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cutting my rats nest emo hur!!! here it is! i would rly b grateful if u guys watched it n shared it w a friend! tytytytyty

Oh man I got a lot to catch up on, I should be on Day 8, oops! I also should be writing short story ideas for my writing class but i give up 0-0 Pets!! I love having pets ;-; I've had way too many pets throughout my life so i'll just talk about the ones I've bonded with the most. This is the only image I have of him right now, but this was my childhood dog, Chato, the sweetest boy ever and my only best friend for the longest time. I swear he would know when I was sad and would come and sleep with me even though he wasn't supposed to. Sometimes he'd be baracaded in the back room and he'd somehow manage to get out and come comfort me. You can't see it in this picture but he had a long tongue that would stick out! He passed away back in 2016. I still miss him so much everyday. Sometimes he visits me in my dreams...I've also had lots of rats!! This was my main boy, Frankie. I got him from a feeder store back in 2017. I learned after I got him that you should have 2 rats or more because they're very social and need constant interaction. So I went to petsmart and got another rat that a worker told me was male. It was not male and I ended up with 12 rats at one point. Of course I couldn't keep them all and just kept Frankie and two of the kids, Gus and Bandit They all passed away a while back ago now :( I got to be there for Frankie but Gus and Bandit died while I was away at school which made me really sad. They had good lives though and they're all in good places now ♥I have a dog and a cat currently, but honestly I love the cat more. My grandma brought him with her when she moved in some years back. This is Kitten's Mittens. I just call him Kitty or "the cat" most of the time though lol. I'd like to think that Chato's soul was reborn in him. He was born not too long after Chato died and his demenor is very much the same. He's so sweet and talks A LOT and acts more like a dog than your stereotypical cat. I love hanging out with him in the backyard.aight idk how to end these blogs but that's it, that's all my favorite pets xo

          I am really bored. I don't really know what to do with myself. I think I might clean my apartment or something. That would keep me entertained for a good while. There are lots of things that need to be done. I just have a hard time finding the motivation to clean and get up and do things. Once I get up though and do things, I'm ok and that motivation slowly starts to hit me. Ever sense this Corona Virus hit the USA, I've been super depressed. My body just hates me right now. I'm sure everyone else is going through the same thing as me right now, so I don't feel so bad. Some people are worse than others because of being laid off for months. We don't really leave the house unless it's to take a walk, or go buy things we need for the house. I miss the days being about to go out and have fun with all of your friends and family. This really sucks! If I could hang out with people and be making the same amount of money with unemployment, then that would be a different story. I would be enjoying life right now! Getting paid not to work and to just have fun? That would be the life right there! I think I am going to take a shower at some point today too. I have hairspray in my hair so its all gross and stuff. I am going to need to redye my hair again too. My roots are showing again. I might do that tomorrow or something. I don't feel like doing it today. I don't really enjoy dying my hair anymore like I used to. I'm happy with my black hair. My hair is super f***ing healthy now! Most days I wear my hair up too and not heat style it. I will some day maybe go back to platnum blonde, but not any time soon. It really damages the crap out of your hair to get it that perfect almost white hair color. It's something to do to pass the time. I am really getting sick of doing the same stuff over and over and over again.           I ended up cleaning up my room a little bit. I have to get some other stuff done in my room like vaccuming my room and picking up stuff that needs to be put away. I will probably wait to vaccum till everything is completely picked up all around the apartment. I would like to do it all at once though. I figure I should pick up everything first. That's the most important thing that needs to get done because I will f***ing loose it if my apartment is a mess. It will litterally annoy me. If I feel like I'm surrounded by mess, I get bitchy. I don't like there being junk everywhere. I don't know how I used to be able to live like that. I used to just throw everything on the floor and now I have to pick it up if I do. I really need to get into the habit of cleaning up after myself. I have been struggling with that one lately too.           I've been getting back into pop muisc lately. I like to listen to songs that I can sing to sometimes too. You can't always do that with rap. Some songs you can, but not like you can with pop muisc. Plus I am getting sick of listening to the same music over and over again. I'm trying to go through new songs on Youtube of my favorite artists growing up. I need a change. I just am sick of everything. I something new.           I had to make a list for me and Nick to follow at my apartment. I am getting sick of him being lazy and me being lazy. No more of that sh*t. I'm going to be on his ass about that stuff too. He can't be leaving trash out all of the time. He says he gets sick of picking up after me but he still leaves sh*t around too. We are both equally messy. It needs to stop. I am getting really sick and tired of having to do a sh*t tone of things every two days. It piles up and gets overwelming. Right now I am in the process of cleaning my apartment. I am cleaning off things and whiping things down. We have been having an ant problem and this just needs to stop. This is not happening anymore. The food needs to be completely sealed off and Nick isn't doing that and it's gross. We both need to change these things. Some of these things are not my fault and some of these things are. My point is, we need to change or else. I think I am going to go now though. There are some more things that I would like to get done tonight before I go to bed. Good night!          

