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09/29/2020 08:40 PM 

Current mood:  miserable

Hi everyone, sorry for not posting.     Recently as of yesterday, my kitty died. I've had him and his brother since I was 6 and I am now 17 so I really have been through everything with him and raised him since he was so soo sooo tiny.  I can not describe how saddened I was when my neighbor walked over and told me she had found he not moving, I was devastated and still am. He still lives within my heart every minute of every day, his brother still lives but life will not be the same. :(       On a lighter note, he did not die tragically like from a car or another animal, we believe he had a stroke or maybe a heart attack so hopefully, it wasn't too stressful or painful for him. I tried to put an image of him on my stream but I still do not know how to put in a picture to my blog. 



09/29/2020 05:25 PM 

The Longest Survey All About Me!!! (archive)

The Longest Survey All About Me!!!About MeTime Started: never kept track of itName: MaiMai/AlmaNickname: MaiMai/AlmaBirthday: February 7 2003Place of Birth: UtahStatus: idkHair: it's currently a reddish-light brownEyes: dark brown/blackHeight: 5'1 (though I think I might be getting tallerWeight: idkLeft or Right Handed: right handedHeritage: mixed-race (amerindian, hispanic/latino, european, and a little bit of asian ancestry too)Religion: Agnostic (formerly Mormon)FavouritesSeason: summer and winterMonth: JuneHoliday: Halloween and New Year'sPlace you've been to: Either California, New Mexico, or NevadaMusic genre: alternative rock/metal, rave, EDM, eurodance, electropopColour: idk,,,,,,, a lotNumber: 999Animal: dogs/wolvesFood: pizzaDrink: cream sodaAlcoholic-drink: i dont drink alcohol e_eTelevision show: Invader Zim, Adventure Time, Regular Show, The Amazing World of Gumball, South Park, Happy Tree Friends, Total Drama (except All-Stars and DramaRama), BFDI, Inanimate InsanityIce Cream flavour: ChocolateCereal: Reese's puffsMovie: idk,,,, I like a lotActor/Actress: idkHave You Ever...Kissed in the rain: noStripped for somebody: nopeSkinny dipped: nopeGone out with somebody because you felt sorry for them: naw,,,Lied to your boyfriend/girlfriend: never had oneCheated: hell noLied badly to a friend: yes :(Fallen inlove: yeahDone something you badly regretted: yes :(Gotten somebody in heaps of trouble to save yourself: i don't rememberBought something you didnt even want: yes lmaoBroken somebodys heart: idkHad your heart broken badly: yesBeen rejected.. Don't lie nowww!!: nopeRejected somebody for shallow reasons: nopePretended you were friends with somebody you hated: yes,,,,, Do You...Have your licence: no,,,,, i wish i did :(Own a car: same as aboveHave any pets: same as aboveHave any siblings: yesSmoke: f*** noDrink often: nopeGo clubbing: nopeHave one night stands: never had oneOften lie: sometimesSwear: yesHave a job: yes,,,,,, i'm not allowed to work now because of quarantineHave any bad qualities you'd change: idkRandomLongest relationship: never had oneWhat's you natural hair colour: blackDo you wear contacts/glasses: glassesEver kissed a stranger: nopeHardest time you've gone through in your life: it was back in 2017,,,,, though i'm going through a hard time now and it's probably gonna top thatHave you ever betrayed a friend: yes :(Can you speak another language: yes (Spanish)Any special talents: idk5 things you'd love to do beefore you die: idk :(Who was the last person you went to dinner with: don't rememberDo you get along with your parents: sometimes i do, sometimes i don'tDo you know anyone with the same birthday as you: i follow someone on twitter who does, he's a year olderPerson you'd consider to have the best relationship with: my friends online and irlDo you go gym: I wish,,,,,, haven't gone in a year and quarantine won't let meBest and worst physical feature: um,,, face and thighs respectivelyBest and worst personality trait: i try to be nice but tend to be a bitch at timesDo you find it hard to be honest: yesDoes your bedroom have a theme: i wish,,,,, lolDo you like taking pictures: idkIf you could change anything about yourself, what would it be: that i wouldn't be so impulsiveEver been extremely jealous of somebody: yesEver wanted what you cant have: yes :(Favourite perfume/cologne: i don't use itFavourite flower: um,,,,, flower from BFDI :DWhat country do you wish to visit most: AustraliaDo you wish you could have a specific person back in your life: yes,,,,,, my childhood friend i haven't seen in 9 years :(Would you ever dye your hair red: i've actually done it before so yesCan you draw: yesLast person you kissed: never kissed anyoneLast person who told you they cared for you/loved you: don't rememberAre you missing anybody: yes :(Do you have a crush on anyone: nopeDream job: animator/indie filmmakerWish you were.....: in 2009 lmaoLast person that messaged/called you: i don't rememberWhat are you doing tomorrow: school :(Have a deep dark secret?????: can't think of anyTime finished: never kept track of itTake this survey ->


