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The only reason I'm here today,Is because of my sleep.Because instead of dying only once in realityI get to die a million times in my dreams.

I'm new here, I don't know what to do...

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the unbetrothed lies under the gravel dusta gouge in the earth over heart and fistclench jaw and hand until something combustsa flame in the chest touching wax to lipsnothing to replace what has been burnedyour jealousy breaks your necknothing to replace what has been burnedyour jealousy steals your breathdon't believe anything your mother tells youthe nights under broken glass moons to smashif God says anything, ignore him toothe cross can fail you, the heart is rashi pray to see my destinyi pray to take your miseryi'll never want anything morenothing can replace the virgin girlnothing to replace what has been burnedyour jealousy breaks your necknothing to replace what has been burnedyour jealousy steals your breathnothing can replace the virgin girl

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my brother thinks its cool and fun to be a complete a**hole ALL the time, EVERY DAY!!!!!!! he took my car keys and left without asking, then stayed out WAY past curfew, then acted like mom is crazy for yelling at him for it. and thats not counting the 22 darts he shot into my bedroom wall before he left. he tries to bitch about mom to me like we're bffs in middle school or something. that is our MOTHER!!!! maybe she isnt the best person in the world but holy hell he has no right to talk about her the way he does. now hes just laying in bed singing along badly to classic rock like he never did anything wrong. like theres no one trying to f***ing sleep??? its almost midnight! Oh My God!!!!!i am just tired of this sh*t every single day. he acts like hes too cool for our parents love and attention. but once he moves out and loses it, then he'll want to take it back. then he'll know how i feel.everyone in this family is so f***ing selfish. no one ever thinks about anything but themselves or aidan. yeah, i get it, cancer and stuff, but hes perfectly healthy now so can i talk about how im severely traumatized???? nope! can my parents love and support me? No! Ex Dee! xD i want to die 

Its strange to think that I've come to this stage, I'm actually running out of films to watch on YouTube. I have watched so many films on there over the past few years I have probably forgotten most of them.When I look for new movies to watch I am finding less and less that i have not already seen.I have started re-watching stuff I have already seen before.This may sound like nothing to most people but it depresses me. Watching movies on YouTube is pretty much my favorite thing to do these days, the idea of running out of films leaves a huge void in my life.

So the dog fights have gotten worse and worse. If Dane even see's Dillinger, he flips out. I never liked Dane. Now I'm being forced to get rid of my dog who is a service dog for my anxiety. How could my parents be so selfish? Why get rid of the dog that helps me and clearly isn't the problem here? My parents are stupid as f***. One of these days that dog is going to attack another animal at the dog park or something and my parents will end up with huge fines and maybe even have to put the nut job down. I will never forgive that animal for this. Me and Dillinger are pretty close and he shows how much he appreciates me by his affection. If my parents are going to be that stupid, then I'm not going to be helping out with the animals when they need me to. As far as I'm concerned, Dillinger is my responsibility not the other 2. I can't wait for the day they ask me for my help and I get to throw it back in their faces. I hate Dane so much I act like hes not there. Remind me to never get his bread. They are overly jealous and protective. That's so not cute. I'm pissed off. Why the f*** should I be the one punished and Dilly being the one punished? Dane is the issue. F*** that dog. I hope he gets hit by a car and dies. That dog officially made me his enemy and I can be really cold. I'm not going to do jack sh*t for that piece of sh*t. Nope! In the end he will get his mark my words. He will attack some other innocent dog or person and end up having to be put down. When that day comes, I'm going to throw a party and celibate the fact that hes dead. Yea, that's some true hate right there. 

Did Composing/photoshoot/ design all By my self..To the factory DATA. Brought it to the ESP shop all my word documents and disk. Right now i have dummy cabs.heard at shop brand new v30s MESA does all..revised refined. Oneday I want real mesaV30s. Thanks for reading. I bought Dean R koonz Phantoms DVD for cheap. Drinking ginger ale. Listening to stabbing westward ungod.

Cast adrift on a sea of tears,Was too afraid to face my fears.Eaten from within by grief,Our time together much to brief.Now I sally forth by night,Barred forever from the light.The violent serpent strikes my boat,My enemies are poised to gloat.Now run aground on rocky shelf,I find the strength within myself,To face my fate with stoic calm,Not afraid to come to harm.I'll slay the beast from which I'd fled,I'll slay the beast or end up dead.

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My disk design and sleeves are done.Im thinking about putting altered voice to my songs.My music project official site is here: https://pulsesignal.web.fc2.com/index.htmlI will do gig around where I live. I got two story boards combining into one.Industrial horror / Post hardcore = xXTACTICAL COREXx

I'm too tired to eat too tired to breathe too tired to deal with all of these tragedies but I'm too scared I'm too scared to sleep

Today I did my favorite thing ever, stayed home and watched movies on youtube. I know, I am not very interesting, but I don't give a f***, the way i see it, as long as I enjoy myself nothing else matters.Mostly I just watch low budget horror movies or old black and white film noir. I have watched so many movies on there in the last few years I have forgotten most of them.I recommend The Screaming Skull, Sleepaway Camp, Slumber Party Massacre 2, Tormented, Fallen Angel, The Prowler, Night of the Demons, and prom Night 1,2 & 3.These are just some of the films I remember watching on youtube that were decent or didn't totally suck. Enjoy.

Man, so I really like this website, a total nostalgia portal to the good old Myspace days.But thats the whole dilemma, do we promote the existence of this site, get more people signed up, or do we keep it quiet?The problem with too many people signing up, is exactly what ruined Myspace.Too many people joined, it became mainstream, they changed the design so that it sucked, and the site died a slow horrible death.I don't want that to happen here, lets keep the community small, keep it out of the mainstream.When cool things start to become mainstream, that's when they start to suck.