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DAY 3 - Post a picture of you and your friends.I haven't really got any recent ones because of the virus and stuff so you're gonna get a load of random old ones yeeeyyyThis is me and my college friends before our end-of-year show last year, it was a fun night. I'm sad we won't get to do it this year.This is us being sexy once againMore friends!!! (abbie is in all of these so far that's wild)This is Elijah, my friend from Germany. He came to the UK on holiday with his mum and we spent a day together last summer, it was so nice to see him ♥I have more but I've posted four and it said only to post one xD

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how do i add a pic into a blog post?! i wanna show off some art but I cant someone help plz! /=

Most people call me Jaden, but there are a few that either came up with some weird nicknames, or they just didn’t know my name. So I have been called; Jade, Jenna, Tessa, Jaylyn, and J-LO! So when I was in my freshman year of high school, I had a teacher that even to this day calls me the wrong names, that’s right NAMES! So because I will never name names, We will call her Mrs. So Mrs. would call me Jenna, Jade, and Jaylyn. Yeah that was most of the list of names. She really didn’t get that my name was Jaden. At first I would silently correct her, I would say; “Hey, um, It’s actually Jaden.” But she never got it, so me being the introvert I am, decided that whatever name she called me I would answer to it. There was one time when she called me Jenna when I was with my friend. My friend looked at me and asked; “Who’s Jenna?” I didn’t want to make a big fuss, so I leaned close to my friend and said; “Me, I’m Jenna.”My friend looked at me and said; “I thought your name was Jaden.” I was laughing at this point and said; “No she just doesn’t know my name, so I let her call me whatever name.” My friend didn’t question it anymore. Another time was during class. And in this class there actually is a girl named Jenna. I guess she didn’t want to confuse us so she called me Jade. Another teacher, Let’s call him Teach, has called me J-Lo this whole year. My initials are J, L, L, O, so he decided that my new nickname was going to be J-LO. Not my ideal nickname, but okay. The last nickname in that list is Tessa. In school, my bestest friend looks just like me, so I get called by her name! Shout out to my friend Tessa!  So yeah, those are all the nicknames I’ve been called so far. Not that much, but when you live in a small town, and you don’t really talk to people, you can’t really expect to have a lot of nicknames. I still have more than any person that I know. What are some nicknames you are called, any funny stories to go with them? Let me know! .  

I think I have a personality disorder or somethin... or just really low empathy, hostility, tendency 2 isolate n be suspicious of otherz, and a bunch of other problems. Possibly Schizotypal, Paranoid, but also I am a bit Antisocial... Avoidant seems an option 2 but eh, IDKy I'm not a therapist. Plus my current therapist is useless. He SUCKZ! I've stopped goin becuz he suckz, but they keep givin me him becuz I've had him b4. I dun wan him...!!! I dun trust him AT ALL an he duzn't help me AT ALL either. Sigh. PPL. Plus dose ppl at dat place don't rlly seem 2 care a lot.... they're a free service n funded by da government so ye dats prolly why.I had a fallin out wiv all my friends multiple times n I've jus taken 2 stopping talkin 2 dem becuz they r stupid and I dun like them and yadda yadda yadda... + they dun like me n talked sh1t about me behind my back, n also 1 of da girlz wuz talking to the guy who s*xually assaulted/abused me behind my back?! WTF? She don't even block him, givez him free therapy and everything... I might be biased but if I heard anyone did that to someone, especially someone underage, I wud NOT give a single, tangile f4ck if they died. I'd think da world wud b a safer and better place. N I also feel betrayd... which is stupid bc WTF am I gna expect from ppl? Sunshine n rainbowz n a team of ppl 2 jerk me awf all day? But N E way I been knew she's a snake n hatez me, makin me out to be this ultra manipulator n even tries to make out I'm RACIST?! LOL. Just becuz I recognised da simple fact the coronavirus comes from China...? Wutever, I hate dem all 2. (BTW I harrased dat guy tht abused me n he blocked me n went private... excuse da sadism but I hope he's fukkin miserable!!!)I probably dun trust any1 or like any1 cuz of repeated vicious bullyin in my early yearz + my dad wuz quite mean 2 me and my broz growin up but I am vus vibing in my own bubble bruhz. Everyfin is depressin rn n dis PTSD ish jus keeps gettin shuvd in my face by random stuff n I h8 ppl nnnnnnnnnnn IDK. I am a mizerable persun rn n also generally. :D Wee...

