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  A Genuine Spiritual Master, The Competent Qualified Teacher (Sant Satguru) - Spiritual Awakening Radio, A Sant Mat Satsang Podcast         "The fruits of accepting a true master are immense. Unfortunately, true teachers are few and difficult to find... A spiritual master who is wise, pure and a practitioner of the Yoga of Divine Sound gradually imparts his or her virtues to the student. The good will of the spiritual teacher cannot but help affecting the aspirant in a positive manner because one is affected by the power of a higher vibration." (Maharshi Mehi, The Philosophy of Liberation)   A Genuine Spiritual Master, The Competent Qualified Teacher (Sant Satguru) - Spiritual Awakening Radio Podcast @ YouTube: https://youtu.be/V_GGyrcFAD0   @ Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/a-genuine-spiritual-master-the-competent/id1477577384?i=1000674417623   @ Spotify Podcasts: https://open.spotify.com/episode/7u4sofV7RsGjQp6eC3w5qK   @ Spiritual Awakening Radio Podcast - Play or Direct Download MP3:  https://traffic.libsyn.com/spiritualawakeningradio/The_Genuine_Spiritual_Master.mp3   @ the Podcast Website - Permalink URL - With Buttons That Take You To the Popular Podcast APPS - Wherever You Follow Podcasts: https://SpiritualAwakeningRadio.libsyn.com/a-genuine-spiritual-master-the-competent-qualified-teacher-sant-satguru   @ LinkTree -- Wherever You Follow Podcasts - At Your Favorite Podcast APP Just Do a Search for "Spiritual Awakening Radio" (Youtube, Youtube Music, Apple Podcasts, Spotify, I Heart Radio, Audible/Amazon Music and Podcasts, Pocketcasts, Overcast, PodBean, Jio Saavan, etc...) https://linktr.ee/SpiritualAwakeningRadio   My Ode to the Sant Satguru   In Praise of the Sant-soul of love who has reached the Spiritual Realm above, and merged in God. Hail to the Competent Living Master, the Qualified Teacher, rare to find in this world, so few and far between, the True One, a genuine mentor of souls, righteous and worthy Guide, a Fearless Being, Light-giver, leader of a spiritual community. With gratitude to the Competent Living One! In a Sea of Samsara -- illusion and world of changes, of falsehood and posing, there is a bright Light in the darkness. A silent Music becomes audible. At the feet of such a Loving, Radiant One, the soul can not help but find inner Light and slip into deep samadhi meditation. In the eyes of a Saint are love, wisdom, light, compassion, grace, a reflection of God in this realm of the material plane. The Master-Power connects the soul with the Supreme Lord of Love. -- my Guru Purnima Ode to the Living One, The Sant Satguru   References, Subjects, and Sources Include:   No Guru ’Bling’ Factor - on Spiritual Not Worldly Wealth;   Masks of Spirituality, commentary on Guru Nanak’s Asa Di Vaar by Ajaib Singh from, In the Palace of Love;   my Guru Purnima Ode to the Living One, The Sant Satguru;   The Worth of Spiritual Satsang Discourses, mystic poetry by Sant Ramdas of Maharashtra;   Buddha Mani-Christ: You Rescued Souls from Samsara Ignorance and Gave Wisdom, from the Great Song of the Gnostic Prophet Mani, some mystic poetry from Manichaeanism;   Eavesdropping on Hathras, Teachings from the Hathras Tulsi Sahib Satsang on Complete Mahatmas, Genuine Saints;   An Accomplished Living Teacher, by Shri Swami Santsevi Ji Maharaj;   On the Recognition of a True Spiritual Master, by Maharshi Mehi Paramahansa Ji Maharaj from, The Philosophy of Liberation (Moksha Darshan);   Every Day is an Opportunity to Meditate and Study the Teachings of the Masters, by Baba Ram Singh;   The Eye Through Which I See God is the Same Eye Through Which God Sees Me, by Meister Eckhart;   The Third Eye in Meditation, by Sant Kirpal Singh;   Satsang Discourse by Baba Ram Singh;   Loving God With His Own Love, from the Spiritual Letters of Hadewijch, a Beguine Mystic from Antwerp, Belgium; and,   In Praise of the Name, mystic poetry by Sant Eknatha of Maharashtra;   In Divine Love (Bhakti), Light, and Sound, At the Feet of the Masters, Radhasoami (Radhaswami), James Bean Spiritual Awakening Radio Podcasts Santmat Satsang Podcasts Sant Mat Radhasoami A Satsang Without Walls Spiritual Awakening Radio Website: https://www.SpiritualAwakeningRadio.com            

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           I am so f***ing fed up with my boyfriends sh*t. He’s yet again threatening to leave all because I didn’t like the food he made. He thinks I’m ungreatful but I’m not I just simply didn’t like the food that he made. He put too much spice in it and I don’t like spicy food. I ended up not eating it all because I hated it and now he’s all mad. He’s so f***ing childish. I’ve decided to look for a job because of it. I don’t wanna work with his ass. He wants to start selling hot chocolate in down town Madison but I don’t think its going to work. I don’t know why but I have very little faith that it would even work. I think getting a job would be really good for me. That way I can get the f*** away from my boyfriend and actually have money again. He hasn’t been wanting to work lately so I have to be the adult here and find a job so that the bills get paid. Once I get a job I’m probably going to break up with my boyfriend. At that point I won’t need him anymore so I could finally leave him and be free and happy again. I’m so done with his sh*t. I’m not attracted to him anymore. He’s just so f***in MEAN. He has it in his head too that my family is out to get him and hes f***in crazy. My family has better things to be doing than focusing on his lame ass. MAN I CAN’T WAIT TO BE FREE FROM THIS HELL! I litterally can’t even stand to be around my bf anymore. I hate him. He makes me f***in miserable! He’s always putting me down and bitching at me about sh*t. I miss the days when I lived here by myself and had some damn peice and quiet. He’s always trying to show me sh*t that I don’t care about and he’s always talking about the same topics over and over and over and over and over again. It’s the most annoying thing in the world. I can’t wait for the day that I no longer have to hear his bullsh*t. I applied for at least 30 or 40 jobs today. Hopefully I get a bite within these next few days. I am so desprate for a job its not even funny. I need to get out of this toxic ass relationship. I went online yesterday when he was being an a**hole and looked up on YouTube "signs you are in a toxic relationship" and he hit pretty much all the bullet points. I litterally can’t take it anymore. I’m ready to move on with my life and either find someone new, or just be single and do my own thing. My bf says he’s not going to cook for me anymore because I’m "too picky" so I should easily be able to lose some weight now. I refuse to cook. I will litterally go hungery instead of just cooking some food to eat. I am super duper lazy. That brings me to the next thing I wanna bitch about.          Today I got called fat by like 6 people all because I ignored them on snapchat or they didn’t like what I was posting to snapchat. F***in pisses me off. The reason I got fat is because my bf owns his own buinesness so we would eat out at five star restrants like every single night. Those haters can go f*** themselves because I f***in eat GOOD. Id rather be fat and rich than skinny and poor. People are f***ing pathetic. I bet none of the people calling me fat can even afford to eat out every night at a five star restrant. F***in PEASANTS! Those bitches prob work crappy ass jobs and can barely afford to eat. F***in pathetic. I’m done dealing with peoples bullsh*t. I don’t give a f*** if I am fat! I have so many men in my inbox trying to get with me and calling me hot and thick all the damn time. Theres nothing wrong with ME its THEM who have a f***in problem. I typically cuss those people the f*** out too because I’m sick of it. I’m done being nice to people man. Every time your nice to some one you just get stepped on and walked all over. Thats why I’m in this sh*tty ass relationship. My bf sees that I’m a nice person and takes advantage of it. I’m f***in done with lifes bullsh*t. If something doesn’t change soon I’m going to f***ing snap!

im hoooornyyyyyyyyyyyy 

life is so damn tiring

just staring at him this morning, too tired to really even talk, and hes looking at the 3d printing thing, and im just staring at him,  like hes so beautiful, i cant anuymore, i cant juist look at him and then continue on about my day like normal, hes so grogeouys i literally vsnt do thos anymore  adn he walked towards me ,m, just looking at me, adn his hair’s all down and long and in his face, so round and hes just so f***ing ugh i cant i liyerally cant oh my god i love him hes so prrttty 

end of summer. so SAD! its time to stop drinking like an ins4ne alcoholic every weekend (im about to go to the billard club) and finally enjoy some Hot coco while watching every single Ralph macchio piece to ever exist in my cozy blanket. i messed it  up between my boy and me BUT were back together and its been better than ever. i just needed that BREAK so freaking BAD. caught why i just put that in caps? 

