusing on young autistic children.autism is a SPECTRUM. it has never been a rigidly defined disorder! although in certain circumstances i am fairly neurotypical-passing, I AM VERY MUCH AUTISTIC! autism appears very different in girls than boys! autism in girls is heavily overlooked & under-diagnosedif you want to show good allyship for autistic friends/family/etc, use the neurodivergency symbol! many people already use it as such because it's an ACTUAL symbol of hope. not a hatespeech symbol hiding behind a false pretense of hope! people do have their own problems with the neurodivergency symbol, but it's currently a lot better than the puzzle piece or "light it up blue"

Hi! My name is David Adams, and I'm a news editor at PEDESTRIAN.TV. How's life? I'm looking to speak to Friend Project users about their experience with the site for an article we're working on. If you're keen to have a chat, feel free to message me here, or by email at [email protected]. Cheers!

.......need to start posting more bulletins!! i'm so nostalgic for everything not just myspace bulletins but also flash videos, neopets, f//b quizzes n those poster thingies??, deviantart, && ((cant believe this statement)) TUMBLR!!!! btw mine is aspibazic pls add meh if u still with it was 2012 at the very latest TT^TTpls tell what are you most nostalgic ab on old internet?? i miss playing games with my friends and talking online without actually having to open my mouth d(-___-)b