Hey guys, so it's currently gone midnight but I'm gonna set the time so it looks like I did this on the right day LMAODAY 2 - Write about your relationship status.Welp here we goI am very very single! There was someone for a while but.. let's just leave it at "feelings were not mutual". I'm trying to move on healthily though and it's going pretty well! But now I have nobody to have cute dreams about and constantly rant about how much I fancy them. Guess that's better than constantly getting my heart broken or getting nonced on lolI guess I can't really be nonced on anymore, I'm 18...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH I'M AN OLD MAN!! D:While I would class myself as bisexual, I have a strong preference for guys and I've only dated a girl once. I was 13 so it doesn't count lolSoooo yeah any eligible and of-age emos want to chat me up then go right ahead xD 

Another sleepless night, I can't rest. Anyway, how are y'all doing? 

So I thought I'd do the 30 day challenge, but I wanted to do it on here so it won't get deleted after 15 days. I'll try to do one entry every day, but don't get mad if I forget some days D:DAY 1 - Post a picture of yourself, and 10 facts about yourself.Well, I currently look like this:My hair is super faded because I'm going a different colour soon so I haven't dyed it for about a month. I'm actually surprised with how much it's grown in the last few weeks, I feel much more confident now I have enough hair to cover my fat forehead lol10 facts.. hmm... is there even that many about me?? Let's find out!NUMBER 1!!!- I have 4 cats, named Lindt, Bounty, Sherbert and Dip Dab, and a pleco called Podge. They're all my babies and I adore them with my entire being ♥333NUMBAH 2- I have lived in the same house my whole life, in a seaside town near Bournemouth. There's nothing here and I've never really had many friends, but I'm moving away for uni. I'm not sure if I'm scared or excited, a little bit of both..NUMERO 3- I was brought up vegetarian by my mum, I've never intentionally eaten meat. It makes me really sick when I accidentally consume it. Like, really sick. Kids used to give me meat as a joke sometimes.. they stopped laughing when I projectile vomited on their new shoes. ^^NOMBRE 4- I've loved Fall Out Boy since my 6th birthday! I got a PS2 for my birthday, it came with SingStar Pop Hits, and that is where I first discovered the musical masterpiece that is Dance, Dance. (Also Bring Me To life by Evanescence but we'll cover that later..) 12 years later, I still love them, even if their recent works are of questionable quality.. Anyway, back to the story. I REALLY got into this one song (two songs, counting Evanescence), but I didn't know how to internet because I was 6, so I didn't really comprehend that there were other songs besides these two. I would run round my garden yelling the lyrics to Bring Me To Life, with my Halloween vampire costume on, and my neighbours thought I was possessed or some sh*t. I was such a cool kid.RUNNING OUT OF NUMBER WORDS 5!!!!- My best ever friend is a green dinosaur plushie called Gareth! He comes everywhere with me and I love him ♥SIXSIXSIXSIXSIXSIX- I have an older sister, her name is Serena and she's four and a half years older than me. She actually introduced me to post-hardcore properly in the form of Pierce The Veil's A Match Into Water when I was 11, and that's what made me drastically change my style and music taste. To date, it's still one of my favourite albums, despite pedo drummer.*Len Goodman voice* sevEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!!- My favourite fast food place is Taco Bell, I spend most of my money in there normally. It's just too tempting ;-; I normally order the 2 Tacos Supreme meal with the seasoned fries and Apple Tango or Cherry Pepsi Max, but the fajita burrito is also super good ♥333333EIGHT (out of ten cats)- My main hobbies are writing - songs, poetry, books, anything - and music, whether that's going to gigs, performing, or just listening to my favourite bands and making playlists and mixtapes. I'm also an avid player of Sims 2, 3 and 4, as well as Minecraft. I tried playing Skyrim but I suck at anything where I have to fight things, my coordination and reaction time is terrible lolNINE (IN THE AFTERNOOOOOOON) (lol)- People who've been friends with me for a while know this, but Damon isn't actually my first name, it's my middle name. My first name is Patrick, but I have super bad memories attached to that name now, so I prefer being called Dami. Also, it sounds so much cooler, don't you think? ♥3TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- Wow, can't believe there's ten things of interest about me.. are there?? CAN'T THINK OF A TENTH ONE HELPPPP;-;Uhh......             ................                                .......................F***I literally can't think of anythingI guess that's interesting?...Sure, go for itI LOVE INVADER ZIM!!!!! IT'S THE BEST SHOW EVER! AND I LOVE ANIME ESPECIALLY HUNTER X HUNTER IT'S THE BEST BEST BEST ANIME I LOVE LEORIO WITH ALL MY HEART MY PRECIOUS BUSINESS BOYok that was crackhead behaviour I apologiseIt's like 10:30pm and I already have square eyes from doing HTML stuff all day soooooooo I'm gonna log off ♥3333 KBYE

i just realised that i am a bad person and i have no redeeming qualities and i curse everyone with my presence i don't know if this is the truth or if i just need to take my medication 