  This is a fake story, but there are some things that have actually happened to me, such as the choking in my bed, feeling watched, and stuff moving in my room. As well as the aches and pains, headaches, and the touching. I have never touched a ouija board, especially not after what happened to my dad. In fact I don't even remember what I did to get this "spirit" to attach itself to me. I didn't go to a cemetery, but when I did I was respectful. I never did any of those creepy games. I am not a religious person. In fact I never really leave the house, unless for school. But lately I've stayed at home. Sorry that this is a little long, but I wanted to share my experience, while also adding a few details to make it interesting.I feel like I'm being attacked. About a year ago, I was listening to one of your stories with one of my friends during lunch. I don't really remember which one it was, but I remember that it creeped me out and I was excited for the next one. My friend had to throw out her trash, and left me there. A kid from a class above me came over to me and asked if I wanted to play a game. I asked what game, and she told me that it was a scary game. I remembered what you said about ouija boards, and that you would never try one. I was thinking about creepy games that I knew of, but couldn't find out which one she might be talking about. I reluctantly said yes, wondering if I might regret it. I would find out in a few days that I would. It turns out that the game we were playing was in fact a ouija board. I sat next to the girls, they put their hands on the planchette. I didn't and the other girls looked at me. "Aren't you gonna play, you're not scared, are you?" one girl asked. I love horror, so being scared doesn't really happen anymore. I sighed and touched the planchette. One girl asked the board if there was a ghost. The planchette moved to the word yes. The girls looked at each other, making sure if one of them wasn't the cause of the movement. The next girl asked if the spirit was good. the board answered by going from "M" to "A" to "Y" to "B" to "E". "Maybe? What does that mean?" one of the girls asked. The planchette didn't answer, in fact three girls asked questions and the planchette didn't move. The girls looked at me, which meant that it was my turn to ask a question. I decided to ask a simple question. I knew not to ask how you die, what their name is, or to show them to you. I've watched all the movies and read all the books. I thought for a moment, not knowing what to ask. I decided to ask what the afterlife was like. The planchette suddenly flung out from our hands and hit a nearby bookshelf. The girls screamed and tried to leave. I knew we had to end the game the right way, we have to say goodbye. I grabbed the leader's arm. She turned and looked at me. Knowing what I was going to say, so she called all the girls back, and I got the planchette. I set it on the board and we put a hand on the planchette. We all said goodbye as we moved the planchette towards the word. After that the girls quickly left and I was alone with the board. I picked it up and set it on a nearby table. The girl who owned it later took it home with her. The whole day I got chills down my spine, I felt like someone was watching me. When I would turn around to see who was watching me, there would be no one there. That night I went to sleep. I didn't dream, I mean I don't really dream anyways. At some point in the night, I could feel two rough, definitely manly hands, wrap around my throat. I felt like all the air from my lungs had been sucked out. I opened my eyes and sat up in bed. The hands were still there and I fell off my bed, I began to crawl to the door, hoping to get someone, anyone's attention. I opened the door and suddenly the hands were gone, I could breathe again. I sat there on the floor in the dark, gasping for air, taking huge gulps, while trying to figure out what happened. I decided that I wasn't going to sleep anymore that night. The next day I was brushing my hair. My dad yelled at the bottom of the stairs that he needed help with the groceries. "Coming!" I yelled back. I set my brush down on my dresser. I helped him with the groceries, and went back upstairs. I went for my brush, but found that it was no longer on my dresser, in fact it was no longer in my room, which I found out after 10 minutes of searching. My sister probably took it, again, I rolled my eyes and went over to her room. I knocked and she answered with a snarky, "What?" I calmed myself down so I didn't start an unnecessary fight. "Did you take my brush? I was still using it." She looked at me. "No, It's not my fault you lose your stuff." She then closed the door in my face. I looked all over the house, but couldn't find my brush. I told my dad and we went to the store to get me another one. When I came home, I went to my room and placed the brush on my dresser. When I went into my closet to put my shoes away, I saw my brush, the one I lost, on the floor. I picked it up, there was hair that didn't belong to anyone in our family. It was long and black. I took the hair out of the brush and threw it away. Putting my brush with my new one in the process. Two days later we were at school. I asked the girls who played the Ouija board with me, if they had any weird experiences. All of them said no. The days went on and although I've never been choked in my sleep anymore, I still, even writing this, feel like there is someone behind my watching and smiling, but there is never anyone there. A couple of weeks ago, I went on a walk, alone, because no one would go with me. I went walking down our neighborhood. Which all of my neighbors are part of the cult called Ramptha. I don't know much about it, and neither does google, But all my neighbors are very creepy. I felt like someone was walking behind me. So I turned around, and of course no one was there. I turned around and sighed. I will be honest I have never been more scared than at this moment. Because when I sighed, I could feel a hand, the same hand from the night I was choked, resting on my shoulder. I quickly turned around to see if someone was there. No one was there. And as I turned, the hand vanished. It did not lift like a person's hand would, but simply was there, then wasn't. That was not the only time I was touched. I get poked in the shoulder when I sleep, I feel like someone is holding my waist, or resting their hands on my shoulders. All while no one is there. I once even felt like someone touched my cheek, I'm still not sure if it was a kiss or something else, and believe me I don't want a ghost for a boyfriend. And just writing this That is not all. I also have a very hard time sleeping. I always feel like somebody's watching me. I get constant headaches, and aches in my body. As if someone is clutching onto me tightly. One day I even felt like someone punched my stomach. Now I know there are explainable reasons for this happening. But I always take care of my body, there is no way for me to have a headache every day, or feeling like I'm going to puke constantly. I'm also getting sick more often. I don't know why this is happening to me. But I hope that people can hear this and just understand what I'm going through.  

