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10/24/2020 12:14 PM 

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Current mood:  awake

You guys know that feeling when nothing means anything anymore?All i do every day is just sleep, go to school, eat and look at the internet♥π–’π–†π–žπ–‡π–Š π–‰π–Žπ–˜π–†π–•π–•π–Šπ–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–Žπ–˜ π–™π–π–Š π–‡π–Šπ–˜π–™ π–”π–•π–™π–Žπ–”π–“------I'm gonna start streaming on twitch soon so maybe that will give me some real motivationto keep going


10/24/2020 09:01 AM 

Current mood:  loved

today was fun as hell. we talked a lot today:) maggies sneezing a lot:/ she thinks its cus of her brother rn. i bet it has to suck sneezing so much. she told me a hilarious story about an old lady who couldnt figure out how to turn on and log into her computer lol. she has so many funny/interesting stories. i really boring compared to her. we watched coraline today and that was so much fun:) we played lots of call of duty today! i love playing call of duty with her, and shes SO GOOD! shes awesome. we talked about our future more:) maggies idea sounds really nice. going to the beach in the winter with her and just laying on the sand until the sun sets sounds fantastic. and hearing about the process of when we start dating is interesting. i hope covid doesnt last too long though, cus i really wanna see her! and i got to see a picture of her with no makeup on  shes so f***ing pretty. shes the prettiest girl in the world


10/24/2020 06:10 PM 

Current mood:  luminous

wow, really got lazy with this whole website!! There has happened so many things and Halloween is right around the corner!! Girls really bleed for everything. Pain is our comfort, our skin bound to be a wound.



10/24/2020 09:12 PM 

rediscovered this site

so basically i'm really into games that are like, interactive stories? specifically ones that are set in the early to mid 2000s because i have this weird nostalgia for it? i'm a 2000s baby and while i missed out on having a myspace and flip phone and getting to listen to the bands i like as they were just getting big, i wanted to find something that sort of had the same feel to that. so i discovered friendproject, made an account and promptly forgot about it bc the idea of sending friend requests to randos is too scary lol. but i'm back here cause i played this game called 'so obscure' which was set in 2005 and it's like you're actually having a conversation with this guy online and it made me get on a nostalgia kick again. so yeah, guess i'm here to relive the emo glory days i never actually experienced and maybe make some friends lol. who knows? to anyone who's reading this, cheers and feel free to send me a friend request or pm. i'm getting back into talking to others online cause i kind of miss it tbh. bye for now.

blog, music, indie, nostalgia, game, video games


10/23/2020 07:19 PM 


So, I'm going to do a different writing here. I have recently discovered a site called GoodNovel. It pays you for your freelance writing. Now, my creativity flows through different forms of writing. Horror, Mystery, Romance, Drama, even Paranormal. \Keeping up with my current writing work, has been exhausting and thrilling at the same time. I have spent the last 3 nights staying up until 4 in the morning figuring out what I could do for future chapters, works, etc. I have 2 different works going on, both fiction. One is romance, one is more paranormal and witchy, and dark. While the romance novel has been easier to figure out just through daydreaming the reality of it, this other one has been more difficult. I havent even known where to begin with it. Anyways.. If you are ever interested in checking any of it out, feel free to let me know and I will send you a link.

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10/23/2020 05:08 PM 


currently listening to "bludgeon" by alaskani saw my girlfriend yesterday since it was her birthday so that was nice i guessi feel like my mind is slipping out from under me. i was just told by a teacher that my grade in biology went from a B to a C in like a week because i haven't been doing the exit tickets and missed the wednesday assessment and makeup last week. i'm looking at my grades right now in schoology, and i don't even recognize the names of these assessments that i supposedly didn't do. i wasn't even aware of them. there's a gap in my memory. what's wrong with me? am i just stupid?also everyone in my class thinks i'm a girl and i'm too afraid to speak up because then they'll know. there's no hope for me, i'm never going to pass. at my last school, someone who hated me found out, and he used it to make my life hell.  those years...they haunt me. no, it's not my memories that haunt me. it's the ghost of my past self that haunts me, a constant reminder that deep down i will always be the same socially inept, unloveable, loser i was back then. i guess it won't come as a surprise to anyone that i was "the weird kid" in middle school. had really bad behavioral issues and just didn't know when to stop. other kids didn't get my sense of humor, plus i would shove my interests down other people's throats. not to mention i also had terrible hygeine, which was also a side effect of my depression. like some sort of mini chris chan. textbook autism, basically (even though i was never diagnosed) i still remember the time when i snuck a peak at my report card. the teachers basically used it as an excuse to complain about me. they said stuff like "he goes on and on about things other kids don't care about" and that "he doesn't understand why other kids don't like him." that last part, especially, hurt. not just because it basically confirmed my biggest insecurity/fear (being unloved) but also because they assumed i didn't know. i did know and understand why the other kids didn't like me. i'm not stupid, you know. they didn't physically attack me. no, they were too chickensh*t to do something like that. but they made sure to make to let me know i didn't belong there. every second of every day. it's the little things that count. the whispers and giggles in the hallways. the way that they would throw trash in the bathroom stall i was in, or bang on the door. the things they say about you. never to your face, but behind your back, from across the room. you'd hear it from a supposedly well-meaning friend or just some clueless, nosy idiot who doesn't know how to mind their own business. it's weird. it's like there's a hole in my heart where your childhood memories and nostalgia are supposed to go. i tend to refer to my childhood in the past tense, even though i'm technically still a child. sometimes i wonder if i have some sort of repressed trauma. SOMETHING must have happened in my youth to make me feel so empty and lost from such a young age. but what? yeah, i got bullied throughout my entire life, but everyone got bullied as a kid. the bullying wasn't even that bad in retrospect. no, i'm just weak. i let it get to me. i let them win. wherever eddy garcia is now, i hope he knows that he won. congratulations, you succeeded in making me feel just as hollow and broken as you. la·cu·na/lΙ™Λˆk(y)o͞onΙ™/nounnoun: lacuna; plural noun: lacunae; plural noun: lacunas an unfilled space or interval; a gap."the journal has filled a lacuna in Middle Eastern studies" a missing portion in a book or manuscript. ANATOMYa cavity or depression, especially in bone.


10/23/2020 04:44 PM 

Happy birthday, Black Parade!

Happy birthday, Black Parade!

dani <3

10/23/2020 01:58 PM 

friday finally
Current mood:  aggravated

dani <3

10/23/2020 01:58 PM 

friday finally
Current mood:  aggravated

letta πͺ♑𐑂

10/23/2020 01:22 PM 

did i manifest this??
Current mood:  anxious

kkind of a vent idk but i feel rly weirdly guilty??? this kid said my music sucked and i needed to get put on some new sh*t and i jokinglt sent a screenshot of the msg to my friend n said i hope he dies... but guys he just got in a car crash n hes in a coma.... what the F***.... 

xXx.D!N0K!TYK4TT.xXx (///Π·^)-β˜†

10/23/2020 11:53 PM 

kinlist </3

squee (jthm) misery (ruby gloom) owen (kevin henkes) kedamono (popee the performer) stormer (jem && the holograms) rowley (doawk) pon (pon&&zi) gir (invader zim) courtney (paranroman)


10/23/2020 08:16 AM 


today was a fun. sadly the shoes were too small:/ ill get her a pair thats the right size. shes starting to feel off and im kinda nervous, but ill do everything i can to help her. we played cod, then we went to the meeting and maggie looked around at dress clothes for me. she has really good taste. she couldnt believe that ive never been to an h&m before though. they have cool stuff. then we played call of duty for a few hours, and then we started listening to music and then went to bed. she started feeling sick last night so hopefully she feels ok today. 

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10/23/2020 10:12 PM 

Among Us Fic??
Current mood:  annoyed

im writing fan fic for no reason on wattpad so im gonna put the lin here for clout when I'm done


10/23/2020 09:26 PM 

Lesser Known Anime

Ultimate Otaku TeacherScrapped PrincessSunday without GodYou're under arrestNoirWitchbladeMononokeThe Twelve KingdomsThe Ambition of Oda NobunaSelector Infected WixossGhost HuntParanoia AgentThe Tatami GalaxyTiger and BunnyTsuritamaBarakamonKatanagatariDesert PunkFlip Flappers (yes its a magical girl anime but its very underrated and lesser known)Hell Girl (also very underrated)Ergo ProxyJyu Oh SeiOwari No Seraph


10/23/2020 08:20 PM 

Current mood:  blah

I'm SORRY but i am SOLEY a LAND MAMMAL. If my feet are not touching the ground BOOM ANXIETY ATTACK! 

scenecore, fangirl, mcr, emocore, scemo, emo, scene, Gerard Way, gerard way, hawthorne heights


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