           OMFG I can’t do this sh*t anymore! This f***in relationship that I am in is so damn toxic! I just wanna kick my boyfriend out of my apartment and never talk to him again. He’s always threatening me to leave for no f***in reason. Then leave bitch! I don’t f***in wanna live with you anymore anyways. I’m sick of constantly being treated like sh*t! I don’t f***ing need this bullsh*t. My aunt just died. I have enough on my plate. I litterallly just can’t stand him anymore. I’ve lived with him for two years now and I am at my wits end. I cannot handle his crap anymore. I need to dump him and move on. It just sucks that its not that simple. I rely on him to pay the bills. He owns his own buinesss and I help him with it and he pays me. I would need to get another job in order to leave him. I can’t just break up with him and then magically have a job. Just now he threatened to leave me and I didnt even do anything to him for him to even say that. I’m sick of him taking his anger out on me. I’m so close to just telling him to leave. It just sucks because I will be screwing myself in the process because I don’t have a job of my own to support myself. I would have to find a job as fast as I possibly could. Litterally no one likes my  bf. My family doesn’t like him because he is disrespectful to them and they don’t like the way he treats me. I never get any space from him and I don’t get to do whatever I want anymore. I have to do what HE wants to do and I’m sick of it. I can’t even talk to my ex bf who is now one of my really good friends all because we dated in the past. I f***in hate it. I need to end this relationship. It’s f***in garbage. I’m sick of hearing him complain all the time about how his life isn’t good enough. He’s so ungreatful! If it weren’t for me, he wouldn’t even have a place to stay. He would be staying in hotels. If it weren’t for me he wouldn’t even be able to work because I have a car and he doesn’t. I am f***ing DONE with him threatening me. I’m probably going to go sleep out on the couch tonight. I really don’t wanna be around him. He has no friends so I never get away from him ever. I don’t blame people for not wanting to be his friend. If you say ONE wrong thing he gets all bent out of shape and thinks that everyone is agaisnt him. He makes up sh*t in his head. He litterally thinks that my familyh talks sh*t about him all the time to each other when thats not even true. Like I said, he makes sh*t up in his head. My family never talks about his ass. They have better things to talk about then my bfs bitch ass. I am just so f***ing done. I told him that maybe its best that he DOES leave because I’m f***in sick of it. I’m sooooooo f***ing done with his sh*t but I never threaten to kick him out. I’ve only done it like a few times. I don’t know what else to do other than break up with him. I’m not happy at all. I’m super miserable hes always telling me what I’m doing wrong. He does sh*t wrong all the time but I don’t sit there and constantly critique what he’s doing. I just simply can’t do it anymore. I wanna live by myself again. I wanna be able to wake up in the morning and not have to hear any bitching. I wanna go to work and then come home and not have to hear ANYTHING. I wanna be free from this hell. I f***in hate my life. I got fat because of him too and I don’t wanna be fat. I wanna be skinny but he makes it super f***ing hard because he’s a f***ing fat ass. The f***ed up thing is I thought when I got with him that he was skinny but no hes fat. None of his photos are updated. They are all old so he basically catfished me. He lied about the way he looked and I STILL gave him a chance. I’m just way too nice of a person. I wish I had never called him back. I wish I had just left well enough alone and never reached back out to him. If I could do it all over again, I would have never sent him that message. I would have just stayed single and kept doing my own thing. I’m f***ing DONE!

Some days I wonder how I got so lucky Someone who is so messed up in the head Found someone who is so perfect to notice me Who wants to spend the rest of his life with me? I am always thinking why me? If you could see inside of my head Would you still want to be with me? Can you be with someone messed up like me? Someone who thinks so low of herself Who thinks she shouldn’t be alive Someone that nobody would ever miss That the world would be better off without I struggle daily with my demons Why would you want to be with me? Would you stay to help me? Or would you run away from me? But beneath the mess inside my head I hope you will never leave my side Because you hold my heart in your hands I hope you never break it or give it up

Alright I might get some hate on this but to be honest don’t really care. I am so tired of Christians saying that their holidays are the true holidays when all their holidays were stolen from Pagan Religion. No christian holiday is originally theirs they have stolen countless things from other religions and countries without even acknowledging the the origins of where they came from. So no I will not celebrate the Christian holidays the way they do except All Hallows Eve because of my children other than that holiday the rest of them will be celebrated the correct way.

i feel like my favorite season this year is already over and the winter i’m dreading is nearly here :( i get cold so easily, winter is def the worst time of year for me

I don’t see why my dad has so much power over me and how I feel. whenever I’m in his house or around him, the only thing I can think about is the future and getting the f*** out of here. I am SO tired of him making me lose myself and causing me to isolate myself. I am so f***ing tired of being so alone and not being able to hang out with someone just because my anxiety makes me stress over my dad. every f***ing second in his house I walk on eggshells. I can’t even ask to hang out with someone without him jumping in with the question of ’do they do drugs? do they do this or that?’ its so annoying and it stresses me out. I have delt with this for so long that I have no motivation to hang out with people anymore. I tell myself that if I do nothing then I can’t get in trouble, I can’t be seen. I hate living here, I hate feeling like nothing, I hate all of it. I just wish I was older, iwant to get out I want to get away from him and how he makes me feel. itsstupid its sossoso stupid.too tired to deal with thissh*t I’m goingbak to sleep

New here and wanted to say hiiii (’3’). I’m 13 a- THAT’S RIGHT I’M A MINOR EVERYONE. lol jk I really like art and wanna meet new artists, I might post some art if my camera decides to have better quality.

GIGGLING I DID AN OIL PASTEL DRAWING AND I GET TO PICK IT UP FROM THE ART ROOM TODAY