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10/20/2004 - A cloudy evening.Dear Diary, yesterday, I walked in school, earphones plugged in, wearing my brand new black striped hoodie, sneakers and Bleeding Star shirt, and some black eyeshadow with red, to make for a very dramatically awesome entry. Even though I heard someone yell something at me, but couldn't quite make out what it was. But that wasn't the most awesome thing that happened today! There's a new, cute guy at school! I'm kinda shy so I wouldn't go talking to him but the teacher placed him next to me and he started talking to me and it turns out, he likes the same bands as me! He has some kind of really colorful and happy style but has some kind of bleeding monster on his shirt and spiky belts! It's quite different from everyone else so I love it! So far, he is very kind and I'm quite surprised, he even spoke up when someone bumped into me and laughed when I almost tripped! Oh no! I need to finish my science homework now, I'll tell you more!11/08/2004 - A Windy NightDear Diary, I'm sorry I haven't written in a while, I was quite busy. A lot of things happened these last weeks, and I don't really know how to feel about it all, but I am still very happy. Let me explain it to you. Up until yesterday, me and the cute guy only got closer, I got  his name, number and know where he lives now. His name is Evan, but there is one detail he hadn't told me, but I'll get back to that later. Anyway, we talked a lot in class, and even Lisa noticed me getting closer to him. He has bright blue eyes, and I've honestly tried to keep myself from constantly staring but I just couldn't. He didn't seem to have picked up on it though so it's alright. I kept wanting to be as close to him as I could at all times, so eventually I realized I had a crush on him. Ofcourse me being me would not want todo anything about it, I'd just jump to conclusions every time he did something nice for me. And something of that sort kinda happened. He was busy this weekend he'd told me but he asked me if we could "go to the park on monday? We could goof around and eat icecream". A date you'd say, well, not exactly. I said yes and today was the day. I went to school and saw him in a few classes but he was gone for the last 2 classes. That fact made me excited as I thought of how he may have been putting up some kind of romantic picnic,or maybe looked for something nice to wear. Later, I went to the park. I had put on a nice dress, striped tights and Converse, and had nicely done my makeup. But when I got there, I was introduced by Evan to Izzy. Evan then explained that he was quite scared to tell me and he took his time to get to know me and to be sure... That he could admit he was gay and has a boyfriend... Izzy. Because I would accept him and his boyfriend.But, I guess the good thing is that I now have two new friends instead of one. It was quite a wild day. To think he had skipped the last classes to make out with Izzy. I mean, they are pretty cute together though. I'm just a little taken by surprise, and I'm not sure how to act. Enough for now, I'll keep you updated!

10/15/2004 - A windy and cloudy yet not too cold afternoon.Dear new diary, I'm April Lily King, I'm 16, and I live with my parents. They're quite rich, and very kind although my mom can be quite intrusive and my dad a little absent most of the time because he loves his job, and his precious car. So, I'd say I'm living quite a good life, except at school. You see, I'm not the one to have lots of friends, except for Lisa, but she has other friends too, while I mostly only have acquaintances, so she's often with them instead of me. I don't mind, although when someone insults me, I'd like someone to have my back, but I can deal with it pretty well on my own anyway. I get bullied a lot but it's never really gotten to me, since I quite like being what they'd call the outcast. Most likely I've been called emo before by my classmates, and even by Lisa, except she didn't mean to hurt me unlike the others. I do have an edgy look, but I'm quite proud to be different from all the others. Lisa usually gets in a lot of fights over people pushing her around for her pink hair, but she doesn't know about how much I get pushed around for my jet black hair with blonde highlights, covering about half of my face. (I'm surprised I haven't turned blind yet, but I just won't cut my hair.) The only time it gets to me is when people criticise my art, which is why only one of the teachers has seen my doodles, along with my mom. I can't trust people about it. Or when I got beaten up, but that only happened once and the boy had anger issues, I've been told. I still don't know why he hated me as much as he did, but he did. I also have a dog called Cinnamon Roll, Cinna for short. I love her the most in the family, and she got her name because she actually looks like a cinnamon roll. She's a daschund (a wiener dog if you prefer) and she's very fat, but healthy. She's a spoiled dog but all she wants is affection and she will eat about anything you'd give her, but don't you DARE touch her precious green carrot toy or she might bite your hand right off. I like music a lot, I love nature and walks around town and in Central Park (Oh yeah, I live in New York!), I like the rain, autumn, the cold and hate the warm, I like complaining although I'm happy, I like my family and my dog and drawing. I don't really like school but my grades are alright. I think that'll be all for now, I'll tell you more about my life some other time!

