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09/24/2022 09:38 PM 

I need a LIFE
Current mood:  quixotic

I feel like a good 90% of the sh*t I post here is gonna be about him and I am SO sorry for that but I simply have NOWHERE else to rant about how much I like this guy without annoying irl friends LMAOAccording to them, I act like a little giggly schoolgirl around him, which is absolutely embarrassing and makes me want to crawl into a ball and DIE. He just makes me SO unreasonably happy. I don't really "text" anyone regularly aside from him. Most of my friends communicate through Instagram since that's the easiest way to exchange videos n pictures n stuff with my android-phone-havin-self. But mister man is a MILLENNIAL and doesn't use social media in the same way kids my age do lol. However unfortunately that means my phone will light up with a text notification and I get super excited that it's him and boom.It's my mom.I just want to talk to him 24/7... or at least a ton like we used to over the summer. But I'm scared of annoying him and bad at reading social cues, so I assume everything is negative lol. Basically I try to limit how much I text him. I'm so jealous of this one friend I have who it seems like they text him ALL THE TIME. fhghfhghfghrghghfrghr GOD I WISH THAT WERE ME  


09/24/2022 01:12 PM 

song 1 wip

I feel like it's been an eternity since I've been trappedinside the walls of my heart and it's hurting me, it's hollow and it's echoing the sounds of your laughI'll always remember the memories of you and me under the tangerine leavesYour auburn eyes underneath the autumn sky, making me wish that time would ceaseWhat a November, the memories of you and me under the tangerine leavesBut now it's been years and the moss has grown over our names that we carved in the tree 

Gillionaire Mimic Stealer!

09/24/2022 05:26 PM 

Video game thoughts.
Current mood:  creative

So what am I missing on Kingdom Hearts? I'm just kind of frustrated that I don't understand the story. But I mean that's probably 50 percent of the Kingdom Hearts people out there that are lost. This is the worst game where I just can't understand the story and I need an honest guide for that. I normally don't look up on Google Chronological games for stories. I normally look them up to make sure I'm following the release date order. For Kingdom Hearts I had to look up a guide that could help me understand the story based on what series. Also just letting people know that I didn't need help on Final Fantasy 13. I got the story loud and clear. But I've a video game blog on my Google Blogs on my feelings about FF 13.   If you want to play the Kingdom Hearts series in its full chronological order this is the list you need. It takes you from the series’ earliest moments - depicting the great Keyblade War that reshaped the entire universe into what we see in later games - all the way through to the end of the Dark Seeker Saga - which concluded in Kingdom Hearts 3.Multiple games in the series have been re-released on other platforms and renamed too. As these titles tell identical (or nearly identical) stories set at exactly the same time we’ve grouped them together under the same entry.The chronological order is pretty different from the games’ release order, and with how the story is told you might find that structure easier to follow. You can find the release order list further down. So far I'm on bulletin number two and the story is finally making some damn sense for once! Also I'm sorry but I don't like any character in Kingdom Hearts. I really don't lol. Maybe a few in Union X and Chirithy. If you can change my thoughts about Kingdom Hearts. I'm down for friendly debate. Kingdom Hearts X / X Back Cover / Unchained X / Union X  Kingdom Hearts Dark Road  Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep / Final Mix Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep 0.2: A Fragmentary Passage  Kingdom Hearts / Final Mix Kingdom Hearts Chain of memories / Re: Chain of Memories Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days  Kingdom Hearts 2 / Final Mix Kingdom Hearts Coded / Re: Coded  Kingdom Hearts 3D: Dream Drop Distance  Kingdom Hearts 3  Kingdom Hearts 3: ReMind DLC  Kingdom Hearts: Melody of Memory  Currently trying a FF X run with only bare bones luck. I'm going to try to see how far I can do this with using 9,999k Rikku's mix, I probably will just max out Defence, Agility, Strength and that's all. I probably might break HP if I see that I'm struggling really badly. Also since I won't be raising luck that means I won't be able to hit the Dark Aeons at all. So that means I will have to raise my magic levels very high, and have DoubleCast on Rikku, Tdius and Yuna. Have Anima use Cheer, Doublecast, Haste, Regen and Curga. I'm not doing the Celestial weapon for Tidus. I would be beyond stressed out and same with Wakka. I'm sure there is a way to defeat the Dark Aeons without max luck and having Wakka's overdrive. I rather be focused on seeing if I can get everyone at 225 for Attack, Defence, Magic and I think agility the max you can get is 175. I'm not sure. I might have one character have a Ribbon on. The others will be Stone Proof and Auto Med, Auto Phoenix and Auto Potion. I feel like using one character turn to use Haste for all characters. I already defeated Dark Valefor just by using Rikku's 9,999k by using Water Gems, Fire Gems and Ice Gems etc. Tidus overdrives and uses my Aeon's Overdrive. So I really hope by at least Tuesday I can have Dark Ifrit done. If not, I'm creating a save file before I beat Sin, so I can beat the game and move on to X-2 to at least tackle the good ending. I got the sad ending and I was so confused what went wrong lol and I also didn't do the super bosses. Also my Aeon's do need work Anima is only hitting 19k on Dark Ifrit and the Magus Sisters only 25k each combo for Overdrive. Well that's because Yuna is at 60 strength LMAO.Check out my cool layout someone made me on Space Hey and also added some new blogs as well :)


