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09/25/2020 05:34 PM 

Current mood:  drained

First Post: Blog Time i.e. if you know me, no you don'tI like this, it reminds me of something... Myarea? Jk. Anyways, watch me struggle to underdstand how this works. I'm exhausted, barely got any sleep last night and I'm behind on my midterm assignment for my first year seminar. Getting wasted tonight might help though, not with getting it done but it will make me stress less lmao. What do you talk about on a blog? I'm rory, I like the color yellow, my favorite food is food and my taste in music sucks. I'm not funny but i'll laugh at my own jokes so you don't have to. I need caffiene, why am I here? Send me a message if you have any music recs.

first post, new here, music

Depresso Espresso

09/25/2020 01:46 PM 


my blog is just kind of a place for me to vent now bc nobody rly looks at it and i can type more here than on stream.  i might not post here a whole lot bc my mental health is sorta getting better bc i haven't really cried a whole lot recently.  there was a point in time where i'd cry like twice a day which was just ugh like my eyes were dead by the end of that.


09/25/2020 06:48 PM 

Current mood:  disgusted

Rant lol!!TW mentions of food and restriction!!!!Our whole lives revolve around consumerism. From birth we are exposed to billions of advertisments. They are everywhere, art, our clothes, music videos, lyrics. There is literally no way to escape. We go to school so that we can learn useless sh*t that stresses us out to the point where we question whether it's even worth it to stay alive. All of this so we can get a job to earn money, because we are taught that money= happiness since we are nothing but consumers. Ads influence everything we do. They feed into setting norms for society like gender roles and 'traditional family values'. I turn on my tv and its full of cishet white girls promoting diet culture. Cosumerism creates our insecurities then it feeds off of them. Hating parts of yourself is so normalised to the point that we HAVE TO REMIND OURSELVES that we are not a waste of space and that 'every body is a beautiful body'  it makes ME SICK!!!!! Having to remind yourself that you are worthy of love and food is not normal. We are born to work, make money to buy products, feel insecure, work more and then die. Our morals and life choices are based on how much money we can make. It's how we have adapted in order to survive. Everything has been capitalized, even food is now seen as a product instead of a necessity, feeding ourselves is no longer a priority, people will restrict themselves in order to fit a mold that capitalism has deemed desirable. Our lives literally revolve around money. Schools, malls, pubs etc. were opened in order for the economy to continue thriving, at the same time that covid was taking lives. They don't care about us. They have enough to solve the problems that they created. We are controlled with peices of paper like donkeys are with a carrot on a stick. It literally keeps me up at night. Why do we go to school if we learn things we don't want to? They teach us to submit then we work till we die. The rich get richer while the rest of us suffer. Bruh I want Jeff Bezos for dinner.  

amanda, punk, satan, 1312, acab, capitalism, rant, vent


09/25/2020 11:14 AM 

Oh no....
Current mood:  worried

I think I like some of 100 gecs'z songz.. unironically. Help...


09/25/2020 10:21 PM 

what is this
Current mood:  good

Yes I used one of my own song titles to start off this blog. Cross-promotion works!Life is definitely strange, beautiful, weird, messed up, you name it. Life is also very good at throwing curve balls, as long as you have your mitt ready. That happened to me recently. I reached out to a bass player a few weeks ago, just asked him point-blank, "Feel like playing bass on my new album?" And he replied with a very enthusiastic YES! Soon after, he said he knew a drummer that could cut the mustard. And then soon after, one of my friends who is a producer called and asked "You know (this bass player)?! We grew up together! I want to produce your new album." Just like that, I went from nothing to having a new line-up for the album and a producer. I had my mitt, bat, and cup that day.I am not revealing any song titles, nor the names of the musicians and producer right away. In the past, I would be excited and want to share the glee. But things can backfire, and I look like I had mud in my eye. Not anymore. Learning the art of admirable restraint (as per Bill Bruford) and it seems to be working. The less said, the better. And the less said, the more people will show genuine interest. I think I like that.Hoping to start work on the recording early 2021, now that NAMM is cancelled (a first!!) The money I had saved up for that trip to California will now go towards studio time and pressing cds. My goal of having this album out in 2020 obviously isn't happening but at least we're STARTING to work on it, via rehearsing. Time to clear the cobwebs off my gear...


09/25/2020 10:19 PM 


i showed 100 gecs to my str8 friends and uh oh they do not approve l0s3rz


09/25/2020 09:49 PM 

haii xp
Current mood:  blah

hullooo ima in class rn && i ltrly hav nthng 2 do && imma so bored soo if any1 wnts 2 talk 2 me plzz do 


09/25/2020 06:25 PM 


these are so cute wtf


09/25/2020 01:21 PM 

Current mood:  adored

he download mc to play with me, oh i don't wanna fall in luh ♥


09/24/2020 11:55 PM 

revisiting the Voynich manuscript
Current mood:  grateful

this has made me feel much better than I have been for a while

Lorelei Luthor

09/24/2020 10:53 PM 

Goodbye Self
Current mood:  miserable

Wow...My world really is Crubling Before My EyesF***Why Wont you Listen to Me Stop hearing me and start listeningbetter luck next time



