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1. Last beverage:Vanilla Coke2. Last phone call:The Post Office looking for a lost package3. Last song you listened to:King of Sorrow -Sade4. Last time you cried:Last Week5. Have you dated someone twice:Yes. And, he is still a Twatwaffle.6. Have you ever been cheated on:Yes. By the above mentioned Twatwaffle7. Kissed someone & regretted it:Again....The above mentioned Twatwaffle 8. Have you lost someone special:Yes. Lost a very close friend to suicide last October9. What are your three favorite colors:Black, Red, Purple10. Met someone who changed you in the past month:Nope11. Kissed anyone on your friends list:Nope12. How many kids do you want:I have all that I want13. Do you have/want any pets:I miss my cats. Couldn't bring them when we moved to new city.14. Do you want to change your name:Not again15. What did you do for your last birthday:Stayed in. Rough time.16. What time did you wake up today:Which time??17. Name something you CANNOT wait for:My new phone to FINALLY come in the post....Just text and USPS FINALLY found the bloody thing after 2 weeks of being MIA and is sending it on.18. Last time you saw your mother:Last Summer19. Most visited webpage:FriendProject/Facebook20. Nicknames:Ree21. Relationship status: Married22. Zodiac sign:Scorpio 23. Male or female: Should I check? Oooooh!!.....I'm all girl!24. Height: 5’4”.25. Do you have a crush on someone:My husband (but I think it's more than just a crash), Natalie Dormer and Deborah Ann Woll26. Piercings:Ears and Tongue27. Tattoos:None....yet...S**t's expensive!28. Strong or Weak:Strong in all the ways I need to beFIRSTS29. First surgery:Bladder surgery at age 630. First best friend:Niki31. First sport you joined:Softball32. First vacation:Myrtle Beach, SC 1980-something33. First school:Gorden Elementary34. First pair of trainers:KedsWHICH IS BETTER35. Lips or eyes: Eyes.36. Hugs or kisses:Depends from whom, I suppose37. Shorter or taller:Taller38. Older or younger:Again, depends.39. Romantic or spontaneous:Can't spontaneous be romantic?40. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.41. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.42. Introvert or Extrovert:IntrovertHAVE YOU EVER43. Kissed a stranger:Jager bombs are the devil!!44. Gotten a speeding ticket:1st on was on the Friday 13th just after I got my license. 45. Lost glasses/contacts:Nope. Never lost glasses. Don't wear contacts.46. Sex on first date:In my younger, dumber, drunker days47. Broken someone's heart:Yes48. Been arrested:Sssssssshhhhhhhhhh!!49. Have you turned someone down:MANY times.50. Fallen for a friend:Sadly yes.51. Moved out of town:Several timesBELIEVE IN52. Miracles:Not sure53. Love at first sight:No54. Heaven:Valhalla55. Santa Claus:Krumpus56. Kiss on the first date:Depends57. Angels:Gods and Goddesses58. Yourself:Well.......DUH!ANSWER TRUTHFULLY59. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:Nope60. Been in love with someone you couldn't be with?:Sadly, yes.61. Ever cheated on somebody:Going back to those younger dumber days62. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:Go back to being 25 and do what I wanted and not what people told me I should do.63. Are you afraid of falling in love:Hell no!64. Was your last relationship a mistake?Biggest one EVER!65. Do you miss your last relationship?HELL NO!!66. Who did you last say “i love you” to?My son67. Have you ever been depressed?Yes. Quite often.68. Are you insecure?Sometimes69. How do you want to die?Quickly and painlessly70. Do you bite your nails?EW!! 71. When was your last physical fight?A bar fight involving a drunk redneck and one of my bands 15 years ago.72. Do you have an attitude?Depends if you piss me off or not.73. Twirl or cut your spaghetti?Twirl!74. Do you tan a lot?Nope. That s**t is bad for you.75. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or you are driving?Yup! 76. Ever made out in a bathroom?Nah. Doesn't do it for me.77. Would you take any of your exes back?Hell. To. The. No!!78. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?Didn't you ask me this already?79. What are your plans for this weekend?Celebrating my daughter's 18th birthday.80. Do you type fast?Yes.81. Can you spell well?Pretty well.82: What are you craving right now?Skittles!83. Have you ever been on a horse? Yes.84. Would you live with someone without marrying them?I have and it rather sucked due to them having commitment issues and stringing me along.85. What’s irritating you right now?The Postal Service86. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?Yes. It has happened twice.87. Does somebody love you?Absolutely!88. Have you ever changed clothes in a car?Oh yeah! Life of a touring musician!89. Milk chocolate or white chocolate?BOTH!90. Do you have trust issues?Yeah. Been screwed over far too many times.91. Longest relationship?5 years92: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?Yes. Texts far too often93. Have you ever walked outside in your PJs?Nope.94. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?At times.95. Did you have dream last night?Not that I remember96. Have you ever been out of state?Many times.97. Do you play the Wii? On occasion98. Do you like Chinese food? YAAAZZZZ!!!!99. Are you afraid of the dark?Nope100. Is cheating ever okay? Nope101. What year has been your best?I have decreed that this year will definitely be our best year thus far.102. Do you believe in true love?Yes103. Favorite weather?Sunny around 75104. Do you like the snow?Sometimes105. Do you like the outside?Yes106. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?Depends on who it is.107. Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?Oh yeah!!!108. What makes you happy?Good music and good friends109. Ever been to Alaska? Nope. But, it's on my bucket list110. Ever been to Hawaii? Nope111. Do you watch the news? Yes112. Do you love MTV?Not since it became STV (S**T TV)113. Do you like subway?Yes. Italian BMT all the way!114 Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?Nope115. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?If it was 10 years ago, then maybe.116. Why did you decide to do this quiz?I miss the old MySpace experience.117. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?Who hasn't.118. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?Yeap!119. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?My Husband120. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?My husband121. Ever bought condoms?Yeap122. Ever gotten pregnant?4 times. 2 live births. 2 miscarriages.123. Have you ever slipped on ice?Oh yeah!124 Have you ever missed the bus?Nope125. Have you left the house without money?Oh yeah! 126. Have you ever smoked cigarettes?In my younger years. Can't anymore.127. Have you ever smoked a cigar?Every so often128. Did you ever drink alcohol?Every so often. Not like I did in my 20s129. Did you ever watch “The Breakfast Club”?About a million times130. Have you ever been overweight?Yes. After a couple of kids, most women are and I'm still loved.131. Ever been to a wedding?Yeap.132. Ever been in a wedding?Yeeees133. Have you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight?We're in the tech industry, soooooo yeah134. Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight?Binge watching anyone? DUH!135. Ever kissed in the rain?Yes136. Did you ever shower with someone else?Yeap137. Did you ever fail a driver’s test?Nope138. Ever been outside your home country?In international waters. that's about it.139. Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?Yeap! the entire eastern sea board140. Ever been to a professional sports game?Nope141. Have you ever broken a bone?Yeap142. Did you ever win a trophy in your life?Nope143. Ever get engaged?A few times144. Have you ever been on a diet?Yeah145. Have you ever been on TV?Nope146. Ever ridden in a taxi?Sure have147. Ever been to prom?Yeap. 10th, 11th and 12th grades148. Ever stayed up for 24 hours or more?Oh yeah! Playing live gigs, after parties....You betchya!149. Have you ever been to a concert?Hubby surprised me with tickets to Evanescence/Lindsey Stirling tour last summer. It was awesome!150. Have you ever had a crush on someone at work?Nope. Never mix business and pleasure.151. Have you ever been in a car accident?Two when I was a teenager. Both times I was hit in the back.152. Ever had braces? Yes. I was 14 years old.153. Did you ever learn another language?Spanish in high school154. Do you wear make-up?Whenever I leave the house155. Did you ever have your wisdom teeth taken out?They haven't come in yet.156. Did you ever kiss someone a different race than yourself? Yes.157. Ever dyed your hair?I've been dying my hair since I was 18. It's been almost every color in the rainbow. Currently, it's black with purple highlights158. Did you ever wear someone else’s clothes?Old boyfriend's back in the day159. Ever ridden in an ambulance?Three times160. Ever ridden in a helicopter?Nope161. Ever caught the stove on fire?Nope162. Ever meet someone famous?Yeap. Several people. Grew up in the music industry.163. Ever been on an airplane?Yeap. Several times.164. Ever been on a boat?Yeap. Used to go deep sea fishing every summer during my teens165. Ever broken something expensive?Does a smart phone count?166. Did you ever kiss someone before you were 14?Yes. My first boyfriend in Junior High.167. Did you ever find something valuable on the ground?Found a $20 bill once.

