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i think i just started my caffeine addiction. send help i literally cannot sleep

i wanted to post a blog so here it is. be my friend =] 

Sorry I forgot this website existed lol anyways here's me updationg you on my life even though nobody ✨cares✨.(Screw all the fancy editing shananigans I'm too lazy at the moment)Alright so I lost many friends, one of them was way way ago and she told me to change back to who I was, but that's not what life is about, it's about moving on and growing and expanding your knowledge, y'know? She wanted me to change back to the depressed "quirky" girl that I was and hated, when I'm finally at a place where I am ACTUALLY happy and not pretending anymore. Everyone always told me I seemed like a really happy person but I really wasn't. I was taught to hide pain with a smile and laugh and I hate that. I've learned so much more and I know it's okay to feel down sometimes.Then I lost another friend, my closest friend. She was always so nice and I remember dancing with her in her living room to Enya on full blast making cinnamon buns. I don't care much for the first friends as much as I do to her, she got me, y'know? We had our differences but we were like sisters, really. I still miss her but that's not really important to her anymore. Infact I still don't even know why she decided to just throw me away (I'm not trying to make her seem like a bad person in any way, she's really not.) but when we were put in a call together she was kinda nasty to me and it hurt me. She accused me of telling someone to (TW) "kill herself" which I swear with everything I have I would never ever EVER do. That hurt me and I don't know why she thinks like that. I wish I knew why she was mad at me, it was most likely a good reason because I can be awful sometimes and I was a bit tipsy that day (not like it gives me an excuse for my actions or anything). But I miss her.She seems to be doing fine now, with the other friends I lost. I'm happy for her.I genuinley will always care about someone no matter how much I've hurt them or they-me. It's one of my best qualities and worst. I'll check up (kinda stalk really :/ ) on their social medias and all to make sure they're doing all good and all.Anyways I'll stop rambling on as this is already long enough haha, and I don't think anyone will see this anyways. I'll use it more as a place to rant I guess.🎶👁️🧡  SONG OF THE WEEK: "Moonage Daydream" by David Bowie  🧡👁️🎶P.S. It helps to listen to the song in bellbottoms, platform heels, full volume and singing, or screaming along to the lyrics;"I'm an alligator, I'm a mama-papa coming for you.I'm the space invader, I'll be a rock 'n' rollin' bitch for you"

tidus always sounds so stupid!!!!!! i dontl liek him... -.-

Hi! This is my first post on here, Im still tyrna find my way around here :d

i really want some phat fries and spicy ranch rn like really bad

its my birthday in like 8 days, and its lockdown :,(

this website hurts my eyes lmao

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAH MY PROFILE IS SWAG AS F*** AND MY CURRENT MOOD IS PIRATE WOOOOOOOOOO

I fell asleep in class again....GAWD!! I'm failing all my classes.... Everythings just a mess rn. Newayz there's this song I really like so I'll just put it here for hell's sake! Have a Hellza good day >:D 

Hi, y'all. I am incredibly done with school right now! I mean, who isn't? HaH anyways, I want to move schools so badly rn ):

maggies teddy was supposed to get here today:/ the postguy is lazy i guess, but its supposed to get here on monday! ive been thinking about maggies boobs a lot today...i had a super vivid dream about doing all kinds of stuff with them  and i also had a dream about out first date. i think ive talked about it before, but were gonna go to the beach:) we listened to music together:) weve started doing that more again and im really happy, cus listening to music with them is one of my favorite things. i cant wait for them to get their frog hoodie that goes with the stuffy, cus theyll look super cute. theyre gonna do a makeup look with it. maggie told me to eat less nuggets, and theyre right. ive been eating too many. i tried to make a joke but i deleted it cus i thought it came off as mean(and it wasnt funny anyway) and maggie called me a p**sy lol. and an ugly p**sy too :/ im kinda scared of them, but they like it so it works out haha. maggies pretty intimidating, and i like it. they said my jew(new)name is arbys. they made hilarious joke about jews after that. maggie has funny jokes like that that i feel like they dont wanna tell me lol. i told them about how i talked about their boobs in my game, and their p**sy. thats a lot of fun and i like that i make people uncomfortable lmao. maggie was really annoyed by stuff, so they asked me if i wanted to talk while they were annoyed, and i of course i said yes. i love talking to maggie. and honestly they werent mean at all:) i showed them my id and they laughed hard and its a pretty funny picture, and idk wtf happened to my hairline in it lol. they told me they story of their drivers license lol. they look BUSTED in it apparently lol. it was hilarious hearing the story of that, and that they had to use it lol. maggie made a very exciting dinner of onions and pepperoni in sauce lmao. they said it wasnt bad though! we went to sleep kinda early tonight. and i woke them up to take their meds!

maggie dreamed about me last night!! :)) we were walking in the park and then i met their family and they liked me! then they said it turned into a weird dream where subway workers were slaves lmaooo. the turkey maggie ate last night was bad :/ for a while they felt like they were gonna throw up. maggie gave me their aliexpress login:) they said is cus "youre practically my husband" that made me blush and feel all gay for a while. i had something besides nuggets for lunch today, and maggie was proud of me. i was eating way too many nuggets for a while tbh, and theyre right i need to tone it down. cus of something i tagged her in, maggie was laughing cus i didnt know, but the girl in the picture was older than the guy haha. im happy that im with a girl whos older. i wanna provide for them, and make them happy. we listened to margarita by elvis, and i felt the lyrics lol. maggie says they hate white people, which is understandable tbh. as long as they dont hate me idc:). maggie had to go do stuff, and while they were gone i drew! some of it was ok, but i drew a couple things(sasuke and a cat) that were awful lol. i made maggie laugh so hard lmao. i wanna keep drawing them stuff, because their reaction is hilarious. i drew their name nicely and then in a heart and they said it was cute:)) they called me jadie:) we played some cod and it was really fun tbh. we went to bed and i woke them up at 3:53 to take their meds:)

today, like all mondays, maggie was really busy. thats ok though, because the time we spent together was really nice. we talked about them running to get dumplings from a restaurant, and what metro cars are the best. we talked about ways i could help them when they start feeling bad. it makes me sad that me and their therapist are the only ones who notice that kinda stuff :/, but im glad i can be there for them like that. their stuffy and hat came today!!! they like them:) the hat is a little small but thats ok, and the stuffy is adorable! its so cute that their brother wanted one lol. they made a fake number and texted my phone while my mom was using it lol. they made fake grindr stuff it was hilarious, and i hope they do more stuff like that cus it was so much fun. we played lots of cod today, and that was fun. we listened to a lot of music too, and i was really happy today. i helped maggie with their college stuff, and im gonna do more tomorrow to help get them ready to go to school! im really happy that i can be helpful to maggie. they showed me cool shoes and fashion and we played a few more games of cod before we went to bed. we listened to music and went to sleep. it was really nice and i feel loved. and like i told them yesterday, i want to take care of them, and ik theyll be a great wife and well be happy

UGHHH im frickng,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,bored as hell i just wanna make friends on here aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa