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I just painted for the first time in a while. I haven't been able to sit down & draw for a while so it was nice. The only drawings I've been doing for a while have been little sketches in my school book & nothing big or grand. I forgot how nice it was to just sit down & draw things that I enjoy & watch it progress as more paint is added. Being able to draw something you like &  interpret it in your own style is possibly one of the best things in the world. I think that I'll continue drawing because it gives me such a fluttery feeling inside. I used to compare my artworks to other people's a lot. I stopped because I realized that all art will always be different & I'll improve with time. I think art is such a special thing. 

my chemical romance is back together so im welcoming myself to the black parade

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and wonder where my life went so wrong. I am an existential threat to organized human civilization. My body is a prison that I will one day transcend. I’ve seen things you people wouldn’t believe. This isn’t even my final form. I’m not trapped in here with you, you’re trapped in here with me. I am ageless and undying. I am unstoppable. I simply cannot be stopped.

hi everyone :( i’m kinda in a weird situation right now and i don’t know what to do about it ?? i thought i’d talk about it here because all of you seem so kind and understanding. but ! sadly, this is about feelings and yikes sjdjd. for a few months now i’ve just been living in a blur and i don’t know how to escape from it. my mom tends to be an alcoholic and emotionally abusive but she turned to physical and my brain shut off any emotions and now i can’t feel anything. she hasn’t done anything too bad since then but i want to know ,,,, how do i feel again ? i’m really tired of living in a blur, the day goes by and i don’t even feel it. i don’t feel much really, but all i know is that it’s tiring to talk to people but i really try hard. is that the solution ? should i try harder to talk to people ? or do i need help ? should i just never talk to anyone again and deal with this in private ? i’m so confused. i don’t know what’s good for me anymore. it’s very peaceful to be alone, but i’m still stressed because i’m not getting anything done; i don’t do anything about it. i just keep rolling with the punches and not feeling anything. it’s very confusing and i don’t know how to deal with myself. i wish i knew how to handle this. 

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I've been waiting on others my whole life and I now realise I hate it because no-one waits for me. I'm there for everyone I know when they need me and it's exhausting. It's good to be selfish sometimes

so basically i have a half finished tiny smiley face tattoo on my thigh :l iiiiiii have no idea if it will last or not, lets hope it doesnt get infectedthe smiley face is this :-) kind btw but it kind of just looks like :-' atmugh i am so soso so stupiddd why did i let that happennnnnnnnnnnnngod i hope it fades >:/but honestly,, if it doesnt,,, i might just finish it :)

this gives me early deviantart vibes, pretty cool, whys my mac say its not secure tho :/ scar y

big strong silent type who is very sweet deep down (+1000 points if theyre fat)stupid + cute"yeah this marriage is only political but oh no im starting to feel things"found familiessuper awesome powers that are first awakened during moments of extreme emotionvillain to friend arcs....ANCIENT/FANTASY TECHNOLOGYolder, grizzled, weary character becomes a mentor/parental figure to a minora group of teens solving mysteriesbrick jokesmimics in rpgs

i've been a park ranger for 25 years and sometimes i hear voices at work. theyre coming from the woods. i cant understand them