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rlllly need 2 get this hw done but im soo bored  i just wanna do 2 the beach but everythings closed

1. Last beverage: just water2. Last phone call: my friend chris3. Last song you listened to: currently listening to the quiet things that no one ever knows by brand new4. Last time you cried: umm i honestly dont know maybe when i got released from the hospital haha5. Have you dated someone twice: ive barely ever dated anyone once let alone twice6. Have you ever been cheated on: nope7. Kissed someone & regretted it: never kissed anyone8. Have you lost someone special: of course9. What are your three favorite colors: midnight, shadow, and ebony10. Met someone who changed you in the past month: ive barely gone outside!11. Kissed anyone on your friends list: no haha ive never met any of you12. How many kids do you want: uh probably none13. Do you want any pets?: many cats14. Do you want to change your name: ive changed it already socially, i suppose it would be nice to do it legally15. What did you do for your last birthday: cuddled with my friend adrian16. What time did you wake up today: like 12:3017. Name something you CANNOT wait for: this semester to be over18. Last time you saw your mother: like 10 minutes ago19. Most visited webpage: probably tumblr20. Nicknames: cyr or eli21. Relationship status: taken22. Zodiac sign: pisces23. Male or female: nope!24. Height: 5'4"25. Do you have a crush on someone: my boyfriend... haha26. Piercings: my right earlobe. thats it. used to have my nostril done though haha27. Tattoos: none, but a fun fact is that my friends and i were gonna do stick n pokes last time we hung out but we got too high and decided it was a bad idea. :p28. Strong or Weak: weak as sh*tFIRSTS29. First surgery: none30. First best friend: my old neighbor valerie31. First sport you joined: none, haha32. First vacation: first one i remember was going to yellowstone33. First school: south daytona elementary34. First pair of trainers: the ones that stick out in my mind are the glittery pink converse i had in about second grade, though im sure i had some before thatWHICH IS BETTER35. Lips or eyes: hmm, probably lips, but it depends on the person36. Hugs or kisses: never been kissed so hugs37. Shorter or taller: i dont really have a height preference (ive liked a guy who was 5'5 and one who was like 6'2 haha) but taller is usually a plus, and im really short, so... taller38. Older or younger: older but not by too much39. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous IS romantic40. Sensitive or loud: sensitive41. Hook-up or relationship: relationship. i dont think id ever have a hook-up42. Shy or outgoing: i like shy people but ya gotta be more outgoing than me so you can order my food for meHAVE YOU EVER43. Kissed a stranger: no44. Gotten a speeding ticket: never even driven on a real road45. Lost glasses/contacts: i usually lose them every single day for at least 10 minutes but ive never fully lost them46. Sex on first date: no47. Broken someone's heart: yeahhh48. Been arrested: no lol49. Have you turned someone down: mhm50. Fallen for a friend: yup. always a mistake51. Moved out of town: no but i will soonBELIEVE IN52. Miracles: no53. Love at first sight: no, but you can 'click' with some people54. Heaven: i hope55. Santa Claus: i wish56. Kiss on the first date: dunno, i probably wouldnt, but im sort of a prude until you know me well i guess57. Angels: metaphorically58. Yourself: only once ive taken my medsANSWER TRUTHFULLY59. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never will60. Been in love with someone you couldn't be with?: yes61. Ever cheated on somebody: never will x262. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: id like to have been born, like, 1986-1990 or something, i guess. but just for a visit id probably go to a bunch of concerts between the years of 1970 and 2015 haha63. Are you afraid of falling in love: yes64. Was your last relationship a mistake: honestly i dont even count anything ive been involved in as relationships. but no matter which it is, yes65. Do you miss your last relationship?: nope66. Who did you last say “i love you” to?: kmart67. Have you ever been depressed?: diagnosed baby68. Are you insecure?: of course69. How do you want to die?: not at all70. Do you bite your nails?: no, my lips71. When was your last physical fight?: never72. Do you have an attitude?: i dont think so73. Twirl or cut your spaghetti?: twirl it74. Do you tan a lot?: i mean i dont do it on purpose as in laying out in the sun but if i spend time outside i get tan, yeah, and i think i look nice tan75. Ever eaten food in a car while somene or you are driving?: err yeah76. Ever made out in a bathroom?: no77. Would you take any of your exes back?: no78. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?: depends on what that implies, like for a visit or to redo things79. What are your plans for this weekend?: play animal crossing80. Do you type fast?: yes81. Can you spell well?: yes82. What are you craving right now?: hugs83. Have you ever been on a horse?: yes, theyre f***ing scary84. Would you live with someone without marrying them?: i live with my mom dont i?85. What’s irritating you right now?: sitting for too long makes your butt hurt86. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?: yes87. Does somebody love you?: i hope so88. Have you ever changed clothes in a car?: kinda fun story, ive changed in multiple ubers on the way to shows from school dances or band performances89. Milk chocolate or white chocolate?: dark lol90. Do you have trust issues?: heavy yes91. Longest relationship?: "6 months"92. Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?: no, the last person i officially "dated" was 4 years ago93. Have you ever walked outside in your PJs?: i did it today94. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?: no.95. Did you have dream last night?: yes96. Have you ever been out of state?: yes97. Do you play the Wii?: no98. Do you like Chinese food?: more of a thai fan myself99. Are you afraid of the dark?: not really100. Is cheating ever okay?: nope101. What year has been your best?: theyve all been pretty grim102. Do you believe in true love?: i mean, yes, but it can never be perfect103. Favorite weather?: not too hot not too cold not too windy ya know, or cool rain104. Do you like the snow?: it doesnt snow where i live so i like it when i travel and see it105. Do you like the outside?: yes106. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?: it drives me insane (in a good way)107. Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?: no108. What makes you happy?: my dog109. Ever been to Alaska?: no110. Ever been to Hawaii?: no111. Do you watch the news?: not anymore112. Do you love MTV?: no113. Do you like subway?: its fine114. Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?: again, never kissed anyone115. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?: ugh sex and gender is so overrated. if my best friend liked me id say lets get married at age 30 if were both single116. Why did you decide to do this quiz?: i like reminding everyone that im a kissless virgin117. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?: of course118. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?: yeah, im not a weirdo119. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?: f*** off im trans120. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?: kmart121. Ever bought condoms?: no122. Ever gotten pregnant?: only in my nightmares123. Have you ever slipped on ice?: no124. Have you ever missed the bus?: yes, when i rode the bus in middle school, but it was usually on purpose125. Have you left the house without money?: i usually do, im broke126. Have you ever smoked cigarettes?: yes127. Have you ever smoked a cigar?: no128. Did you ever drink alcohol?: yes but im not a fan129. Did you ever watch “The Breakfast Club”?: of course130. Have you ever been overweight?: yes131. Ever been to a wedding?: a few132. Ever been in a wedding?: as a flower girl or ringbearer yes133. Have you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight?: most days134. Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight?: i mean, probably at some point, but im not a big fan of tv135. Ever kissed in the rain?: no136. Did you ever shower with someone else?: my mom when i was a kid i guess haha137. Did you ever fail a driver’s test?: no, and ive never passed one either138. Ever been outside your home country?: yes139. Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?: yes140. Ever been to a professional sports game?: yes141. Have you ever broken a bone?: four or five in my foot142. Did you ever win a trophy in your life?: no143. Ever get engaged?: no144. Have you ever been on a diet?: lol.145. Have you ever been on TV?: not as far as i know... haha146. Ever ridden in a taxi?: yes147. Ever been to prom?: no, wasnt planning to, and now i certainly never will148. Ever stayed up for 24 hours or more?: 38 or so is my record i think149. Have you ever been to a concert?: yup, plenty150. Have you ever had a crush on someone at work?: ive never had a job because im too shy151. Have you ever been in a car accident?: not a serious one152. Ever had braces?: too poor for dental care153. Did you ever learn another language?: sí, entiendo español al nivel de un estudiante jaja... estaba en clases por cuatro años y recibí la nota más alta en mi examen154. Do you wear make-up?: just eyeliner, maybe some eyeshadow or lipgloss if im feeling crazy155. Did you ever have your wisdom teeth taken out?: no156. Did you ever kiss someone a different race than yourself?: no157. Ever dyed your hair?: yes158. Did you ever wear someone else’s clothes?: i dont think so but im not positive159. Ever ridden in an ambulance?: no160. Ever ridden in a helicopter?: no161. Ever caught the stove on fire?: no...162. Ever meet someone famous?: ive talked to some cool musicians online thats about it haha163. Ever been on an airplane?: yes164. Ever been on a boat?: yes165. Ever broken something expensive?: yes166. Did you ever kiss someone before you were 14?: no167. Did you ever find something valuable on the ground?: probably a $20 or somethingthat took a while

writing a song, hopefully it will see the light of day!

