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It's not laziness, it's just a combination of my various issues, I am very asocial and HATE having to interact with most other people, but I have to go in their every day with co-workers and customers I dislike, also it's the fear and uncertainty, my boss is super demanding and always finds fault with my work no matter what I do. I constantly stress and worry I am gonna get fired, not be able to pay my rent and wind up on the street. Then I get depressed that I have to live this way, beholden to someone else, having to say "how high" when he says jump, having to sit there and just take it when he yells at me. I just want to stay home and not speak to or deal with anyone.

As a ghostly shade I flitter, And haunt my mouldy tomb, Bereft of all companionship, Within this twilit gloom, Of who I was when still alive, No memory remains, For defilers of my place of rest, My wrath I won't refrain, A thing of dust and shadow, Who will bring you naught but tears, I'll drain you of your life and love, And actualize your fears

They never wished to end up this wayCurled up in a ball counting their blessingsTo stop the tears from falling astraySo that their sadness would have a meaning And then behind a wall of numbersThey hide, feeling every day numberThey never wished to end up this wayBut life doesn't care about feelingsOn their highs their head meets the ceiling Come down hitting rock bottom anywayAnd then behind a wall of mockeryThey hug their knees hoping for betterThey never wished to end up this wayYet finding the light gets harder every dayIsn't it supposed to be at the end of the road?Why won't anyone let them take the highway?They never wished to end up this wayOne more nightsky That's one more daylightOne more small victoryOver the meaningless fightThat is the c(o)urse of their life

I lowkey stole this idea from Azazel oops{---Basics---}Name: PatrickNickname(s): TrickAge: 15Birthday: April 12Birthplace: Poole, EnglandCurrent Location: Bournemouth, EnglandEye Color: BlueHair Color: Naturally brown, currently brown-blackHeight: 5'10Weight: 52kgLefty or Righty: Right handedZodiac Sign: Aries solar and lunar, Cancer ascendantWhat Do You Drive: Nothing I'm 15Screenname: ptvtrick, infiniteunknown, cvrcercity and xxpoisonheartxx{---Favorites---}Color: greenNumber: 27Band: Carcer CityMusic Genre: Metalcore/Post HardcoreTV Show: Hunter X Hunter??Movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas or BeetlejuiceActor: Patrick StewartActress: Whoopi GoldbergKind of Movie: Anime moviesCartoon: Steven Universe or VoltronSport: VolleyballFast Food Restaurant: Taco BellFood: PringlesIce Cream: Mango or strawberryCereal: CheeriosCandy: SkittlesDrink: Bubble teaAlcoholic Beverage: NoneQuote: 'This is not what it is, only baby scars' - Second & Sebring{---Do You---}Have any siblings: Yes, 1 older sisterHave any pets: Yes, 4 cats and some fishHave a job: Not yetHave a cellphone: Yes, Galaxy S6Have any special talents or skills: I can play several instruments and singHave any fears: Wasps, staplers and being replacedHave a bedtime: Around 10pmSing in the shower: Always!!!Want to go to college: If by college you mean university then noGet along with your parents: NoHave any piercings: Not yetHave any tattoos: Not yetSwear: Far too muchSmoke: NoDrink: NoDo Drugs: No{---Love & All That Crap---}Ever been in love: Yess ♥Ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend: NoAre you single: NoAre you in a relationship: YesDo you have a crush on someone: Pete WentzEver been dumped: YesEver dumped someone: Yes{---This or That---}Fruit or Vegetable: VegetableBlack or White: BlackLights On or Lights Off: Lights offTV or Movie: TVCar or Truck: CarCash or Check: CheckRock or Rap: RockChocolate or Vanilla: ChocolateFrench Toast or French Fries: French friesStrawberries or Blueberries: ..can I have both??>.<Cookies or Muffins: Cookies *-*Winter Break or Spring Break: Winter break! Christmas!!Hugs or Kisses: Aghhh hugs???{---Have You Ever---}Danced in a public place: YesSmiled for no reason: All the timeLaughed so hard you cried: YesTalked to someone you don't know: YesDrank alcohol: YesDone drugs: NoPartied 'til the sun came up: NoGotten a ticket: NoBeen arrested: NoBeen convicted of a crime: NoBeen in a wreck: YesBeen out of the country: Yes{---Random & Silly Junk---}Are you a virgin: NoEver TP'd someone's house: NoEver egged someone's house: NoHow many languages do you speak: 2 at the moment, soon to be 3Who do you compare yourself to: Everyone oopsEver regret anything: Every second of my existenceDo you like being tickled: No who tf doesWhat are your goals: Become a performing artist and help people with my musicAre your fingers tired: Not reallyAre you tired of this survey: YesAre you happy: What even is happinessTake this survey -> https://www.pimp-my-profile.com/surveys/view.php?id=1901

