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My mom forced my little sister and I to go on a trip to Colorado... She’s freaking out and getting angry over everything. Meanwhile, I’m trying to make a comic. I also want to start making music, but I only have $300 and no laptop. I want to make music like angelspit... Anyways, I’m staying in Colorado until the 18th, so let’s see if I survive that long. 

I wasn't on the internet during the days of MySpace so I'm learning how to use this place through trial and error. What do people usually use blog posts for here, and how does the use differ compared to updates? I'm not sure, but I'll learn! Anyways, don't mind me! Just have a nice day!

everybody loves 2 talk about themselvesWhat were you doing an hour ago?Driving to work When did you get up today?EH I set my alarm for 9:30 but didn't really get up until 10 or 11 lolIs there anyone that could make your day if they showed up at your house?OH absolutely. Unfortunately either they're too far away or probably wouldn't randomly come over to surprise me :(Do you live west of Ohio?nope!Do you live east of Colorado?Yes!Does your middle name begin with a A, M, or S?nopeHow old was the last person you rode in a car with?24What color was the last vehicle you were in?black!Do you have big plans for the weekend?Probably swimming. And crafting and painting things. How many of your top friends have tattoos?oh jeez i have no idea lemme know guys How long have you lived at your current residence?my whole life fam How long has your ex been your ex?I have many exes, the last one ended...4 years ago I think?When was the last time you were up at 5am?Probably within the last few days. I've had trouble sleeping What was the last movie you saw in theaters and who did you go with?Probably the last Avengers movie, went with my brother, boyfriend, and boyfriend's buddies When was the last time you went bowling?Ooh I think it was last year for my boyfriend's birthdayHow about swimming?a few weeks ago!Have you ever been to the Grand Canyon?no not yetThe Eiffel Tower?no but i would loooove to The Great Wall of China?no but another one id love to seeWhen you go fishing, do you make someone else get the fish off the hook?Haha I used to go fishing as a kid and I wasn't too afraid of getting them off the hook but I was bad at it so my dad usually had to helpHow old were you in 1999?1 lmaooHow many funerals have you been to this year?I think oneWhen was the last time you spent a night stargazing?I did that last night!Are you taller than 5'6"?i'm pleading the fifth on this one What was the last thing you cooked?vegetables and rice it was bombWho were the last three people to call you?Mom, boyfriend, and best friendWhat were you doing last night at 10pm?Watching a show about UFOSDid you go to daycare when you were little?Nope, my mom stayed at home with us for a few yearsDo you have a favorite pillow you always sleep with?YES I have two I have a My Pillow and a Pusheen pillowWhen was the last time you slept in someone else’s bed?When I stayed over at my boyfriend's momma's house Are there any candles in the room you’re in?no i'm at my office :c we need candles thoughIf you turn around, what is behind you?the rest of my office lolWould you dye your hair hot pink for $50?oh heck yes i'd love to try thatHave you ever had someone like you that you didn’t like back?yeah :/Do you usually fall for people who also fall for you?Luckily more often than not. But it doesn't always end wellDo you have any step or half siblings?nopeHow many people have you kissed in the last 48 hours?kissed my momma on the cheek and kissed my boyfriend a lot!!If you switch ‘e’ with 'a’, 'n’ with 'c’, & 'l’ with 'x’ what’s your name?          Still Sam lolWould you ever visit a nude beach?lol I actually haveWhen was the last time someone gave you a compliment?yesterday! my boyfriend is sweet Do you take any prescription meds?ugh a whole damn lot What color is your underwear?I had to check lmao pinkWho was the last person you dreamt about?AN old friend who I don't talk to anymore... it made me sad because I miss him and in the dream he said he missed me too and he wasn't mad at me and everything was okay..Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?I actually don't know I think it belong to my mom Where was the last place you spent more than $50?hm... haven't had much money lately so I don't know. Groceries probablyWhere is your favorite place to be kissed other than the usual place?forehead c: Do you hate getting hickeys?on the contrary, i love em Who was the last person to hug you?boyfriendAre there any buttons on the clothes you’re wearing?just my jeans!How about zippers?still just jeans What percent of your day includes music?a whole lot. I listen to music at work my whole shift, and at home I sit outside and listen to music as much as I can. Also in the car. Have you had any fruit today?not yet, I brought an orange with me tho so I'll probably eat it soon hahaWho is on your mind right now?an old friend Do you keep a diary/journal?yeah, many at a timeIn how many years will you be thirty?9 years oh jeezDo you set your marshmallows on fire when you roast them?i must admit yesDo you prefer your tea sweetened or unsweetened?usually unsweetened Have you ever dated someone whose name began with ’D’?I don't think so Have you ever kissed someone whose name began with 'K’?yesHave you ever hugged someone whose name began with 'E’?my boyf!What scent is your favorite perfume/cologne?I wear opium oil all the time it is my favorite scent to wear everrrrHave you showered today?no i am a greasy ratIf you went on a blind date, and it turned out to be your ex, you would:depends on the ex lolWhen was the last time you took a nap?yesterdayWhat are you plans after this?keep doing random sh*t at work 