... I don't even.(test post)- Smooth Operator

elon musk is one of the worst people alive. he's some sort of neocapitalist who prides himself not only on owning the means of production, but also is a modern-day thomas edison, with no technical skill beyond coding a dinky peer finance app and now hires actually qualified scientists and engineers to cater to his whims, which just so happen to echo those of some sort of nerdy, self-righteous thirteen year old. he tweets all day about his smart little opinion and "data" that he always interprets incorrectly, incedentally spreading dangerous, right wing conspiracies. he has his little scientist minions making rocket ships and sending sick sports cars into space in some dystopian plan to privatize all science. i f***ing hate elon musk and he should be guillotined with the others. happy may day. f*** elon musk

Hello everyone, Im new here, Hi! How are ya!!! 

SO, it has been a while hasnt it o.Omy name is, you guessed it, ryan. im 14, scemo, and i still like the same things. i use he/they pronouns, and im still HELLA into dudes and masc aligned peeps. im a lot more active on my insta: xx.r0tt3n.xx so ye :D that is all i has to say. have a goob day!

yeah i'm doing another 1 of these lolcredit 2 lawrence here on friendproject!! :)NAME?:my name is ben B-)PREFERRED PRONOUNS?:he/him!!!SEXUALITY?:i'm bisexual :)DO U PREFER SCENE OR EMO?:tbh i prefer emo, but also, scene fashion ROCKS.WOULD U CONSIDER URSELF SCENE OR EMO?:yes lolIF YES, WHICH ONE?:bothHOW LONG HAVE U BEEN AN EMO/SCENE KID?:well. i started getting rly into scemo sh*t in like january. there'z more info abt it on the alt survey i did a lil while ago.WHAT'S UR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?:I LOVE GREEN!!! green and pink go rly well together tbh. also green and black.WHO R U MORE LIKELY TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH-- SCENES OR EMOS?:idk. depends on what the person's like.FAVORITE ARTIST/BAND?: GLASS ANIMALS! they're neither scene nor emo but i still love them.TOP THREE FAVORITE SONGS?:i can't pick favorites very well :(((MAKE A PLAYLIST FOR UR CURRENT MOOD?:lava lamp - cucomr loverman - ricky montegomeryself esteem - ajjsomething for your m.i.n.d. - superorganismamerican idiot - green dayidk that's all i can come up w/ right nowFAVORITE PLACE TO GET UR MUSIC FROM?:spotify lolDO U DOWNLOAD MUSIC?:no not rly..DO U THINK "POSERS" EXIST?:yeah lol. but i also think y'all shouldn't just throw that around at whoever does something slightly different than you, bcuz i've seen ppl do that. tbh if you're having fun ig that'z all that matters.THOUGHTS ON "PREPS"?:they're not all bad lol. as long as they're not bitchy i'm cool w/ them.WHAT KIND OF HAIRSTYLE DO U HAVE?:uhh. it's short. it's kinda gotten 2 the point now where it'z got stuff peeking out from behind my neck lol.HAVE U EVER DYED UR HAIR?:yeah :) recently dyed my hair blackHAVE U EVER PUT DYED PATTERNS IN UR HAIR?:no but that soundz rly fun!!!!!DO U CURRENTLY USE HAIR EXTENSIONS?: no lolHAVE U EVER USED HAIR EXTENSIONS?:nopeIF YES, WHAT KIND WERE THEY? ( CLIP INS, BEADS, ETC! ):n/aDO YOU WEAR KANDI JEWELRY?:i don't have much actual kandi but i would rly like to make some :(( i have a few bracelets w/ beads tho. 1 of them is just sumthing i found at goodwill lolz, and there's also a miku 1 my friend made 4 me.IF YES, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY IS YOUR FAVORITE TO WEAR?:uhh bracelets lmaoIF NO, DO YOU STILL LIKE KANDI JEWELRY?:ofc kandi is so cool!!!!!!!IF YES, WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TO SEE ON OTHERS?:idk. the masks some ppl make are hella