I cut my hair, as I previously mentioned, and I massively regret it because now my fringe has died and it's gonna take another year to grow it back to how it was I only really did it because of everyone harassing me, ridiculing me, calling me a girl and a sissy and everything. I was fed up of it, and I changed myself instead of the way I saw things. Now I've lost the one thing I actually felt confident about and I'm massively insecure about how I look. I'm so annoyed with myself..

Hmmmmm. Is that so? I just ate lots of sweets and cakes and ice creams If so you shall drink some tea without sugar Music... Music is the matter "Instinctive push YOU BETTER LOCK YOUR DOORS!!!!!" Screaming right? screaming right!! now that.. SCREAMING I AM GENOCIDE! So after updating my pictures kinds of wrecked online getting extreme killogic mindeeeeeeed CKY to Bleed the sky I want to express what I do on my stage by my self alone I got .50 AE Israeli Brain detonation magnum I pursuit my guitar playing performance and resulted blowing gas blow back from my right butt pulling my hand gas airsoft 3 times... 1 for my love 1 for my truth 1 for my attraction so in my mind which 1 of 3 strikes your brain is the matter i was striking pose with guitar and came up with this way of playing along with my DIY Music see ya yeah

My boss is going on holiday next week.I couldnt be happier, a whole week where I wont have to see, talk or interact with him.It makes me feel like I'm getting a holiday.It's interesting, i have had a lot of different jobs in a lot of different industries.I have met a lot of different people through work, some of i have liked, some I have despised.but I have never despised anyone as much as I despise the pedantic, braindead f***wit who i currently work for.When I was young I always told myself I would never end up in the position I am currently in, working for a person I hate, working longer than average hours just struggling to scrape by.The real world certainly came knocking.I never found my niche, and I dont know where else to look.

THE MYSPACE ABOUT ME SURVEYTELL US ABOUT YOURSELFname:  Lindsaynickname:  Lyndseyhow old are you: 19zodiac sign: Aquariuscurrent location: Nashvilleeye color: Blue/Greyhair color: Blackhair type:  Straight and Thinwhat's your middle name: Taylorshoe's you wore today: Converseyour weakness: Chocolateyour fear: Heights, drowning, and spidershave you ever ridden a mechanical bull: no   do you want to: nogoal you would like to achieve this year:  get a carfirst thought when you wake up: anything new on instagram?best physical feature: eyes?who is your bestest friend: Her name starts with an Fwhen is your bedtime: when f***in everyour most cherished memory: i don't really knowpepsi or coke: cokemc donalds or burgerking:  mcdonaldssingle or group dates: depends on whowhat is the last song you sang?: a miw one loldoes playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive: YESwhat is your biggest pet peeve:  nail bitingdo you drink: noever been drunk:  nodo you smoke: yesdo you "SMOKE": no do you sing: nowhat color underwear do you have on: blackdo you want to go to college: maybehave you ever been in love: yesdo you want to get married: yesdo you believe in yourself:  nodo you believe in others: yesdo you like thunderstorms: sometimesdo you play an instrument: yeswhat do you want to be when you grow up: idek :(what country would you like to visit: Italyhow many CD's do you own: 30ishhow many DVD's do you own: Close to 100, most of them aren't minehow many tattoo's do you have: nonehow many piercings do yo have: nonehow many things in the past do you regret: nothingFAVORITESshoes: vansradio station: i hate the radio haahadrink: dr peppercar: i dont really care for carsplace: Disney World lmaosong:  wayy too manymovie: the craftmoment: when my head hits the pillow and im about to drift asleepcolor: redmeal: mac and cheeseIN A GUY/GIRLfavorite eye color: bluefavorite hair color: black or bleach blondeshort or long hair: longheight: idc as long as they're taller than mebody type: thindoes ethnicity matter: nopiercings: nose and lipstattoos: yesssBED SIDE MANNERdo you think you are attractive:  rarelyare you attracted to someone who does not know it: they might know it lolwould you like to be someones fantasy: depends on whohunter or hunted: bothdo you kiss with your eyes closed or open: closed ?a little or a lot of tongue: a little goes a long way sisolder or younger:  not too younger and not too olderlights on/lights off or candle light:  candlelightdo you like to cuddle after:  yusdo you like to cuddle in general: yusssRIGHT NOWwhat is todays date: 7/12/18what time is it: 2:58amwho are you thinking of: my bfwhat are you listening to: silencedo you love someone: yes do you know where your mechanical bull is:  my wHatdoes someone love you:  yesis it raining:  nohow many myspace friends do you have: this isn't myspace but i think i have like 10 on hereare you happy: yea i guess so

