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There are so many thought in my mindBrain flowing like an unstoppable river Anger guided towards imaginary crimeIt's none of my business, the state of your liver Four, twenty, ten thoughts that terrorize meTranslate it to a language of love, it makes senseHaunt the top of my neck like ghosts beneath my skin Reminding me of the darkness of all my sinsI punch walls like I punch my mindAimlessly, uselessly, just to pass the timeAnd where am I going with this, how should i know?I lost my direction when I lost you, dumb? you betNonsense but it pours out like it's not nonethelessNo one cares, no one cares you're driving them awayThey're pretending, why do they pretend why don't they just goYeah leave leave me alone here locked up insideBut oh please stay stay a little longer, a longer whileI'm egotistical and idiotic and that much I knowBut I need something between me and this shineI was hoping you wouldn't let me stop so lowAnd when they're all gone where will I goExistence depending on the eyes and the earsOn eventual flashes and crinkles musclesAnd when they're all gone guess I'll goThe time, the time it doesn't freezeYou can't move it out of place like slimeYou can't turn back the hands of timeCold, dead, veiny, the hands of timeAnd violence so much violenceWishing to thrash me from insideBreaking the delicate dam of my patienceAnd leaving bruised knuckles like promises behind

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my cat came and sat on my chair earlier so i had to sit on the floor

I stare into my angels eyes,I fear I'll lose control.They fill my heart with so much warmth,And elevate my soul.The secrets that I shared with her,I have shared with no other.Now that I have found my minx,I'll never need another.Her silken hair and dulcet voice,Inflame me with desires.She makes me feel alive again,My passion, she inspires.The times that we have spent together,Always, I will cherish.If ever I would lose my love,I'm certain I would perish.

I'm so happy yesterday I went to the town with my dad to get my first guitar.so far I am really enjoying it! I have never been so happy playing an instrument.I used to play cello but that was never what I really wanted to do.I'm hoping in the future I can record myself singing and playing guitar I think that would be really fun  

i want to let go,of everything.lose myself in the vastness of this universe.i want to smile,to be happy.but most of all,i want to forget,your face, your smile,our memories.the cruel yet true words of the audiences,and finally,myself.my bad decisions,the good ones too.the late nights,the early sunsets.the way i feel when youre not around,and the way i feel when you are.but most importantly,i want to forget,tonight.

The moon, the moon my mistress,Shining bright within the sky,Glowing down upon me,Like a giant beaming eye,She never lets me down,My mighty mistress of the night,She makes me feel at ease,As I bathe within her light,I like to think she cares for me,And knows what's in my soul,When I feel her presence,Is the only time I'm whole,

I'm not ready to change, I'm doing my thingYou're pointing the blameYou know I'm not ready to choose, so don't get confusedAnd stay the hell out of my waySo why do you believeIn everyone but me?I'm losing my mind, losing my mind again

most of the time when my eyes are set on something distant,im thinking of you,or us,our nights.maybe you didnt like me as much as i wished you did,but,details, details.i wonder if you ever think of me.do you ever ponder where we could have been if it wasnt for that sour night?because i do.and maybe you never loved me at all,but,details, details.

Walking through the turnip fields,Can finally feel my mind at ease.Although at times I wonder why,So many corpses grow on trees?Watching sharks swim in the sky,Hear the birds fly through the sea.Once again I wonder when,The dead will laugh with somber glee?Knowing that when dead men walk,We may lose humanity.But still I often wonder if,Is anybody truly free?

how much longer do i have?how many cold nights?how many more terrors must i endure?i cant hold on too much longer.please,dont worry about me.sooner or later ill see your face in my dreams and when i wake up,re-face my worst fears.once again,im sorry.

I'm really not looking forward to school tomorrow.I don't want to deal with what people say maybe I will pretend to be ill again probably not the best idea because my attendance is getting quite bad.  

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