09/24/2022 12:10 PM 

daily entry 2 <3
Current mood:  mellow

hellooo!! ahh-- i was gonna go to sleep but decided to tell you about my day ^^i had two tests today dealing with mathematics !! it was the worsttt!! i think i passed them tho, I HAVE CONFIDENCEEEE X))) the day went by pretty fast though!! i got to spend time with my friend and someone asked us for our socials! i hope it wasnt for a joke tho..they seemed nice. but who knowzzz!! ahh i was waiting for it to be friday!! it was so draggingggg!! ~m~ |||i cant wait to sleeeep, but i do have to work on an essay by monday, so wish me luck!! @[email protected] sorry if this post seems messy, im very tired hehebut i hope you have a good timezone! i love youuu~ goodnight aaaa X333


09/23/2022 03:01 PM 

September 23rd 2022
Current mood:  artistic

I know that I said I wouldn't be able to blog today, but I called out of work, so I have time.  My parents don't know that I called out, let's keep that between us.  After I called out, I went to the doctor to get a note for work.  Turns out, I have an infection. Anyways, I've been planning my next stop-motion short film.  I have to make a new setting, but I'm planning on saving money and paper by using the back side of my old set.  I don't plan on making a new doll.  I really like my current doll and I will just make new paper clothes for her so that she isn't naked in every movie. There are still a few hours before I have to leave to go camping so I'm going to spend it planning out the film and building the set. I almost forgot! I stopped at Walmart today and had some pocket change, so I tried the claw machine.  I won two times in a row!  The first thing I won was a stuffed monkey; I'm not a huge fan of monkeys so I'll probably just customize him.  The second win though, it was amazing! It was one of those baby stuffed animals with a clip to hang from their car seat but, I hung it from my rear-view mirror as it's a lamb and lambs are my favorite animals.  I put a picture of it below! Tomorrow is the renaissance fair and I'm so excited!  My whole family is dressing up, including my lover!  That all depends on if he found a costume yet.  My mother is dressing up as a witch, she's a practitioner of the craft.  My father is dressing up as Gandalf from, "Lord of the Rings."   My brother is dressing up as a Viking using a costume I handmade but was too small for me.  My lover is dressing up as the little brother from, "Over the Garden Wall."  I am dressing up as an angel.  I'll be sure to take lots of pictures to upload on Sunday!   Well, I don't have much time if I'm going to be starting on my next project, I'll be off for now.


09/23/2022 02:38 PM 

woah a blog

ever since i've started college the concept of free-time just got deleted from my mind oh my god i've never been THIS busy before in my life.    


09/22/2022 09:07 PM 


currently listing to system of a down-chop suey listen to it rn! 


09/22/2022 06:24 PM 

September 22nd 2022
Current mood:  ashamed

Nothing very interesting happened today.  I woke up, went to work, then came home.  I'm starting to fall into this routine of wake up, work, home, computer.  Between these "phases" of my day I stuff my mouth full of whatever I can find and make myself erase my mistakes. I don't know what happened; I used to just not eat but, ever since I started eating more again I just can't stop.  I'm addicted to making myself throw up, and I don't know how to stop it.  I think I just need to start counting calories again.  When I stopped counting calories I was scared of how much I was consuming so I made myself throw up. Now that that's out of the way, I completed my stop-motion film! It's a very short film, less than a minute long.  It's kind of graphic, but it's all fake. I decided to make the video short as to try and tip my toes back into the stop-motion world.   Below is a link to the video that I uploaded on youtube!  If you have any questions about making animations please either comment or message me!


09/22/2022 02:25 PM 

What is Reality?
Current mood:  inquisitive

Lately, I've been interested in questioning reality and what we all collectively agree to be reality. What is true objective reality if not just a collection of individual subjective realities. It gets even more complicated as we begin to realize that we are limited by our instruments for measurements and investigation of what we currently can't measure with our physical senses. It is a well known fact that there are certain wavelenght of light and colors in our visible spectrum that surround us at all times, but are invisible to our eyes. Yet because of our instruments that we have to measure them we can confidently accept that these invisible particles in our air exist. During investigation we are also bound by our set of beliefs, expectations, and perceptions. We all have different ways of looking at and understanding certain phenomenon. You may be familiar with optical illusions, and based on how you look at the image it will determine what you will actually see because there are always multiple ways to see one optical illusion. Basically, I think we may be over-simplifying reality. The truth is we can't confidently say we know what it definitely is or isn't. Our reality is continuously being uncovered and evolving. And what we call reality is perharps more complex than we are willing to admit, yet we fight so hard to uphold one version of reality against another. But what if all perceptions are valild. Why does one subjective reality have to be superior to others? What if objective reality is more like a yet to be completed giant puzzle? We could all be picking up on one part of the puzzle of reality. It is often times the meaning and interpretations behind what is being observed that is largely influencing this full picture. Our subjective meanings can also get in the way from further serious exploration because we all have differing influences that make up how we individually see the reality around us. And they are always competing against each other which can blind us from the full picture of what is being observed. To further illustrate this concept you should look up the "double slit experiment". Basically, the observer itself may be directly influencing the reality around them. There are only waves of potential, and it is the observer by the mere act of observing that determines the organization of the particles that make up what it is that you are actively looking at. Therefore you might just be actively creating your own reality.