Despite the lies that you're makingYour love is mine for the takingMy love isJust waitingTo turn your tears to rosesDespite the lies that you're makingYour love is mine for the takingMy love isJust waitingTo turn your tears to rosesI will be the one that's gonna hold youI will be the one that you run toMy love isA burning, consuming fireNoYou'll never be aloneWhen darkness comes, I'll light the night with stars☆★☆★☆Hear the whispers in the darkNoYou'll never be aloneWhen darkness comes, you know I'm never farHear the whispers in the darkYou feel so lonely and raggedYou lay here broken and nakedMy love isJust waitingTo clothe you in crimson rosesI will be the one that's gonna find youI will be the one that's gonna guide youMy love isA burning, consuming fireNoYou'll never be aloneWhen darkness comes, I'll light the night with stars☆★☆★☆|Hear the whispers in the darkNoYou'll never be aloneWhen darkness comes, you know I'm never farHear the whispers in the darkWhispers in the dark

Pretty excited to start making friends on this site. It's basically Myspace 2. I will probably do some longer more interesting posts later, but I am really busy at the moment. 

Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its rightAt the right place and right time, maybe tonightAnd the whisper or handshake sending a signWanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mindLate night, and passing, mention it flipped herBest friend, who knows saying maybe it slippedBut the slip turns to terror and a crush to lightWhen she walked in, he froze up, believe its the frightIts cute in a way, till you cannot speakAnd you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weakAn escape is just a nod and a casual waveObsessed about it, heavy for the next two daysIt's only just a crush, it'll go awayIt's just like all the others it'll go awayOr maybe this is danger and he just don't knowYou pray it all away but it continues to growI want to hold you closeSkin pressed against me tightLie still, and close your eyes girlSo lovely, it feels so rightI want to hold you closeSoft breasts, beating heartAs I whisper in your earI want to f***ing tear you apartThen he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passedAnd they talked and looked away a lot, doing the danceHer hand brushed up against his, she left it thereTold him how she felt and then they locked in a stareThey took a step back, thought about it, what should they do'Cause there's always repercussions when you're dating in schoolBut their lips met, and reservations started to passWhether this was just an evening or a thing that would lastEither way he wanted her and this was badHe wanted to do things to her it was making him crazyNow a little crush turned into a like And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell herI want to hold you closeSkin pressed against me tightLie still, and close your eyes girlSo lovely, it feels so rightI want to hold you closeSoft breasts, beating heartAs I whisper in your earI want to f***ing tear you apart

This was my hypnospace Desktop UwU

I! dont know where my mouse went today! So I decided to take it easy and settle for a small doodle! He's a little guy in water!