09/24/2020 09:55 PM 


I got it from hereeeez:  1. Are you more Scene or Emo?Scene ofccc! :D  2. Were you ever into Never Shout Never?YAH! I luv their music ;w; 3. Fringes or Coontails?uhhh both? xD I want both but i hav short hair DX 4. Bright and colourful hair, or dark black hair?A mix! But if i had 2 choose... BRIGHT! 5. Gloomy bear or Hello Kitty?Hello kitty cuz more merch xD 6. How often do you shop at a HotTopic?WE DUN HAVE THEM IN AUSTRALIAAAA DX IM SO SAD ABT IT 7. How many band posters do you have up?None rn D: im in a rental and also dun have any XDDD I need 2 buy some! 8. Have you watched Invader Zim? If so, who’s your favourite character?I ♥ GIR 9. Opinion on Gerard Way?Stinky piss boy. I ♥ him xD 10. Waffles or Tacos?WAFFACOS!!!! 11. Have you played Gaia?Yah! Im playin it rn xD herez mah avi 12. Dear Maria or Check Yes Juliet?DEAR MARIA COUNT MEH INNNN 13. Do you drink Monster?ysssss probs 2 much XD 14. Have you had a scene phase before?I had 1 wayyy back when i waz in 7th grade but i didnt have da meanz 2 make it reality... BUT I DO NAO :D 15. Do you make Kandi?Yeeeeep!!! I need better string tho cuz mine keepz comin apart >:C 16. Do you wear a lot of Kandi?As many as i have xD 17. Do you have a Blingee account? And/or make Blingees?YAH OFC! BOTH! 18. Are you a furry? If so, what’s your fursona like?I hav 2 so far! 1 is a sparkledog n the other is based off a vintage bunny plush xD 19. Do you listen to BVB, AA, or BMTH?A lil bit! It dependz on da mood 20. Do you have Funko Pops?pff no xD I dont like how they look. I do like the alphonse elric one tho!!! 21. Do you watch Anime?ABSOLUTELY YIS 22. Do you play Animal Jam?YEP! not az much as i want 2 tho 23. Are you okay?IM NOOOOOTTTTT OOOOKAAAAYYYY~~~ 24. Are you Lol Xd Randum??wafflez o_O 25. Opinion on Nyan Cat?best! boy!! 26. Big hair or big accessories?Both ♥ 27. Did you ever have a MySpace? Do you still?Duz this count as myspace? xD I think i waz a lil too young 2 have social media during its peak 28. Want any emo/scene tattoos?Idk o.O probablu~ 29. Have any emo/scene tattoos?no xD Im gonna get somethin cool soon tho owo 30. Do you like Furbies?YES!!!! i hav 4 furby booms/2012 furbies :) I ♥ THEM!!! 31. xD, Xd or XD?All have different energy xD It depends on da mood~ 32. Do you like Care Bears?yesss ♥ i luv old care bear plushiesss 33. Is Avril Lavigne a clone?o.O idk 34. Do you want fangs?I WANNA B A VAMPIREEE YESS 35. Does emo/scenecore make you happy?It gives me seratonin, ye xD 36. Have you dyed your hair? If so, what colours and how long ago?My hair iz half pink and half green rn X3 Ive had a lot of colours tho~ 37. Do you want/have any piercings?I have snakebites and mah lobes done! I had a nostril piercing but i had an.... accident xD I wanna get both nostrils, my bridge, my septum, a few cartlidge piercings, my nips and maybe a third lip piercing! Mayb a smiley too o.o 38. Do you wish you were in a band?nu cuz i cant do musicz v good xD  39. What Warrior Cats clan are you in?Riverclan or shadowclan!!! 40. Is Gir annoying?NU HES BABIE 41. Have you ever played Imvu?ya ♥ i miss it xD i might download it now 42. Are you a Killjoy or a Youngblood?Both!  43. Do you have any emo/scene friends irl?nu :C i dont rly have irl friends rn cuz im far away from all mah friendz 44. Who’s your favourite scene/emo blog?uhhh idk o.O 45. Do you wear Converse?i would but theyre rlyyyy expensive here xD id rather pay the extra like $50 and get demonias~ I did get sum red vans on sale tho! 46. Does “Rawr” mean “I love you” in Dinosaur?Rawrrrr ♥333 47. Favourite Pokemon?I CANT CHOOSE A FAV! Probs suicune, the eeveeloutions, bulbasaur... AH IDK 48. Do you like Decora fashion?YUS! i did a pastel decora thing aaaaages ago and it waz so fun! id love to try niji decora! 49. Do you like Sparkle Dogs?YESYESYESYES 50. Show us the most emo/scene picture of you! this iz the most scene pic i have xD i dont like it v much becuz i need cuter clothessss♥333 RAWR ILY GUYZ

get to know me, ask game, scene, scenecore


09/24/2020 09:07 PM 

Always looking behind
Current mood:  bummed

On my fifth beer. Been drifting into my teenhood past.I would do anything to start over. 


09/24/2020 09:06 PM 

I'm witnessing the fall of Rome rn
Current mood:  indifferent




09/24/2020 08:08 PM 

Current mood:  cheerful

So I may or may not have fallen for this guy in my gym class and I may or may not be baking cookies for him rn as we speak.


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