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zae

06/12/2021 06:06 PM 

Um
Current mood:  confused

whta is there to blog about 

Huh what is this

SN!FF

06/12/2021 12:37 PM 

hb saq!

are you bored yet?Hola saqito♥ este post es sólo para decirte cuanto te amo y agradezco que pases un año más con vida. Sabes que eres mi solcito, ¿verdad? incluso después de que hayamos tenido un sin fin de problemas seguimos en contacto, y es porque hay algo especial entre nosotros, nos queremos mucho.Fuiste mi primer amigo real, no superficial como los demás,una persona sincera y con muchos valores por dentro, los cuales deben ser más apreciados.Sólo quiero que estés bien, que no te sientas mal y que disfrutes lo más que puedas. Soy una persona muy dificíl de llevar, pero aún así doy mi mayor intento para demostrarte mi cariño, aunque falle mill veces, lo seguiré intentando.Gracias por permanecer un año más con nosotros, conociste amistades nuevas, encontraste más cosas que te gustan y aprendiste mucho más de experiencias que atravezaste.¡Feliz cumpleaños saqito! Puedes contar conmigo para cualquier cosa, aunque no esté en lo correcto aveces fdsdfjks, te amo mucho, eres el mejor♥._A1D3N_X.x

Bug

06/11/2021 11:57 PM 

much needed vent, tw's
Current mood:  depressed

These past few years have honestly been difficult. With my gma mostly. She's got alziemers, been progressing for 3 or 4 years. I just googled how long someone with it can live and I really shouldn't have. It said 4 to 8, up to 20. I know that's just a generalization and I shouldn't even worry. But dammit. I've had such a rough time lately but I won't talk to anyone about it. I love her so much and I can't imagine living without her. I've been with her for all 21 years of my life, she's the one who raised me. She took care of me and now I'm taking care of her. I was such an ass as a teen and I regret a lot of things I've done regarding her, I put her through hell and am probably some of the reason for her blood pressure issues and stress. I know I shouldn't blame myself and she wouldn't want me to, even if it isn't my fault at all. I still do. She's gotten bladder infections more often lately, she's on her second and this time it took her strength. Thankfully she's starting to gain it back with the antibiotics, but I was terrified yesterday. We gave her some azo to help with the side pain and a bit later she just passed out. Started throwing up a lot. Just didn't react well to the azo. Then the next day after her dr appointment, she fell in the yard and hurt her wrist. Thankfully that wasn't bad either. Just has her sore. She sat down in the floor later and couldn't get up. She had to call for me to help her lay down and rest a second. I ended up having to lift her up onto the couch. I don't mind at all helping her or doing these things, it just takes a toll on me because some days she doesn't even know who I am. I know she vaguely knows, but she doesn't recognize me always. I have to tell her. She doesn't remember raising me. She says she wish she knew I was her grandkid when I was young so she could've spoiled me. She did, she really did. I was attatched to her and wouldn't let her go anywhere without me. I don't want anything to happen to her, ever. I've lived with her in this exact house for my entire life. She's getting worse, she'll be 77 this year. I want to relapse so f***ing bad. I want to cut I want to cut. My arm. So bad. My arms itch, they yearn for it. I can't stand it. There isn't anything anyone can do for me, there won't ever be. I know I'll never be the same after something happens with her. I won't be the same again ever. I know I'm gonna relapse and go into a super dark state. I just don't want to lose her. I always used to pray as a kid that god would just take us both up to heaven so we could be together forever. I don't believe in god, but that sounds ideal. She doesn't remember to drink much. She barely eats. She sometimes doesn't even know where she is. She's so fragile. F***, I don't even know. There isn't anything else to say. I'm just f***ing depressed and I want to slice my skin open. I want to focus on something other than what's going on with her. I try to push it to the back of my mind and keep my composure for her and everyone around me, but I'm f***ing breaking inside. I don't like sleeping at night because as soon as my head hits the pillow and I'm not doing anything my mind drifts and wanders and all I can do is think about her. I don't know what to do. There isn't anything more I can do except be there for her and love her. One night she was in so much pain she was praying and thought she was dying. That in itself tore me the f*** up. I lost it and was crying with her. Her side just hurt her real bad from the infection. I hope that goes away soon too. I don't talk about this sh*t with anyone. I say something about what happened, but never any of the emotions or how f***ing much it hurts. I'll joke around about it and say yeah, it f***in sux or something. But never will I say it seriously. Like hey, I really need some help I can't take this. My brain and mental state is deteriorating. I'm just going to put on a happy f***ing face and pretend everything is okay. Get lost in some f***ing mmo where I can pretend I'm someone else and everything is okay when my real life is going to sh*t. I want her to be proud of me but I haven't even acomplished anything for her to be proud of. I'm a high school drop out, I never went back or got my GED. I'm 21 and just now learning how to drive. I've just got my permit. I've got a f***ing larceny charge, can't get a better paying job. Not that I don't like my current job, I love everyone there we're like a big family. But if I wanted one I couldn't get one. When I'm not working I sit at home all day and play a game. I don't DO anything worth being proud for. I'm a failure. I'm disableing comments because this is just a big vent. I want no sympathy. There is nothing anyone can do for me. Saying you're there for me doesn't do anything, I won't talk to you about my emotions. F***, I barely tell my partner any of this. I keep it all inside. No one can help, so what's the use talking about it?

