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If you read the title of this, you know this is part 2 of my nicknames stories. I totally forgot about the nicknames from my family! So I get called, Beaner-like green bean. Noodles, peanut, and french fry. Yes they are all food. So I am called beaner- you know I really hate this nickname, it’s super embarrassing- Because I am super skinny, and they think it’s funny that I like veggetables more than meat. I annoys the crap out of me. I am also called noodles-another embarrassing nickname- because my first food choice is pasta. I was not the only one called Peanut. So before my sister transitioned, we were both called peanut. Now that I am the only girl, I am the only one called it. For the last nickname, French Fry, was given to me because I am part Irish, so while all of you tan during the summer, I get burned from just stepping out into the sun, I love the sun, but if I use a specific sunscreen, then I won’t burn up.  

tw - self harm I hate clockscounting down the time until tomorrow and tomorrow... and tomorrow...and though these days feel infinite I know soon i’ll be plunged into the darkness - once again and i’ll forget it all - once againI am sometimes calmed by thisbut tonight it feels like I have made a new enemy I wonder what time will be my lastand how long it’ll take to get there the road ahead is a long oneand truth be told,I don’t want to even think about it. the future, embellished as it may beholds no lightbut maybe it holds hopea double edged sword, that, hopefully,will slit my wrists before I feel again

does anyone wanna b friends (ﾟ⊿ﾟ) quarantine has made me realise how lonely i am lmao(*´-｀*)

Pressure:I am a girl who is pressured,pressured by her parents,by her siblings,by her friends,she tries to be happy,to not let anyone know,to show no emotion,because she was taught that it was weakness,sometimes she breaks down,she hurts someone close to her,so she stops talking to them,because it is better than hurting them again,she keeps to herself,as to not hurt people again,she can't sleep, because she thinks about the pressure she is under,she thinks about the hopes and dreams that will not be fulfilled,of expectations she will not meet,of all the people she will let down,she wishes she could end it,rip the red and blue strands that tie her to life,she hates to be alone,with no one to love,but she hates to be in love and be with someone,because she feels she'll never be good enough,that she'll hurt them,but she doesn't try to end it,because it could hurt people,because if she has to be tortured just so that she could make people happy,she'll do it,she still wants someone to love,she is bullied,but she suffers through it,hoping that one day it will go away,she is told that she is nothing,she believes it,she doesn't want to listen,to the voices in her head that tell her she is worthless,she tries to shut them up,but they get louder, and louder,the pressure creates cracks,in her image,in her mind,she wants it to stop,that one day someone will notice,to have it stop torturing her,but it swallows her up,she starts to block people out,to close up,she sinks into the depths of depression,no one helps her,they all just watch her drown,not caring until it's too late.

Cheese is just loafted milk. 

DAY 5 - Post a picture of somewhere you've been.So one of my favourite things to take photos of is plants/nature! I went to the Eden Project a few years ago and, despite the fact that I took the photos on an iPhone (vom at Apple's camera quality) they turned out surprisingly well ♥3

Me: God, I hate it when people type like like idiots. Just use proper grammar and punctuation, dumdum. Also me: AYYYYYYYY YO m8t good 2 see u! sup, how s life ben? im stressed a all fu*king hell as us ual xD 

Hi...so, I decided to do a small [lazy] emo song quiz thingy since I was bored and I love making/doing quizzes. Basically just add +10 points for each song and see what score you get at the end - be sure to comment your score at the end... enjoy guys ♥ Demolition Lovers - My Chemical RomanceA Decade Under The Influence - Taking Back SundayRide The Wings Of Pestilence - From First To LastScreenwriting An Apology - Hawthorne HeightsAll These Things I Hate - Bullet For My ValentineMy Heroine - SilversteinDead On Arrival - Fall Out BoyAshes Of My Former Self - Death In DecemberCall Me Hopeless, But Not Romantic - Mayday ParadeAwkward Last Words - Armor For SleepLet It Bleed - The UsedNot Good Enough For Truth In Cliche - Escape The FateKiss Me, Kill Me - MestWalking Disaster - Sum 41Jesus Of Suburbia - Green DayThe Calendar Hung Itself - Bright EyesLetters To You - FinchAnthem Of Our Dying Day - Story Of The YearI Can't Escape - A Vain AttemptBuried A Lie - Senses FailA Boy Brushed Red Living In Black And White - UnderoathHands Down - Dashboard ConfessionalThe Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows - Brand NewWhy 6 Is Afraid Of 7 - Before Their EyesSkyway Avenue - We The KingsGirl's Not Grey - AFIBeware The Jubjub Bird And Shun The Frumious Bandersnatch - Forgive DurdenYour Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit ApparatusSeduction - AlesanaTwenty Below - Hidden In Plain View0-10: You're either new to the music scene or not into emo/pop punk music and probably stumbled across this post on accident11-20: You probably listen to emo/pop punk quite a bit21-30: You're most likely an experienced emo/former emo

