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Hey guys I was falsely accused of vehicular manslaughter so I was jailed for the past year and a half. They finally got enough evidence to release me so I'm back. Did Taylor Swift release anything while I was gone?

forgive me if my words & actions seem to contradict.if i say one thing and then say another.i'm just trying to make it out of this alive, and i'll do anything to keep my head from going under.past circumstances have made me careful to wield mortar in one hand and a trowel in the other.to a discerning eye, there's a few leaks, but otherwise it looks impenetrable.ilearnfromthebest.the truth is if i could close my eyes & knock my heels together i would wish to never have met you.it's hard for me to see you as a sympathetic figure, rather than one of pity.too often i have known people who try to play their cards to get out of jail free.but a rose by any other name is still the same.i know you're not as innocent as you seem—it's not a fair fight when you choose someone weaker than you.all i can do is be glad that i'm not naive as you want me to be.i know why you're afraid of me.i'm not dumb enough to play the game, especially not underneath the spin light.despite the posturing, i have the tendency to strike where it hurts the most.because the goal is to watch you bleed out.it's my greatest weapon and my greatest shame.not sure if i should wear it like a badge of honour or hide it in the drawer.it helps me, it hurts me, it protects me from people like you.thanks for confiding, if only you knew i'll use it against you when you back me into a corner.force fit me into whatever role helps you sleep at night.i know what you want, what you really want.the effort would be commendable if you weren't so utterly pathetic.like i should take any advice from someone like you.because what is stubbornness but cowardice?"who you are, what you say,you're just a boy who's afraid of the dark."saint abby

hi my lovelys, PLEASE TALK TO ME IM SO BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDD

So...can cats really haz cheezburger? i know alot about cats and what they can and cant eat...and cheezburger arent too good for humans either (even though i luv burgers ;D) but i mean...cats can have afew bites and be fine...as long as it isnt everyday...so i think, he cam haz afew bites of de burger, but not too much !^u^ im tiiired~ i hate tuesdays~

first blog post! its gonna just be an art dump since im too busy to really rant or write :p these are drawings i've made semi recently! 2 are of my fursona and then the others are ocs!  and that was the art dump thanks for coming !

i've got an eye pressed against the keyhole, watching the two of you on the couch.(funny how i always catch myself doing something he would do)i can hear your laughter through the door.𝘴𝘩𝘶𝘵 𝘶𝘱.whenever you speak, your voice walks on eggshells.you hold words as if you're carrying fine china.you talk to me as if i'm a starved lion, approaching cautiously as if i could pounce at any moment.i'm more of a cat caught in the rain, but it's amusing to see you view me as a threat.what about me warrants the shifty eyes, the bristled tail?it's like you have no idea how unbelievably fake you are.what is there, deep inside?is it just mirrors all the way down?reflections of whoever you're with, simply showing them what they want to see.moulding to any hands that sit down at the pottery wheel.no discernible personality. just a shell of a person. and you, you're never wrong, are you?i can't stand being around you for too long.i don't know how anyone can stand being around you for too long.you look at the world with grey eyes and walk the earth with dragged feet.feel free to drown in your misery,i'll be on the beach with my hands in the sand the wind in my hair the sun in my eyes.you could be happy if you wanted to, you know.if you didn't show disdain for anything you didn't understand.if you untied the anchor from around your neck.any time spent next to you is spent chipping paint off the walls and ripping grass out of the ground,widely boring & pointless.it gives me something to do when talking to you is like pulling teeth.cold medicine, cough syrup, melatonin pills.i think i've finally figured out what you are—you're nothing.you're really not much of anything,are you?ad altiora natus, semper et semper.ex infiniate ad aeternum.abby

I feel like drying paint. I'm healing but I'm so vulnerable. I'm cold and scared. I'm shivering and I'm lost. This is a love letter you won't ever read. This will be burned, immortalized in my head. This is desperation, this is growing tired, this is forgetting my own self-worth. It's hard to stop listing your emotions, especially when you don't know what you're feeling. It's hard to feel around you or maybe it is hard to not feel. It is a sorry story, dude, I'm a sorry story. It's the taste of vomit in your mouth after a few too many drinks. I wish I could avoid you, but either way, I'm thinking of you. Either way, you've f***ed me over.I have a way of bottling you up in my head. Your eyes, your f***ing smile.I'm tired of this back and forthing. Tired of asking if "I'm worthy?" The more you hate me, the more my heart is beating. One day you're sweet and patient and another you're distant and cold. How can I fall in love with this kind of person? I guess I have my ways. Always had. I have a way of romanticizing people. I turn their dull colors to burning flames of blooming flowers.

yesterday was soooo tiring lmao i went to bed at like 5pmi preneted a 10 min speech in fromt of my class and think i almost threw up, then got my bloodwork done later (which i didnt know would happen lol) and almost threw up again. the only reason i didnt start crying was bcuz my friend spammed me with cute cat stickers(⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠)so super tired from sleeping too much...? idk how that works o_o

