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ULTIMATE SCENE/EMO ASK GAME (´• ω •`)ﾉ 。.:☆*:･' ☆*:.｡. ⊂(･ω･*⊂)   1. Are you more Scene or Emo?:emo 4 sure 2. Were you ever into Never Shout Never?not really 3. Fringes or Coontails?tough 1... i guess fringes? 4. Bright and colourful hair, or dark black hair?i love all hair colors, but on myself dark black hair 5. Gloomy bear or Hello Kitty?hello kitty ♥ 6. How often do you shop at a HotTopic?as often as possible 7. How many band posters do you have up?surprisingly only 3, but my wall is covered in other stuff i dont think i could fit more 8. Have you watched Invader Zim? If so, who’s your favourite character?yes, Gaz 9. Opinion on Gerard Way?i love him ♥ 10. Waffles or Tacos?tacos 10000000% 11. Have you played Gaia?nope 12. Dear Maria or Check Yes Juliet?dear maria 13. Do you drink Monster?sometimes but not that much 14. Have you had a scene phase before?fashion wise, yes. the music and fashion kinda overlaps with emo tho 15. Do you make Kandi?nope, occasionally the letter bead ones tho 16. Do you wear a lot of Kandi?not really but i might start 17. Do you have a Blingee account? And/or make Blingees?no but i luv them 18. Are you a furry? If so, what’s your fursona like?no, but if i was itd be a cat or a rat or something 19. Do you listen to BVB, AA, or BMTH?bvb, bmth, but not really AA 20. Do you have Funko Pops?no 21. Do you watch Anime?yesss 22. Do you play Animal Jam?is that even around anymore? i used to 23. Are you okay?im not okay!!! *transforms into Gerard* 24. Are you Lol Xd Randum??XD mybe a bit, arent we all? 25. Opinion on Nyan Cat?no opinion really  26. Big hair or big accessories?hair def 27. Did you ever have a MySpace? Do you still?ya i still do, same name as this xxCarolineCatastrophexx 28. Want any emo/scene tattoos?yes! i have a few i wanna get 29. Have any emo/scene tattoos?no T^T 30. Do you like Furbies?luv them!!!! 31. xD, Xd or XD?XD but xD is cute 2 32. Do you like Care Bears?yes! 33. Is Avril Lavigne a clone?no clue but if she is, shes a pretty clone 34. Do you want fangs?ya! i definetly do 35. Does emo/scenecore make you happy?yes! we need more emo/scenecore stuff in 2020 36. Have you dyed your hair? If so, what colours and how long ago?a month ago it was purple but i didnt like it so i switched it to my current light brown color. im gonna switch back 2 black 37. Do you want/have any piercings?i had a couple nose peircings but i always leave them out and then they close up. im gonna get more when this quarentine ends tho.  38. Do you wish you were in a band?not really, id rather just listen 39. What Warrior Cats clan are you in?shadow clan 40. Is Gir annoying?VERRY 100000% SO ANNOYING, hes my least fav charachter 41. Have you ever played Imvu?yup 42. Are you a Killjoy or a Youngblood?killjoy 43. Do you have any emo/scene friends irl?nope T^T i need some 44. Who’s your favourite scene/emo blog?no favorites, just stuff on tumblr mostly 45. Do you wear Converse?yup 46. Does “Rawr” mean “I love you” in Dinosaur?yes >///< 47. Favourite Pokemon?idk 48. Do you like Decora fashion?its cute 49. Do you like Sparkle Dogs?no idea 50. Show us the most emo/scene picture of you!probably something in one of my albums

Shank's Survey for Alternative People ♥▪︎what subculture/s are you a part of? (punk, goth, emo, scene, etc.)▪︎when/how did you get involved in the community?▪︎who are your favorite musicians?▪︎do you play any instruments?▪︎what piercings do you have/want?▪︎what tattoos do you have/want?▪︎what colors have you dyed your hair?▪︎what is your favorite article of clothing?▪︎are your family/friends a part of the community?▪︎what are some common stereotypes about your community that you disagree with?▪︎do you feel like you're part of a safe and inclusive community?▪︎do you feel accepted within your community?▪︎do you have any unpopular or controversial opinions about your community?▪︎would you date someone who isn't a part of your community?▪︎what's your favorite thing about the community?▪︎what's your least favorite thing about the community?▪︎is there anything else you'd like people to know about your subculture/s?feel free to comment your answers or make a separate bulletin post! just credit me i guess lol

i had a myspace when i was um . wayyyy too young 2 be using myspace but other than that i haven't made a social media page on a Website so . took me a full listen through viva la cobra! to figure out how the f*** to get a cool layout also oh my GOD most of the layouts on here r so ugly.... but also i got the CDs i ordered from amoeba records in the mail today which absolutely made my day bc nothing is more fun than the first listen of a new CD or vinyl :) no one is reading dis bc i just joined but this is fun its making me nostalgic for something i never experienced. a lot of things do that for me. im gonna shut up nowxo red