radKANDI BEADS ON SHOELACES, YAY OR NAY?:YAYYYY!!!!!IF U COULD, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY WOULD U MAKE?:probably more bracelets. i luv bracelets!!IF U COULD, WOULD U SELL KANDI JEWELRY?: i mean. i could use the money tbh.DO YOU COLOR YOUR NAILS?:rarely lol. i should do it more.IF YES, WHAT COLOR(S)?:black. that'z p much it.DO YOU WEAR MAKEUP?:nopeIF YES, WHAT'S UR FAVORITE KIND OF MAKEUP?:eyeliner is cool but whenever i try it it makez me feel like sh*t lolFAVORITE EMO KID?:uhhh idkFAVORITE SCENE KID?:idk either lolzWHAT KIND OF WRITING STYLE DO U HAVE? ( HARDCORE SCENE, HARDCORE EMO, NORMAL, ETC ):on this blog, i mostly write hella scene uwu. but usually my writing is pretty normal.EXAMPLE OF UR EVERY DAY WRITING?:some excerpts from me texting my bsf:me talking about my birthday celebration on animal crossing: "my twin's doing her own thing now and AHDJDJ RODEO'S WEARING A SUIT AND TOP HAT I L OVE THIS MAN"me while we're talking about future plans with chicks: "bro. one day we should go hold baby chicks togetherI did that once at a Bomgaars and that was one of the best things everalso another time at some horse showI love chicks so much....likeI feel bad about it sometimes though because they didn't choose to get held but also THEY'RE SO CUTE :'((( and I'm gentle with them as much as I can manage"also I use a lot of text acronyms n sh*t like lol, lmao, wtf, tbh, and smh.R U OPEN TO FRIENDSHIPS?:yeah of course!! :)HOW DID U FIND FRIENDPROJECT?: i was following a scene account on instagram i think and they made a post about it and i was like :OOOOOOO!!!!!!!!DO U HAVE ANY SCENE/EMO FRIENDS IRL?:no :( plenty of punk friends thoughIF YES, WHICH ONE? ( BOTH, JUST SCENE, JUST EMO, ETC. ):n/aWOULD U SAY U HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF EMO/SCENE STUFF?:yeah lol of courseIF YES, WHAT IS IT LIKE, IF UR WILLING TO SHARE?:i'm also very involved in the punk community. i am an anarchist, and although i've yet to figure out specifically what my beliefs are politically, i believe that the us government and capitalism in general is severely flawed and must be changed. i also do lots of art, and i plan on having a career in the fine arts later in life. my parents are divorced, and until recently, i've been switching houses every 2 weeks. i've been stuck at my mom's for like over a month now bcuz of quarantine, but honestly i prefer it that way lolz. i am, as far as i'm aware, a good student. i try my best, anyway lmao. i was called a gifted kid when i was younger, which, honestly, was a bad move, because now i have way high expectations 4 myself and i have a hard time actually doing my work lol. i have three cats, whom i all love. i'm currently a freshman in high school (i know 16 is old for a freshman, my parents held me back in preschool because they thought i needed the extra education since i was born prematurely.) i am a trans man (wow shocker) and i've been on testosterone for 5 months. uhh. idk that's all i can think of right now.IF NO, WHAT GOT U STARTED ON SCENE/EMO STUFF?:idk lolR UR FRIENDS/FAMILY ACCEPTING OR UR EMO/SCENE LIFESTYLE?:most of my friends are. my family is not lol.DO U WEAR UR SCENE/EMO STUFF TO WORK OR SCHOOL?:occasionally. i'm a little shy abt it tbh. i care a lot abt what other ppl think of me. not very punk rock of me, i know.IF YES, WHAT KIND OF REACTIONS DO U GET?:some compliments. also some judgemental looks and comments. which is funny, because my school is known for having a bunch of weirdos there.IF NO, WHY NOT?:n/aHOW DID THIS SURVEY MAKE U FEEL?:idk. it was p cool tho.ENDING COMMENTS?:a gr8 waste of time! :) thx man.