09/29/2020 04:02 PM 

a poor fool makes poor choices
Current mood:  headphones

While loosing my tablet wasnt my choice, the happenings that came after were. I am Violently stubborn when it comes to using art apps on my phone (though, I have gotten better with it... I think. Those who have mastered these apps, my praise goes to you.), and to satisfy that disgusting little digital art demon inside I decided that my only choice is to rough it out with the good ol' mouse. I've done it with a trackpad back in 2016, can easily do what i want with a mouse. It did take getting used too, and my photos all seem flatter and just slightly off... oh yeah another thing-OH HOLY HELL MY WRIST HURTS. Does anyone else try to draw with a mouse? Is this the pain you endure as well? or am I just and idiot doing this wrong? JEEEEZUS, Im so desperate. Feeling depressed and misreble because I cand draw what I want. Very much first world problems. I know, I have paper and pencil. But I've been tainted by technology, I crave the pixels. I await for my application for a new job to be accepted, then I shall once again be able to do what I love.Enjoy these unfinished boys, as proof that this is an actual thing im doing. (Do I even need proof? Or do I just wish to show my work?)

what is this, why are you even READING this garbage, I dont know what im doing !


09/29/2020 02:43 PM 


im done with this school im back to pre school


09/29/2020 08:58 PM 

Current mood:  gallant

gay website :)


09/29/2020 07:19 AM 

Current mood:  busy

Hello, everyone!I just want to say good morning, or afternoon, or whatever time of day it is for you at this second!I am going on maybe week 5 of my schooling and it is EXHAUSTING!! X3well I am off to my first period, I will update when I get back! 


09/29/2020 04:45 AM 

Current mood:  devious

ULTIMATE SCENE/EMO ASK GAME!1. Are you more Scene or Emo? I'm a bit more emo but it depends on the day 0w02. Were you ever into Never Shout Never?Not that I'm aware of :p3. Fringes or Racoontails?They're both super cool!!! I want both but idk if they'd look good :/4. Bright and colourful hair, or dark black hair? BLACK HAIR WITH RAINBOW ACCENTS! >:D 5. Gloomy bear or Hello Kitty?How d a r e you make me choose??? >:{ 6. How often do you shop at a HotTopic? I stop by every time I'm at the mall! I don't like the fandom stuff usually, but they have some super cute accessories there!!! :D7. How many band posters do you have up? I don't have any posters in my room rn because I'm in the middle of s l o w l y redoing it. I'm planning on putting up more fandom posters though, because all my favorite artists are sucky humans,,, >:[8. Have you watched Invader Zim? If so, who’s your favourite character?Yesss!!! I really love Dib. Idk I just,,, relate. But in a chill way. 9. Opinion on Gerard Way?A multi-talented king as far as I'm aware 0w010. Waffles or Tacos?Consider this::: Waffle tacos. Strawberries, cream, and honey wrapped in a waffle shell you degenerate I know you were thinking about meat n sh*t on a waffle 11. Have you played Gaia?No because I'm uncultured and know jack sh*t about online games. I wish I could play more but my computer can't handle anything >:[12. Dear Maria or Check Yes Juliet?Check Yes Juliet!!!! I'll be honest to you I just listened to this song for the first time n o w but it just hits something in my brain that makes it go β˜†*:.q.o(≧▽≦)o.q.:*β˜†13. Do you drink Monster?yES!!! skfj IS THAT EVEN A QUESTION-14. Have you had a scene phase before?I'm IN my scene phase. I can't wait to cringe at this in 10 years :p15. Do you make Kandi?Hell yeah >:] I mostly make singles but I really wanna try some cuffs soon!  16. Do you wear a lot of Kandi?I wear enough to be noticable! My autismed skin can't handle an entire sleeve o,w,o,17. Do you have a Blingee account? And/or make Blingees?nO BUT I really wanna make some 0w0 they look super cute 18. Have you ever played Imvu?No but I've played simalar games :319. Are you a Killjoy or a Youngblood?Killjoy >:320. Do you have any emo/scene friends irl?My gf is steampunk emo and one of my best frens kinda gothic emo (I actually don't know what she describes herself as, it's just an observation) and the mom friend of our group is super into punk music UwO21. Favourite Pokemon?DITTO OwX 22. Do you like Decora fashion?HELL YEAH!!! I just want more accessories, give me all the accessories ;W;23. Do you like Sparkle Dogs?yEsss! One of my fursonas is a black rabbit with a rainbow drippy thing going on. I love xem smsdfljk 24. Show us the most emo/scene picture of you!I don't have any pictures of me saved on my computer bUTTT I might post some in the future!!! Depends on my confidence tho :p