Dominic

06/11/2021 05:47 PM 

I will have the Last Laugh or Smile when it comes to KISS

stanleyu controls and runs KISS not simmons not gene i know 2008 i've given stanley makeup ideas marketing, id do a group 2021some of 2022 an album also suggested inspired by turn on the night to paul to take off the makeup or new make up kiss blocked my pages from sharing i can disrespect them havent respected them since after the year 2000. I blocked the KISS page on Dominic. I got the last laugh, if kiss does album thayer singer like sonicboom and monster psycho circus now i will laugh I will get the last laugh if they dont do something special for me and unique for me they got to inspire.I WILL GET THE LAST LAUGH. 

Raingg925

06/11/2021 11:44 PM 

i gave myself gender euphoria

I just gave myself gender euphoria by putting on a tight sports bra, putting on a baggy shirt, and putting on baggy jeans. so basically, I'm serj tankian and i is hapby :D

Angel

06/11/2021 02:03 PM 

dude,,,,scenecore.
Current mood:  annoyed

Dude, im so tired of seeing "scenecore" when searching scene. Please just,,,, ugh,,, I gotta be honest. I don't like "scenecore" kids a whole lot,, but "glitchcore" is okay ig,, and hyperpop music is okay too. Just the whole "scenecore" and "emocore" thing is like,,, I see it as almost making a joke out of emo and scene culture. They do them, but I just,,, it makes me uncomfy to see those glitchcore kandi kids call themselves scene when they're rainbow throw up basically. No hate at all, since I like a lot of rainbows too,,, just,,, O~o idk it makes me slightly uncomfy for them to call themselves scene when its so so so far away from what the scene subculture is and was. Its like they took scene and emo culture, shook all the good qualities out of it(like the reasoning behind the scene subculture and etc), and slapped it onto tiktok claiming to be scene,,, (reminder, my view is anything pretty much over 2015 scene and emo culture is just,,, milked and made into a trend on tiktok bc "alt looks cool" and not for the real reasons to be scene or alt for that matter.)Anyways yeah, just kinda ranting because I cant look up scene teens without looking at a bunch of eye strain anime glitchcore edits and hello kitty.  Just has been annoying to not talk about.

kandi kid, kandi, scene, scene kid, scenecore, scene core, core, aesthetic, tiktok