Oh, how I miss going places ;-;I don't really have any pictures of places because I don't go out much apparently and live too much in the moment probably. I'm just going to be emo and share some pictures of the Mountain View Cemetery. I love this place so much. Did you know it was designed by the same guy who designed Central Park in New York?? Here's some pictures of me, Shank, and our friend Amelia hanging around over there and taking a million pictures. I took this one a couple years back, but if you take the hike up to the top of the cemetery around sunset, you get the most beautiful view of the whole park and you can see downtown Oakland AND San Francisco on the skyline. 

just various poemz i did 4 english ig. might not actually submit sum of them but idk.  -Lily- Ah, the lily, with its colors so bright.  Comes in many shades, such as orange, red, or white.    Your beauty and vibrance brings me delight  As I gaze upon your blossoms tonight.    -Batter Up!- Sitting outside on the second wood stair  Was, holding a baseball, a lonely young boy.    I decided to go over there  With my bat, and we played ‘til he was grinning with joy.    -Clock- This dutiful object, he who tells time  The dark wooden clock perched upon my wall  Lets out a glorious, repetitive chime.    I let out a sigh and write my last rhyme.  This poem isn’t so bad, all in all.  I set down my pen and leave, for now it is bedtime.    -12:57 AM- Sitting in my dark room, all alone.  This place is starting to feel like a jail cell  As the music I’m playing surrounds me.    This mindless work I want to postpone  For all I can do right now is dwell  On the fact that I cannot yet be free.    -If Things Don’t Go As Desired- The corrupted king continues his reign  Still plaguing the land he rules like mildew.  He caused people so much struggle and pain  Yet he was kept on the throne despite what they’ve been through.    The people who oppose him he tries to contain.  The results of the problems he caused he tries to skew.  Only the highest class in the region gains  From everything done by him and his crew.    -Wishes- God, I’m so tired.  I’m feeling uninspired.  Lying in my bed.  Stuck inside my head.    Wish I could have what I desired.  Wish this work weren’t required.  Wish I could feel more than dread.  Wish things could be better instead. (scrapped line:Wish he'd take back the things that he said.)