DAY 4 - Post 10 likes and 10 dislikes.I am literally the most boring person ever but here we goLIKES1 - Music!! It's one of the only things that I'm genuinely passionate about. I sing, scream, play piano, guitar, bit of uke, and I'm learning drums and bass. It's helped me through so much in my life, but I guess that's true of many people lol2 - TACO BELL!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE LOCKDOWN IS OVER SO I CAN HAVE THAT BEAUTIFUL TACO SUPREME AGAIN3 - I like drawing, painting, stuff like that. I make patches sometimes, it's fun and I get to make clothes look cool and stuff4 - I love love love clothes and fashion design ♥33 I like putting outfits together and finding out what looks good, I have Pinterest boards dedicated to my friends who want to get into alternative fashion and I pick out clothes that I think would suit them, it's super fun!5 - I love my pet cats and my fish Podge, they're all so precious to me ♥ I wish I could take in all the unloved animals in the world and give them a home, no animal deserves to be alone6 - I love online shopping and finding bargains, lmao I am actually a middle aged mum btu I spend so much time on eBay buying stuff I want but don't need for like £3Online shopping is pretty much getting me through this lockdown tbh7 - I love my plushies! I've been collecting them my whole life and they're all so cute I adore them8 - I like baking, especially cakes and brownies and things like that ♥9 - I love reading! My favourite author is Dean Koontz, but when I was a kid I read loads of fantasy books and stuff10 - I like making playlists and mixtapes, I'm not sure if this counts as the first one too but I figured it was separate. I like fitting songs in perfectly with each other and making different mixes and moods :DDDISLIKES1 - I don't like people who are unkind, discriminatory or just straight up mean. We're only in this world for so long, and people who go out of their way to make people's lives worse are the worst kind of people.2 - I don't like sudden loud noises, really high or low frequency sounds, people waving their hands or other things in front of my face/eyes, stuff like that. I have really bad sensory issues lol3 - I can't cope with people raising their voices at me, ever. I get really upset even if they're not mad at me4 - I f***ing hate mosquitoes. Little cunts. I will destroy them all.5 - I don't like where I live!!! I don't feel safe here and I can't wait to move ♥36 - I don't like chocolate flavoured things, it tastes really fake and gross. Actual chocolate is great tho7 - I hate curry or any spicy foods, I can't deal with it my stomach hates it8 - I HATE SLOW INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!9 - I don't like arguing with people, I try to avoid it. It exhausts me10 - I don't like coffee it's gross :PWow this was actually really hard

DAY 3 - Post a picture of you and your friends.I haven't really got any recent ones because of the virus and stuff so you're gonna get a load of random old ones yeeeyyyThis is me and my college friends before our end-of-year show last year, it was a fun night. I'm sad we won't get to do it this year.This is us being sexy once againMore friends!!! (abbie is in all of these so far that's wild)This is Elijah, my friend from Germany. He came to the UK on holiday with his mum and we spent a day together last summer, it was so nice to see him ♥I have more but I've posted four and it said only to post one xD

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how do i add a pic into a blog post?! i wanna show off some art but I cant someone help plz! /=

Most people call me Jaden, but there are a few that either came up with some weird nicknames, or they just didn’t know my name. So I have been called; Jade, Jenna, Tessa, Jaylyn, and J-LO! So when I was in my freshman year of high school, I had a teacher that even to this day calls me the wrong names, that’s right NAMES! So because I will never name names, We will call her Mrs. So Mrs. would call me Jenna, Jade, and Jaylyn. Yeah that was most of the list of names. She really didn’t get that my name was Jaden. At first I would silently correct her, I would say; “Hey, um, It’s actually Jaden.” But she never got it, so me being the introvert I am, decided that whatever name she called me I would answer to it. There was one time when she called me Jenna when I was with my friend. My friend looked at me and asked; “Who’s Jenna?” I didn’t want to make a big fuss, so I leaned close to my friend and said; “Me, I’m Jenna.”My friend looked at me and said; “I thought your name was Jaden.” I was laughing at this point and said; “No she just doesn’t know my name, so I let her call me whatever name.” My friend didn’t question it anymore. Another time was during class. And in this class there actually is a girl named Jenna. I guess she didn’t want to confuse us so she called me Jade. Another teacher, Let’s call him Teach, has called me J-Lo this whole year. My initials are J, L, L, O, so he decided that my new nickname was going to be J-LO. Not my ideal nickname, but okay. The last nickname in that list is Tessa. In school, my bestest friend looks just like me, so I get called by her name! Shout out to my friend Tessa!  So yeah, those are all the nicknames I’ve been called so far. Not that much, but when you live in a small town, and you don’t really talk to people, you can’t really expect to have a lot of nicknames. I still have more than any person that I know. What are some nicknames you are called, any funny stories to go with them? Let me know! .