Idk how active I'll be here, but I am here lol. It's nice to have an old school type social media website :)

ULTIMATE SCENE/EMO ASK GAME (´• ω •`)ﾉ 。.:☆*:･' ☆*:.｡. ⊂(･ω･*⊂)   1. Are you more Scene or Emo?:emo 4 sure 2. Were you ever into Never Shout Never?not really 3. Fringes or Coontails?tough 1... i guess fringes? 4. Bright and colourful hair, or dark black hair?i love all hair colors, but on myself dark black hair 5. Gloomy bear or Hello Kitty?hello kitty ♥ 6. How often do you shop at a HotTopic?as often as possible 7. How many band posters do you have up?surprisingly only 3, but my wall is covered in other stuff i dont think i could fit more 8. Have you watched Invader Zim? If so, who’s your favourite character?yes, Gaz 9. Opinion on Gerard Way?i love him ♥ 10. Waffles or Tacos?tacos 10000000% 11. Have you played Gaia?nope 12. Dear Maria or Check Yes Juliet?dear maria 13. Do you drink Monster?sometimes but not that much 14. Have you had a scene phase before?fashion wise, yes. the music and fashion kinda overlaps with emo tho 15. Do you make Kandi?nope, occasionally the letter bead ones tho 16. Do you wear a lot of Kandi?not really but i might start 17. Do you have a Blingee account? And/or make Blingees?no but i luv them 18. Are you a furry? If so, what’s your fursona like?no, but if i was itd be a cat or a rat or something 19. Do you listen to BVB, AA, or BMTH?bvb, bmth, but not really AA 20. Do you have Funko Pops?no 21. Do you watch Anime?yesss 22. Do you play Animal Jam?is that even around anymore? i used to 23. Are you okay?im not okay!!! *transforms into Gerard* 24. Are you Lol Xd Randum??XD mybe a bit, arent we all? 25. Opinion on Nyan Cat?no opinion really  26. Big hair or big accessories?hair def 27. Did you ever have a MySpace? Do you still?ya i still do, same name as this xxCarolineCatastrophexx 28. Want any emo/scene tattoos?yes! i have a few i wanna get 29. Have any emo/scene tattoos?no T^T 30. Do you like Furbies?luv them!!!! 31. xD, Xd or XD?XD but xD is cute 2 32. Do you like Care Bears?yes! 33. Is Avril Lavigne a clone?no clue but if she is, shes a pretty clone 34. Do you want fangs?ya! i definetly do 35. Does emo/scenecore make you happy?yes! we need more emo/scenecore stuff in 2020 36. Have you dyed your hair? If so, what colours and how long ago?a month ago it was purple but i didnt like it so i switched it to my current light brown color. im gonna switch back 2 black 37. Do you want/have any piercings?i had a couple nose peircings but i always leave them out and then they close up. im gonna get more when this quarentine ends tho.  38. Do you wish you were in a band?not really, id rather just listen 39. What Warrior Cats clan are you in?shadow clan 40. Is Gir annoying?VERRY 100000% SO ANNOYING, hes my least fav charachter 41. Have you ever played Imvu?yup 42. Are you a Killjoy or a Youngblood?killjoy 43. Do you have any emo/scene friends irl?nope T^T i need some 44. Who’s your favourite scene/emo blog?no favorites, just stuff on tumblr mostly 45. Do you wear Converse?yup 46. Does “Rawr” mean “I love you” in Dinosaur?yes >///< 47. Favourite Pokemon?idk 48. Do you like Decora fashion?its cute 49. Do you like Sparkle Dogs?no idea 50. Show us the most emo/scene picture of you!probably something in one of my albums