h3r3 w3 g0000!! im just gunna g3t right int0 it lolzMOOSE (6.5/10)he'z 1 0f th3 2 vill4g3rz i st4rt3d 0ut w/... i us3d 2 (pr3t3nd 2) h4t3 him tbh bcuz h3'z l0wk3y ugly nd a dumb4ss f***b0y lmao but i 3nj0y his c0mp4ny. m0stly bcuz i lik3 2 m4k3 fun 0f him. 4ls0 bcuz h3 giv3z m3 l0tz 0f giftz.FLO (7/10)4ls0 1 0f my st4rt3r vill4g3rz. sh3'z pr3tty c00l, but i'm n0t th4t cl0s3 2 h3r. nd sh3'z n0t k4tt, s0000....RODEO (17/10)h3'z d3finit3ly my f4v3 vill4g3r 0n my isl4nd!!!!! h3'z s0 sw33t nd 4d0r4ble!! nd h3'z dumb, in a cut3 w4y. 4ls0 l0v3z f00d, nd l00kz lik3 h3 giv3z rly g00d hugz. i h0p3 h3 st4yz 4 a l0ng tim3.BONBON (8.5/10)sh3'z pr3tty nic3 nd rly sw33t 4z w3ll. sh3 wuz a bitch 2 m3 in new leaf, but sh3'z 4 l0t nic3r 2 m3 n0w lmao. idk h0w 2 f33l abt it. d3finit3ly a miku f4n th0, y0u c4n't t3ll m3 0th3rwise.KITT (9/10)sh3'z lik3 my animal crossing m0mm4! :) sh3'z s0 nic3 nd giv3z g00d 4dvic3 n stuff. sh3 m4k3z m3 think 0f my bsf. ♥CHOPS (7/10)i d0n't rly c4r3 a l0t 4bt him. h3 h4z a v f4ncy 43sth3tic, th0, s0 th4t'z fun. nd h3's nvr b33n m34n 2 m3.NAOMI (4.5/10)i'v3 nvr rly b33n a big f4n 0f h3r. sh3'z kind4 b0ring. nd sh3'z 4ls0 h3ll4 ugly. lik3, wtf even iz ur m4k3up, 1st 0f 4ll.ADMIRAL (2/10)BR0 H3'Z S0 UGLY. ND N0T 3V3N IN A FUNNY 0R CUT3 W4Y. ND H3 DR3SS3S LIK3 A H0B0. ND H3'S 4N 4SS. G3T 0UT. i 0nly sumwh4t lik3 him bcuz my gf lik3z him. smh.CLAY (9.5/10)h3'z rly cut3 nd i lik3 him. h3 h4zn't b33n ar0und 4 vry l0ng, but h3'z fun 2 b3 w/ s0 f4r.GLADYS (9/10)sh3'z 4ls0 s0 cut3!!!!! i'm n0t rly th4t cl0s3 w/ h3r, but i'v3 s33n h3r in 0th3r g4mez nd i l0v3 h3r. pr0b my f4v3 0strich.(translation:here we goooo!! I'm just gonna get right into this lol.MOOSE (6.5/10)he's one of the two villagers I started out with... I used to (pretend to) hate him tbh because he's lowkey ugly and a dumbass f***boy lmao but I enjoy his company. mostly because I like to make fun of him. also because he gives me lots of gifts.FLO (7/10)also one of my starter villagers. she's pretty cool, but I'm not that close to her. and she's not katt, soooo....RODEO (17/10)he's definitely my favorite villager on the island!!!!!! he's so sweet and adorable!! and he's dumb, in a cute way. also loves food, and looks like he gives really good hugs. I hope he stays for a long time.BONBON (8.5/10)she's pretty nice and really sweet as well. she was a bitch to me in new leaf, but she's a lot nicer to me now lmao. idk how to feel about it. definitely a miku fan, though, you can't tell me otherwise.KITT (9/10)she's like my animal crossing momma! :) she's so nice and gives good advice n stuff. she makes me think of my bsf. ♥CHOPS (7/10)I don't really care a lot about him. he has a very fancy aesthetic, though, so that's fun. and he's never been mean to me.NAOMI (4.5/10)I've never really been a big fan of her. she's kinda boring. and she's also hella ugly. like, wtf even is your makeup, first of all.ADMIRAL (2/10)BRO HE'S SO UGLY. AND NOT EVEN IN A FUNNY OR CUTE WAY. AND HE DRESSES LIKE A HOBO. AND HE'S AN ASS. GET OUT. I only somewhat like him because my gf likes him. smh.CLAY (9.5/10)he's really cute and I like him. he hasn't been around for very long, but he's fun to be with so far.GLADYS (9/10)she's also so cute!!!!! I'm not really that close with her, but I've seen her in other games and I love her. probably my favorite ostrich.)

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hi =_= i have been so busy tha past 2 days......after today it wont b as bad though!! im in two art zines and the pieces are both due 2day and well. ive had months but my biggest struggle w/ my ADHD is that my executive functioning is sh!t. i'm really bad at task starting and switching and my sense of time in relation 2 deadlines is. bad. so i am kicking myself workin on this stuff now =_= i'm proud of the work i'm doing!! but btwn this, school stress (i had 2 drop 2 of my classes bc i just. can't rn), overall mental health issues, and my hyperempathy acting up bc well.. *gestures vaguely to the state of the world in general*, everything is so much rn. u_u i'm looking forward to after 2day tho. i feel like i'll have a solid week where i can take things easy bc theres no Impending Deadlines to stress me out. i could maybe draw what i want 2 draw w/o feeling guilty.. mb i could open icon commissions back up too bc those were alwaysz fun to do 4 people <:) we'll see.got get back to it now! ~ xoxoxo glitch