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Part 1:1.) What is your name?  alexander2.) Emo, Scene, or both? both3.) Post a selfie. nah lmao4.) How old are you? 145.) When did you first become emo/scene? 3rd/4th grade6.) What’s your favorite color? pink, black, red7.) Is it just a phase or a lifestyle? lifestyle8.) Major labels or indie labels? both9.) How old were you when you first starting using the internet? 510.) Are you more into cute stuff or creepy stuff? bothh11.) Do you wear more than one color? ya12.) Do you draw or write on your converse? i used to lmao13.) Do you wear glasses? nope14.) Black dye or multi-color? black15.) Tim Burton or John Hughes? tim burton16.) Do you spike the back of your hair? it's 2 short 4 that17.) Are labels restrictive or helpful? helpful18.) Nothing Feels Good by Andy Greenwald or Everybody Hurts by Leslie Simon and Trevor Kelley? idk19.) Do you have any piercings? Do you want them? i used to have piercings, working on getting a nose and cartilage piercing next20.) Do you have any tattoos? Do you want them? i want tattoos more than anything...21.) Where do you buy your clothes? hot topic, forever 21, jcpenny22.) What’s your favorite outfit? ripped skinny jeans! white t-shirt! my friend's hoodie!23.) What posters do you have up in your room? i have a hamilton poster + astrology posterPart 2: 24.) Are you okay? no (i promise)25.) Do you have a diary? ya26.) Are you an introvert or extrovert? introvert27.) Is it better to sound good and well produced or to sound raw and real? raw n real28.) What lyrics bring you to tears? all the lyrics from two birds by regina spektor29.) Has a band ever saved your life? yep30.) Have you ever been bullied for what you like? nooo31.) What’s your favorite book? missing magic32.) What’s your favorite movie? if i stay34.) Have you ever been broken up with? no35.) Do you write poems? yeah36.) Are you a vegetarian/vegan? no, but i want to be37.) Are you a straight edge? hell no38.) What’s your religion? wicca39.) Where’s your happy place? my room40.) What do you do when you feel anxious? die41.) How often are you on the internet? all the time42.) What’s your guilty pleasure? ummmmPart 3 :3.) Do you read creepypastas? used to44.) Do you have OCs? hell yeah45.) Have you ever made an AMV? no46.) Do You Watch Invader Zim? used to47.) Do you like Hello Kitty? hell yeah48.) What’s your favorite Pokemon? it's a tie between lucario and incineroar49.) What’s your Harry Potter house? ravenclaw50.) What Warriors clan are you? idk51.) What anime do you watch? ensemble stars, bandori, love live, mekakucity actors, idolm@ster52.) Do you drink Monster? yeah!!53.) What your favorite music video? dont have one54.) What’s your MySpace/FriendProject? i dont remember my myspace55.) What’s your DeviantArt? ryleewinterblade56.) Do you make Blingees? no57.) MySpace/FriendProject or Tumblr? tumblr58.) Vampires or Werewolves? vampires are hot ngl59.) Charlie the Unicorn or Llamas With Hats? llamas with hats is iconic60.) What’s your desktop look like? organized :)Part 4:61.) What’s your favorite genre of music? rock/alternative/goth/kpop/industrial metal62.) What’s your favorite album/ep? trench by twenty one pilots63.) What’s your favorite song? there's nothing here worth dying for by black dresses64.) What’s your favorite band/duo/act? mindless self indulgence or twenty one pilots65.) Who’s a musician you want to meet? neil cicierega!66.) What bands do you/did you have in your locker? none lol67.) What’s an obscure band you absolutely love? black dresses and king adora :068.) What’s your favorite lyrics? "laying lies upon lies like a broken machine/remake my image and refine what they see"69.) Guitar solos or breakdowns? breakdownz70.) Rites of Spring or Embrace? whomst71.) Husker Du or Fugazi? whomst72.) Jawbreaker or Lifetime? whomst73.) Indian Summer or Moss Icon? whomst74.) Braid or Hot Water Music? whomst75.) Mineral or Texas Is The Reason? whomst76.) Saetia or Funeral Diner? whomst77.) Dashboard Confessional or Bright Eyes? whomst78.) Taking Back Sunday or Brand New? whomst79.) At The Drive-In or Thursday? whomst80.) Jimmy Eat World or Paramore? paramore81.) Saves The Day or The Get-Up Kids? whomst82.) HIM or Evanescence? evanescence83.) Circa Survive or Coheed & Cambria? whomst84.) Silverstein or Hawthorne Heights? whomst85.) Green Day or Blink 182? both86.) Fall Out Boy or The Academy Is…? fall out boy87.) Alkaline Trio or AFI? whomst88.) Senses Fail or Armor For Sleep? whomst89.) Chiodos or Saosin? whomst90.) My Chemical Romance or The Used? mcrrrr91.) Hellogoodbye or Panic! At The Disco? panic!92.) Aiden or From First To Last? whomst93.) The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus or Underoath? whomst94.) Avenged Sevenfold or Bullet For My Valentine? whomst95.) Dear Whoever or A Vain Attempt? whomst96.) Attack Attack or Enter Shikari? whomst97.) Dot Dot Curve :) or Brokencyde? whomst98.) Jeffree Star or Scotty Vanity? neither99.) Breathe Carolina or 3OH!3? 3OH!3100.) Never Shout Never or The Ready Set? the ready set101.) Escape The Fate or Falling In Reverse? falling in reverse102.) Bring Me The Horizon or Suicide Silence? bring me the horizon103.) Pierce The Veil or Sleeping With Sirens? bothh104.) Black Veil Brides or Asking Alexandria? bvb105.) Everyone Everywhere or Joie De Vivre? whomst106.) Lil Peep or Nothing,Nowhere.? neitherPart 5:107.) Who’s your favorite Emocore/Scenecore blog? i dont have one108.) What do you think of As It Is’s The Wounded World and Patty Walter’s New look? huh109.) Which is better? Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge or The Black Parade? three cheers!!110.) Do you think Emo/Scene will make a comeback? absolutely111.) What’s your favorite B-Side? dunno

