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Life is a emo world .no one loves me but I want it to happen the moonlight shines and I fall in you with u my corpse under the stars we are one . Calah ★

ok so fr i'm mostly postin this bc it's hard 2 edit my blog layout w/o any posts..... but this site iz super neat so far!! every1 seems rly friendly and all of it is the exact kinda epic throwback i've been craving LOLi never really used myspace as a kid even tho i was p much in tha right age group for ppl who would be on it i think. ok maybe i was a lil on tha young side but soooo many of my frenz had it and i just. didnt =P but now i can do this!!!! which rulez. i've just been so BORED with how little u can customize social media sites theze days... which is what initially drew me 2 neocities. but it's hard to b social on there since its just a bunch of sitez on tha same platform... not impossible i guess just hard. but thru there i found out abt this place!! and im glad i did cuz it's rad. reminds me a lot of old dA in terms of tha atmosphere... ♥~ xoxoxo glitch

DAY 10 - Post your favourite quote.Some of my favourite quotes are from songs, but one that sticks out is Roots Remain by Mastodon. It's about a person losing their battle with cancer, and it makes me think about a lot of things, specifically this bridge: And all that I have come to loseGone so long it doesn't matter anywayAnd all that I have come to gainWill remain with me until the bitter endAnd when you sit and picture meRemember sitting in the sun and dancing in the rainThe end is not the end, you seeIt's just the recognition of a memory It then proceeds to go into an epic guitar solo that's just as emotional as the lyrics. It's one of my favourite songs ever.It makes me think about how I want to be remembered when I die - and how I must try to live a good life and make memories with people before we're all gone, and to seize the day. It's difficult because I didn't even plan past 16, I didn't think I'd be alive that long, and here I am at 18 years old with no idea what I want to do with my life. It's confusing and scary and I feel so lost, but at the same time I want to try and appreciate the good things that surround me in the now, and be grateful for them.My whole life I've been so scared of losing people. I get so attached to the people I love that I feel I cannot function without them. I can, it's just difficult and it takes time for me to adjust to them not being there. I lost someone important to me recently, and it was entirely my own fault. I miss them a lot, but I have to accept that it was not healthy and I need to deal with the consequences of my own actions. I love too hard to the point of obsession, addiction almost and it's so hard for me to pull away from someone I'm attached to. I don't know, I'm working on it. I hope one day I can have a healthy relationship, friendly or otherwise. Doesn't seem likely, but I'm trying to keep positive.

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things are changing. people are changing. i'm strangely okay with where we're headed as a result of this virus. the economy is f***ed up, but it'll recover. the earth is repairing itself. sometimes i honestly wish this virus would wipe out a good chunk of humanity so we could all start over. every time i go outside, i see changes i hadn't thought possible. my dad's garden is full of these little black birds, and they're not even scared of him. the grass is unmowed, green, flourishing. the trees are overgrown. the birds and other wildlife are actually out and about, unafraid of being hunted or their homes being disturbed. the earth is reclaiming itself.  i feel like we're the virus.

ive been having weird ass dreams lately n im honestly too scared to look up what they mean lol

i always defend you but what for?yeah you show how much you really love me the way you never make time for megood to know how little i mean to you.you have made me feel like an outsider in the place i was supposed to feel the safestmy face is pressed up against the glass because you've locked the door againno one is home and i don't remember the last time it wasn't vacantwhen you speak to me once a week is that supposed to make me feel cared for?i feel more comfortable telling my secrets to strangers.what the  ̶f̶uck happened to you?your heart is an empty room. abby, i guess

fun fact: ive been dying my hair since i was 12 and i still have all ma hair! dont let ppl tell u it will fall out, cuz it wont theyre jus dumb 

DAY 9 - Tell us about your day in detail.Well, I woke up and checked my email to see if my offer on eBay had been accepted, turned out it had so I went downstairs to make the payment and ended up spending half of my furlough payment the day I got it lolThen I went upstairs and cleaned my room a little bit, I spent most of the day watching YouTube but I called my friend Abbie for a while and she finally beat me at Words With Friends after a long winning streak on my end xDI made an egg butty for lunch and it wasn't as good as I was expecting, I still feel a bit sick from that..And now I'm here typing this bc I forgot to do it lol