Shank's Survey for Alternative People ♥▪︎what subculture/s are you a part of? (punk, goth, emo, scene, etc.)▪︎when/how did you get involved in the community?▪︎who are your favorite musicians?▪︎do you play any instruments?▪︎what piercings do you have/want?▪︎what tattoos do you have/want?▪︎what colors have you dyed your hair?▪︎what is your favorite article of clothing?▪︎are your family/friends a part of the community?▪︎what are some common stereotypes about your community that you disagree with?▪︎do you feel like you're part of a safe and inclusive community?▪︎do you feel accepted within your community?▪︎do you have any unpopular or controversial opinions about your community?▪︎would you date someone who isn't a part of your community?▪︎what's your favorite thing about the community?▪︎what's your least favorite thing about the community?▪︎is there anything else you'd like people to know about your subculture/s?feel free to comment your answers or make a separate bulletin post! just credit me i guess lol

i had a myspace when i was um . wayyyy too young 2 be using myspace but other than that i haven't made a social media page on a Website so . took me a full listen through viva la cobra! to figure out how the f*** to get a cool layout also oh my GOD most of the layouts on here r so ugly.... but also i got the CDs i ordered from amoeba records in the mail today which absolutely made my day bc nothing is more fun than the first listen of a new CD or vinyl :) no one is reading dis bc i just joined but this is fun its making me nostalgic for something i never experienced. a lot of things do that for me. im gonna shut up nowxo red

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If you read the title of this, you know this is part 2 of my nicknames stories. I totally forgot about the nicknames from my family! So I get called, Beaner-like green bean. Noodles, peanut, and french fry. Yes they are all food. So I am called beaner- you know I really hate this nickname, it’s super embarrassing- Because I am super skinny, and they think it’s funny that I like veggetables more than meat. I annoys the crap out of me. I am also called noodles-another embarrassing nickname- because my first food choice is pasta. I was not the only one called Peanut. So before my sister transitioned, we were both called peanut. Now that I am the only girl, I am the only one called it. For the last nickname, French Fry, was given to me because I am part Irish, so while all of you tan during the summer, I get burned from just stepping out into the sun, I love the sun, but if I use a specific sunscreen, then I won’t burn up.  

tw - self harm I hate clockscounting down the time until tomorrow and tomorrow... and tomorrow...and though these days feel infinite I know soon i’ll be plunged into the darkness - once again and i’ll forget it all - once againI am sometimes calmed by thisbut tonight it feels like I have made a new enemy I wonder what time will be my lastand how long it’ll take to get there the road ahead is a long oneand truth be told,I don’t want to even think about it. the future, embellished as it may beholds no lightbut maybe it holds hopea double edged sword, that, hopefully,will slit my wrists before I feel again

does anyone wanna b friends (ﾟ⊿ﾟ) quarantine has made me realise how lonely i am lmao(*´-｀*)

Pressure:I am a girl who is pressured,pressured by her parents,by her siblings,by her friends,she tries to be happy,to not let anyone know,to show no emotion,because she was taught that it was weakness,sometimes she breaks down,she hurts someone close to her,so she stops talking to them,because it is better than hurting them again,she keeps to herself,as to not hurt people again,she can't sleep, because she thinks about the pressure she is under,she thinks about the hopes and dreams that will not be fulfilled,of expectations she will not meet,of all the people she will let down,she wishes she could end it,rip the red and blue strands that tie her to life,she hates to be alone,with no one to love,but she hates to be in love and be with someone,because she feels she'll never be good enough,that she'll hurt them,but she doesn't try to end it,because it could hurt people,because if she has to be tortured just so that she could make people happy,she'll do it,she still wants someone to love,she is bullied,but she suffers through it,hoping that one day it will go away,she is told that she is nothing,she believes it,she doesn't want to listen,to the voices in her head that tell her she is worthless,she tries to shut them up,but they get louder, and louder,the pressure creates cracks,in her image,in her mind,she wants it to stop,that one day someone will notice,to have it stop torturing her,but it swallows her up,she starts to block people out,to close up,she sinks into the depths of depression,no one helps her,they all just watch her drown,not caring until it's too late.

Cheese is just loafted milk. 

DAY 5 - Post a picture of somewhere you've been.So one of my favourite things to take photos of is plants/nature! I went to the Eden Project a few years ago and, despite the fact that I took the photos on an iPhone (vom at Apple's camera quality) they turned out surprisingly well ♥3