       Omg! So I was cleaning the kitchen today, and I found all of me and Korri's wine bottles. We have like f***ing 30 bottles haha! I am so posting a picture on my profile for everyone to see. We have been drinking a lot together. It's just something we both really like to do. In fact, as I am typing this I am getting drunk lol! I just like the way it makes me feel. I feel no fear, no pain, no nothing. I am completely numb to any feelings. I give no f***s about anything. I like that feeling. I am a very sensitive person so being able to not care about anything feels really good.        I got a new wireless mouse for my computer! I am totally obsessed about it. It's cheetah print! The second I saw it I knew that I had to get it. I also got some new books and sh*t too. I plan on getting even more hopefully today. When I find a book that interests me, I tend to fly through it pretty quickly.       Last night was pretty interesting! Me and my friend got drunk and I went live and peed outside on all fours with my friend laughing her ass off. I totally sat in the pee afterwards too lol! Sh*t was so f***ing funny!        My f***ing vape didn't charge last night. That sh*t pisses me off because I mainly just vape. There is something weird going on with the charger and if I don't have my vape sitting a certain way, it won't charge my vape. I f***ing hate that sh*t! Like really? That sh*t is so annoying.       I am selling my stuff on LetGo. I really want to get rid of all of the sh*t that I don't need or want anymore. I have a crap tone of cloths. I gained weight now too and my ass no longer fits into my favorite shorts or jeans! It really sucks, but they can be replaced. It just really sucks. I want to get more booty shorts from Good Will today with my friend because god knows I need them for summer! I had to get rid of almost all of my shorts! That reminds me too, I need to go down to the basement and find all of my jeans that don't fit me and sell them as well. I will probably have to do some digging though. They shouldn't be too hard to sell sense they are big name brand clothing. I could make decent money off of them. So far people are into the shorts that I had posted, so I am sure they will be just as interested in the jeans I am going to try and sell.         I have a tone of batteries now for my camera! I am super happy about that because I have been wanting to get back into taking boss ass pictures on my camera. I used to take amazing photos of myself and edit them to the point that they looked professional. I used to pretend I was a site model back when I used to do that stuff. I have kind of always wanted to be a model. I am hot enough for it! Like, why not? I have people on facebook asking me to model for them all the time. The only reason I don't do it is because I don't trust them. I mean, I am a lot more comfortable just taking pictures on my own. I get weird and not know how to be sexy when someone else is taking the photo that I don't know. I want to appear super hot and I tend to freeze up unless no one else is around. I usually just set my camera on a timer. I have been doing that for a really long time.        I am all stocked up on sh*t that I need. I mean, I know that I have said this before, but I am literally stocked up on everything that I need now. I got everything that I can possibly get that I need. I love that feeling of having everything that you need. I don't need to really go anywhere because I have everything. I have tones of face wash, I have tones of batteries, I have tones of hair dye, Shampoo and Conditioners, eos, bras, underwear, colored pencils, deodorant, makeup, razors, makeup wipes, contact solution, the list goes on! I will not need to be running to the store any time soon. I have everything I need. All I am planning on doing now is buying stuff that I want rather than need. I want to get a tone more books and I want to get new short shorts. Hollister short shorts. 

So, a long time back, I started a black metal band, and it fell apart. So, I decided to keep it going on my own, but had other things to focus on, so it fell to the wayside. Well, I found the first track!! I got asked by some buddies to write more and finally release Tomb of the Fallen. Well, I am.The project is called And the first track I did is:                                 Check out more music from Vincent Van Ghool!Am I still doing the acoustic stuff? Yes. I just want to do some of the stuff I hadn't been able to for one reason or another. I also have sites I'll be releasing music on: (Acoustic stuff: https://www.vincentvanghool.bandcamp.com/ Black Metal stuff: https://www.theplaguebearer.bandcamp.com/releases Rap stuff: https://www.damienx.bandcamp.com/)  Keep your eyes open, because I'm gonna be working on more music.

I dont have any commentary on this! I just like bugs, so I wanted to make a model of them!holy moly that's big! Oh well!!

CW for mild goreFirst 3D project I'm posting here is a little fanart for a video game that came out today called Hypnospace Outlaw. A super fun 90's internet simulator I'm having a real good time with. This is a little buddy!Thanks!

The older I get, it seems the more I regress.Instead of getting better at 'adulting' and coping with the pressures and frustrations of day to day life, I'm getting worse.It gets harder and harder to control my temper and act 'professionally' at work when dealing with f***wits, morons and asswipes.Small trivial things that I would have been capable of dealing with 10 years ago now send me onto the verge of a meltdown.I don't get it.I need to fix myself and take control of my life but I don't know how to begin.I have thought about a career change, but that would mean more study, which is very expensive where I am.This is a huge gamble.Who knows if the career change would even help of if I would be worse off than before?I keep burying myself in escapism.Watching movies, reading books, listening to music.These are the only things that make me happy, and nobody is going to pay me to do that.How does one figure out their life?

I think today might be okay

Hai! I forgot to mention that I have a YouTube channel! It’s the same username as this and I plan on posting new videos very soon, so check it out if you want :3Thx! ♥ 

in the spirit of 20ninescene, i thought i should share this with you guys:we all know that Microsoft shut down the legandary MSN Live Messager. we were all devistated (probably anyway).well, a new server has been opened called Escargot!! There are multiple versions of MSN to choose from and it works amazingly!heres the link!!My e-mail is [email protected] if anybody wants to add me to their contact list :D