09/21/2022 10:02 PM 

real question
Current mood:  confused

how am i supposed to feel about life? when do you know that is your favorite movie?


09/21/2022 06:57 PM 

Current mood:  depressed

missing mia and erana

Gillionaire Mimic Stealer!

09/21/2022 08:25 PM 

More information can be found here.
Current mood:  creative

Contacts. I only use Discord, Snap, IG and an Email. If you don't use those then I don't know what to say. I don't plan on playing back and forth tag on here either. If you never plan on exchanging social media with me on this website then I wouldn't bother messaging me on here. If you need a good week or so before exchanging information. Let me know and I'll be more than happy to chat on the website with you until you give the okay to exchange information. But sorry, but no I'm not playing tag here haha.Also you can see my recent post on IG but don't follow me unless you add me and inbox me who you're etc. Also for non user IG accounts you can only see so much of my post before IG asks you to sign in but you should be able to at least get a few scrolls in etc. I post every few days, every few weeks and sometimes two months haha. My account is basically food, hobbies, Funko Pops, blind mystery bags, things I'm collecting, cats and you already get the idea. Just remind yourself before following me let me know who you're.Oh yeah just letting you guys know if you're offended by nicknames like dingle dong, dingle, dongle and things like that then you really need to get an honest grip. I call everyone that lol. Also I tend to not message people that take 10 days to reply. Sorry guys but there is seriously 0 point of conversing with someone when all you do is exchange a few texts every 10 days. Because that's just super pointless. you can find information about me are these places. No, none of these require you to own your own account. can ask questions but inappropriate questions will end up in a result of your question being deleted and blocked.More information can be found here.


09/21/2022 08:13 PM 

September 21st 2022
Current mood:  artistic

Apologies for not writing yesterday, nothing eventful happened anyway.  Today was a very busy day though.  It feels like this week is going by so slow, probably because I'm excited for the weekend.  This weekend I am going camping with my family and lover so tomorrow will be my last entry for a while.  This morning I woke up with a terrible stomachache.  I felt that I was going to throw up.  As the day went on it went away.  Luckily, I didn't work with Theo today and worked with a different coworker instead.  We waxed a new office floor and that was pretty much it.When I got home, I immediately got to work on my stop-motion animation.  I already had the images for the background printed so I just had to cut them out and glue them down the way I wanted.  Afterwards, I planned out how I want the stop-motion to go with very crude drawings.  Finally, I decided that the original paper doll wasn't good enough, so I made a new one.  Below are pictures of my progress!!  After my chores tomorrow I plan on starting, if not finishing, the video!  It's my first stop-motion since I was fourteen, so I planned out a pretty rudimentary one.  Hopefully I'll have it filmed tomorrow and I can edit it on my phone over the weekend.Old Doll and New Background:Stop-motion plans (sneak peak):New Doll:

stop motion, animation, drawing, crafts


09/21/2022 05:12 PM 

mcr tonight!
Current mood:  excited

So! I did not update last night as I had thought I was going to do.... But! Yesterday was uhm...interesting....Coffee with my professor was great! It felt surprisingly casual and I stayed for one of her lectures afterward...a literary criticism class that I took last semester, just not with her. Then, I went to my friend's house afterward, which started out fine. Then, there was some small "argument", he got all broody and then had some bitch fit. He texted me this morning to apologize, but I'm not even sure how to respond. He made a very rude comment just to purposefully be an a**hole...but I make him feel bad...oh well...I'll probably find some way to respond but I'm not even sure how to apologize for what he's mad at me about. He's just a p**sy LMAOAnyway, I had pretty much the day off today bc my co-op teacher couldn't make it to school, but... I'm seeing My Chemical Romance tonight!!! I'm so excited! Right now I'm pregaming before I go with my sister and her friend.I'll have to find some way to respond to my friend without being rude, or else we'll just get into it again. I think I'll just have to bring up that I have never once purposefully made an a**hole out of him to be mean, as he did to me. Anyway, that's all for now!​​​​​​​


09/20/2022 02:02 PM 

Grand Theft Auto 6 leaks

I heard GTA 6 got leaked and I had a look at some of the screenshots and videos, this work in progress game looks like a full on developed Ubisoft game, that says a lot about how the game is gonna look like when it fully launches lol! If you want to look at some gameplay here is a YT vid that has 50 mini of gameplay of the unfinished game:;re gonna have to copy and paste the link sorry!

Gta, Grand theft auto, leaks, gta6

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