I like drinking tea. There are lots of teas,herbs to many kinds. I want to drink tea offwork days to before going to job. Imported teas from UK and Europe different designs of packages and flavor. I will stock and drink while watching movies to creating my DIY designs and musics. I don't turn my shower rooms light. I like the color of moist when light are shining from outside via shower rooms window Nicoletta Elmi in Andyworhol Frankenstein and Profondo Rosso. Her behavior in movie inspires me. Likely against the humanity of generation. My guitars and racksystems these devices has lots of feelings from me .I take care every days. Preparing myself to do my music in Tokyo. If I met perfect girl friend I want to cook together. I want to make her creative artistic and attractive . I don't drink or smoke as well as I don't ink mybody. Tattoo sticker for one night is alright if she wants me to be bad Dinner to theme park. Sit next to me. I drink smoothie next to my girl friend . Hold my hand while sitting together landscape and Skies, my feeling does it reach to your heart? Let me sleep on your knees.I want to be perfect one for my girl friend. Sometimes I think about Relationships I want to make my children like a pretty dolls of mine. British girl attracts me. To the Tokyo back again. Once money is ready My music activity as well. My sadness I can get over. Look to the sky with me? Sandwich and drinks lean to me if its cold. How do you feel? In silence together. I will be your perfect one. Forever with me,Lets make unforgettable memory together hold my hand strongly. I made flower to put on your clothes or hair. My pretty girl such a beautiful face and romantic don't need to speak. Lean to me. Forever your feeling inside my heart

I held the unmarked papers,With the intent of telling a story.Here I am,With this pen I'd put my thoughts to words.Their eyes won't see what I have seen, The page has burned before me, No new chapters to be written, My life becomes an endless cycle. I'll replace the directions I lost. Because I can't see the map I had,My tears have kissed the ink. Where do I go from here?With every breath my lungs grow tired,My heart is pierced with a knife of regret,What have I become?Is this what life is meant to be?

Deux yeux pleins d'espoirPleins de larmes Cimeti�res d'envies noiresD�potoir d'armesTon coeur, une centrale nucl�aire Ton sourire, une image �ph�m�re Notre toujours, sensation passag�re Ton bonheur, ma tombe, mon enfer Tu commences � me faire chierTout va bien, fais comme si j'existais pasGarde moi comme un chien Traite moi comme un drapSi tout collapse, l� t'as besoin de moi  �cris moi chaque jour" J'suis toujours l� pour toi"Tu joues la victime de pi�ces oubli�esTu vends ton attention en pi�ces d�tach�esJ'en ai marre de rien valoirJ'suis tann�e d'�tre � tes piedsDepuis le premier soir tu m'as ignor�eUn jour j'vais te le faire payerSi le silence c'est ce que tu veuxDe tes radars je dispara�traiT'sais, des fois, t'as pas besoin d'�tre Miss My life is falling apartT'sais, juste une fois, essaye donc �a �tre l� pour les autresPas t'en calisser compl�tement jusqu'� ce que toi t'aies besoin de quelqu'unSi t'�tais tellement une bonne �meT'auras pas besoin d't'en vanter

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First post! Hope it doesnt suck too much. Sup! I'm TJ, a 15-year-old sadboi from the suburbs of chicago.Dispite all of my exclamation points, i dont really talk with much excitement, unless im being SuPeR dUpEr SaRcAsTiC!!!!! "Smell u later losers"-Ya boi Gary oak