DAY 8 - Bands/artists you have seen live.I've been to a lot of gigs, so I'll try and streamline the list by doing the ones that stuck out the most.FIRST GIG - SayWeCanFly back in February of 2016. I remember how excited I was, and how happy I was afterwards. He was actually the first  person I came out to, which is cool :DLAST GIG - My most recent one was my mates' band's gig in December, headlined by Bleed Again. I don't really remember much of that night.BEST GIG - either Mastodon in 2019 or the Sleeping With Sirens/Rise Against joint tour in 2017. Both amazing nights, although I got absolutely yeeted in the SWS pit and nearly broke my knee.. I was on crutches for a week and this guy who bullied me took them from me and hit me in the face with one xD fun timesWORST GIG - every time I got forced to see Waterparks with my old friend group. I hate them passionately. Worst one has to be when they supported All Time Low, I lost my glasses and had a horrific panic attack lolBAND SEEN THE MOST - Parting Gift, they're incredible live. I love them. Also, Carcer City (RIP), Attila (f*** Fronz), Waterparks (WHY), and CreeperBEST PIT - Either Attila (I've never not been injured in an Attila pit), Bring Me The Horizon (in 2016 while they were still kinda good), or Still Remains. I saw them in a tiny venue in Bournemouth, and it was completely sold out. I got elbowed in the stomach, yeeted right across the pit into the wall, and passed out. It meant I missed the rest of the show, but I told the frontman CJ what happened and he was like "dude that is so f***in' metal" and I was like thanks xDI've been to a lot more gigs than this but these are some of my favourite gig stories so here you go 

DAY 7 - Post your favourite movie, TV show, band, and food.This info is all on my profile anyway so you could have just stalked me for this info xDFAV MOVIEHas to be either Sister Act, Warm Bodies or Thoroughly Modern Millie. I do love my musicals lolAlso I like Twilight don't bully meFAV TV SHOWInvader Zim!!! I also like Skins and stuff like that, and all the daytime TV like Bargain Hunt and Homes Under The Hammer. I'm rly into interior design and architecture so I love Grand Designs lolFAV BANDAghhh this is always so hard for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeI'd say that currently my favourite band is Chiodos or Asking Alexandria, but it changes every week pretty much lolFAV FOODTACO BELL!!! TACO BELL FRIES!!! TACO SUPREME!!!! QUESADILLA!!!! NACHOS!!!!! I LIVE FOR TACO BELL!!!!!