Bored so doing this fun quiz I found :D get to know me 1. Last beverage:Lemon seltzer2. Last phone call:My momma3. Last song you listened to:Some song by Alkaline Trio4. Last time you cried:Hm... it's been a bit actually. Maybe two weeks ago?5. Have you dated someone twice:Eh, in like junior high but I don't think that really counts6. Have you ever been cheated on:Yep7. Kissed someone & regretted it:Mhm. Multiple times8. Have you lost someone special:Yeah. They're not dead, but they might as well be.9. What are your three favorite colors:Purple, black, and red I guess10. Met someone who changed you in the past month:Nah don't think so 11. Kissed anyone on your friends list:Haha no I don't know anyone on my friends list IRL12. How many kids do you want:I don't know really, half of me just wants one little bubba to give all my attention to but the other half of me wants multiple kids and to have a big family13. Do you have/want any pets:I have a dog, a cat, two mice, and a chicken!14. Do you want to change your name:No, I actually think my name fits me really well!15. What did you do for your last birthday:Had some buddies over, it was actually an amazing time16. What time did you wake up today:Like ten am17. Name something you CANNOT wait for:My birthday this year! I'll be 21. Also there are a lot of concerts I wanna go to this summer18. Last time you saw your mother:Just a bit ago19. Most visited webpage:I'm gonna say Tumblr20. Nicknames:Sam, Sami, Shinny, and the boyfriend calls me bean21. Relationship status:In a relationship22. Zodiac sign:Leo!23. Male or female:Who knows, bro24. Height: 5’1025. Do you have a crush on someone:My bean aka my boyfriend26. Piercings:Ears. I used to have a lip piercing which I f***in looooved27. Tattoos:I got like 7 I think, and more to come28. Strong or Weak:I'd say I'm pretty strong, actually. But we all have our weak momentsFIRSTS29. First surgery:Never had surgery!30. First best friend:Melissa!31. First sport you joined:Tee-ball32. First vacation:hm... earliest vacation memory is Jamaica 33. First school:Pre-School34. First pair of trainers:Oh man... Converse probably?WHICH IS BETTER35. Lips or eyes: Eyes36. Hugs or kisses:Most often I'd say hugs37. Shorter or taller:Taller38. Older or younger:Depends. I've usually dated people who are older than me and most of my friends are older but not by much39. Romantic or spontaneous:Both!40. Sensitive or loud:I'm a very loud person but I do have my sensitive, quiet moments 41. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship, at this point in my life42. Introvert or Extrovert:ExtrovertHAVE YOU EVER43. Kissed a stranger:Ugh yes, cite creepy guy who bought me beers at a show44. Gotten a speeding ticket:Nah, but I've gotten a ticket for running a stop sign =_=45. Lost glasses/contacts:Used to lose my glasses a lot, now I'm much better with that haha46. Sex on first date:Nope47. Broken someone's heart:Possibly48. Been arrested:Nope! By some miracle49. Have you turned someone down:Oh yeah50. Fallen for a friend:Yeah51. Moved out of town:Once, but then came backBELIEVE IN52. Miracles:I think so53. Love at first sight:Definitely possible, I think, but rare54. Heaven:Some sort of heaven, yes55. Santa Claus:Hehe not really56. Kiss on the first date:Nothing horribly wrong with that57. Angels:Sure58. Yourself:Yeah!ANSWER TRUTHFULLY59. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:No 60. Been in love with someone you couldn't be with?:Oh yes 61. Ever cheated on somebody:Yes, and I'm ashamed of it to this day62. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:Don't think I'd wanna go back in time to a point in my own life. I'd wanna go to like the 80's or something63. Are you afraid of falling in love:Not really64. Was your last relationship a mistake?yeaaaaaahhhhh65. Do you miss your last relationship?noooooo lol66. Who did you last say “i love you” to?Probably boyfriend67. Have you ever been depressed?Got that classic depression babey68. Are you insecure?In some ways69. How do you want to die?In my sleep probably. Or OD on benzos so at least I won't feel it/be actually conscious for it70. Do you bite your nails?Nah I hate germs too much71. When was your last physical fight?Never really, though I tried to punch someone a month or so ago but got held back72. Do you have an attitude?At times, yeah73. Twirl or cut your spaghetti?Both! lol depends on my mood74. Do you tan a lot?Never, I'm pale as f***75. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or you are driving?hell yeah76. Ever made out in a bathroom?lol yes. A nasty bar bathroom. And in someone's house77. Would you take any of your exes back?Maybe, if I wasn't with my boyfriend who I'm really happy with right now78. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?I really don't know, I would have to think long and hard about it79. What are your plans for this weekend?Going to a show!80. Do you type fast?I think so! Could be faster though81. Can you spell well?I think slightly better than the average bird82: What are you craving right now?A donut :/83. Have you ever been on a horse? Yeah but I was a young kid84. Would you live with someone without marrying them?I live with my boyfriend already!85. What’s irritating you right now?Boredom and the fact that I thought I've looked rather fat all day86. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?Oh yeah87. Does somebody love you?Yes!88. Have you ever changed clothes in a car?Haha many times89. Milk chocolate or white chocolate?white :390. Do you have trust issues?To an extent91. Longest relationship?The one I'm currently in! It's been almost 3 years92: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?Eh probably not93. Have you ever walked outside in your PJs?Hell yes94. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?I do, yeah95. Did you have dream last night?Yeah! I dream a lot96. Have you ever been out of state?Yeah97. Do you play the Wii?I don't have one anymore98. Do you like Chinese food?yessssssss gimme that fried tofu and rice99. Are you afraid of the dark?Sorta100. Is cheating ever okay? Nah101. What year has been your best?I don't think I can really say102. Do you believe in true love?Yeah103. Favorite weather?Crisp fall weather104. Do you like the snow?Yeah!105. Do you like the outside?Most of the time!106. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?Ehhhh depends107. Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?Probably lol108. What makes you happy?Music I love, being completely comfortable, watching my favorite shows!109. Ever been to Alaska? No but I totally want to someday 110. Ever been to Hawaii? No111. Do you watch the news?Sometimes112. Do you love MTV?Eh it's okay113. Do you like subway?No, both the food and the train lol114 Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?No!115. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?Tell them thanks but sorry, I'm already happy with someone116. Why did you decide to do this quiz?I don't have much else on lol117. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?Of course118. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?Yeah!119. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?My dad120. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?Boyfriend probably121. Ever bought condoms?Of course, I ain't ready to get pregnant yet homies122. Ever gotten pregnant?No123. Have you ever slipped on ice?Absolutely124 Have you ever missed the bus?I think so, as a kid125. Have you left the house without money?Lol yes, poor life126. Have you ever smoked cigarettes?I currently smoke127. Have you ever smoked a cigar?Once128. Did you ever drink alcohol?I do sometimes129. Did you ever watch “The Breakfast Club”?A bunch of times130. Have you ever been overweight?No131. Ever been to a wedding?Yeah132. Ever been in a wedding?Yeah!133. Have you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight?Oh god probably 134. Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight?Most likely at least once. I'm sick a lot lol135. Ever kissed in the rain?Don't think so136. Did you ever shower with someone else?Yeah137. Did you ever fail a driver’s test?No138. Ever been outside your home country?Twice139. Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?Yeah! Many times140. Ever been to a professional sports game?Yeah, quite a few141. Have you ever broken a bone?No142. Did you ever win a trophy in your life?Yeah!143. Ever get engaged?Not yet144. Have you ever been on a diet?Yeah145. Have you ever been on TV?Lol yes at a protest146. Ever ridden in a taxi?Yeah!147. Ever been to prom?Yeah! 11th and 12th grade148. Ever stayed up for 24 hours or more?Yeah, sometimes I'm a real insomniac 149. Have you ever been to a concert?Many150. Have you ever had a crush on someone at work?Oh yeah151. Have you ever been in a car accident?Once152. Ever had braces? Yeah, for years when I was a kid153. Did you ever learn another language?Yes, two!154. Do you wear make-up?Sometimes! Like every other day or so155. Did you ever have your wisdom teeth taken out?No156. Did you ever kiss someone a different race than yourself? Yes, boyfriend is a different race than me157. Ever dyed your hair?Oh yeah I've been dying my hair since I'm like 13158. Did you ever wear someone else’s clothes?I do all the time lol159. Ever ridden in an ambulance?Once, recently actually160. Ever ridden in a helicopter?No161. Ever caught the stove on fire?No162. Ever meet someone famous?Like one or two 163. Ever been on an airplane?Yeah!164. Ever been on a boat?Yes!165. Ever broken something expensive?Phones, definitely 166. Did you ever kiss someone before you were 14?Yeah167. Did you ever find something valuable on the ground?Hm, I don't think so

Push Against The Wall (Poem) By, Brandon Immel Sometimes I feel like, You're pushing, pushing me. Till I'm against the wall. Psych, it's my paranoia. My life sometimes feels dreamlike. The curse from the fruit of the poisonous tree. Sometimes you fall and you have to crawl! Makes me feel free. When you're here with me. Let's run in the rainfall! I'll push you against the wall. After all this time, You're always on my mind. Let's just get this straight! Cause the silence was making me sick all the time. What's my fate? Maybe I'm just slime; wishing for a dime! There's those thoughts again. This is what happens with humility. Forgive me for lacking an ego. We are all just human. Let's dance in a gazebo! Together, be blooming. Makes me feel free. When you're here with me. Let's run in the rainfall! I'll push you against the wall.

come and take it bb ♥