except i'm answering them all at once rules are for LOSERS\🐰- do you believe in soul mates?yes uwu💌- diary or journal?i call mine a journal because i put whatever i want in there, not just diary entries (it's actually mostly doodles)✨- which fictional character (book, show, or movie) do you relate to most?aa i don't know tbh!! i project onto zim mostly but honestly i'm not much like him 💕- are you crushing on someone?no :/ but i want to be💋- kissing in the dark or kissing in the rain?rain because the rain is everything🐝- describe your aesthetic in emojis  it's a bit all over the place but i mostly just say scenecore or kidcore🍼- what is your favorite memory?meeting my best friends vani (klaus on here) and akhe (who i met online) at a cute tea room🌸- what is your favorite flower?i love lavender and cornflower :))💖- have you ever been in love?no :(🍰- strawberry or vanilla?strawberryyy🍯- describe your favorite smellim not sure KGJSHFLGKS i love the smell of lavender and of vanilla but i also love fruity scents and theres just too much to offer aa🎂- if you had 3 wishes, what would they be?- world peace, for everything to be worked out- spiritual, mental, and physical well being for all people forever- the ability to shapeshift🍪- cookie dough or cookies?cookiess!!☕- coffee or tea?tea, i don't like coffee🍃- would you rather live in a sea with mermaids or a forest with fairies?both, and i am a mermairy and we all are very happy🍂- what’s your middle name?i have 2 so i'm not gonna say💫- what is your sun, moon, and rising sign?i'm not sure, astrology is a weird trigger for me for some reason lmao so i don't research it🌧️- favorite thing to do on rainy days?cuddle my kitties🍭- how tall are you?4'10 (TINY)💒- which show would you want to live in?my own (i don't have one but i'll make one and then transport myself into it!!!)🎄- what is your favorite holiday?i love christmas and halloween🍦- what scented candle is your favorite?lavender 🎶- favorite song right now?i have no idea anymore GHFLKSGJHSD💘- 3 ways to win your heart?be forgiving and understanding when i get awkward and anxious, love my cats, have my stupid sense of humor SGHDFKGDS i feel like thats too much to ask for but ig thats the dream🍩- current mood?i wanna make myself some toast❄️- what is your favorite season?summer uwu💍- your current relationship status?single ready to pringlee📷- a photo of yourselfno i am anxiety💅🏻- do you like being spoiled?i mean yes but i dont WANT to be GKLDFJHGSDLKJ🕊️- 3 habits you have?clapping whenever anything remotely exciting happensbouncing whenever anything remotely exciting happensdancing literally all the time for some reason🦄- how do you perceive yourself?chaotic cute🦋- how do you think others perceive you?ew🌈- things I find attractive in girls/guysaa i try not to be picky cause i feel bad but tbh i like a cute smile n huggable and FRINGES. sdfhgskdlj for some reason im not attracted to long hair or """"Masculine"""" guys but i think everyone is beautiful even if i'm not necessarily attracted to them.🍓- one secret about yourselfim a little gay for dib shh🍒- how do you act when you have a crush?i uwu really hard and get super flustered and act like a dumbass💔- the reason behind your last breakup?ive never been in a relationship GJDFHLGSKJ💬- what your last text message says?"his drink too small for he goddamn mouth"🎥- what show are you currently binging on?crazy ex girlfriend!!⛅- what is your morning routine?wake up, go back to sleep💗- who do you miss?i miss my siblings since they're older and live a while away but im going to see them in a couple days :))🥀- last time you cried?i might have cried earlier today when i couldnt figure out where to watch moominvalley but i know i cried a few times yesterday oops i'm sensitive🎁- when is your birthday?sept. 9th🔪- scariest/creepiest experience?one halloween we were going to trick or treat but this drunk lady we whose house we were going to starting cussing us out and my dad being the sh*t he is kept making it worse by insulting her back and i started crying and it wasn't fun💤- date someone younger, older, or same age as you?uhh as long as it's not too much of a difference i really don't care🎀- any question you wantWHY ARE YOU SO GAYIDK IM JUST REALLY GAY DAB