I can't figure out how to use the HTML for music to play on my profile. I can't find the right code for it. It's annoying me 

This is just a reminder that I love Ryan Ross a lot and that he's hot.  

Winter is officially here. It's snowing again here and it's cold, after we just had a ton of snow on Sunday and classes were canceled on Monday. I haven't been in classes all week and I'm afraid of what I missed and catching back up.  Along with winter, I get migraines more often than I do in the fall, spring and summer. I get migraines from stress too, not just lack of sleep and tiredness, and weather. The winter weather, with the pressure dropping and the sun coming out suddenly sometimes, and the snow and rain, cause my migraines. And with it getting darker quicker, it doesn't help my seasonal depression and depression in general. With the sun coming out, it helps my depression somewhat, but at the same time, it causes my migraines to be worse if I have one. I can't win.  I get stress migraines too. It goes from a headache to a full blown migraine within a few hours, and the holidays always cause stress, especially with my family. Family issues and there's a ton of unnecessary drama, plus the high expectations of buying gifts and hoping the person who I got it for likes it, and then the stress of returning it if they don't, and my crazy insane aunt who causes problems for no reason, except out of jealousy and her severe own issues, which she refuses to get help for and says she's fine and doesn't need help and expects people to bow down to her and act as if everything's perfectly fine and it drives me nuts.  My family pretends everything is okay, when it obviously isn't. My extended family expects me to bow down and just pretend to like my aunt and my other brother's wife, but I refuse to pushover and just bow down to them. They both have caused serious problems and have somehow hurt me, either emotionally or not. So I refuse to bow down and pretend that they haven't done anything wrong. This is why the holidays are always stressful. But, the good news is, I've decided now that I'm not expected to buy gifts for certain people. A pro I've realized now is I'm not expected to buy gifts for people in my family I don't know well or don't wish to get gifts for. Which is fine by me. 