Holy crap. I didnt know waht i waz getting into when my friend roped me into watching digimon adventure with her xD she gets suuper obsessed with specific animes and then nags at me till i watch them. Dont get me wrong! Digimon adventure is super awesome (tk is my fav ) but the english dub is so laughably awful xD i watch all my anime in sub cause im epicliek that, but the dub experience is just the cherry on top to the 90's anime experience xDD ohalso! IT RAAAINED TODAY~~ I the rain~ it haznt rained in FOREVERS!! demolition lovers in the rain is the BEST FEELING EVAR!!! ^_^

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Do yall ever think about what has happened to get you to where you are today? Sometimes I think about how my life is going and I try to equate it to my hobbies and interests. Specifically I think about how my life is like a videogame. I always think about how I try very hard to beat the stage and how I am always collecting coins but to no avail. None of this matters, I try so hard and for what? All these coins I slave myself for just to get some useless trinkets. I fill my life with vainess and lose my connection to god. Sometimes I feel like I should just submit myself to the voices.Anyways who up feeding they worm tho.

i left this place a while ago because i thought i was being stalked online (really f***ing dumb thing but i was convinced) and well, i just came back and the site seems slightly different, for the goodi doubt i'll keep using this site since i now use dreamwidth for my ramblings, and i left myself with no friends after the stalking incident. oh well

I just made these oatmeal chocolate chip cookies i liek to make every week cauz i eat em fer breakfast throughout the week...but they taste a little bland...didnt follow the recipe sooo i guess that would be the reason xD baking is fun nonetheless....~~

1. What's your name? wheatley / whitney / fang / carmen2. How old are you? one six3. Favorite color? all of them honestly (i lean towards pastels and neons)4. Are you scene or emo?scene5. Were you ever into NeverShoutNever? \they're aight!6. How many band posters do you have?none (does my 909 flag count idk)7. Old Hot Topic or Modern Hot Topic? old but modern ht has some good stuff occasionally8. GIR, Gloomy Bear, Jack Skellington, or Hello Kitty? gir gloomy and hk9. Do you watch Invader Zim? If so, who is your favorite character? dib and gaz lol10. Waffles or tacos? don't make me choose...11. Who would win: pirates or ninjas? depends? most ninjas were just regular people so i guess it depends on how many ninjas are taking on how many pirates lol12. Have you played IMVU? Do you still? If so, tell us your username! i do not play imvu anymore13. Dear Maria or Check Yes, Juliet? both14. Taking Back Sunday or Brand New? f*** idkk15. Do you drink Monster? If so, favorite flavor? monster tastes  . strange   i just drink water and ramune. want 2 try pipeline punch tho16. Ever been to Warped Tour? i wish dude17. Ever Been to Taste of Chaos? I Wish18. How long have you been emo/scene? almost 3 years i guess?19. How did you get into scene? can't remember20. What was your first emo/scene band?fob and the used + msi and ddc21. Who is your favorite band?too many to list22. Favorite Song by favorite band? bondage fairies - satan you and me, clone, gay wedding, he-man, and Nv4.dllthe mae shi - pwnd, run to your gravemindless self indulgence - personal jesus, all of PINK, prove me wrong, 3s, kill the rock, and you'll rebel to anythingstrip-mall seizures - so beautiful all dead, human moment, ungracious host, honey, there's something in the house, communications from gloria steinem's uterusbeautiful mutants - teenage caveman, when i run out of miracle whip, punk is stupid, bang bang!black dresses - damage suppressor, sharp halo, please be nice, creep u, angel hair, dog sh*t, death/bad girl, thoughts and prayersthe medic droid - the killer ana, fer sure23. Did you make Blingees?when i still could 24. Black Veil Brides, Asking Alexandria or Bring Me The Horizon?all of them f*** it25. Did you have a MySpace? What was your username?noooope26.Did you have AIM? What was your username?nah just msn escargot27. Ronnie Radke or Craig Mabbitt Escape the Fate?do not care for either28. Did you ever go to a concert? If so, best show?only concert i've ever been to was machine girl + lustsickpuppy (THEY WERE AMAZING BTW)29. Is Avril Lavigne dead?it would be funny if she was30. Do you have any tattoos?i wissh31. Any piercings?claire's ear piercings32. Brokencyde or Dot Dot Curve?ddc :333. Favorite Pokemon? i have so many but uhhh i like furfrou and all of the eeveelutions34. Top 5 favorite songs? OMG UHHH (not counting the songs from earlier)freezes up and cries35. POST YOUR MOST EMO/SCENE SELFIE (if you're comfortable!)

Bleehhhh : p !! Finally got back into Using friendproject : 33 And all my friends joined too !!! so so Excited i forgot How much i loveeee Decorating my page with blinkies and stickers and Everything !!!