MIMI<3

06/10/2021 08:26 PM 

bojack
Current mood:  crying

ok so i started watching bojack like a week ago and ELLEVEN EPISODES IN AND I STARTED BUSTING OUT CRYING i cant lol i think it might be bc i relate to bojack sm, i've told a lot of my friends (1 person) but they seemed unintrested lolol^^. back on topic, i just started the second season and so far its a lot more light harted then the first season!! the first season was supper hard hitting  i think it might be the way bojack makes out to be such a popular star and being "well off" but we all know that he is f**ked up!! and how he picks up really bad habits when he gets upset and also how he pushes people away bc he is scared.. like dude T-T wtf. and the way he is hoping that he can be a better person but no matter how hard he tries he is still an a**hole (like everyone says he is) and his reletionships with different people is very intresting. anyways i really like the show bu its a lot to commit to (ironic bc bojack hates commitment)  also idk if i can really call this blogging but i'd like to have this space to be able to rate shows and write about the journey they take me lol^^ once i end the show i'll rate it 0 to 5!! i hape someone enjoys this and reads this as distaction from hard ships lolol^^ byebye 

trailblazingheadlights

06/10/2021 08:27 PM 

oh boy
Current mood:  depressed

why do i even try 

steven

06/10/2021 07:38 PM 

6/10/2021 BLOG
Current mood:  accomplished

HOW I DECIDED TO SIGN UP FOR FRIEND PROJECT BASICALLY I WAS A FAN OF THE OLD MYSPACE AND CAME ACROSS  FRIENDPROJECT AND SAW THE OLD MYSPACE LOOK WAS ON THERE AND DECIDED TO SIGN UP FOR IT THE NEW LOOK THAT MYSPACE HAS NOW IS UGLY SO IM BASCIALLY NOT ON MYSPACE NO MORE IM BASCALLY ON FACEBOOK ALL THE TIME NOW IM PROBABLY GUNNA BE ON FRIENDPROJECT MONTHLY FOR NOW ON DEPENDING HOW MY SUMMER JOB GOES FOR NOW FEEL FREE TO ADD ME HERE AND ON FACEBOOK AND MY NEXT BLOG WILL BE NEXT MONTH SO TAKE CARE GOODBYE FOR NOW THANK YOU 

xX3L3CT1C_3LL10TXx

06/10/2021 06:07 PM 

EYE ROLL

I WAS SCROLLING THROUGH TIKTOK A FEW MINUTES AGO BEFORE I GOT ON HERE, AND SOMEONE  SAID ON THIS VIDEO ABT SOMEONE CALLING THEM "SCENECORE" WHEN THEYRE SCENE AND SOMEONE SAID "EVERY ALT AESTHETIC THAT HAS -CORE AT THE END IS JUST ANOTHER VARIAYTION OF EKID" AND I COULDNT AGREE MORE TBH.LIKE SERIOUSLY THERE ARE SOME REALLY CLOSE RESELMBANCES BETWEEN WHAT PEOPLE CALL TIKTOK ALT AND SCENECORE AND EBOY/EGIRL/EKID AESTHEIC

scene,emo,scene kid,scemo

elfenn

06/10/2021 05:24 PM 

stolen by lee latexx AGAIN!

  26. Big hair or big accessories? well i wear a lot of big accessories so ill go with that! but i want to have BIG scemo hair one day  27. Did you ever have a MySpace? Do you still? no , wish i had one :/ 28. Want any emo/scene tattoos? ig just like those old star tattoos emo/scene teens would have on their chest and a hello kitty tat somewhere 29. Have any emo/scene tattoos? no  30. Do you like Furbies?love em 31. xD, Xd or XD? XD 32. Do you like Care Bears? not really 33. Is Avril Lavigne a clone? omg i used to believe she was one in like 2016-2018 but ehhh not no more 34. Do you want fangs? yess 35. Does emo/scenecore make you happy? YASS! like looking at old scene kid yt vids going out with their other scene/emo friends makes me so happy 36. Have you dyed your hair? If so, what colours and how long ago? yes , ive done half brownish blond half black and then just fully brownish blond 37. Do you want/have any piercings? yes , i have my ears pierced , septum and nose ring. i want more!! 38. Do you wish you were in a band? kinda. but i prefer being solo 39. What Warrior Cats clan are you in? im not into warrior cats 40. Is Gir annoying? no , but when posers overuse him in like EVERYTHING it starts to get annoying 41. Have you ever played Imvu? yess 42. Are you a Killjoy or a Youngblood? killjoy 43. Do you have any emo/scene friends irl? no but ive had alternative friends like they from a diff subculture  44. Who’s your favourite scene/emo blog? dont really have one rn 45. Do you wear Converse? no :(( i want to wear them , esp the knee high ones 46. Does “Rawr” mean “I love you” in Dinosaur? obvi 47. Favourite Pokemon? evie  48. Do you like Decora fashion? its pretty cool 49. Do you like Sparkle Dogs? AW THEY LOOK COOL 50. Show us the most emo/scene picture of you! uhh idk if it shows cause i can only do this on a sh*tty school computer but i have WAYY better photos , ill show them when i get to have free time with my phone