I was thinking about 2000s memories, and I was thinking about Warped Tour. It's crazy how it kind of just abruptly ended in 2019. Warped Tour has been around since forever and I remember seeing so many bands play. Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, My Chemical Romance, The Academy Is... Cobra Starship, Gym Class Heros, Thursday, Taking Back Sunday, The Used, Sleeping With Sirens, The Cab, Death Cab For Cutie, just to name a few. It's crazy how the years went by so fast, and we were all looking forward to Warped Tour, and we all got the announcement that Warped Tour was officially over, except three last shows in three major cities. It was sad seeing that announcement. It just means now, summer is going to be a little more boring than usual. It was sad not seeing an email for tickets to Warped Tour, and the setlist going up of who's playing that year, like we're used to seeing every summer. But I'm glad I was able to go to the last, technically official tour around the US. My brother and I went, and it was really fun to go. I miss Warped Tour now, since it's officially over, and I'm reminded of the memories I have, from going with my best friend to see our favorite bands perform, to having monster slushies, to being in huge awesome crowds and moshpits and having fun with bands playing and going with my brothers to Warped Tour. I miss Warped Tour a lot. I miss the 2000s era, it truly was a different time and I miss it now. 

fnaf ambiance....,,.,,

I can't figure out how to change my HTML to add music profile and I'm trying to remember how to do it, it's been so long since I've done it. 

you awaken and are met with an endless void. everything you've worked up to up until this moment, every happy moment, every friend you've made, is nowhere to be seen. it's all gone. the barren landscape makes you feel warm yet cold. overjoyed yet distraught. it's just one extreme after the other. you see an entity in the distance and are compelled to get closer.have you remembered to wake up?

So I'm still using FriendProject, and I swear it's like Myspace and LJ together. I wonder why it's called friendproject though? I finally figured out how to add songs to my profile, somehow.  Hopefully I can figure out how to fix that music player to get off my profile, because it's just an empty space. I'm currently listening to my music to find a song that will fit for my blog the best, hopefully I can choose one out of the many songs I have. 

noo friendproject got blocked on my school computer... :(..but itz ok!!! it makez sense y and i can alwayz use my phone or do it at home!!! ^w^but i finshed writing mah essay on paper >:D !! now i gotz 2 make a slideshow 4 it so itll b ez 2 present!!

I'm literally running on 2 hours sleep and can of monster. still have 2 assignments too do before sleeping. pray for me pls. 

hai!! 2day i feel like sharing my schedule 4 school and what i got 2 do 2day.....1. put history work on paper!!2. study 4 zoology!!!!3. color my book project if i have time!!4. probz will have math work 2 do :(...5. play dergun town w my child :)!!i might have 2 study during my english class if i get time....... cuz my test is over bird bones and i havent studied at alllll!!!!!!!!!!! teh test is 2day and 2morro my book project and history paper r due

i prefer hard liquor to wine but i admit i'll still miss your taste.once again circumstances force me to extinguish the smallest flame.(as if you're not just a cheap imitation--a second choice--a last resort when i couldn't get what i really wanted.)day in and day out i search for empty eyes, cold hands, and worthless hearts... none of them even come close to his. (then-what-the-hell-is-my-goal)because i want to be wanted and i crave your attention.because i crave any attention.watch me plunge into the rocky waters for any eyes or bodies to follow my form. "if you didn't want anyone to listen, why did you say anything at all?"well call me mr. ross because damn, sisky. on that note, i'm moving to maine. drop my name in a magazine, honey, and i'll be at your beck and call.no, i don't need voltaire to tell me that this isn't the best of all worlds.my lack of you makes it clear enough.- i want. and i don't know how to stop wanting.

So it seems I forgot how to edit HTML, and now my blog pictures are a mess. My plan to add songs to my profile from yesterday backfired.   I think I need to learn how to use HTML again.

So my friends and I are looking at our top Spotify lists, and I'm currently waiting for mine load. I'm a bit excited to see what my top songs and artists are, though I probably know what most of them are, it's still exciting.      UPDATE:   My top artists according to Spotify is   Cobra Starship Fall Out Boy Panic! At The Disco My Chemical Romance     Which isn't quite accurate. Switch Panic! with Cobra, and switch MCR with Cobra and it would be more accurate. Good try Spotify trying to order them correctly.