She says.. "Forever me. With me Yuto..." Im forever with you hold and hug me tightly I lay on your chest .... I feel hurt and strange you are my motherly love.. Clouds and sunlight I shoved flower in her mouth half shes dead and beautiful I touch her broken body. Such a beautiful visage. Way she has her British pale skins with blue eyes. Skinny bones and black hair. I love her til bones her broken mentality lets her self just keeps breathing.. "Where did you get scars on knee?"I asked. "By myself "she says.." you are just doll out of box I said."

(I'm sure it's all my fault),I ruin every day I wake to.I ruined myself,I miss the way things were,One minute ago.I'm drowning in my own self-loathing,I'm slowly getting more impatient,(I can't get anywhere).I'm thinking of a reason,I should expect more of myself ever again.It's nothing I'm not used to,I'm only setting myself up for failure.I'm only dying for the joy of it all,Because it seems so much more fun than living like this.I don't, no I don't want to lose it all,I don't know if I want to lose it all,I'm sure I don't want to lose you,But almost everything else I could do without.

OK, so a lot has changed in the time I haven't been using this due to my exams. (I finished them and all of them went super well!) The biggest thing I guess is that I left my previous partner Aimon. We're on good terms, but the relationship suddenly turned toxic and I knew it had to end. The other big news is that I got a new boyfriend as well! His name is Cain, and we've been together for about a month. I'm at his house right now, but I'll post a few pictures when I get home.Also I cut my hair.. I was tired of my parents telling me to cut it and people telling me I look like a girl so I cut it and I massively regret that. After the summer ends, I'm gonna start growing it back. It feels really weird being able to like.. touch my head xDI'm sorry it's been so long, I will try to be more active again! ♥

I need a simple HTML5 template to play songs in my profile.please?

Not all that glitters is goldSometimes it's the metal of a ghost An entity that no longer touches my skinSubconscious thoughts, what you want mostAh, tradegy, best frenemy Bathe me in my sins (blood)Drown me in my sorrow (tears)For I wear on my fleshThe marks of time I borrowThough I mustn't rush timeThough I shouldn't want thisLike I shouldn't want youLike I shouldn't like the bitter kissOf a serpent that no longer killsBut slowly, it's making me illOh, I, poor little meI desire sadness like everyone elseI glorify suffering like everyone elseEach night is just another nightAnd I do not deserve to breatheAnd so I shut my eyes and dream Of a world where everyone feels realAnd so I stop inhaling, why botherIf inspiration comes from a broken souland if to write, you must suffer.

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The rush of nostalgia I'm getting in here can be so nice~ I don't know what it is, but it feels like a family to me.My steam profile: https://steamcommunity.com/id/notasquiddy/uwu

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So, the Ladyfriend and I are doing something fun. She's writing a horror story about a married couple. The only thing she's allowing to be known as of now(outside of She and I) is it's gory. Well, she's asked your Ol' Pal Vince to write some music for it, and I've already got some ideas percolating. TO type out the titles of my songs would be to give away information about the story. What I'm looking at here is doing what is essentially an OST to a written story. I asked her if she wants full band, electric, or does shewant it to be just me and CarolAnne(My acoustic guitar). She wants it just me and CarolAnne, and she wants it all in my style. SO. I'm gonna keep working at this, and HOPEFULLY we can make a fun masterpiece of multi-media.