Does anyone ever just, get the urge to exist in a shopping mall with a pack of other scene teens?

These are some of my weird school stories. Be mindful that none of these names are the names of actual people.  So this first one happened in 6th grade. In science, during the first week, we had to bring in a photo of ourselves to go on a bulletin board, for unknown reasons. I brought in a photo of me and my siblings. That is not the weird part, the weird part was when I was in 7th grade. I no longer had that teacher, he threw out the pictures of my class- except for mine! To this day I don’t know why he still has it in that classroom. I will be walking down the halls in the high school, which by the way the high school and middle school are very close to each other, and then I’ll get a little 6th grader say; “Oh! It’s you, from the photo!” I wasn’t just 6th graders, it was 7th and 8th graders- middle school is 6th to 8th grade- even some of the freshmen were telling me that they saw my photo. My friends, whenever this happened, would just look at me like, “what the hell?”  So, yeah… that was that terrible story.  The next one happened in 7th grade. So I had a crush on this guy, and let’s call him Josh. Okay so I think that Josh was dating a girl, maybe that was 8th grade, but I’m pretty sure he dated her from 7th grade to now. Anyways, so I was that weird girl who would carry my sketchbook with me wherever I went, you know so no one looks in it, I would also carry a lot of books in my hands. In middle school some of the science and math books looked the same, so I would always have the wrong book for the class I was in. One day I was in the hall going to get the correct book, when I saw Josh coming towards me in the hall. Now Josh never says hi to me in the hall, in fact he doesn’t even notice me that often, so I was surprised that he said; “Hi Jaden!” There are multiple Jaden’s in the school. I am the only girl. So I looked behind me to see if he was talking to one of the other’s. I saw that we were in the hall alone, so I faced him, and said; “Oh, you’re talking to me, Hi!”  I could feel my face become very red, as I heard him laugh. At that moment I was thinking, “Oh no! He thinks I’m a weirdo. I messed up, what am I going to do. Someone just help me.” But then he said; “you’re funny.” That...That was the moment that I realized that my crush for him was bigger. I know you might be thinking that; “but all he said was ‘Hi!’ and ‘You’re funny’. He might not even like you.” But that was not the last time he made me blush. When we were playing volleyball in P.E, I was never really good at it, but I had hit it and it went over the net and we got a point. Josh came up to me and said; “Wow, you are really good at this”. This made me feel so happy, because he was one of those athletic types, so for him to say that I was good made my heart skip a beat. He also picked me for his team, so yeah, Um….if “Josh” is reading this and notices that it’s him, thank you. Since you started dating, um, let’s call her Jessica, I was never going to tell you that I liked you. Maybe one of these days I can tell you.  Another story was when I was in 8th grade. I was late to the bus and I had called my dad to pick me up. I do have to tell you something so that you aren’t confused, my parents are gay, so I have two dad’s. He showed up and as we were leaving the school, I saw my English teacher, we’ll name him tree, because he was very tall. Anyways I saw my english teacher and I told my dad, “Hey! That’s Mr. Tree. I love his class.” So then my dad looks at him and says the thing that still haunts my dreams, “He’s cute, don’t you think?” I can never look at Mr. Tree the same way again. And this happened at the beginning of the year, so a whole year of not looking at the teacher of my second favorite subject. Mr. Tree, I don’t know what else to say, Sorry? This next story happened in 10th grade, so just last year. I was at the store with my Papa, my other dad. He was getting something and told me to go down an aisle to get something, so I did and found a guy I knew from P.E. He was one of those popular guys, and I have to admit he was kind of cute, but not my type. I’ll name him, Cody. Well Cody saw me instantly, and I think I’ve said this before, but I am shy, when I see people from my school I like to pretend they aren’t there. Mostly because I don’t like to talk to people, but also because my parents could embarrass me, and this was one of the cool kids. I had no time to hide, so when he waved, I waved back and quickly ran away. Yes I ran away, like a crazy person. Unfortunately, I  dropped something in my hand. So when I was walking down another aisle, he caught up to me and said; “Hey, I think you dropped this when you were running away.” I looked at the item and with my face bright red, I took the item and quietly said thank you. He smiled and walked away. I don’t think I’ve ever felt that humiliated.  So you know that I just said I’ve never been more humiliated, I was wrong. When I was a freshman, We were in science and I had to sit next to my then crush, his name shall be; Jack. Okay so I was doodling, you know minding my own business, when I see him watching me. I quickly looked back down at my doodles. Then a little bit later I saw that he was closer to me and watching me doodle. I looked at him and was like; “Umm, hello, what are you looking at?” He then looked at me and was like “I’m watching you draw, you know you’re really good at it.” I then did the stupid thing and said; “I bet you don’t know what drawing is, because this...this drawing is sh*t!” He laughed at that and then we then went silent for a while. Then he opened his mouth and this is all he said; “........So do you not want this drawing then?” I blushed and said; “sure just let me add something.” Then I drew a little him on the paper, and then a little me that had her tongue out and was making two peace signs with her hands. Then I gave it to him and he said thanks. After that I no longer doodled in class, unless I was certain that I was alone.    