I would like to tell my boss "f**k you, you piece of sh*t, go f**k yourself with the sharp end of a broken bottle!"Ungrateful bastard! I work my ass of today for a 10 hour shift, trying to follow his contradictory rules, dealing with customers during our busiest season, so it gets hard to finish every task perfectly considering that customers will constantly interrupt me every 5 minutes.So due to the distraction, I make one little mistake, nothing in the big picture, I forget about it move on with mu day and go home.At home my phone rings and I see it's my boss, I ignore it, because I know nothing good comes from an after hour phone call from him. But he immediately rings back, 4 times. So I think it must be something important and I answer it.Turns out, he rang for the sole purpose of screaming at me for the earlier mistake, spends about fifteen minutes on the phone yelling and asking me questions of how it happened only to interrupt me and yell more when I try to answer. Keep in mind, last night I worked late for him, unpaid overtime. I do this often. But there is no gratitude, just more expectations.Ungrateful, low life piece of crap. It's no wonder nobody likes the jackass. he is the worst boss I have ever had and I actually like when we lose business, as it takes money out of his pocket.

A Girl Potato and Boy Potato had eyes for each other, And finally they got married, and had a little sweet potato, which they called "Yam." Of course, they wanted the best for Yam. When it was time, they told her about the facts of life. They warned her about going out and getting half-baked, so she wouldn't get accidentally mashed, and get a bad name for herself like 'Hot Potato,' and end up with a bunch of Tater Tots. Yam said not to worry, no Spud would get her into the sack and make a rotten potato out of her! But on the other hand she wouldn't stay home and become a Couch Potato either. She would get plenty of exercise so as not to be skinny like her Shoestring Cousins. When she went off to Europe , Mr. And Mrs. Potato told Yam to watch out for the hard-boiled guys from Ireland, and the greasy guys from France called the French Fries. And when she went out West, to watch out for the Indians so she wouldn't get scalloped. Yam said she would stay on the straight and narrow and wouldn't associate with those high class Yukon Golds, or the ones from the other side of the tracks who advertise their trade on all the trucks that say, "Frito Lay." Mr. And Mrs. Potato sent Yam to Idaho P.U. (that's Potato University ) so that when she graduated she'd really be in the Chips. But in spite of all they did for her, one day Yam came home and announced she was going to marry Tom Brokaw. Tom Brokaw! Mr And Mrs. Potato were very upset. They told Yam she couldn't possibly marry Tom Brokaw because he's just....... Are you ready for this? Are you sure? * * OK! Here it is!  A COMMONTATER

Geez, im really sad now, it looks like M has gone. I cant find her profile and our Group for Myspace Nostalgia is gone.M, if your reading this I hope you are ok.Good luck with everything.

I took coding tutorial from Microsoft certificate instructor and made my profile layout entirely updated redesigned and renewed. Im very happy right now and very high at the moment. I went to click homeschool in Yaotome asked for html/css coding techniques for friend project. www.friendproject.net/xX18210605Xx

I have so much stuff to do today. I need to wash me and Kenny's cloths at my parents house, do the dishes, bring my cloths to Plato's clothset, set up our new coffee maker, go grocery shopping, and do our taxes. That is a lot to do in one day. Good thing I am up early so that I can do all of that. I added more music to my Ipod. I have a 32 gig and then I found my other sd card that was also a 32 gig so now I have 64 gigs for my Ipod. It's not a real ipod though. It is the knock off brand but it is better than a real ipod because it has and sd card. I can put way more music on this thing than I could ever put on the real ipod nano. I just call it an ipod because it looks almost exactly like the ipod nano. When I found that sd card I was so happy because they are expensive the higher the gig. I was looking for it before and I couldn't find it so I had to buy a new 32 gig so now I technically have 64 gigs for my music. I bought an mp3 player so that I had something that I could keep my music strictly on one device. This way I can add more to it without needing to have an itunes account or anything. It is super easy to get music on it. and put all my favorite songs onto it. I am a big rap fan but I like a lot of different types of music. I love to jam out to music because I love music haha well I should go so that I can get ready and take care of all this sh*t that I need to do today.. 

it creeps across the desertwith a head held lowand hands clutching tearsthe desert is vast and barrenand the sun dances a colorful mamboacross the horizon at sundownbut when the cool release of evening comesit realizes that tears are saltyand indelible in the sand