hello fp! it's been... literally forever because I'm not good at keeping up with any social media except tumblr. lots has happened! so i thought i would put it down here so that people can know, or maybe later i can read back and be like "o cool". the first few months of this year absolutely Sucked (lots of time in the hospital and stuff) but things have rlly turned around!! i started HRT early in june, and have been doing that for about a month and a half. the changes are slow but they're coming along and i feel rlly good about it all!! it's also helping a lot with my physical and mental health, so I'm able 2 do a lot more now which is gr8!! I've got a job for the first time in over two years!! It's a clerk job in a reeeeally local little bakery in my city. I start on the 25th, and while it's really early shifts, I'm rlly excited! Apparently the owners do witchcraft, and the place is haunted by a nice old lady who used to live in apartments that were built on the property a long time ago! :3c I think it'll b really fun and it pays well, so finance stuff will b easier to deal withSystem/DID stuff has been pretty good recently, too. the HRT is helping my more masculine alters and we're working rlly well together lately. the ppl in our life are really good for us all, and rlly understanding of our switches and all of us! the ppl who used to be in our life used to have a lot of drama between different alters with us, and it made it rlly hectic and difficult all the time, but now - there's no drama at all rlly! the ppl who are in our life are really sweet, really important and mean the world to all of us now!! it's rlly nice to have such a good group of friends and ppl who love us. ALSO THE FFVII REMAKE HAS A CONFIRMED DATE, AND THE COMBAT SYSTEM WAS EXPLAINED, AND THE NEW CONTENT SHOWN AT E3 THIS YEAR SHOWED SEPHIROTH. he's so pretty i luv him so much and i will die once i'm able to play it TvT 

u ever feel ur teeth n ur like....... wow i rlly got Mouth Bones

oh yes! im dying my hair on the 6th!! finally. very tired of this dark purple-reddish. im going fully red ;)

happy july of the fourths lmao. time to listen to american idiot almost all day and watch several spiderman movies.

Current Music: Bang! - Break of Dawn   I FRIENDPROJECT'D i am shamefaced :c :O   I just tried 2 wrap my whole watch around my head cuz i thought it would fit like a bandana. happy 4th of julie and stuffs!

i rly dont wanna go back to therapy. like im doing kinda better than i was and i Hate talking to people abt my problems but i dont wanna disappoint my parents by not oging n idk. im just tired.

every1 at school is SO FAKE!!!! ugh >:P

Body:1. A song you like with a color in the title: green light - lorde2. A song you like with a number in the title: anthems for a seventeen year old girl - broken social scene3. A song you like that reminds you of summertime: 400 lux - lorde4. A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about: the lourve - lorde5. A song that needs to be played LOUD: not in love - crystal castles6. A song that makes you want to dance: dancing on my own - robyn7. A song to drive to: eyes closed - halsey8. A song about drugs or alcohol: chocolate - the 19759. A song that makes you happy: satellites - catcall10. A song that makes you sad: on melancholy hill - gorillaz11. A song that you never get tired of: colors - halsey12. A song from your preteen years: check yes juliet - we the kings13. One of your favorite 80's songs: everybody wants to rule the world - tears for fears14. A song that you would love played at your wedding: accidentally in love - mia wray15. A song that is a cover by another artist: running up that hill - placebo16. One of your favorite classical songs: ave maria - beyonce (just kidding) (not really)17. A song you would sing a duet with at karaoke: go away - weezer18. A song from the year you were born: anything but ordinary - avril lavigne19. A song that makes you think about life: life in technicolor ii - coldplay20. A song that has many meanings to you: everything is alright - motion city soundtrack21. A favorite song with a person's name in the title: alex chilton - the replacements22. A song that moves you forward: speeding cars - imogen heap23. A song that you think everyone should listen to: born in the usa - bruce springsteen24. A song by a band you wish were still together: apple cider, i dont mind - modern baseball25. A song by an artist no longer living: between the bars - elliott smith26. A song that makes you want to fall in love: i would do anything for you - foster the people27. A song that breaks your heart: ronan - taylor swift28. A song by an artist with a voice you love: tokyo drift - mallrat29. A song that you remember from your childhood: brick by boring brick - paramore30. A song that reminds you of yourself: yellow flicker beat - lorde

Opening credits: Not In Love - Crystal CastlesWaking up: You Make Me Feel Like Charity - The KnifeAverage day: Dancing With Myself - Blink 182First date: Homemade Dynamite - LordeFalling in love: She's so High - Tal BachmannLove scene: Check Yes Juliet - We The KingsFight scene: The Other Side Of The Door - Taylor SwiftBreaking up: Go Away - WeezerGetting back together: If This Was A Movie - Taylor SwiftSecret love: i think ur really cool - guardinLife's okay: Mr Brightside - The KillersMental breakdown: Decode - ParamoreDriving: Boyfriend - CoinLearning a lesson: I Wanna Get Better - BleachersDeep thought: Buzzcut Season - LordeFlashback: So Here We Are - Bloc PartyPartying: Perfect Places - LordeHappy dance: For Real - MallratRegreting: Sophomore Slump or Comeback of The Year - Fall Out BoyLong night alone: So Here We Are - Bloc PartyDeath scene: Iris - Goo Goo DollsClosing credits: Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall - Coldplay

July 2, 2019   Not that anyone closely follows my blog, but I thought about adding some new things. I might add pictures of my drawings and paintings.   Also, as long as you can differentiate between my poems and real song lyrics, I might put lyrics from my favorite songs on here.