This is a test to see if I can add an image :3 aparently I can't lol

Tombstone Terror:Alan and Matt were ghost hunters. They would visit old cemeteries and see if they could stir up a spirit from an old tombstone. They set up their recorder on a particularly large and ornate headstone and prepared to begin. They were afraid to shine their flashlights on the stone to see the name engraved there, as trespassing in the cemetery at night was illegal. They had crawled over the fence at the rear of the cemetery to avoid the caretaker.Matt flipped the on button on the recorder and said aloud, “We would like to speak to whoever lies beneath this stone.” In response, all they heard was the scratching noise that seemed to come from behind the tombstone.With a calm voice Alan said, “Please tell us your name.”Again, the only response was a scratching noise, so Matt said, “We only wish to speak with you. Please show yourself.”Suddenly, both young men felt the air turn cold, and a tall, dark shadow rose from behind the tombstone. The shadow moved to engulf them. Alan and Matt had many encounters with spirits, and were not afraid. Too, late, they both realized the apparition meant them harm. The shadow swept down, engulfing them, and pulled them into the ground beneath the tombstone.The next morning, the caretaker of the cemetery found the recorder on the ground by the tombstone. He turned it on, and after each question, he heard the following response:“Yes…I am here.”“My name is never spoken by the living.”“If I show myself, it will be the last thing you will ever see.”“I got you both!”The caretaker quietly picked up the recorder. Knowing he had the only evidence that someone had been in the cemetery and by that tombstone, he went to his tool shed and tossed the recorder into a pile with many others. 

