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idk
Current mood:
contemplative
kinda wanna boyfriend but i kinda don't at the same timelike i've seen so many relos around me f*** up cause they're so toxic and sis i ain't trynna go through a toxic relo. like deadassss everyone's breaking up with their so, like no one's staying together it's wilddd.i reckon i'm just scared of getting hurt and being out there and vulnerable ya know 🤪 ew emotions 🤪 also my parents marriage isn't like a loving lovey dovey one, they got mad respect for each other and all but african parents don't play that game, so i've never really seen that, so that sh*t makes me uncomfortable. like i remember when i was on holiday earlier this year and my cousin's gf came to a fam dinner and they were being affectionate and like playing with each other and i was like uhhh- so y'all don't see this... okayy denn. i legit couldn't look at them cause i was so uncomfortable with it lmaooooooo. i mean i know i got it in me from past sh*t but chileee this sh*t's freaky.anywaysss imma leave y'all with this gem:)
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