I am a clutz, that is the short and bittersweet way of saying it. I think most people can agree with me that everyone gets injuries, unless you are like I don’t know, some other worldly being. I got the usual scraped knee, bruised cheek, but I also got a lot of weird things, like a rock thrown on my head, ramming into a tree-funny story actually, falling from a ladder, twice, falling from a tree, and getting my finger smacked by a mouse trap.  I have a lot to talk about here, so let’s get right into it by talking about the rock. I was about maybe 8-10 years old when this happened. I remember that me and my siblings were playing and were throwing pinecones at each other, things you do when you are in the woods with no wifi. So I don’t know how or why, but my youngest brother picks up a rock, no, not a small rock the size of a baseball,l but a rock maybe the size of a small pot. This is very hard to do since we are 5 years apart in age. So, like I said I don’t know how he did this. I was sitting on the ground at the time, so I had to stand up when he DROPPED IT ON MY HEAD!! I remember feeling queasy and tired. I somehow walked inside our trailer and the next thing I remember I was in the shower cleaning off the blood. I had a scab for the whole summer.  So, ramming into a tree. Maybe not the brightest decision in my life. It still makes me laugh, even as I’m writing this I can’t stop laughing. At the time I was on my bike. And this is like maybe a year after the rock incident. So our driveway is super steep! You have to do a sharp 90 degree turn, or else you run into a ditch in front of a tree. You guessed it, I ran into that tree. So I was on my bike, about to turn, when I noticed I wouldn’t turn in time, so instead of doing the smart thing of pushing on the brakes, I decided that I was going to put my feet down. Well I did not get the trajectory correct and missed the ground, so I stepped on the pedal and made it go faster. So yeah, I ran into the ditch and hit the tree. Maybe I should really think before I act.  So you’d think that after the tree thing, I would think more, but no. In this story I don’t remember what age I was, I know I was still young. So this was when we had a jungle gym. I liked to go on the swings, and there are two swings with a swingin bar in the middle. I was too short to sit on the bar, so you know what I did, I got a bucket to stand on. Like any normal person would. So I was standing on the bucket, when it slid out from under me. I ended up scrapping both knee caps. They were all bloody and it hurt a lot.  So I actually fell from a ladder TWICE! They were both on the same ladder too. The first time was when I was little and the other time was recent. So the first time I was climbing the ladder, and this ladder is like one of those lean ladders, you know the kind that only have one side and you have to lean them against something. So this ladder was the only way to get up to my room. I was climbing it for the first time and didn’t even realise that the ladder started to lean backwards, so I fell without even realising what was going on until I was on the ground. The second time was when I was putting things in my room and these were heavy boxes, but I told everyone I was going to do it. I got all the boxes up with no difficulty, but when I was going down the ladder started to do the same thing as the first time. This time I was aware of what was going on, so I tried to grab the floor of my room, but it was too slick, and on the ground I was. On the way I hit a table and my arm felt super tingly. I will never forget that. You know the weird thing is that I did not break anything. Okay, so falling from a tree wasn’t that bad but I ALMOST fell from a higher tree. We were climbing a tree, because why not, and there was this super big tree, we decided to climb it and at the top, I lost my balance and started to fall towards the ground. Now I’m not sure if I would have died falling that far or not, but it sure seemed that way from where I was. I quickly grabbed a branch and stabilized myself. I got down and never climbed that tree again, Just kidding I climbed it three more times, not falling once.The tree that I actually fell off was a sort of small tree, maybe only 10 feet off the ground. I was, again, at the top and again I slipped. I fell to the ground on a pile of dead leaves, and was okay. Nothing broken, just a bruise on my waist the size of three baseballs. The mousetrap accident was only about a year or two ago, so I still have the mark. I was feeding goats. And we keep their food in a shed, where there are a lot of rats and mice. They like to eat the food, so we put the high power traps, you know the type that can cut a rats head off. So I had to move a trap on top of the food container, you know how this is going to go, I touched the trigger and it snapped on my finger. The weird thing is that there was no blood, no broken bone, just a bump, that still won’t go away.  I know I didn’t mention this earlier, but writing this reminded me of this, just  at the beginning of the school year, September 2019, I was playing flag football and a kid that really annoyed me had the ball, I ran up and was going to get his flag, when he lowered his arm and elbowed me right in the eye. I had a black eye for the first whole week of school. In high school they take school pictures on the first Friday, so on that day I just put the hair in my face to cover the bruise. I still have the photo.  So that was all of my important, or major injuries. I have never broken a bone, and I think that is kind of strange. What are some funny or memorable injuries that you’ve gotten? Please let my know!    

DAY 6 - Tell us about your pets, the ones you've had and lost.So I have had a lot of pets!Currently I have 4 cats named Lindt, Bounty, Sherbert and Dip Dab, and a fish called Podge. My dad has a lot of fish but Podge is my baby ♥Lindt is a lovely ginger boy, he's 11 this year and I adore him. He purrs very loudly and gets ginger fur EVERYWHEREHis sister Bounty is the only girl we have, she's got scoliosis so her tail is curly and she walks a bit funny but we love her all the same. She's very affectionate and always looking for attention, she loves my dad to bitsSherbert is our youngest, he's 4 this year and he is part Siamese so he's very long, skinny, and LOUD. He likes sitting in our bathtub and screamingThis is Dip Dab, the chungus of the family. He is MASSIVE and spends most of his time eating, sleeping, and chasing after bees in our garden. He's a bit thick and doesn't really know how to play wth balls and things, but he's precious anywayThis is Podge! He's a pleco, he's massive and I love himThis is my precious baby Twix. He was my best friend ever, but he sadly passed in June 2016 of bone cancer. I never really got a chance to say goodbye to him, he was fine one week and gone the next. I miss him every day.