The BasicsName: hannahAge: 15Month of birth: novemberAny Siblings?: yeah i have a younger sisterParents still married?: yeah but we'll see how long that lastsOccupation: high school studentDo you like your job?: kinda i guessAny pets?: no :(Hair color: naturally dark brown but i have bleched highlights. i want to redye it though, i want to blech my whole head and probably have pink highlights againEye color: hazelShoe size: anywhere from 7.5-9 i think. depends on the companyAny Tattoos?: nopeAny Piercings?: i have my lobes but i want moreCurrent mood: bored, i'm doing this to avoid my workCurrent wardobe choice: i'm in my pajamas right now but i really love so many differnt styles i can't describe them allWhat are you listening to?: currently some music, but i'm using google play music. yuckWho did you last speak with on the phone?: my friend hollyWhat do you currently smell like?: nothing i hope. maybe food because i cooked lunch and was in the room when my sister did tooLast....Movie you watched: i honestly don't know. maybe to all the boys i've loved before: p.s. i still love you?Magazine you looked at: i don't knowThing you ate: eggs with cheese and bacon bitsBook you read: a good girl's guide to murder. i didn't really think i'd like it but i love it!T.v. show you watched: probably tiger king but i'm not sureTime you cried: a few days ago. i think saturday but idkTook a shower: last nightGot a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail): a few months agoAte at a restaurant (not fast food): i think march 6? it was some time the weeked before my area got closed down (thurs. mar 12)CD you bought: i didn't buy it but i recently got a kid krow by conan gray cdWhat is/was....The best thing to happen to you today?: probably reading and drawing after lunchYour most prized possession: probably my phone/computer?Your first vehicle: i don't driveYour current vehicle: i don't driveYour favorite quote: honestly i don't know. maybe something from mean girls or my cousin vinnyYou bedtime (on average): usually it's around 10-midnight but now with quarantine it's midnight-2 or 3 ishYour best trait/characteristic: idk i don't think i'm that bad thoughYour worst trait/characteristic: i bottle everything up so i'm always either completely emotionless or about to explode. i also get annoyed by weird stuffDo You....Store things under your bed: yepDaydream: all the time. so much better than realityHave a computer at home: yep!Live in the city, suburbs or country: suburbsLive in a home, apartment, duples or mobile home: homeOwn a cell phone: yepHave a good luck charm: technically? i carry around a little red envelope (chinese good luck charm) in my backpack but my i don't really have a choice. given a choice i think i'd carry it around anyways. i also have a little bhudda statue in my roomCollect anything: art supplies i guess. i hoard as much as i can in my roomAttend high school or college: high schoolMake good grades: i guess so. my parents are never really happy with them anyways but i'm a straight a student for the most partHave You Ever....Had a surgery?: not that i know ofHad teeth pulled?: nopeBroke the law intentionally: i don't think anything seriousRan away from home?: nope. thought about it a bunch but i'd never be able to actually do itBroke a bone?: nopeCheated on a test/exam: we don't talk about it (yeah)Had a friend pass away: noBeen issued a citation/traffic ticket: no i don't driveBeen in an auto accident: nopeLied to someone: of course, a bunchBeen lied to: yeah i think everyone hasYour Favorite....Place to be: i'm not surePlace to visit: at this point? probably school. i miss my friends :(Place to chill: probably a park or cafe/resterauntNon-Alcoholic drink: maybe tea?Alcoholic drink: i've had alcohol before but it's not that good and not a lotType of food: chinese or italian probablyMeal/Food dish: my grandma's ginger chicken, tomato and lemongrass soup, and wonton noodle soup are all so goodDessert: anything chocolate basicallyShampoo & Conditioner: i use dove but i also like head and shouldersToothpaste: idk i usually use crest/colgateSalad dressing: idk i always just use whatever we have in the fridge Ice cream: anything chocolate, cookie, etcFast food establishment: idk propbably wendy's or wawaColor: i think any color can be beautiful used rightSeason: probably autumnHoliday: idk i like holidays though. it's nice to celebrate stuff even though i'm not really religiousPerfume/Cologne: idk i use bath and body works though it's really nice and i like it a lot :)Video Game: idk maybe animal crossing or minecraft? i don't really play video games muchT.V. show: i have no idea, i usually default on the umbrella academy but i'm not really sure. i love the goldbergs thoughSmells: idk i don't really think about it. if it smell good it smell good (tm)Article of clothing: maybe the tshirt i got at conan gray's comfort crowd tour in november but idkBook: harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban or harry potter and the goblet of fire probably! harry potter totally shaped my childhoodChildren's Book: probably those^^ idk. i also really liked goodnight moon when i was a kidCandy: anything chocolate and also skittlesCar: i'm not really that into cars. ask my cousins i guessDo You Believe....In Karma: totally. you get back from the world what you put into itIn God: not reallyIn Heaven & Hell: nopeThat aliens exist (extraterrestrial variety, not illegal aliens): yeah for sure. maybe not hostile and maybe just like microbes and stuff but there's no way we're alone in the universe. (if any aliens are reading this, hi!!)That ghosts exist: not really but it's tough not to. i tell myself i don't believe them for my own good.In horoscopes: not really but they're fun to readIn others you know (family, friends, co-workers etc): sure! anyone can do just about anything that they put their mind to. and most people have been good to meIn yourself: hopefully most of the timeYour Opinion....On the death penalty: i don't like it. it seems cruel to me and it's financially unwise.On reciting the Pledge of Allegiance in schools: why is that even a thing. stop please i hate it so muchOn homosexuals in the military: why does that matter? like seriously it shouldn't matterThe war in the Middle East: war bad peace goodSchwarzeneggar...Governor or Terminator: whatever he wants to be as long as he's educated, i guessCurrent gas/fuel prices: idk i don't really pay attention to them cause i don't driveedit: corrected my age

Y'all about as romantic as a pile of rocks, but that's okay I love you all the same ♥