elfenn

06/10/2021 05:11 PM 

stolen from lee latex X_X

        1. Are you more Scene or Emo?  ehh ig more emo 2. Were you ever into Never Shout Never? heard some of their songs , was never really that into them tho 3. Fringes or Coontails? both! working on the fringe on my wig and i kinda wanna add coontails 4. Bright and colourful hair, or dark black hair? dark black hair , maybe add some strands of bright colors  5. Gloomy bear or Hello Kitty? HELLOOO KITTAYYY , gloomy bear is cool doe 6. How often do you shop at a HotTopic? everytime i go to the mall really , which is rarely. but its really the only store at the mall i can find accsessories that suit me 7. How many band posters do you have up? none </3 planning on getting some  8. Have you watched Invader Zim? If so, who’s your favourite character? no :(( i kinda wanna start watching it  9. Opinion on Gerard Way? hes very handsome 10. Waffles or Tacos? WAAAAAAAFFFFLEZZz  11. Have you played Gaia? yes , but rarely 12. Dear Maria or Check Yes Juliet? dearrr mariiaaa counttt meee innn 13. Do you drink Monster? nope  14. Have you had a scene phase before? in one , just need the look 15. Do you make Kandi? yess  16. Do you wear a lot of Kandi? nope , i used to wear A BUNCH! but now i dont wear too much , just a few bracelets  17. Do you have a Blingee account? And/or make Blingees? noo , it wont let me make an acc :( 18. Are you a furry? If so, what’s your fursona like? no , i used to be one tho. my fursona was a fox 19. Do you listen to BVB, AA, or BMTH? i listen to both AA and BMTH , but im listening to more AA. never rlly got into BVB  20. Do you have Funko Pops? yess , i used to have a super cute rainbow dash one but i lost it. i dont know where much of my funko pops are now actually :( 21. Do you watch Anime? i used to watch it a lot , only rarely now  22. Do you play Animal Jam? noo not anymore   23. Are you okay? IM NOOOOOOOOT OKAY! IM NOT OKAYYHAYYHAYYYY IM NOT OKAYYYYYYAH 24. Are you Lol Xd Randum?? ofcofc 25. Opinion on Nyan Cat? beautiful and legendary    

Anthonyd

06/10/2021 03:33 PM 

Misprescribed drugs for multiple uses? no

depakote, dexadrine abilify strattera for bi polarI didnt have none of these i should have been prescibed depokote maybe in 2005 luckily after 2004 I didnt have any more seziure/s, ritalin is like cocaine, concerta like crack didnt get concerta wasnt prescribed concerta adderall and adderall xr extended release i dont like sp[rinkles i dont like extended release. 

ThatMattie

01/01/2003 03:36 AM 

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elfenn

06/10/2021 12:08 PM 

stole this shii

1) nameangelina / elfen 2) zodiac sign libra 3) 3 things u lovemy gf , music , getting new clothes/accsessories 4) 3 things you hate eating icky food , time going by slow , idk annoying people5) your best friendeveryone in the elfen ressurection gc 6) how tall are you 4´11 last time i checked 7) what do you miss my gf , old memories , going to fun places with friends8) favorite color black , hot pink , green , brown , purple 9) do you have a crush yes10) what are you listening to right nowcrimewave by crystal castles11) how do you feel right nowbored12) someone you love my gf13) piercings you wanti need my belly button pierced again ! nip piercings14) loud or soft music it depends15) last book you read a royal shade of blue




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