scene, emo, ask game


09/28/2020 09:48 PM 

Current mood:  aggravated


why is feral not a mood on here


09/28/2020 09:48 PM 

Current mood:  aggravated


why is feral not a mood on here


09/28/2020 09:10 PM 

in love...
Current mood:  warm

               I love him. I keep asking myself what is so enchanting about this boy, he is simply a highschool pothead, that i've been casted under his spell for two years. I think i have finally found my certain answer. I want to care for him, show him that not everyone in this world would hurt him, show him love that his parents never showed him. He's never had a proper female figure in his life to show him uncondition love. His mother is an alcholic, his last girlfriend is a mulipitive controlling bitch, and hes so fragile and broken. I want to give him the world. He deserves so much better than those females in his life. Nothing would hurt me more than him rejecting me. I pray and pray that he never leaves me but if he did it would be my fault. Im not clean but Im trying. Im trying my hardest to be an angel i swear. I dont think it will ever escape me, I want him to run away while he can.  

ethereal, elf, love, shitpost


09/28/2020 08:03 PM 

slc punk ✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰

slc punk8/10dir James Merendinoavailable free here, so this ones kinda totally f***ing biased. but whatever, they all are. its a f***ing blog, not the new york times. for one, im a punk, and for another, i am totally f***dog in love with matthew lillard. it cant be helped. looking at it from an artistic perspective though, its really pretty good. it does a good job of depicting the fluity of youth (even though all the main characters are in their 20s). philosphy, sexuality, aspirations, hair colour. these can all be changed, and are always changing all the time. any cheerleader is only one acid trip away from becoming a full on goth, and ever goth is one big revelation away from becoming a harvard graduate.i liked almost all parts of the film. the style was beautiful, the sets made you feel totally at home and like you were at the coolest trap house youve never been to. you fall in love with the characters without even knowing it. that one scene with bob broke my heart in two, mostly due to lillards acting, but also just cause you know its true. a lot of f***ing people die like that. not just from drugs, found the next morning in someones living room. they just die suddenly. and it feels like you were supposed to have so much longer with them, you could practically see the next 20 years of your lives, even the drifting away stuff. but then theyre just ripped out of your arms.i didnt like the ending though, even though i know that thats also real, and thats how most punks left the scene. it still felt dissapointing to see someone resign themselves to doing what everyone says to do, and presenting that as the only ending for people like that. maybe it wasjust the right ending for stevo. he was a poser pretty much the whole time (i mean he is a little rich boy. besides, no one who isnt a poser is that obsessed with posers). anyway, if youre into or looking to get into the punk scene, i think this is a great movie to start out with. 

slcpunk , review


09/28/2020 06:38 PM 

Random XD

Went into Ronnie Radke's chat again. He was talking about gays or something. I said "Ronnie turned me gay" and the comment got deleted by a mod. He told them to stop deleting the comments and he didn't mind it. Got more people to spam "Ronnie turned me gay." Feels good man.

#Ronnieradke, #Random


09/28/2020 06:20 PM 

no subject, just blegh
Current mood:  nauseated

haha, college can suck it. my midterm papers are due tomorrow and i have 200 of 3,000 words done. also my head hurts. this has been a service announcement..


09/28/2020 04:55 PM 

Kin List uwu
Current mood:  hyper

I don't really know what to blog about so I decided I should start with a kin/comfort character list!Some of these might make more sence then others, just bear with me here. -Alex Fierro-Rainbow Dash-Dave Strider-Will Solace-Karkat-Nico Di Angelo -Hello Kitty-Terezislkdfj I've seen people with so many more then this so honestly- Thanks for giving me your time of day, I'm adgusting to the new platform uwu

kin, hyperfixation, special interest, homestuck, rick riordan, sanrio, mlp


09/28/2020 04:28 PM 

Current mood:  annoyed

currently *trying* to study :/ drop ur playlist :3


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