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If you read the title of this, you know this is part 2 of my nicknames stories. I totally forgot about the nicknames from my family! So I get called, Beaner-like green bean. Noodles, peanut, and french fry. Yes they are all food. So I am called beaner- you know I really hate this nickname, it’s super embarrassing- Because I am super skinny, and they think it’s funny that I like veggetables more than meat. I annoys the crap out of me. I am also called noodles-another embarrassing nickname- because my first food choice is pasta. I was not the only one called Peanut. So before my sister transitioned, we were both called peanut. Now that I am the only girl, I am the only one called it. For the last nickname, French Fry, was given to me because I am part Irish, so while all of you tan during the summer, I get burned from just stepping out into the sun, I love the sun, but if I use a specific sunscreen, then I won’t burn up.  

tw - self harm I hate clockscounting down the time until tomorrow and tomorrow... and tomorrow...and though these days feel infinite I know soon i’ll be plunged into the darkness - once again and i’ll forget it all - once againI am sometimes calmed by thisbut tonight it feels like I have made a new enemy I wonder what time will be my lastand how long it’ll take to get there the road ahead is a long oneand truth be told,I don’t want to even think about it. the future, embellished as it may beholds no lightbut maybe it holds hopea double edged sword, that, hopefully,will slit my wrists before I feel again

does anyone wanna b friends (ﾟ⊿ﾟ) quarantine has made me realise how lonely i am lmao(*´-｀*)

Pressure:I am a girl who is pressured,pressured by her parents,by her siblings,by her friends,she tries to be happy,to not let anyone know,to show no emotion,because she was taught that it was weakness,sometimes she breaks down,she hurts someone close to her,so she stops talking to them,because it is better than hurting them again,she keeps to herself,as to not hurt people again,she can't sleep, because she thinks about the pressure she is under,she thinks about the hopes and dreams that will not be fulfilled,of expectations she will not meet,of all the people she will let down,she wishes she could end it,rip the red and blue strands that tie her to life,she hates to be alone,with no one to love,but she hates to be in love and be with someone,because she feels she'll never be good enough,that she'll hurt them,but she doesn't try to end it,because it could hurt people,because if she has to be tortured just so that she could make people happy,she'll do it,she still wants someone to love,she is bullied,but she suffers through it,hoping that one day it will go away,she is told that she is nothing,she believes it,she doesn't want to listen,to the voices in her head that tell her she is worthless,she tries to shut them up,but they get louder, and louder,the pressure creates cracks,in her image,in her mind,she wants it to stop,that one day someone will notice,to have it stop torturing her,but it swallows her up,she starts to block people out,to close up,she sinks into the depths of depression,no one helps her,they all just watch her drown,not caring until it's too late.

Cheese is just loafted milk. 

DAY 5 - Post a picture of somewhere you've been.So one of my favourite things to take photos of is plants/nature! I went to the Eden Project a few years ago and, despite the fact that I took the photos on an iPhone (vom at Apple's camera quality) they turned out surprisingly well ♥3

Me: God, I hate it when people type like like idiots. Just use proper grammar and punctuation, dumdum. Also me: AYYYYYYYY YO m8t good 2 see u! sup, how s life ben? im stressed a all fu*king hell as us ual xD 

Hi...so, I decided to do a small [lazy] emo song quiz thingy since I was bored and I love making/doing quizzes. Basically just add +10 points for each song and see what score you get at the end - be sure to comment your score at the end... enjoy guys ♥ Demolition Lovers - My Chemical RomanceA Decade Under The Influence - Taking Back SundayRide The Wings Of Pestilence - From First To LastScreenwriting An Apology - Hawthorne HeightsAll These Things I Hate - Bullet For My ValentineMy Heroine - SilversteinDead On Arrival - Fall Out BoyAshes Of My Former Self - Death In DecemberCall Me Hopeless, But Not Romantic - Mayday ParadeAwkward Last Words - Armor For SleepLet It Bleed - The UsedNot Good Enough For Truth In Cliche - Escape The FateKiss Me, Kill Me - MestWalking Disaster - Sum 41Jesus Of Suburbia - Green DayThe Calendar Hung Itself - Bright EyesLetters To You - FinchAnthem Of Our Dying Day - Story Of The YearI Can't Escape - A Vain AttemptBuried A Lie - Senses FailA Boy Brushed Red Living In Black And White - UnderoathHands Down - Dashboard ConfessionalThe Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows - Brand NewWhy 6 Is Afraid Of 7 - Before Their EyesSkyway Avenue - We The KingsGirl's Not Grey - AFIBeware The Jubjub Bird And Shun The Frumious Bandersnatch - Forgive DurdenYour Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit ApparatusSeduction - AlesanaTwenty Below - Hidden In Plain View0-10: You're either new to the music scene or not into emo/pop punk music and probably stumbled across this post on accident11-20: You probably listen to emo/pop punk quite a bit21-30: You're most likely an experienced emo/former emo