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Sometimes I get this kinda lonliness that I can't ignore. It doesn't matter how many people who love me or how many people I can see love me, sometimes I just can't feel that love. I spent my life chasing people trying to chase away that feeling. The more friends I had the more friends I wanted and no matter how many friends I had I never felt like I had enough.There was a point in my life where i went to parties almost every night, had girls I liked and girls how liked me, I was popping pingers with alchohol and running from cops became a weekly thing. And there was a point in my life where I had no one, spent every wekend alone and sent f***ing paragraphs to a girl who could never give a f*** about me.Want to know something? You never stop feeling that loneliness, that need to be normal, that need to have more. At a point you realise it isn't about who you surround yourself with, it's about you. Maybe I'll never stop feeling like this, but right now I'm just trying to make it through.

https://images.app.goo.gl/YipBB4ZmHskxWB817back up bitchezzz like i said on instagram (@love.is.like.suicide)is my husband birthday ,happy birthday oli i luvvv you so much ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

whaaattts gooooooood

we texted a lot, but we didnt talk much today. it was nice though. maggie showed me some things they like from this site called shein. id never heard of it before. i guess its like aliexpress kinda? their brother got them cool nike shoes for running. theyre really cute. they got this adorable bunny ear sweater too. its so cute:) we played lots of cod 1v1s today. that was super fun:)) i was laughing a lot, and i didnt win a single game lol. maggies really good at cod, so its fun to play with them. then i told them stories about me pissing myself lmao

we didnt talk too much today, but i had a lot of fun when we did:) we texted though, so it wasnt too bad ig. we listened to katy perry and avril lavigne(idk if thats how you spell it) and it was really nice. maggie had a really cool dream last night. im gonna practice ska dancing so i can show maggie lol, and im gonna try to draw her(shes gonna laugh really hard lmao) they sent me a metro pcs thing so i can get a better phone:) my phones really bad, and i really like that theyre trying to help me out. they talked about me in therapy today. i wonder they said. maggie was posting pictures of dresses from this site called shein(chinese fast fashion site) with hilarious rich white lady quotes. i was laughing really hard. after that we shopped around for sweaters for them to wear while they run. they didnt end up getting anything though, it was really fun to shop with them. maggies almost done taking the meds! we listened to more music together and that was really fun. they dedicated make me like you to me:) it made me blush and smile really hard. im listening to it while im writing this rn

I have to do my homework but I want to sleep :) ahhhhhh i feel like crying :/

who wants to come with me in the time machine to the mcr venganza or the black parade mexico concert?

the fandom of frank iero: hi fra-frank: HI IM FROM THE STATE NEW JERSEYYY 

god i hate online school, i'm gonna blow up 

BE MY FRIEND RIGHT NOW OR I WILLI WILL DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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talking to my girlfriend  love ya emma  shout out to all the other dykes

my only personality trait is liking monster energy and it shows </3

soooo i havent been here in a while. i moved to myspace.windows93 recently and if u want to add me my name is vampireblood. i forgot i even had this for a hot minute. anyways hello.